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TawnyAngel

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PostPosted: Thu Apr 02, 2009 6:07 am


Oh shards. What a terrible day. I can hardly even... hardly even think. Why did you have to die? It shouldn't have been you, kind and sweet and good. Should have been me instead; nobody needs one more egotistical, cuttingly witty, short-tempered git around. I made such a mess of it. I was just trying to get away. I didn't want to be around anyone and then there he was. So. Stupid. Running away from his Hold, to make a name for himself. Bragging that one day we would meet again, and telling me I'd better hope he was more empathic to my needs than I was to his.

All I wanted to say was that he was giving himself a death sentence! Well, that should have been all but I was angry and so... well, yes, it exploded into all of that. I wanted to scream when Raith said he was suitable for Candidacy. The I just... I don't know. Gave up. Stopped feeling. We both calmed, and I ended up taking his burden runner back to his Hold. It was his father that made he want to leave. Violent, abusive. How could he just run off and leave the rest of his family? Why hadn't he just poisoned the man turns ago? I know I would have done, but then I'm a sly beast at heart, aren't I?

I ran into his father, beating his brother and of course I got involved. Why do I always get into fights I know I can't win? He was huge, powerful, and knew what he was doing. I would certainly be dead now if Raith hadn't arrived and saved me. They took me to the healers, patched me up, and Raith brought Veyes back. The father, Havel, died so he felt safe. He's waiting for me to recover and take him back to the Weyr. He's not a bad young man really. I can see why he did what he did even if it's not what I think I would have done...

I wish now that I could... that I could go back. I like him now, I think, I'm feeling very unfocused but I think I do and... And he will always remember that first impression of me. I wish I could change it or explain but I... I don't want to sound like I'm making excuses for my beheviour. Yes, any other day of the turn things would have been different. I still would have been impatient with him, but not so acid, not so cruel. I can't go whining that to him though. I'm a adult, a rider; I should be able to control my emotions... but I can't. Why did I have to meet him today D'los? Shards. I miss you.
PostPosted: Thu Apr 02, 2009 6:16 am


I... killed him. I killed a man. I didn't intend to. I was just protecting Mine. If I hadn't acted, Mine would be dead... He was a bad man. He hurt his weyrmate - wife? - and his young ones. I suppose... I suppose I did not truly kill him but I am responsible for his death. It can't be denied that had I not burst through the doors and caused him to stumble back, he would be alive. But Mine would be dead.

I will forget about this soon, I know, and I look forward to that. I'm not sure how to think about this, and I can't ask Mine; he is too ill for me to bother him with my worries.

I did not aim to kill him.

I just had to stop him.

I didn't even touch him.

He hurt his young ones, his weyrmate and Mine. It was right that he was stopped for ever doing that again but not right that he died, and not right that I am responsible for his death. I think. This is... this is difficult. I look forward to forgetting this. I hope Mine gets better soon. I want to go back to our weyr.

TawnyAngel

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TawnyAngel

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PostPosted: Thu Apr 02, 2009 7:32 am


Stiff, achy, unfit and thin. Lovely! Still, I feel good. Back in my own weyr at last, and getting stronger every day now my appetite's back. Veyes is delighted with the Weyr, and that makes me glad too. I do like him now, and I hope he Impresses. Such a turn around. I still wish I could change his first impression of me, but the past is the past and I'll try not to worry about it too much. I feel good about you again now. We had some good times, didn't we? I'm not sure I'll ever find anyone I want to have as a weyrmate again but that doesn't bother me to be honest. I have many good friends for companionship and affection, and of course I have my darling Raith. As for other things, well, I'm not exactly ill-favoured, I have no trouble finding nice bedfellows.

Oh! Would you believe, the weyr was tidy when I got back? Kain is worse than you for mess, but the place was nearly spotless! Apparently he spent all his free time over the last sevenday trying to clean it up for me. I'm very, very glad to be back. My own bed! My own bathing pool back, and nobody telling me I shouldn't be out of bed/trying to ride my dragon. I thought I was going to have to kick around for a sevenday or two with nothing to do, but apparently I'm back on duty tomorrow. I would have liked to show Veyes around some more, but he'll be fine with that nice lad Conomor I'm sure. All my free time is going to have to be spent training myself back up; I'm disgustingly unfit right now you know. Still, I'll be back on top soon, and then if Veyes still cares to know me I can spend some time with him.

He's young, a Candidate and we have very little in common I'm sure but I can't help feeling a strong connection to him. Nearly getting killed over someone will do that to you I suppose.
PostPosted: Thu Apr 02, 2009 7:44 am


Another one? Oh yes, another one. No beating for me this time though; this one's father gave me klah and a comfortable place to sleep for the night as there was a storm... Back a bit. Yes; another Candidate. Raith enjoyed scaring the crowd in the main square where we found him. She just loves the attention, silly vain thing. Nehren is a nice young lad, intimidated by Raith but he still approached her, clearly thought she was incredible. Oh, and he has an attractive older brother, who probably only likes women. Ah well, can't win them all I suppose.

His father was reluctant to let Nehren go. I can understand that; ten turns ago my family feared to let me go because I'd be a mature rider when the Thread came. Still, reluctance aside, Nehren is coming to the weyr, and I shall be keeping a close eye on him, along with Veyes. I shall have to introduce them to one another tomorrow. I do hope they get on well together, it would be a pity if I couldn't associate with them both at once.

Egh! I haven't seen Veyes at all since I brought him in... I do hope he doesn't think I've forgotten about him, I've just been so busy. Shouldn't be so bad now; I'm pretty much fit again, though a couple of ribs still ache when we go between, so I'll have more time free to hang around with friends. I'll take him flying to apologise for neglecting him so, take him back to his Hold if he wants to visit his family.

That clutch will be hatching soon. I suppose it's too much to ask that both of my Candidates - oh aren't I a possessive creature D'los? - manage to Impress in it but I hope at least one does.

TawnyAngel

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TawnyAngel

Predestined Inquisitor

PostPosted: Thu Apr 02, 2009 10:36 am


Around half a turn after D’los’ death...

The morning air was warm already but a gentle breeze kept it pleasant, and promised to prevent the day from becoming too stifling. He sat on the ledge, legs dangling into the void, and sipped contentedly at his cup of klah as he watched the sun rise. It was... well, it was a sunrise; lovely of course, he always enjoyed them, but he’d never been the sort to sigh and wax poetic about such things. D’los had been like that and this morning, for the first time, he could think about his weyrmate without pain. It was a beautiful morning, promising to be a beautiful day and today he would try to think of it poetically. It was orange and it was gold and it was red, and there would never be another one quite like it.

“Morning,” yawned a sleepy voice from behind him, and a moment later V’kain sat down beside him. “You’re up early even for you,” he commented as he sipped his klah.

L’thor smile over at his friend and shrugged. “Yes, I felt like watching the sun come up today. I didn’t mean to wake you.” He was a little glad that he had though; V’kain’s company was always welcome and today he felt especially like being around people he cared about.

V’kain stifled another yawn and shook his head. “Not at all, don’t worry about it... Any particular reason you wanted to watch this morning?”

“Well yes,” L’thor smirked and took another sip of Klah, “it’s my birthing day; I’m twenty five now. I like to watch the sun rise on my birthing day when I can.” He’d done it every year since he’d been about six turns old, but of course this was the first turn V’kain had lived with him so he didn’t know that... Last turn, and for eight turns before that he had watched with D’los. He wouldn’t do that ever again, but it was alright. He wasn’t alone by any stretch of the imagination, and this morning he felt perfectly like himself again. Life went on, and he planned to go with it rather than tormenting himself with longings for the past.

“Oh! It is?” V’kain gaped like a fish before smacking his hand against his forehead. “Shards; it is and everything! I completely forgot... I’ll go out with Xerrineth to Ista Hold later and find you a nice present, I swear.”

“How kind of you,” L’thor chuckled, “but you needn’t get me anything fancy; I consider it a present that you hauled your lazy backside out of bed to come and sit with me in the first place.” V’kain would get him something nice though, he was like that; hardly ever spent a mark on himself but loved to treat his friends at the slightest opportunity.

V’kain grinned at his good-natured jibe and clapped him companionably on the shoulder. “Okay, so this can be your birthing day gift, and whatever I get you can be an apology gift for forgetting to get you a gift, okay?”

L’thor smiled over at his friend and gave the slightest of nods. “If you say so Kain, if you say so.” Silence fell between them then, and L’thor turned his face back to the warmth of the rising sun. “I think it’s time to let him go, don’t you Raith?” he asked of his dragon as he let out a soft sigh of contentment.

On her ledge the green dragon stirred slightly and opened one contentedly blue eye. “Yes,” she said softly, “I think it is time. Today will always be a good day in the turn for a glorious new beginning.”

L’thor’s smile softened a little at the subtle compliment and raised his mug to the sun. “To the future,” “hail and farewell, my beloved.”  
PostPosted: Sat Apr 04, 2009 2:56 pm


Returning from the Veyes fiasco...

The stairs had tired him more than he liked to admit and as Raith had told him that V'kain was already in, L'thor paused just outside their weyr to catch his breath. He might still be not quite well, but he intended to hide that as much as possible, for V’kain’s peace of mind as much as for his own vanity. Once he judged that he looked fairly casual again, he climbed the last of the steps and tried to effect a saunter. It didn't work very well; he was too stiff for the act to work, and so he gave it up as he entered the comfortable cavern.

He had only taken one step inside when he froze. It was... it was... "It's clean!"

V'kain, who had been bent over some harness at the table, leapt to his feet and hurried across the room to embrace him. "Thor!"

L'thor sighed happily and returned the hug. He was grateful that his friend wasn't putting his usual bone-crunching force behind it; he doubted his ribs would take it just yet. "Hello there Kain, did you get someone in to do this?" He’d been expecting to have to spend a sevenday at least trying to get the place straight again, but no dirty cups or clothes lay around, the hearth was swept and the rugs looked as though they’d been recently beaten. Wonderful; he could just fall into bed without feeling the itch to get up and tidy.

The stocky man stepped back with a grin and shook his head. "No, this was all me. I wanted it to be nice for when you got back, figured you'd be tired and not wanting to pick up after me. I've missed you," he added with one of those heart-meltingly warm and gentle smiles of his, "it's not been the same without you and your comments about life... Come sit down, I'll get you some wine. You look awful."

Oh bugger. Well, he had known it. Hollow faced, pale-skinned, thin, hair lacking its usual luster. He was a fool, and he knew it. Fighting fights that mattered was all well and good, but when it was clear you couldn’t win there was something to be said for backing down. He never did though, thanks to that mad temper of his, that rage he just couldn’t control when it got past a certain point. He had to try, that was his trouble; always had to try no matter what. He couldn’t have let Havel carry on with that awful belt. His hand had been forced. Much as it caused him pain, got him into trouble, he was glad to be the sort of person who wouldn’t stand by and watch an innocent injured.

“Thanks,” he said eventually with a weary smile to his friend as he moved over to the table and eased himself down into a chair with a grimace. Showing Veyes around had taxed muscles that had wasted over the last four sevendays. He was going to be stiff as stone tomorrow, but it had been worth it to make the lad feel even a little more comfortable here.

“So,” V’kain found a skin of wine and two cups, which he carried over to the table, “what happened to you? I was only told that you’d been hurt while Searching a candidate and I...” the dark man looked down at the scarred tabletop, “I was scared for you... I didn’t know how bad you were and... and... I thought you might not... I thought... Yea.”

Moved by the misery in his friend’s voice, L’thor reached across the table to take his hands and give them a squeeze. Dear V’kain. “Hey, you didn’t really think I’d just up and die on you, did you?” Poor V’kain. He was such a... such a sweet person, such a soft person. He hated to think of anyone being unhappy or hurt, and when it was one of his friends... “Come on, pour us wine and I’ll tell you how I got myself into trouble. Again.” The first anniversary of D’los’ death... He supposed he should have expected something stupid of himself on that day. Shards. The way he’d acted towards Veyes at first... He regretted that more than he could say, but he didn’t feel able to explain himself to the lad. He didn’t know Veyes well enough to share things like that yet. Maybe one day... Shards. If only he could fly through time and stop himself being such an intolerant fool in the first place. First impressions didn’t go away so easily.

V’kain looked up again and smiled slightly, squeezing the thin man’s hands in return before releasing them to open the wine and pour. “Alright, go on then Thor.”

Taking his wine, L’thor lent back in his chair and sighed. It was good to be home. “Right then. Where to begin...”  

TawnyAngel

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TawnyAngel

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PostPosted: Sat Apr 25, 2009 7:41 am


Brought Nehren back to the Weyr today. He's very shy of crowds it seems, but I think he'll settle in okay. I hope he and Veyes will be friends; I'd like to be able to associate with them both at once, and it would do both of them good to have friends their own age. Conomor - a weyrbrat - seems to be taking to both of them which is good. I don't think he's somebody I'd get along with well, but he'd calm and kind and he'll be a good friend to both of them I'm sure.

I showed Veyes up to the weyr when Conomor took Nehren off to the dorms. He was a thrilled with it as we were the first time we saw it. He'll be using the bathing room rather than the ones the candidates get stuck with; seemed even more thrilled by that idea. We went out for a nice fast fly then; no crazy stunts but very, very fast. He was thrilled with that too. Sadly it seems he'd going to grow rather taller than me or I'd give him my old riding jacket; looked good on him... Why is it that everyone here is taller than me or set to get that way? I used to be average height, I'm sure, but almost every male candidate coming in these days is six foot or more!

Egh, well, nevermind; height has never been a big deal to me, it just seems odd is all. Where are all the normal ones? All the short ones? I'm starting to feel like V'kain must around men of average height! It's quite amusing really, as most of them are skinny too; they look like beanpoles!
PostPosted: Sat Apr 25, 2009 7:53 am


I'm not squeamish; you know that. I can kick the nasty bug out of the weyr, I can clean up disgusting messes after parties; all that I can do just fine. The idea of lice just makes me shudder though. Little things crawling in your hair and biting and egh! At least I have a private space to retreat to, and control over keeping it clean and bug free. Veyes - and all other candidates - is not so lucky. He turned up very unhappy with a head full of the awful things. I took him - and his clothes and bedding - for a little trip between to kill them. He then had a bath and felt better.

He washed his clothes, so while they dried we talked. He's made a few alternate plans in case he never Impresses, which is sensible. I never did that. Did you? I don't think we ever really spoke until after the hatching... no, we didn't did we? Well, I expect you had something in mind; I hadn't even considered that I might not find a dragon in the end.

I've ended up offering to teach him - Veyes that is - some things that go beyond the candidate lessons. Get him ahead of the class, you know? Tomorrow I'm going to start teaching him how to repair riding straps. I remember the ones he made for that runner. They weren't all that good - they were awful - but considering he had no plan to work from and no teaching I suppose they were alright actually. Well, I'll teaching him how to do it properly. Then... oh, anatomy and things I suppose, tell him about firestone drills and such. It should be good fun; I'm always in need of more things to do with my time!

TawnyAngel

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TawnyAngel

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PostPosted: Sat Apr 25, 2009 8:01 am


I have a new flitt egg! Look!

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So, River caught a green a while ago and then she flew off and laid the clutch somewhere and lost it. She was supposed to lay in a nice big sandbox her owner had made up for her, but she didn't and so the pair of us went out and started combing the beaches. I found the clutch eventually, or what I assumed was the clutch; could have been laid by any flitt I suppose but the eggs were the right age.

Only one of them was still well buried in the sand and warm though; the other three were cold and dead. I took the live one back to my weyr and put in in sand in the hearth, nice and safe. Then the green's owner and I played dice for it; I won! I wonder what it will be. Green clutch means probably a green, but I think its too big for that, possibly it's about the size Dusk and River's eggs were? Maybe it'll be a big green or a blue then. I can't wait to find out!
PostPosted: Wed Apr 29, 2009 6:40 am


It hatched!

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A brown! Isn't he adorable? Rust I shall call him; his belly is rather rust coloured, and Rust and River alliterate, so that works out. He's very curious already; eats and sleeps a lot but he explores too, like River did when he was little. Rust already seems more sensible than his sire though; doesn't get himself stuck places and isn't showing signs of wanting to steal things. He hates being by himself, but he's happy to be with me, V'kain or either of the blues.

I think River sort of knows Rust is his, but he's so dappy it's hard to tell. Both he and Dusk bring the little one meat and they seem to adore him just as much as V'kain and I do. I had meant him for Kain really, Rust that is, but he was out drilling when the egg hatched. I'm glad I didn't say I'd meant to give him to him; he would have been sad to lose out like that. One day I will get a flitt for Kain, I'm determined of that.

TawnyAngel

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TawnyAngel

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PostPosted: Fri May 29, 2009 12:59 pm


A hatching always stands out in the mind, but this one... Veyes and Ren got into trouble. Fair enough, Veyes deserved a yelling at. He took wine, see, without asking... I gather he actually tricked the kitchen staff into giving it to him. So, all the candidates are on latrine duty for a week, when only two stole. Two. Two of all of them, and they're all punished. I'd've given them hell you know. Of course you know. You would have been good to them... if they'd been my friends I suppose I would have too. Still, only two of them. Why did Veyes have to be one of them? Stupid boy.

I can see things going badly for all of them who were down there. Who was it? The thieves, even if they didn't mean it that way, Veyes and a girl called Firyal who's been here a while. The others... Ren, Conomor, and a lad called Mal. I think that was all? Mmm. Well, they're all on latrines until the next clutch. I think a gold is soon to rise though, by the mood in the Weyr, so maybe it won't be too bad. Maybe the others will forget all about this after the clutch has hatched. I hope so... They made a mistake. A stupid one that most probably wouldn't have made, but it was still just a mistake, not malicious. I hope they get on alright. I hope the other candidates aren't too bad to them. I hope there isn't a boy like me in there. If there is, they'll not hear the last of this for many a turn.

Forgive and forget, right? I wouldn't, couldn't, if I was a candidate unless I was a friend of theirs. A whole class disgraced, you could say. I would say. I am a harsh creature, am I not? I would not let this matter lie.
PostPosted: Tue Jun 09, 2009 5:14 am


I've had both of the lads come up to my weyr roughed up now. I'm not sure what, if anything, to do. Z'nal is clearly a wherry-headed deadglow if he thinks this is going to 'teach them to be a wing', but what can I really do about him and his methods? I could report him, sure, but would that really do any good? Probably not, and I doubt I could get an audience with anyone influential enough in any case, they're all far too busy flapping over all the issues this Weyr is developing thanks to the scores of candidates.

I suppose there isn't a lot I can do, really. I don't suppose I need to in any case, all the ones who got involved in the mess are tough. They'll live, and it'll be a lesson to them if not to the others. Well, a lesson to Veyes and Firyal anyway. Don't take things you aren't given. Daft children. I suppose almost anyone could have made the mistake... but... Well... Firyal took a whole tray of good bottles, and Veyes... You fool Veyes. He used trickery, I gather from the kitchen staff. He said he'd take a platter and some skins out to the feast, and then he took them for himself. Stupid, stupid boy. How he thought he'd get away with it I'm sure I don't know.

Still, he won't do anything of the kind again, I'm sure. He's lost Conomor's friendship over this, and the friendship of the kitchen staff. If I were them, I don't doubt my reaction would have been much the same... Well, no, you know me, my reaction would have been a lot worse.

TawnyAngel

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TawnyAngel

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PostPosted: Tue Jun 09, 2009 5:17 am


Another one.

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I really need to stop! Four flitts, D'los, is plenty for anyone, and probably actually in truth rather too many. Still, I've only the one so I can't give it to one of my candidate friends. Could try to get it to 'Kain again I suppose, but honestly I'm enchanted by it already. I suppose just this one more can't hurt, but beyond this it's selling or gifting them no matter what! I don't want people to start calling me the crazy flitt man after all!
PostPosted: Fri Jun 12, 2009 8:47 am


Hatchings aren't supposed to go like this! People collapsing, Veyes included, people leaping down from the stands, upsetting a hatchling and causing it to maul several candidates... More strangeness too, putting my worries about this sudden illness aside for now. A bronze hatched first, but I think about three of his siblings hatched and chose before he did!

He went with Conomor, Veyes' former friend, eventually. I hope they end up a half way decent pair, bronze or not. The there was the queen! A green stumbled into her, but instead of just ignoring her or shouting at her, she bowed and let her choose first! The green that was bowed to chose Merya, a girl I found! I'm incredibly pleased for her, and proud of her though I've no real right to be.

I'm still worried though. Why are people getting ill all of a sudden? What's wrong with them? How bad is it going to get? Is all of this finally going to spark some action over the crowding situation?

I hope so.

I hope all of this sorts itself out soon. I hope my flitt egg hatches, it seems to be taking forever. I hope Veyes and Ren Impress soon. I hope Merya does well. I hope nobody else I like gets ill. So many hopes, and I suppose fears right now. The air here is crackling as though a storm is brewing. I wonder when it will break, and where the lightning will strike.

TawnyAngel

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TawnyAngel

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PostPosted: Fri Jun 12, 2009 8:52 am


At last!

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I'm calling him Dancer, because as soon as I'd given him his first bit of food he danced around to ask for more. Two blues and two browns now, and that's enough! The other flitts seem to love him, though Rust isn't quite sure about him yet I think he'll warm up soon. Dusk, River, Rust and Dancer.

Things are still going down hill here, more and more people are getting ill but right now I feel good. I have plenty to occupy my time, and by the time I get to bed I'm far too tired to lie there and worry. Things will either sort themselves out or they won't; I'm not a healer so there's nothing much I can do to help matters other than try not to get ill myself.
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