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Posted: Sat Jan 03, 2009 5:11 pm
The silence. It bothered her. June puffed irritably on her favorite pipe, which had been a gift from her grandfather, and brushed a stray lock of artificially auburn hair out of her eyes. She was overdue for a re-dye. The silver roots of her natural hair color had begun to show weeks ago, but the usually vibrant lady, who detested her impending age, hadn't yet bothered to book an appointment. She hadn't felt like herself in months. Not since Sampson, her ex-boyfriend, had run off with her ex-best friend. June resented the pair of them for abandoning her; for falling in love behind her back like a couple of foolish, naughty teenagers. She hoped Estelle's dentures got lost on the plane. She hoped Samspon (what a cheating b*****d!) contracted some kind of disease.
They more than deserved it, for forcing her to realize exactly how old and ugly she'd become. June sighed inwardly, doused her pipe and placed it in the ash tray on the coffee table. Could it really have been thirty years since her little Harold had moved out and started a family of his own? Despite her current hateful mood, June couldn't help smiling at the thought of her grandchildren- dear little Paul and Charlie, who had both inherited her thickset genes and could hardly be called small, were June's pride and joy. They were both so much like Harold; so energetic, so contagiously happy. June was never happier than on the days they came to visit. Charlie, who was a wonderful girl of seventeen with brains the likes June had never even dreamed of, would curl up on the sofa and drill her with all kinds of information about her father's work. Paul would always have some kind of interesting story to tell her about his latest love interest or his new job.
"Nana," he'd say, with a smile on his freckled face, "I'm taking Lucy or Sally or Christina out to the movies- could I borrow a twenty?"
Harold and Charlie would scowl at him for asking, but June always gave him the money. He was a good boy, she insisted, just a bit misunderstood. Harold would grumble at Paul about finding something worthwhile, instead of the low-life jobs he was used to milling about. Paul would bark back at him and hide behind June, who always protected her favorite grandson from his father's wrath. Harold didn't like it, but he never challenged his mother, never raised his voice to her.
Oh, how she loved her family. They weren't the most affectionate, nor the most understanding, but there resonated within their little unit a significant sense of belonging. It didn't matter that they fought, because they would always have good memories to fall back on.
Exactly like now. June, who was still very sore spirited from her recent break up, had flown (like she always did) back to the familiar. What, when everything else seemed foreign and impossible, was truly real.
Her bones creaked uneasily as she used her elbows to heave herself off the sofa. It occurred to her suddenly, as she cracked open the living room window and a flood of noise from the city streets below her apartment swept into the room, that she ought to adopt another child.
The greatest years of her life had been Harold's youth. She'd loved watching the baseball games, flirting with his hockey coach, taking pictures of his graduation. Sure, she was much older now, but there was still a lot of pep and spunk left in her bones. For a sixty-seven year old lady who liked to smoke and enjoyed the occasional shot of whiskey, she was in remarkable shape. It wouldn't be too difficult for her to raise a child now; especially considering how fast the little buggers on this planet seemed to grow. A new face, to liven up her modest apartment when Harold and his kids couldn't be around, seemed to be a grand idea.
Plus, the girls down at the salon would have more than just the betrayal of Sampson and Estelle to chatter about while she wasn't around. They'd gawk at her. They'd whisper and they'd gossip.
"June," they'd say, "how can you expect to take care of a baby? You can't even take care of your man!"
And she'd just have to show them. Oh, yes. She'd show them.
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Posted: Sat Jan 03, 2009 7:31 pm
Olive’s Salon was a quaint little arrangement on the corner of one of the busiest streets in Barton. If she wasn’t at home and she wasn’t at the casino, she was usually at the salon. June had been getting her hair cut their for decades; really, ever since Peggy, her oldest and dearest friend, had taken it over from her mother. The girls had known each other since before either of them had hit puberty and, while they sometimes behaved in ways that the other didn’t agree with, it could be safely said that both women put up with things from each other that they wouldn’t have tolerated for a second from anyone else. Peggy had been there for June when she’d ended up pregnant at sixteen, and had helped her to keep it as secret as possible until the inevitable day when she’d had to tell her parents.
Mr. and Mrs. Sterling were horrified by her condition at the time and, not wanting to have anything to do with such a reckless slut, had kicked her onto the street. Peggy, who had suffered a miscarriage before having to tell her parents about her own pregnancy a couple of years before, convinced her mother and father to let her friend stay in their home above the salon. Peggy was Harold’s godmother and, as far as the Sterlings were considered, as good as family.
June smiled to herself as she waltzed into the salon, wearing her favorite sundress and a pair of new shoes, and nodded once to each of the ladies inside. Peggy was fluttering around a toddler, who cried as she watched her golden curls fall to the floor with every snip of the scissors. Her mother stood in the background, chewing nervously on her fingernails. Apparently, this was a first time for the both of them. How sweet.
“Beth, its good to see you,” she smiled and waggled her fingers, not unkindly, at the skinny waif of an old woman across the room, “How’s Charles? I heard his heart surgery went well.”
“Charles is fine,” Beth answered croakily from underneath her hair dryer, “Doctor gives him another eight years to live.”
“That’s wonderful,” June tried to sound sincere, but it was difficult when Beth was so sour. The other woman didn’t comment anymore. June wondered, idly, if Beth had wanted her husband to finally kick the bucket. Charles was a rich man, twenty years Beth’s senior, who’d had poor health for as long as June could remember. He was a sweet man, and unfortunately naive. All of the women at the salon suspected that Beth had only married him for his money. Lord knew, at eighty-eight he wasn’t likely to be a very passionate man.
“Gretta,” June turned her attention to the overweight, thin-haired woman, who habitually sat right beside the complimentary coffee and buns, “How are your kids? I saw Nigel and his wife at the grocery store yesterday. She said her baby’s due any day now. This is their third, right?”
“Yes,” Gretta grinned merrily as she helped herself to a biscuit, “grand-baby number three. Nigel and the boys are hoping for a little girl. Though, I suspect it’ll be another boy. I had all sons, Frank had nothing but brothers, and I think there’s only two girls from all five of them. If we didn’t make such adorable boys, I’d say its a curse.”
“How intriguing,” said June, who really couldn’t have been less interested if she’d tried. It didn’t matter. The conversation had been steered in the direction she’d hoped for. She’d opened the door herself, and was steeling herself to step over the threshold.
“You know I’ve been-
“Guess who else is pregnant,” Louise, who was Peggy’s business partner and money handler, spoke up from the counter. They all looked at her expectantly. The young mother looked awkward and out of place in the corner. She clearly hadn’t come here for gossip.
“Who?” Beth finally asked, looking at them all over her hook of a nose.
“Eliza’s grand-daughter, Shannon. You know that one she used to bring in here, that couldn’t keep her hands out of the candy jar? I think she’s just turned fifteen.”
“..and she was such a sweet girl.”
“Well, I’m not surprised.”
“Some people’s kids.”
June and Peggy shared a look, but said nothing. Neither of them had call to talk. Even now, fifty years after Harold’s birth, the scrutiny and discrimination she’d been subjected to hung over their heads. s**t happened.
“Yes, well,” June began again, “as interesting as that is, I’ve been thinking about-
“Fifteen and pregnant,” Gretta shook her head sagely, “can you imagine? If I’d had any daughters, nothing like this would have happened to them. Poor Eliza.”
“I heard she’d planned on getting an abortion,” this was from Louise, who accepted the young mother’s change and counted it carefully before smiling at her and waving goodbye.
This announcement was followed by a steady debate concerning abortion. Predictably, some of the ladies thought it was an abomination. Others thought it was acceptable, especially if the parents weren’t even responsible enough to use contraceptives.
June felt like a zombie as she listened to them drone. Ordinarily, she would have jumped right in and probably led one of the arguments. It was in her forceful, straightforward nature to guide. Today, however, her mind was on a different train altogether.
“I’m going to adopt a baby,” she announced loudly, so that she could be heard over the incessant chatter of the ladies. They continued for a couple of moments, as if they hadn’t registered what their friend had said, and then turned to stare at her open-mouthed. Peggy shot her a surprised glance, and then continued with her current customer.
They all spluttered and laughed outrageously at her. Louise coughed and covered her mouth with her hands, but her shoulders continued to shake with amusement. June didn’t join in. She just stared at them. After awhile, the ladies came to their senses and, having taken in June’s utterly sober appearance, had the grace to look apologetic. They could see now that she was serious.
“A baby?” Beth inhaled sharply, and looked her up and down skeptically, “You?”
June had always been the most energetic of the ladies at the salon. The only one who’d ever been able to keep up with her was Peggy. She hadn’t suspected any of them to be especially pleased with her decision. It didn’t matter.
Several seconds passed before the ladies remembered their manners. It was one thing to discuss their disapproval behind her back, and another one entirely to let her know what they honestly thought. June felt smug. She knew that all they did when she wasn’t around was talk about Estelle and Sampson and what a fool she was. Peggy had told her. Now, at least, they’d have something new to be catty about.
“Good for you,” Gretta smiled sweetly. June grinned back at her. Gretta may have been as dull as her ex-husband’s long underwear, but she was a genuine person. She always had something nice to say about someone, regardless of the circumstances.
“Thank you, Gretta,” June managed to sound as sincere as the older woman.
Louise and Beth shared a miffed look. Peggy shook her head and smirked before taking an electric razor to the nape of her costumer's neck.
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Posted: Fri Jan 09, 2009 1:36 pm
Harold had surprised her. June hadn’t expected him to take the news concerning her adoption plans so calmly. He was fifty years old. She hadn’t guessed exactly how he would respond, but she’d assumed that the idea of becoming a big brother so late in the game wouldn’t sit well with him. When she’d finally worked up the courage to tell him, he’d astonished her with a genuine congratulations. There was no hesitation. No hidden resentment. Just happiness.
“That’s great, mama,” the way he still called her that, even after all this years, never failed to make her smile, “I’m glad you’ll have somebody to keep you company now. I always feel so guilty when Charlie and I can’t be around. The garage keeps us so busy.”
Of all the things he could have said, this was the last one she would have believed. Sure, he’d hit the nail right on the head. She was adopting so that she didn’t have to be alone all of the time, but there was more to it than that. June ached to hear the shrill peals of a child’s contagious laughter ricochet of her apartment walls once more. She yearned to guide and to teach, to prove to the world (especially Sampson and Esther) that she wasn’t just an aging flour sack. Most importantly, however, she longed to feel young again. A child would help her to accomplish that.
With her son’s permission and a spring in her steps, June ventured into Wal-Mart with a giant smile on her face and a purse full of cash slung over her shoulder. She was prepared to buy everything that she required for her little poppet and determined that he (or she) would have the best of whatever she could give.
It felt good to shop in the toy section again, even if she’d never understand the allure of the generic and the plastic. When did they stop making good, old-fashioned stuffed toys? And, good lord, where was the rest of that doll’s outfit? A little out of her league, and put off by this strange new era of toys, June struggled to contain a squeal of excitement as she came upon a basket full of sweet and traditional looking toys. They didn’t emit any creepy sentences when she squeezed them or move or cry or piss. They were perfectly simple.
Delighted by her success, which had seemed so unlikely when she’d wandered through the other isles, June plucked at least a dozen of the toys from their basket and tossed them into her own cart.
The immensity of Wal-Mart and the variety of items it offered had always impressed her. It was her favorite store, because it had everything. There was no need for her to look anywhere else, when she could find a fishing rod in one corner of the store and eye-shadow in the other. June spent a great deal of time in the store, humming merrily to herself, and tossing random objects into her cart at whim. It had been a long time since she’d been so happy and no price in the world could rob her of that. She would get whatever caught her fancy and she would not fear the consequences.
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Posted: Tue Jan 20, 2009 2:09 pm
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Posted: Sun Mar 01, 2009 2:16 pm
Planning Ahead--- She'd had her eyes on him for a while. It was natural, of course - there weren't that many green kids in the Liberty Center's Daycare, and there definitely weren't any other green kids with only one eye; or if there were, they'd certainly evaded Hale Elora's all-seeing gaze. Well, probably not all-seeing, but she had spent a good long time scoping out the other children after she arrived at the Daycare: it never hurt to have an inventory of your potential enemies. But this boy didn't seem to belong on that list. He was much more calm than most of the other kids, at least so far. She did suppose that it was possible that he was disguising his inner weirdness or that she'd just caught him at a good time, but she rather hoped not. It'd be nice to have allies, after all. And those odd looks of his could come in handy in future - what had the TV called it? - intimidation tactics, that was it! With that thought in mind, she determinedly strode forward (well, bumbled forward -- but it would've been proper striding if her legs had been a bit longer, damnit!) and plopped down next to him. "Hi!" If there was one thing she'd perfected in her short time on this earth, it was looking cute: she already looked positively angelic without doing anything, but add a dimpled smile and twinkling eyes and you were sold. He was green. He was one-eyed. His hands were big and his ears stuck out. These were all things that Wallace, in his own special and childish way, had observed about himself. He had no idea that he might have looked odd, or potentially frightening to the other children in the daycare because it hadn't occurred to him to think about it at all. Wallace was, simply, Wallace. There was no front- no secrets underneath.
The little cyclops sat quietly amongst the healthy, good-natured clutter of the daycare (really, it comes with the territory) with his blonde head bent over a story book. He did not yet know how to read, nor did he really care to. It was the pictures that he liked. His lone eye danced eagerly over the pages of hand-drawn farm animals, as he imagined what the goose might say to the sheep or why the dog worked so hard to please the farmer. In this way he fashioned his own tale about their lives, and was probably more satisfied with the result than he would have been if he could translate the script beneath the image into sensible language.
The unexpected arrival of a little girl by his side and her energetic greeting startled Wallace enough to make him jump. He was shy by nature; not unsure of himself, exactly, because he was blessed with a kind of gentle confidence that was born only from inexperience and gullibility, but he was still, nevertheless, reserved.
It was a couple of moments before he realized it might be a good idea to respond. "Hello," Wallace returned happily, smiling wide and gesturing at his story book, "wanna look?""Sure!" He seemed pretty enamored with the book, and although Hale Elora herself wasn't all that into books (too boring - who the hell wants to hear about some dog named Spot, anyway?), she'd definitely make an effort for the sake of making a new friend. Settling a bit closer to the boy, she looked at the pictures he'd been looking at. They seemed pretty standard fare, at least to her, but she supposed they were kind of nice if you tilted your head and stared at them for a while. Very.. heartwarming, anyway. "Which one is your favorite?" She gestured sloppily towards the book, still more interested in him than what the papers held. Enamored. That was the word for it. Wallace's innocent, still underdevloped imagination ran at a steady, unyeilding pace. He was clever enough to look at the picture of the farmyard and realize that the goose, with its grey neck arched and its wings splayed threateningly, probably wasn't very happy with the fat rat that lingered nearby her nest. Her black eyes were narrowed, and he thought that they might say;
'Get away!' or 'Mind your own business!' or 'I will KILL you if you get any closer.'
He glanced from Hale Elora's angelic face to the pretty illistrations in his book, and chewed thoughftully on his bottom lip as he considered her question. Which one was his favorite? It was difficult for him to choose. All of the pictures were very nice, in their own right. Would it be fair for him to choose just one?
Finally, with a happy little nod of his blonde head, Wallace thumbed backwards a couple pages and pointed, with a chubby finger, at a drawing of a little girl. She cradled a baby pig in her lap, and was feeding him with a bottle. Her parents stood around her, and an axe rested, apparently forgotten, beside the door to go outside.
"This one." Wallace announced squarely. "It is a good one."
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Posted: Sat Oct 10, 2009 9:09 pm
Can't Call You Four Eyes--- Devin loved how the leaves crinkled under his boots. Fall had finally taken it's course, the wind had an unmistakable bite to it. Winter was coming. The little dark elf was bundled in a knitted hoodie, long denim jeans and bright yellow wellington boots. Let's just say that one could tell that the toddler had dressed himself. At least he'd done it so he'd stay warm. A charming smile appeared on his face as another gust of wind blew the leaves around. The sky was silvery gray from the sun peeking out behind the clouds. It looked like his hair! That thought made him smile again. The toddler made his way towards the slide, being closely followed by his father; though he didn't seem to know it. Zee sat on the wooden bench closest to the slide, and took out a book. He wasn't really planning to read, but he couldn't let other parents know he cared about Devin, could he? No, that wasn't right at all. He didn't even like the book. He considered it to be a pathetic love story, about a stupid elf girl falling for some weak human king. And of course, everyone knew Zee was one hundred times better than any weak human king. The book was The Fellowship of the Ring. "Well, we're here. Now, why don't you go play?"
Wallace peered up at his mother, with a wondrous expression on his green face and his mouth slightly open, and then turned to consider the various instruments and metal structures that decorated park. Oh, how he'd waited for this day! Wallace couldn't exactly remember the first time they'd passed by this place, in June's old blue station-wagon. All he could recall was staring, with his nose pushed up against the window, as other children (his size, and bigger!) jumped and skipped and played. He'd bugged and begged his mother, in his own gentle way, everyday since to bring him here- so that he could partake in the fun and, now that he finally had the opportunity, Wallace wasn't quite sure where to start. He was a little overwhelmed.
He fidgeted shyly beside June, who smiled down at him, with one hand supportively on his blonde head.
"Go on, boy," she nudged him gently with her leg, and nodded towards the slide, "you'll like it. Just watch the other children, and you'll catch on before you know it. I'll be right here if you need me."
Encouraged by her reassurances, but still a little nervous, Wallace swallowed and, in that slightly awkward and bumbling way of toddlers, slowly made his way towards the slide.
June sighed happily as she watched him go and paused to examine her fingernails. They were long and sharp; painted a violent shade of red. Another summer had come and gone, and the changes in the weather echoed deep within her bones. She was growing to be an old lady; in much the same way that the leaves turned to gold and died in the autumn, her originally dark hair was now silver and in serious need of a new dye job. It was tied into a tasteful french braid at the back of her head. Devin went down the slide, but sat at the end of it for a long while. The little dark elf was staring. Not in a rude way, no. In the I-want-to-be-your-friend-because-you're-so-cool-looking-but-I'm-too-shy-so-I'll-stare-at-you way little kids were prone to doing. You'd think with a skin-tone like his, nothing could surprise him. The fact remained that he'd never seen anyone quite like Wallace; and the toddler was wondering where the other boy hid his second eye. And why was he green? He'd learned from his older cousins (well, one in particular) that when people were sick, they turned green. Of course, he'd taken his cousin's every word seriously. He wasn't old enough to have realized that people don't literally turn green, and that it was just a saying. And so, deciding Wallace was sick, Devin decided to go make him feel better. He toddled up to him, golden eyes clouded with concern for the other boy. " 'Ope you feel better," he said with a smile. "Wan to play?" He naturally avoided words with S's. Zee looked up, and smiled when he saw Devin talking to someone his age. He'd been worried since Devin had met his older siblings that the toddler wouldn't be able to relate to his peers. Then he spotted June, and put his book down on the bench. He walked over to her politely, and flashed a kind smile. He gave half a bow before looking to her. "You may sit with me, if you wish," being around an older woman, or someone that appeared older, made him fall into his old habits. He was behaving well... Somewhat like a prince. He gestured to the bench in a polite manner. "We have a good view of the park, and since our children seem to be getting aquainted, we can assume they'll play together." If only Thali could see how he was behaving. She would have laughed. Though, it probably would have been worse if Zee's fiancee saw him acting this way. He'd never hear the end of it. Staring. Everywhere he went; Wallace was exposed to this oppressing pheonomen. He was no fool. For a toddler, the little cyclops was acutely aware of the world around him; and even more so when it came to his own appearance. It only bothered him a little bit, really, that he was the only green person he knew, and the only one with three toes, and the only one with as single eye. To quiet his various, nervous insecurities June had told him stories about all sorts of different people; from different countries, and even different planets. And Wallace was pacified. He couldn't help the way he looked, after all.
But sometimes the unwarranted attention unsettled him. He noticed the boy with golden eyes watching him, and experienced simultaneous, contradictory feelings of shyness and wonder. He was blue! Like his favorite crayon! But, he was staring.
Wallace blinked in surprise when Devin approached him and, curious about the expression on the other toddler's face, waited patiently for him to speak. He grinned and, while he didn't feel sick at all, decided he'd rather welcome his new friend's good manners than question his train of thought.
"Thank you," Wallace offered happily, endeavoring to return the favor, "You feel better too. And, yeah! I wanna play!"
June, who'd been watching Wallace and the other little boy with a fond smile on her laugh-lined face, hadn't been expecting any company other than her young son's at the park that day. She was a friendly woman; vivacious and, built a bit like a brick wall, strong in her old age. She turned when Zee approached her, and was instantly charmed by the smile on his face and his impeccable manners.
"I would like to sit, yes," she returned his grin and, inspired by his bow, curtsied. It was an awkward attempt; she'd never tried it before, and her cheeks were flushed slightly with embarassment when she returned to her full height. June had never been much of a lady.
"Oh, is that your boy over there?" Her voice was unecessarily loud, but good-natured and cheerful. "He seems very darling. Wallace is so shy. I was worried he might have trouble meeting other children."
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