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 Posted: Fri Oct 14, 2005 4:06 am
Suoh Dark Eagle Babe I'm sorry to say this, but that's what happened with Martin.. It'll always be like this, but Martin never really loved me.. Not enough.. I'll never find someone who'll love me for me and not for my body.. They'll always abuse me Hey, You can always find some one else. That may sound harsh, but it's real. Trust me. I thought that it was compleatly over and I was through with relationships, but that's not the case. In the last year, I've gone through 4 relationships, both male and female, and not I'm engaged. Just wait, and look. If a relationship goes bad then end it. Here's a little advise, if you can't talk about EVERYTHING, and i meen everything, then it'll never work. But we could.. We could talk about EVERYTHING and ANYTHING.. He's so precious..
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Posted: Fri Oct 14, 2005 4:07 am
Dark Eagle Babe Mariofwind Martin you Dumbass. Dark Eagle Bade > anyone else *Hugs you tightly* Don't go. You where one of the people that helped me out when I was a newblet here. We're all here for ya hun and if you need to cry over someone cry over me or Roselite. Don't Anyone make you so upset you have leave a place you loved so much. *Huggle,huggle* If you have to have a little break from here it's ok but don't leave forever. We'll miss you too much. Heh we about posted at the same time.. It just all doesn't make sense.. There's no logic in all this happening.. *shakes head* I don't get it.. *Huggles some more* Sometimes people just grow apart. I know right now it hurts like hell and your afaid nobody else wil love you. But it's not true. Your such a loveble person. Your kind,sweet and fun. *Smile* Just take it one step at a time. You'll find someone who'll love you just for you and nothing else. Just keep going forwards even if you feel like you can't. After all You've got all your friends right beside you.
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Posted: Fri Oct 14, 2005 4:08 am
Squally Lionheart Dark Eagle Babe I'm sorry to say this, but that's what happened with Martin.. It'll always be like this, but Martin never really loved me.. Not enough.. I'll never find someone who'll love me for me and not for my body.. They'll always abuse me Don't hurt yourself over this. There are people out there who love you for who you are, and not for your body. I'm fliping gay, yet I luff yas hun. You may think this now, and that the pain is never-ending, but you'll heal. I won't lie to you and say that your heart will totaly heal. After every heartbreak, there is a scar...But scars remind us that the past is real. This will forever be a part of you, and you'll never totaly forget it, but you will find someone else and know not to make the same mistake again if you try. Never give up, hun. Just give it time before making a choice, please. Squally, babes.. You're totally awesome.. Heh.. You remind me of the time that Martin and I both just drooled over your picture.. I'll heal.. I just don't have faith in ever finding someone so special ever again..
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Posted: Fri Oct 14, 2005 4:09 am
Mariofwind Dark Eagle Babe Mariofwind Martin you Dumbass. Dark Eagle Bade > anyone else *Hugs you tightly* Don't go. You where one of the people that helped me out when I was a newblet here. We're all here for ya hun and if you need to cry over someone cry over me or Roselite. Don't Anyone make you so upset you have leave a place you loved so much. *Huggle,huggle* If you have to have a little break from here it's ok but don't leave forever. We'll miss you too much. Heh we about posted at the same time.. It just all doesn't make sense.. There's no logic in all this happening.. *shakes head* I don't get it.. *Huggles some more* Sometimes people just grow apart. I know right now it hurts like hell and your afaid nobody else wil love you. But it's not true. Your such a loveble person. Your kind,sweet and fun. *Smile* Just take it one step at a time. You'll find someone who'll love you just for you and nothing else. Just keep going forwards even if you feel like you can't. After all You've got all your friends right beside you. All my friends live farther away than Martin does... I don't have friends here in Holland.. I'm on my own..
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Posted: Fri Oct 14, 2005 4:12 am
Sutiiven Dark Eagle Babe Martin's gay We broke up At this point (when you read this), I'm sorry to say and I'm sorry that it's true, but I might not even be here anymore.. I don't care.. It's no use to go on.. No! You cant leave! You've done so much for everyone here! If you go away, what are we gonna do? There isnt anyone that could take your place in this guild, or in real life! I know you must be hurting, I know it must be hard, but you can't go and abandon everything because of that fool not seeing what a catch he had! Please! Gahhhhhhhh, I cant hold it in any longer! MARTIN - WHOEVER AND WHERE EVER YOU ARE - YOU'RE A F*CKING IDIOT!!! Would Martin ever read this, he'll take this the wrong way but I don't care. If he's interested in what you mean, he'll either just ask you or me.. Other than that.. Yeah, I'll stay here and help the people out.. I'm just not used to needing so much help anymore.. I'm the one needing help now, instead of the helping one.. I won't leave.. You people mean too much to me.. You're like a family.. A very close family..
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Posted: Fri Oct 14, 2005 4:13 am
Dark Eagle Babe Mariofwind Dark Eagle Babe Mariofwind Martin you Dumbass. Dark Eagle Bade > anyone else *Hugs you tightly* Don't go. You where one of the people that helped me out when I was a newblet here. We're all here for ya hun and if you need to cry over someone cry over me or Roselite. Don't Anyone make you so upset you have leave a place you loved so much. *Huggle,huggle* If you have to have a little break from here it's ok but don't leave forever. We'll miss you too much. Heh we about posted at the same time.. It just all doesn't make sense.. There's no logic in all this happening.. *shakes head* I don't get it.. *Huggles some more* Sometimes people just grow apart. I know right now it hurts like hell and your afaid nobody else wil love you. But it's not true. Your such a loveble person. Your kind,sweet and fun. *Smile* Just take it one step at a time. You'll find someone who'll love you just for you and nothing else. Just keep going forwards even if you feel like you can't. After all You've got all your friends right beside you. All my friends live farther away than Martin does... I don't have friends here in Holland.. I'm on my own.. No your not. I'm here,Rose is here. We're all here for ya. Beside's I'm Very close to holland. I live in Ireland. If only I could fly there and give you a big hug. You'll find someone. It will take time but don't worry. We may live far but if you need us we're only a click away. *Big glomp* Your too good to waste your tears on anyone.
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Posted: Fri Oct 14, 2005 4:13 am
Brandon Taylor Dark Eagle Babe I'm sorry to say this, but that's what happened with Martin.. It'll always be like this, but Martin never really loved me.. Not enough.. I'll never find someone who'll love me for me and not for my body.. They'll always abuse me That's not true. There are a lot of wonderful people out there and you are a very loveable person. You can't let one guy drag you down and make you thing less of yourself. All of us here love you. *hugs you* It's not one guy.. He's just one of the many.. <3
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Posted: Fri Oct 14, 2005 4:15 am
Mariofwind Dark Eagle Babe Mariofwind Dark Eagle Babe Mariofwind Martin you Dumbass. Dark Eagle Bade > anyone else *Hugs you tightly* Don't go. You where one of the people that helped me out when I was a newblet here. We're all here for ya hun and if you need to cry over someone cry over me or Roselite. Don't Anyone make you so upset you have leave a place you loved so much. *Huggle,huggle* If you have to have a little break from here it's ok but don't leave forever. We'll miss you too much. Heh we about posted at the same time.. It just all doesn't make sense.. There's no logic in all this happening.. *shakes head* I don't get it.. *Huggles some more* Sometimes people just grow apart. I know right now it hurts like hell and your afaid nobody else wil love you. But it's not true. Your such a loveble person. Your kind,sweet and fun. *Smile* Just take it one step at a time. You'll find someone who'll love you just for you and nothing else. Just keep going forwards even if you feel like you can't. After all You've got all your friends right beside you. All my friends live farther away than Martin does... I don't have friends here in Holland.. I'm on my own.. No your not. I'm here,Rose is here. We're all here for ya. Beside's I'm Very close to holland. I live in Ireland. If only I could fly there and give you a big hug. You'll find someone. It will take time but don't worry. We may live far but if you need us we're only a click away. *Big glomp* Your too good to waste your tears on anyone. Thank you.. For everything.. I just.. It's all very confusing and not sure yet.. Well, it is.. But he's never been with a guy, so how can he know he's gay? Besides, how do you SUDDENLY find out you're gay? *shakes head* It should make sense... To me, of all people, it should be making sense.. But it doesn't and that's why I don't trust it..
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Posted: Fri Oct 14, 2005 4:16 am
Roselite *runs over and hold DarkEagle tight* Martin is an idiot who couldn't see the beauty right in front of his eyes. *kisses forehead* We all are here for you, especially me. *smiles brightly* So don't go doing something that would make you leave us, because I would never forgive you. *cuddle, cuddle* I won't.. All you guys are so ******** special to me.. I could never leave this guild.. Or you.. Or anyone.. I'm just hurt badly.. And afraid to slip back into that depression I just got out of.. I can't have that right now..
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Posted: Fri Oct 14, 2005 4:17 am
DeaTh_WiLL_CoNQuER Martin..you should burn, you didn't deserve a great girl like her..she was great, everyone loves her. But no, you didn't see that you had a great girl. You used her..your such an idiot. You should rot in hell and feel deeper pain that what she have to go thru. With this too, would he ever read this, he'll read it the wrong way.. And if he reads my message, he should know to ask me what is meant by this.. *hugglies you*
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Posted: Fri Oct 14, 2005 4:20 am
Dark Eagle Babe Mariofwind Dark Eagle Babe Mariofwind Dark Eagle Babe Mariofwind Martin you Dumbass. Dark Eagle Bade > anyone else *Hugs you tightly* Don't go. You where one of the people that helped me out when I was a newblet here. We're all here for ya hun and if you need to cry over someone cry over me or Roselite. Don't Anyone make you so upset you have leave a place you loved so much. *Huggle,huggle* If you have to have a little break from here it's ok but don't leave forever. We'll miss you too much. Heh we about posted at the same time.. It just all doesn't make sense.. There's no logic in all this happening.. *shakes head* I don't get it.. *Huggles some more* Sometimes people just grow apart. I know right now it hurts like hell and your afaid nobody else wil love you. But it's not true. Your such a loveble person. Your kind,sweet and fun. *Smile* Just take it one step at a time. You'll find someone who'll love you just for you and nothing else. Just keep going forwards even if you feel like you can't. After all You've got all your friends right beside you. All my friends live farther away than Martin does... I don't have friends here in Holland.. I'm on my own.. No your not. I'm here,Rose is here. We're all here for ya. Beside's I'm Very close to holland. I live in Ireland. If only I could fly there and give you a big hug. You'll find someone. It will take time but don't worry. We may live far but if you need us we're only a click away. *Big glomp* Your too good to waste your tears on anyone. Thank you.. For everything.. I just.. It's all very confusing and not sure yet.. Well, it is.. But he's never been with a guy, so how can he know he's gay? Besides, how do you SUDDENLY find out you're gay? *shakes head* It should make sense... To me, of all people, it should be making sense.. But it doesn't and that's why I don't trust it.. It doesn't make sense to me aswell. *Hugs eve more* I don't think anyone other then Martin himself can make sense of it. Life's werid like that. I have to go for a while but I'll be back with Virtual tissues and ice cream. Then you can cry all over me.
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Posted: Fri Oct 14, 2005 4:24 am
Mariofwind Dark Eagle Babe Mariofwind Dark Eagle Babe Mariofwind *Huggles some more* Sometimes people just grow apart. I know right now it hurts like hell and your afaid nobody else wil love you. But it's not true. Your such a loveble person. Your kind,sweet and fun. *Smile* Just take it one step at a time. You'll find someone who'll love you just for you and nothing else. Just keep going forwards even if you feel like you can't. After all You've got all your friends right beside you. All my friends live farther away than Martin does... I don't have friends here in Holland.. I'm on my own.. No your not. I'm here,Rose is here. We're all here for ya. Beside's I'm Very close to holland. I live in Ireland. If only I could fly there and give you a big hug. You'll find someone. It will take time but don't worry. We may live far but if you need us we're only a click away. *Big glomp* Your too good to waste your tears on anyone. Thank you.. For everything.. I just.. It's all very confusing and not sure yet.. Well, it is.. But he's never been with a guy, so how can he know he's gay? Besides, how do you SUDDENLY find out you're gay? *shakes head* It should make sense... To me, of all people, it should be making sense.. But it doesn't and that's why I don't trust it.. It doesn't make sense to me aswell. *Hugs eve more* I don't think anyone other then Martin himself can make sense of it. Life's werid like that. I have to go for a while but I'll be back with Virtual tissues and ice cream. Then you can cry all over me. Heh thanks.. But it's supposed to make sense to me.. Things like this are supposed to make sense to me.. Then why doesn't it? It should.. I doubt Martin himself can even make this make sense..
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Posted: Fri Oct 14, 2005 5:35 am
Dark Eagle Babe Mariofwind Dark Eagle Babe Mariofwind Dark Eagle Babe Mariofwind *Huggles some more* Sometimes people just grow apart. I know right now it hurts like hell and your afaid nobody else wil love you. But it's not true. Your such a loveble person. Your kind,sweet and fun. *Smile* Just take it one step at a time. You'll find someone who'll love you just for you and nothing else. Just keep going forwards even if you feel like you can't. After all You've got all your friends right beside you. All my friends live farther away than Martin does... I don't have friends here in Holland.. I'm on my own.. No your not. I'm here,Rose is here. We're all here for ya. Beside's I'm Very close to holland. I live in Ireland. If only I could fly there and give you a big hug. You'll find someone. It will take time but don't worry. We may live far but if you need us we're only a click away. *Big glomp* Your too good to waste your tears on anyone. Thank you.. For everything.. I just.. It's all very confusing and not sure yet.. Well, it is.. But he's never been with a guy, so how can he know he's gay? Besides, how do you SUDDENLY find out you're gay? *shakes head* It should make sense... To me, of all people, it should be making sense.. But it doesn't and that's why I don't trust it.. It doesn't make sense to me aswell. *Hugs eve more* I don't think anyone other then Martin himself can make sense of it. Life's werid like that. I have to go for a while but I'll be back with Virtual tissues and ice cream. Then you can cry all over me. Heh thanks.. But it's supposed to make sense to me.. Things like this are supposed to make sense to me.. Then why doesn't it? It should.. I doubt Martin himself can even make this make sense.. *Back the Tissues and Ice cream* Ssh. Your putting to much pressure on yourself. Your not to blame nor are you suppose to make sense of out all this. If Martin can't make sense out of it then I don't any of us. Even you. *smile* Just try not to get so worked up over somthing you don't have any control over and just try to move on. You said alot of guys have let you down. Perhaps you shoul just foucus on girls for a while. As my sister says. "Who needs guys their too much trouble figuring out."
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Posted: Fri Oct 14, 2005 5:52 am
Dark Eagle Babe DeaTh_WiLL_CoNQuER Martin..you should burn, you didn't deserve a great girl like her..she was great, everyone loves her. But no, you didn't see that you had a great girl. You used her..your such an idiot. You should rot in hell and feel deeper pain that what she have to go thru. With this too, would he ever read this, he'll read it the wrong way.. And if he reads my message, he should know to ask me what is meant by this.. *hugglies you* Like I told you yesterday, I really think that you deserve better than what happen to you...*hugs*..I like you and you shouldn't leave us.
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Posted: Fri Oct 14, 2005 7:40 am
Mariofwind Dark Eagle Babe Mariofwind Dark Eagle Babe Mariofwind No your not. I'm here,Rose is here. We're all here for ya. Beside's I'm Very close to holland. I live in Ireland. If only I could fly there and give you a big hug. You'll find someone. It will take time but don't worry. We may live far but if you need us we're only a click away. *Big glomp* Your too good to waste your tears on anyone. Thank you.. For everything.. I just.. It's all very confusing and not sure yet.. Well, it is.. But he's never been with a guy, so how can he know he's gay? Besides, how do you SUDDENLY find out you're gay? *shakes head* It should make sense... To me, of all people, it should be making sense.. But it doesn't and that's why I don't trust it.. It doesn't make sense to me aswell. *Hugs eve more* I don't think anyone other then Martin himself can make sense of it. Life's werid like that. I have to go for a while but I'll be back with Virtual tissues and ice cream. Then you can cry all over me. Heh thanks.. But it's supposed to make sense to me.. Things like this are supposed to make sense to me.. Then why doesn't it? It should.. I doubt Martin himself can even make this make sense.. *Back the Tissues and Ice cream* Ssh. Your putting to much pressure on yourself. Your not to blame nor are you suppose to make sense of out all this. If Martin can't make sense out of it then I don't any of us. Even you. *smile* Just try not to get so worked up over somthing you don't have any control over and just try to move on. You said alot of guys have let you down. Perhaps you shoul just foucus on girls for a while. As my sister says. "Who needs guys their too much trouble figuring out." Maybe I should yeah.. Funny how I start craving for Nakita right now..
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