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 Posted: Mon Mar 30, 2009 6:30 pm
Sex sometimes helps, but I'd rather cuddle with someone. redface
Chocolate makes anything better.. and parmasean. Cause I'm a Wisconsinite. And California, our cheddar is better. mad
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Posted: Mon Mar 30, 2009 6:33 pm
Muffin Says:
xD
Cuddling is awesome. It's like.. Yeah.
><;;
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Posted: Mon Mar 30, 2009 6:41 pm
I've never been in a lot of relationships, not even close to a hand full, but I do enjoy it. I'd rather be held then hold someone, because I've not had the best life. My past has made me weaker then most guys would care to admit to. I'm not going to hide how I feel, but I do hide what I was. I don't even look in the mirror anymore unless I'm doing my hair or something.
I've had this weird ability to understand how people felt by just looking into their eyes. Perhaps it had something to do with a prayer I let out when I was around fourteen. I told God I knew that I wasn't the best of people, and I've felt a lot of pain in my life, but if it meant less pain for others if I took on their own I would do it. Ever since then I've been beat up and spit out, but I'm still standing. Some days I don't know how I survived all that. However, there is one thing I do know. Nobody else could.
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Posted: Mon Mar 30, 2009 6:45 pm
Muffin Says:
You'd be surprised how fragile people are.
But..
You'd be even more surprised by how fragile they're not.. People are stronger than we give them credit for, I know I haven't had the absolute best life, and at times it was harder to get up and put a smile on than you could ever know, maniac depression. But I managed it, and I have people everyday ask me how I'm still alive. To that, I smile and shrug, "It's just something I do, 'cause I know that no matter how bad I have it, someone else has it worse."
If you ever need someone to talk to.. I have an open ear.
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Posted: Mon Mar 30, 2009 6:48 pm
I have reason to believe I also am manic depressive, but I don't have insurance. The hospitals here won't accept someone like me to get diagnosed for it. They use over $70k for "mercy operations" and yet this they will do nothing for. stressed
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Posted: Mon Mar 30, 2009 7:00 pm
Muffin Says:
Yeah.
My therapist diagnosed me about seven months ago. Luckily the ability to lie, strap on a mask and go on with life got me out of counseling; ugh. I can't stand shrinks.
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Posted: Mon Mar 30, 2009 7:25 pm
I only had one. It lasted one sitting. I didn't mind the guy, just that I have a hard time opening to somebody in person. The internet has helped me a lot in that. I almost am at a point where I start conversations with acquaintances if I've talked to them a few times already. surprised
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Posted: Mon Mar 30, 2009 7:31 pm
Muffin Says:
I have problems being open with people when it comes to my personal information.
Other than that, I love making new friends, striking up conversations, giving advice, all that jazz.
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Posted: Mon Mar 30, 2009 7:36 pm
I can understand being shy about personal info. I don't have any reason to lie when I'm using the internet so I don't. Besides, if I did I'd just see more drama.
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Posted: Mon Mar 30, 2009 7:41 pm
Muffin Says:
I'm not proud of my past.. Therefore I don't flaunt it, and I don't share with those I don't really know.
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Posted: Mon Mar 30, 2009 7:46 pm
I agree with that logic. I don't trust have the people I know in person with my past. xp
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Posted: Mon Mar 30, 2009 7:47 pm
Muffin Says:
Mmn.. I trust three people that I know in person with my complete past, outside my family.
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Posted: Mon Mar 30, 2009 7:52 pm
I trust a good friend with only half of it. I've also told him my sexual preferences and that sort of thing. Told him I thought I was meant to be a woman instead - he said as long as I didn't go through with an operation he'd still be my friend. emo
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Posted: Mon Mar 30, 2009 7:54 pm
Muffin Says:
xDD
I've been told several times that I'm supposed to be male.
But that has alot to deal with my perverted nature. Haha.
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Posted: Mon Mar 30, 2009 8:11 pm
Ah, bullshit. That's just stereotypical. talk2hand
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