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Posted: Wed Mar 04, 2009 9:26 pm
Zakn' took the vials from the healer, but his mind had been utterly snagged by some other thought than what he was supposed to do with them. He'd heard her words, of course. Painkillers with water, twice a day with food.... all of that made sense, but the words that tumbled out of his mouth were utterly unrelated. "Both of them..? What do you mean, both of them..? I only brought Kalan to see you... I... I don't understand.." his mind had of course supplied a conclusion, but it wasn't one that he was willing to accept as viable.
That sort of thing didn't happen.. not to guys anyway.
Okay sure he'd heard of one or two cases, but they were so scarce! It wouldn't happen!
No...
"I'll take good care of him, you have my word.. but please.. what do you mean, please explain great lady..." he was so unsure... the goddess favoured them.. the words warmed and chilled him all at once. He wanted nothing more than his Goddess' favour to fall on his lover... but... them..?
"Why do you say Them..? And... what time will be coming..?"
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Posted: Wed Mar 04, 2009 11:50 pm
The healer lifted her hand and gently pinched at the bridge of her nose with a slightly irritated sigh. Trust the males to be so clueless.. "Yes, warrior.." She started, forcing her tone to be patient, "I say them and both.. Your.. Well, I assume he is your lover, is expecting. Your child was only conceived maybe.. A few weeks ago at most..?" She hazarded a guess, her lips twitching in a gentle yet amused little smirk. "I wouldn't dare think of trying to rid yourselves of it, if you were not planning on children.. The Goddess would be furious to find her gift shunned.. Besides of which, if the child is strong enough to survive what suffering your partner has gone through, it should turn out to be a particularly strong individual."
She gave Zakn a slightly closer look, trying to gauge his reaction to the news. "This is why I warn you.. Let him have his rest and keep him calm. I'm not sure much more unnecessary stress would be good for either of them." She paused a moment, thoughtful once more as she retrieved a larger vial from the pouch at her hip, "As an afterthought.. When the morning sickness starts, this should help if only a little." She held this vial out as well. "A little of it with water, as before.. Now.. My fee..?"
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Posted: Fri Mar 06, 2009 3:27 pm
Of course he paid the healer... but damn...that was one hell of a bomb shell… a baby…? With Kalan?! Now… he wouldn’t deny that he’d wanted children at one point, and on some level he really did still, it would be wonderful to be a father… but this…? This was an insane way for it to have happened! He had heard of it… the blessing of Lloth… but really! Of all the ways his dread goddess could have chosen to honour him… a baby, it was lovely but oh so terrible at the same time! This really was a sword with a double blade… it was hard to know which end to take.
On the one hand he would be a father, and with the one he truly loved no less, but on the wow… the responsibility was terrible… his job was in the very truest sense, suicide. And he’d only survived this far by literally being very bad at dying… or very good at staying alive if you wanted to put a slightly more cheerful spin on it. And Kalan’s job as well held much the same risk, though it was slightly diluted, he was at least intended to come back alive… but still, they both worked and they both enjoyed their occupations, Zakn’s was even something of a family thing… what with them being such a very weird family and all that.
The implication however that he’d even have considered that the child should not be allowed into the world was met with a noise of utter disgust and the proclamation of “Never! This child will be treasured like no other… it is a great honour that Lloth has done, you have my word lady healer that the child will be brought up to appreciate what a gift she, or he is…” he knew the healer probably cared little for his words, but he felt the need to defend his intentions regardless. “I will take care of Kalan.” He stated, there was honestly no way he would consider willingly letting his lover remove the child… the idea of them being a family was fantastic to him… almost unreal still, but it would be perfect. He loved Kalan, and all honestly what could be better than having a child with him. They were truly blessed, and honoured he felt to be one of the few blessed male couples to reside in the underdark who were viewed as worthy by the Goddess to bear one of her children. Female drow were usually the only ones with the right to bear children.
How though, would he ever break this to Kalan? It was not a secret he could keep, not simply because he himself was actually too delighted with the idea, though that did play a part in it, that was for sure, but more that he did not like the notion of knowing anything which his lover did not… it was just not in him to be secretive from Kalan. He wanted his lover to trust him with anything and everything, and he would never want to be seen as liar by him. He’d work something out… it was going to be one of the hardest conversations of his life, but he was sure he’d find the words somehow, even if they came out in the usual mad jumble that affected his words when he was nervous…
Would Kalan even believe him…?
He hoped so, other wise damn was his lover in for one hell of a surprise in a few months time….
With some care not to startle the other drow awake Zakn’ pushed the door open and poked his head around. He paused a moment and then called his lovers name out in a gentle voice to try and rouse the resting male. He just wanted to make sure he was really okay… he had a lot of medicines now after all…
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Posted: Tue Mar 10, 2009 1:42 pm
The healer continued to look somewhat amused as she quickly pocketed her fee while the warrior protested her accusations. "All the same.. The both of you look like warriors. If you're as intent as you appear to be on raising the child, I hope that you two have somewhere other than the barracks to raise it. In my opinion, it would not be a safe environment.. Unless of course you intend to give it a baptism of fire, so to speak." She slowly raised an eyebrow as she turned to Zakn as he made to enter the room. "If there are any complications or concerns, do not hesitate to call for me. Unless there is anything else of concern.. I will be taking my leave." And with that, she looked away once more and melted away into the darkness and back to other tasks. -~- Kalan had been thankful for the sedatives he had been administered. He had supposed that he had been dosed with painkillers as well, or else he was sure that he would have been in utter agony as he had been shifted around by the healer so she could get a better look at him as she started to work on taking measures to heal up his abused body. He had slept, of a sorts, through having his leg and arm set, and had recalled, hazily, her setting the breaks and splinting his other damaged limbs for support. It was a very strange sensation, as if he had been looking down at himself being treated from a different point in the room.
The rest was glorious, and he felt a little warmer, which lulled him all the more.
Then had come the soft calls for him, however.. Insistent, but gentle, and he gave a soft moan as he stirred gently at the familiar voice. "Z-Zakn.." He acknowledged groggily, haltingly extending his good arm. There were bruises on it, he noted. It troubled him into a frown, they were not blindingly obvious, but they were still there, despite his dark skin, and he would not find out for a while how bad the bruising was around his eyes for a while yet. He turned his head slowly, gingerly, towards the source of the voice, his eyes half open, and as the healer had mentioned, stained a damaged yellow in colour. "Where.. Are we?"
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Posted: Tue Mar 31, 2009 8:46 pm
"Kalan..." Zakn moved over to his lover in a moment as soon as he saw he ad been awakened by the calling. he reached out his own hand, his fingers very gently curling around Kalans in a gentle motion. "Love.. you're okay now. We're in the camp where the raiders and warriors from the run on the surface are staying." He looked around him once, the room wasn't great, but it would do for now... "It's only a temporary camp, but as soon as you're a little rested I think I'm going to take you back with me to my own home for a while..." Yes, he had his own home. He didn't get to spend much time there, but he'd had it a long time now... it would actually be quite nice to finally return to it for a spell.
"I'd already spoken to Nath about going away for a couple of days... but I think I'll see if he'll let me have a bit longer... gotta make sure you're alright after all, beautiful." He leant forward and just touched a very gentle kiss to Kalan's forehead. Even battered up like he was he was lovely... in fact... he couldn't have looked more beautiful to Zakn now if he'd tried... he was alive, he was safe and he'd be healed. That was all that counted...
By the Goddess... how was he going to tell him about the baby..?!
That would probably have to wait thought. He wanted Kalan to be feeling a little better before he broached that particular little hurdle.
"How are you feeling..?" He asked quietly, kneeling himself down beside Kalan's bed, his fingers now just running through the slightly messy white hair, he'd get him sorted out in no time when he was able to have him moved. He was just so relieved he'd found him... his lovely Kalan... what would he have done if he'd lost him?
Goddess...
He hated to even think that the notion was possible. He was sure they'd be fine now though. The Goddess blessed them. She wished them to be together and had given them a child, okay.. so only he currently knew about that, but still... it was a good sign. She did not disdain their affection.
It was good to know they were meant to be, even though he'd not needed to proof to know that was the case.
"I love you..."
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Posted: Sun Apr 05, 2009 1:51 pm
He felt so groggy.. Like everything was in a slight time delay. It took him a moment to realise that his hand had been taken, and held in a much larger hand, and that Zakn had moved closer to where he'd been stretched out on the bed. He gently curled his fingers back around Zakns, the delayed reaction an unconscious one as he slightly blearily fixed his gaze up the drow settling at the bedside.
"You.. We are..?" He managed after a moment. It felt a little like his tongue was trying to stick to the roof of his mouth, making him mouth a little at the dry sensation. "I'm sorry.. I'm really thirsty.." He mumbled a little, still keeping a gentle grip on his beloved. "That's.. That's just how I feel I think.. Tired and thirsty.. I don't hurt too bad, I don't think.." He rambled a little, shifting around haltingly, wanting to roll onto his side to get closer to Zakn. There was nothing he wanted more than to be able to curl up with him in the bed and rest.
"I didn't know you had.. You had your own home.." He managed after a moment to think, and to continue his fidgeting. He'd tugged at Zakn's hand until he'd had most of his arm in a slightly ginger cuddle, his other, splinted arm was still horribly tender to touch. "And I.. Don't want to intrude, love.." He mumbled a little again at that, the odd guilt completely out of place for him in his situation, another show of his slight delirium.
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Posted: Fri Apr 10, 2009 5:06 pm
"You couldn't intrude." The taller drow stated, pressing his lips against Kalan's knuckles six or seven times in quick succession. "Even if you tried to be as purposely irritating as you could be you still couldn't actually manage it.." He smiled fondly down at his smaller lover... Goddess... he still couldn't get over how lucky he was to have found him.. he was hurt, far more hurt that he'd ever wanted to see Kalan, but he was alive... he was breathing.. and well... he was apparently carrying their child by some weird twist of physiology...
He was of course quite ready to hand his lover a drink as soon as he requested one.
"It's not a very impressive place.." Zakn' qualified with a small shrug, "It's nice enough I guess, a little messy, but then, me..? What else would you expect? I'm about as scruffy as you can get.." he lifted one of his hands to ruffle his spiky black hair before leaning down to give Kalan the most gentle hug he could manage.. e just wanted to touch him, but he was so worried about hurting him.
"As soon as we can move you I'll take you there.. I'm sure you'll like it enough.. even though you'll hate how I leave my things all over the place.." He chuckled quietly, "I promise I'll try to sort things out a little better before I take you there though.. well... as soon as I get you there anyway as I don't plan to leave your side for a moment.." He loved him too much to leave him..
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Posted: Fri Apr 10, 2009 11:59 pm
Kalan gave a little mumble of disagreement to the response he had received to the comment of intruding, wriggling his one good arm free of his lovers gentle grip to take the offered drink. He took a large gulp, with a little difficulty from his position curled on his side, spilling a portion of it onto the bed, though he couldn't bring himself to care about it for the moment. The water was a blessed relief to his dry throat, thought it caused him to wrinkle his nose just a little. It must have been something left for him by the healer. He could taste the potions it had been laced with..
Still with a mixed expression on his face, he couldn't help smiling just a little as Zakn ruffled up his mane of spikes all the more.. "Hmm, love.. If you.. If you keep doing that you're going to look like you're sporing.." Despite the bad taste, he took another somewhat messy gulp of the drink before holding it out, signifying that he had finished with it for now, once the cup had gone from his hand, immediately seeking out one of his lovers hands once more.
"Hrrmm.. I'm sure it's just fine, love.." He replied, a touch more lucid, "Though if you're as messy as I think you are.. I'm going to be driven more insane by seeing a mess that I cannot tidy, rather than being bed-ridden from injury.. I hope.. You can at least try to keep the surrounding area tidy..?" He begged a little, going still as Zakn leaned over him to give him a gentle hug. He closed his eyes with a blissful sigh. That was what he had really wanted! Sure he ached and hurt, but Zakn was always so gentle with him, he should have known that he wouldn't have hurt h8im at all, damn it! It had been far too long coming!
He reached up around the other male with his good arm, curling his arm around his shoulders and curling his fingers tightly into the back of his shirt and the longer black spikes of hair. He gave a little whimper, though it wasn't of hurt, just relief, as he buried his face against the blessedly dark and broad shoulder. It wasn't too long until his other arm, splinted as it was, joined his unscathed arm, the fingers not gripping quite as tightly. He was so relieved that he could do this. That he was still alive to be here and be held by this wonderful male.
"Th-Thank you, Zakn'fryn.." He mumbled, his voice a little chocked with emotion, ""Thank you."
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Posted: Sun Apr 12, 2009 10:18 am
"You don't need to thank me." Zakn stated, still not happy to stop cuddling his lover just yet, no matter how gentle the hold had to be, e just wanted to keep hold of him, keep touching him, it was still almost unbelievable that he still had him here with him. He was never going to stop thanking the Goddess for this amazing gift she had given him... this second chance... oh he could have cried from happiness if he wasn't trying so damn hard to be the strong support he thought that Kalan probably needed. He wanted to be there for him, especially when Kalan was doing all he could to hold onto him. He nuzzled his face into the other Drow's hair, not caring if it was still a little grubby.
"I'd say we should move now.. but I honestly think you'd benefit from a couple of days of rest here first." He simply carried on talking quietly. He wasn't really sure why he felt he needed to be hushed, but he did... he didn't wish to speak too loudly regardless of the fact it was Kalan's eyes, not his ears that had been hurt by the stint on the surface. "I don't want to move you too soon...." There was another reason of course, than the simple worry over Kalan's well being... there was another life that he had to think about... oh why was it so difficult to mention it to Kalan..?
It was almost certainly a better idea to let Kalan relax and pass from the unease of the danger he'd recently been through. It wouldn't do him any good to actually frighten him any more in so short an amount of time...
As though there was the possibility, and Zakn hoped, probability, that Kalan would warm to the idea, he was sure that that would be a little while in coming, the initial response was sure to be shock, probably fear, and possibly mild horror... it was going to be an interesting day when he actually worked up the nerve to actually say something about it.
For the moment though there was something else praying on his mind.
"Kalan, will you come out of my shoulder for a moment.. I'd quite like to kiss you.." It was said in a fairly happy voice, possibly even very slight teasing. He did want to give him a kiss... he'd not really managed to do that yet and well... he'd really thought he was never going to get to do it again.
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Posted: Sun Apr 12, 2009 2:33 pm
Kalan made a soft semi-whimper combined with a small noise of disagreement, "I.. I do need to though, love.. If you.. You hadn't thought to get me, if you'd been busy.. I'd.. Well.. I'd.." He gulped a little against Zakn's shoulder, gingerly rubbing his face there, snuggling against him. His fingers curled all the more into Zakn's top and hair, forming something of a death-grip on the drow with his good hand, his other.. Well, it was a tight enough grip for sure.
Stay here, huh..? He listened for a while, taking deep breaths, the scent of his partner calming him as he forced himself to breath deeply, slowly. "I'm.. Well, I'm sure that you're right, Zakn.. But this is not my room.. ANd that door? I.. I don't feel safe here." He complained quietly, thought it was all truth, "Even with you here to protect me.. I would rather be somewhere more familiar.. Or just somewhere sturdier.." He wasn't sure if that made too much sense to Zakn, but it did to him right now at least.
He sighed again after another deep breath, and made a soft little noise at Zakn's last words to him. It was funny, but even after the few months they'd been together, the thought of kissing him still made his heart flutter. It was an odd sensation, but he thought that it was still on the pleasant side of things.. And very very carefully he leaned his face back just a little. "So long as you're sure you want to be closer to this battered form of mine..?" He tried to tease, he was altogether too anxious to pull the effect off entirely. He knew Zakn loved him, but there was a little nagging at the back of his mind that maybe he was too battered to be attractive.
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Posted: Tue Apr 28, 2009 9:54 pm
Ignoring everything else Kalan had said to him for a moment Zakn' leant down to steal the kiss he had already stated he wanted from Kalan's lips... he was gentle, of course, Kalan was hurt, badly... but it was clearly a very fond kiss, or rather a series of little ones, lips lingering together, teeth nibbling very gently, lots of little brushes of affection. How he loved Kalan.. and he would show the little male in his arms he loved him if it was the last thing he did!
When he finally leant away again after a longer series of kisses than he'd imagined he'd steal he smiled. "Of course I'm sure, and I don't care if you were joking or not, you're not allowed to worry about this at all.. I'd love you even if a drake ate half your face off your damn skull.. as gross as that image is to consider.. I'd still love you, I'd still stay here by your side, and I'd still want to take you back to my own home.." He stole one more kiss from his beloveds lips.
"What would I have been to you if I had not come to find you.. certainly no lover, certainly no friend... and I like to think that to you I can be both.." it was time to address the comments he had shunned for what he viewed as a more serious issue... "Though I think we will have to stay here for some little while, at least until I am able to make off to find some steady method of transporting you.. after all her work the healer will have my liver if I try to get you on a lizard again... I will have to find a small cart I feel, I know you will not like the idea but it's a necessity, my battered beloved.." he smiled, his lips brushing Kalan's forhead.
"I will have you away from here as soon as I can though.. my darling.. my love.. I do not wish you to be uncomfortable.."
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Posted: Mon May 11, 2009 11:11 am
Kalan was happy to be quiet for a long moment to enjoy the affection his lover bestowed upon him. He had longed for the contact and the gentle touches, the gentle kisses since his ordeal had begun, and he hummed his appreciation, holding on to Zakn with even more determination, if that was even possible. Indeed, that was what he had been waiting for, as much as kissing Zakn made him feel all fluttery he also found it soothing. No matter what his problems, he had faith that his partner would just be able to kiss them away. He sighed gently into the kiss, relieved perhaps, making a gentle noise of discontentment when he was settled back and Zakn moved back..
He was soon fairly animated again as he took in the taller males words, his face distorting into a look of disgust at the mental image that shoved its way into his mind, "Zakn'fryn.. That is.. Actually that's really disgusting.." He gave the other drow a gentle smack on the back with his good hand, "And if a drake did happen to.. Mutilate my face.. You wouldn't be able to kiss me, which I have to say would drain a lot of pleasure out of our relationship.."
He did however seem a little more placated at the kiss pressed to his lips once again, afterwards pressing his face back to the comforting darkness of the other males shoulder, nodding slowly at his words. "You are both to me.." He replied, though it was fairly muffled, "Both and then some, I think. I don't know what I'd do without you.. I think you hold me together at the edges.." He stayed quiet a moment longer, mulling over the words he'd just spoken.. Damn he was being stupidly mushy.. It had to be the potions the healer had dosed him with.. At least part of him hoped that it was, the other part was fairly gleeful at being able to connect with another on this kind of level.
"A cart.." He stated sharply with an incredibly unimpressed tone.
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Posted: Sat May 16, 2009 4:16 am
It was fairly obvious if you could see Zakn's face that he was happy... really really happy. Of course, Drow were not really meant to feel the kind of delight that he did at having someone's affections, and it was clear that Kalan was a far better Drow than he himself was, but he'd always been dubbed 'a little backwards' when it came to his dark heritage. It was one of the reasons he and his brother were off in their rather strange profession, and not defending their house... basically, they weren't really wanted. But that didn't matter. He was happy and Nath was, well, Nath. He despaired a little at Zakn'fryn sometimes, just as the rest of the family had, but he pretty much left his odd sibling well alone.
Zakn was well aware that setting Kalan in a cart would irritate him, but he wasn't having his lover move around himself, nor on a lizard with injuries such as he had. "I know you won't like it, and I won't pretend to comprehend the levels of disdain that the looks I'll be getting while you're in it will have, but it's the best way of getting you back to mine. I live some way away, not in the city, nor by any of its outer encampments, I wanted to be far from work when I was able to rest.." He very gently brushed a hand through Kalan's hair, he wanted to hug him again, but he was so afraid of hurting his wounded lover..
"It shan't take me long to ready things if you wish to go soon, though the cart is the only way I can see of making a quick departure work... I shan't be long in finding one my love, try to rest a little..." He wanted Kalan somewhere safe before he offered him the... amazing, terrifying and wonderful news.... "I'll be back to you soon, so soon my love..." He leant down to kiss the other males forehead once again before slipping out of the room.
He'd go back soon enough, with a cart, he'd carry him out and then they'd be gone, free for some time to just enjoy one another's companny. He'd enough money kept away for now to make that possible. Sure he would have to work again at some point, but for now he could just push that from his mind... He and Kalan would be free from the rest of the Underdark while he tried to explain their little... blessing... to his lover.
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Posted: Sat May 16, 2009 1:40 pm
The flat look continued as Zakn tried to reason with the bedridden raider. He just wasn't impressed and was certainly not going to be placed in the cart without a bit of a fight.. He faltered for a moment, biting back the beginnings of a harsh comment, the fierce look turning sheepish. After all, Zakn was not getting any pleasure out of this, was he? He was only doing what he could to ensure that he was comfortable while travelling to his home, where Kalan himself would be living out of his lovers coffers. He was only trying to care for him and ansure that he would not hurt more than he had to. And here he was being a prissy little madam.. He had his pride, but surely he had to draw the line somewhere..
He growled a little, his tone holding no real venom or malice, the tone taking on a fractionally lighter tone, "If my party sees me being wheeled away, I swear by the goddess I'll gut you at the first available oppertunity.. Love.." He added with a more sincere tone. Of course he would never think of raising a finger against his lover, but he did have to keep up appearances after-all, as he called another playful cry of objection as Zakn disappeared around the door.
At least when he got back he would be able to have another few moments of peace with the other male, share a few more kisses and tender touches. He shuffled himself gingerly up the bed into a sitting position, groaning at the pains across his ribs. He wouldn't admit it openly, but Zakn was right, riding a lizard would be utter agony. He let out a soft sigh as he settled again, his good hand resting across his stomach as the pains across his chest subsided a little and he waited for his lover to return with the dreaded cart. He'd have to stop by his own rooms on the way out to Zakn's home.. He wanted his things and his stash of gold and valuables. He didn;t want to put Zakn out too much, financially. No doubt the healer would return at some point as well..
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