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 Posted: Wed Feb 18, 2009 2:52 pm
The short story that "gave birth to" Toshitago Kai Lee
Her songs alure her victoms to her feet.The sweet song and her beatiful voice and body so unhuman,anyone is drawn to it.She playes not only from pleasure but from memory of a beautiful lover that she was unallowed to have;avenging his death was the only thing she would do,he was the only thing she desired.The underwold lord had promised her the price of one milllion souls for the soul of her beloved to be returned to her.She fought better than any champion,she was even a match for the king of demons himself;but she would get her beloved back and only then would she challenge satians throne.
Her songs enchanted anyone,for she was a wizard of all trades.Those who were in need of no enchantment she used them for a little untill they weren't of value and then she would slowly tear their hearts to a breaking untill they died after going insane.Those who she saw no use for and her spellls were in need of being used she would torture them slowly untill the fun was gone,then she would drain their energy,drink their blood,and then breath in the scent of their souls to enable her to newer and stronger body,soul,power,and magic, to give her unlimited strenghth and power.The killings were grusom no mattter how they were done.put she would disable their senses to ease the pain when they were killed.Her lover had been the only human to love her no matter of what kind of demon she was.He always enchanted her with his own love and even she herself couldnt seem to hurt him at all.For her being imortal she had promised him imortality as a gift of her love to show she wished to be with him forever.Before he died she promised to avenge his death and bring him back with imortality and the same unlmited power she did.Her love had died due to the demon of the third deadly sin,jealousy.She had killed the demon and eaten his remains and did so to anyothers which were the other five sins,with the exception of sloth;who had wisely chosen to keep his distance knowing that she would become more powerful than his overlord.She had been damned to become a demon when she had turned 15 and she would forever stay that way.She had been the one human that had been bitten by a half-vampire;becoming one herself;and had eaten carnivorous for 6 years as a child,not to mention she had been the most enabled human in the world,she was unstoppable even as a young mortal.But the love of her life had loved her anyways,even being damned to become a demon after one had kissed her when she was 10 after he had fallen madly in love with her.she had already attained 900,000 souls when a major problem had occured,she was being trail by a group of S-class angels and followed by some A-class demons who were not pleased that she had been violating almost every rule in the angel,demon book.she was being hunted and she now had to avoid being killed while collecting the last 100,000 souls.By this she planed to do this the easiest way,by blowing up an entire city.With her little demented friends by her side she would be truly unstoppable,and everything would be hers after she killed that annoying god and satian,she would rule supreme with her love by herside.and by the looks of it,she already won,because she had been both those bastards most loyal servant and helper,they would never expect her to overtrow them.It was time for her true place to be taken.
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Posted: Wed Feb 18, 2009 2:56 pm
My love,the days drag on when your not by my side
It's hard to wonder all about you hoping you havent died.
My life,I would like to know how was your away
considering you were only gone for a day
My heart,were you wondering what I was doing while you were gone?
it was painful I couldn't be with you
My meaning,I've been aching to tell you I'll tell you everything
I want to be the only thing you need;your anything
My soul,I need you more than the air I breath
I hope you need me in the same way I need you
My other half,I love everything about you
I can't tell you how much I adore you
Unexplainable can't even place it.You are my love, life, heart, meaning, soul and other half.I hope you know.
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Posted: Wed Feb 18, 2009 3:00 pm
Inspite of Me
Yeah,life isnt the greatest and im going even further into inasanity and i can be an absolutly horrible friend and i have my douts,alot of them acually.I smile and laugh and act like im happy but deception is my best talent i can fool anyone.no matter how well you know me you have no idea who i am as i dont even know.i may be judged but i dont care.if you hate me you have good reason if you love me then that is your death wish.i live life as if ill never die and my wishes are outragious i waste my time on things i shouldnt and dont use the time i have on the things i should.i believe in ghosts and mythical creatures.i am slightly bi and i hate god.im a hypocate and a controll freak i listen to almost no one if they ask me to do something and i cower in fear of those who are stronger than me.i am over protective and manipulate people to get what i want.i am extremly cynical and get very fowl.i have all seven of the seven deadly sins not one or a couple main ones.i hate people in general and my worst enimie or enimies is my family i hold grudges for too long and i often never forgive people who agravate me.i fake friendships to make things easier for myself.I want to kill and brudtally murder someone.i run from love and in fact are kind of scared of it.i want all the power in the world and will hurt anyone who stands in my way.I use people and lie and steal and cheat.i hate myself and have absolutly no cause for being like this.if something happens i blame everyone else.i love the dark and i believe in kill or be killed.i prefer to be at the top and if my friends are better than me at anything i resent them for it.I love death and dream of ruling the world with only myself at hand.i wish death to come to those who disobey me and i want everything to myself.i have no trust and am not a trustworthy person.i think nothing but for myself.i adore it when people fear me and when i am thought of as a god.if people like me i use it against them.i destroy and corupt almost everything i touch and those i cant ill kill.i befriend the evil and reject the good.i am backwards on most things.my level of thinking is so different no one can understand it no matter how many times i explain it.I consider myself a death angel and everyones worst nightmare.I think of fire and all life except me being insinrated.those i do love i wish to kill.I am the product of gods cruelty,the spawn of satin,a demon unborn,a broken childs dream waiting to be freed.and you defie all these things and love me inspite of them.i cant believe anything quite like you could exist.
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Posted: Wed Feb 18, 2009 3:03 pm
Demon
My heart has bled,my violet tears have been shed, and the rivers of crimson red blood flows.
Her the screams,these broken dreams,my soul tearing at the seams,has the world revealed itself?
The universe at ends meet, peace I will defeat,Demons take a seat to watch this truely amazing feat.
This is me, see all the living flee, buried in fear and all the worst feelings up past your knee,a sea of death is upon you.
Black wings, Saitan sings, destruction he brings, but I am still above him.
This is me, all I can be, who and what I've become, now loves song is left unsung,for I was ment for atitle not so pretty.
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Posted: Wed Feb 18, 2009 3:15 pm
He is loved
Beautiful and gorgeous-
impossible to speak.
Kind,those eyes-
rendered helpless.
Different,playful-
unable to breathe.
Tall and brilliant,shinning-
awed in amazement.
funny and touching-
can you see?
Fire,you love,passion-
cast under this spell.
Perfect,that personality-
falling deeper.
So much more,inexplainable-
inexplicably charmed
and yet you come to love him more.
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Posted: Wed Feb 18, 2009 3:17 pm
Joseph
He sits by you,his silences you hear.
He's mystic in his ways but, happy in his moments.
Gentle footsteps and smile unheard,he's beautiful in my eyes.
He is my sky.
More important than life, more beautiful than life's butterflies.
He is perfect.
You hope you are his and he is yours through out your life and forever more.
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Posted: Wed Feb 18, 2009 3:23 pm
High Above (acually wrote in the 3rd grde)
As the stars fall upon your face,
The light begins to dwindle from the sun,
and the melody of the world plays a sadder song.
You came down from space to match their grace,
but missed and fell so far
Now you're on your knees trying to deal,
Finally relizing you need your others to heal,
but things feel like your on your own,
and you don't relize,
I'm holding you up from high above
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Posted: Wed Feb 18, 2009 4:01 pm
No Escape,Tempted Fate
Her hands caressed the latent barier between conscience and living.She couldn't see but yet she could."the world has changed," she thought to herself, "I've been caged for long enough,it's time I live free,like any woman should. That shadow I have will not conquire." It was her only chance to make that escape.Her liberty and pride lye on the other side of this invisible door.She made a quick desicion,she burst through the door,it was loud but not as loud as her thoughts.Although it was bright,too bright,it burned.The trees reaches for her,too close,too hurtfull.People passed by and ridiculed,too cruel,too much heartache.The ground moved,too fast.Everything moved too fast in fact,one second,two,three,time she couldn't stop it,she fled back to the dark.Quiet,dark,secluded,"maybe it hasn't."she thought.She looked around,"yes,this is where I belong,I'll stay,it's much safer in this insanity than out there."But what she didn't know was she had become the demon herself.
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Posted: Wed Feb 18, 2009 4:08 pm
You or Me
I sit in silence and try to decide if it's you or me.
Instead I choose to let my mind free.
Anymore it's always bad and never good,
so part our ways I think we should.
With you I have been trapted
But no more will I sit and watch time lapse.
You blame it on me,I blame it one you
so let everyone decide who will win or loose.
Only it will be me,
who in the end will watch you flee.
Eaither way I will be pleased to finally be free.
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Posted: Wed Feb 18, 2009 4:21 pm
I hold you in my arms,you never leave,you hang from my heart like a line of shinning charms.
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Posted: Fri Feb 20, 2009 6:10 pm
The story of Keltara Uchida No Jada Lei Nightmare
She was always the girl to sit in the corner and dream of the future.She was always the most flawed but still had friends due to her "silences."she laughed and talked and smiled like any girl and when she spoke,she was accually quite loud but her true identity was held as secretive as a silver trinket a not so cherised mother would give to her hated daughter,always told,but with no signifigance.She talked to her friends helped them and held back her demon and didn't expect anything in return.She secretly drained power,loved her demon,and did anything no kind tender hearted human would do.Untill the day.That faithful day her heart and head exploded in fire and her soul and that demon decided to join forces.and I will say that that corner,that blackhole of hers that swallowed anything that came too close finally swallowd her and ate the sanity that still let "her" live.It wasn't a plesant thing.Everything she held back expanded combusted exploded regenerated and tore apart and ate away and disposed of anything good untill others were left defensless.The rest of her was swallowed and a hollow shell left.Everyone started to fear her.No one douted her anymore.Everyone hailed to her presence and talents and pused aside their raging jealousys.She killed then,had her will of not been obliterated she might have cared but anyone who had ever looke d at her wrong,died and those who didn't die physiclly they mentally died and became obediant dogs.But after her exploding her releses so strong the shadows had to eat her before she had eaten them but she had already become the darkest one of them all.The shadows of everyone who had been killed filled her body and she reverted to anyones Nightmare.She could fight better than any and her abilities couldn't be condensed and she could see anyones fate and lifespan because she was assigned to kill a runaway shadow speaker,a child who revealed the mythologicals identity.but she made a friend along the way to help her on her travels.She was now destined to become a hinuta,a shadow that would one day kill off the world in haste of heartbreak and insanity from the day she had exploded,too many shadows of souls,she would have to kill her friends;her last bit of heart;to continue living.
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Posted: Sat Feb 21, 2009 9:26 pm
Deadly
The soul god hates,the power satian discriminates,the thing the universe has frowned upon.
Wrath,in anger you steal you want to kill.love now loathes
Envy,you want it all.You take against their will,their blood on your clothes.
Pride,love in thyself,for no one else,eyes of your reflection never closed.
Greed,it's yours,you won't share.You have everything,misleading disception.
Lust,those caresses,sluty dresses,no condemption.
Sloth,procrastination,no work,others fulfill thy need.
Gluttony,waste,excess,appentite never compressed,see the starving pleed.
One demon so true,swallowing you.
Fear to feast thee eyes because all you hear is cries,Her heart slowly and painfully dies.How no one else would maintain breathing by keeping your feelings from seeping.
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Posted: Sat Feb 21, 2009 10:26 pm
Those who plead aren't always in desperate need.
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Posted: Sat Feb 21, 2009 11:58 pm
It will be a faithful night to remember when your not on my mind
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Posted: Sun Feb 22, 2009 12:30 am
Darkness Aluring
Her soul half asleep,
her feelings meak.
She is of the mystique.
Beautiful on the inside
altough not on the outside
she still has pride.
[chorus]
Blown away
She won't stay
Her heart a delay
She wants dreams
not to hear screams
save her from insanity
darkness aluring
Life is a blessing
but to her
its a problem she is adressing
Her mind so different
no one listens
none of her words signiffigant
her meaning in life insufficient.
[repeat chorus]
Will anyone save her
the world all astir
It drones on
Her in pain
Acid rain
Shes left to die unseen.
[repeat chorus x2]
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