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 Posted: Tue Sep 14, 2004 12:35 am
 Well.... last night was eventful to say the very least. Fauve and Ash decided they were going to wreak a little havok and put off fireworks in the middle of camp. Ash got hurt, we don't really know how, but she was knocked unconcious. Well... you can imagine that Fauve got a little angry when she saw her sissa and ran off to go find out what hurt her. I couldn't find her, I looked everywhere. She wouldn't answer me at first, but I felt her. I was going to leave camp when Cinder, Green_Eyes and their masks joined me. The mask children communicate with each other much more easily then I at first thought, telepathically. I guess Kasai and Nika could hear her and talk to her, found out she was safe. On our way out Galilee and Kaliska found us. Io and Ice were out hunting for something else, which puzzles me. Io looked kind of worried, I thought it was about Fauve but right now I'm not so sure. I do know that Fauve is never leaving my sight again, something out here spooked Ice and Io. For reference neither really seems easily shaken. Anyway we were attacked by three Rade, but the other weird thing is that they weren't after us either. At first I thought they might be after Fauve, but they don't look like they were headed in the direction I found my wayward ward..... mystery upon mystery. I shot a couple but Io, Cinder and Galilee took them out. When I knew the group would be okay I found Fauve and Ashirha. I guess Ash, the little sneak, woke up and went out to find her sissa. I made Fauve appologize to the group, but since then she's been acting weird around me. I feel bad that I hurt her, that she... feels so humilated and angry, but behavior like that has no place in a new colony. We have enough to worry about without kids running off into the forest by themselves, and punishment is due in this case. I have to be sure she understands how bad what she did really is, and ensure she doesn't do it again. She seemed odd on the way back to camp as well, distracted like she saw something or heard something I didn't. Maybe she was talking to one of the other masks and I didn't hear it, but she was looking behind us, all the masks were in front of us. All this thinking about things is kinda making my head hurt, so I'll stop here.
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Posted: Mon Sep 20, 2004 12:40 pm
 I'm in alot of trouble, because I did something really bad. I ran away again this morning, but it was for a good reason! I heard this voice in my head, a voice I'd heard earlier and I needed to know what it was. I escaped through Merci's window in her room, and I saw her. I found her in the forest, she was by far the most beautiful person I'd ever seen. I hope when I'm older I look as pretty as she does, or Io. Cause Io is really pretty to, she's just pretty in a different way then Lyra. Io is determined, and smart. Lyra is very kind, and a good listener.
What was I talking about? Oh, thats right, okay the next thing I know I'm surrounded by wasteland, and she said some things that seem confusing but at the same time... I just don't know what to believe, Ashy couldn't really be jealous of me, we share everything. Everything we do we do together, but... I didn't share this with her, She wasn't with me this time. Is she going to be angry with me? Will she even talk to me anymore? I don't want to think about her being mad at me because I don't think I could stand it. Lyra said that sisters forgive each other, unless their jealous. If she's mad at me, if she doesn't forgive me, could it really mean she is jealous of me?
I can't think about that, so I'll write down what else I remember. She wanted to know about Nika, the sun moon mask boy. I told her his name, but not much else. She seemed happy with that, and I suppose thats what matters. She said she was a concerned sister, I wonder whose sister she is, maybe Nika? She seemed to want to know about him, but maybe thats cause they were friends or something.
Lyra waved her hand and then suddenly I was home. Merci was there and she didn't yell at me like she did before, I don't know what to think about everything but she wants to have a talk with me and Ashirha. I'm going to have to hope that Ashy isn't going to be to angry with me, and that my actions aren't going to hurt her.
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Posted: Tue Sep 21, 2004 10:16 pm
I... I don't know what to write here. My sister, she grew up! She's, well, prettier then I could hope to be... I wonder if I'll ever grow up... I don't know, we got a talk from Haisyn. She seems worried more about us getting hurt then how mad the rest of the colony would be. Merci was... alot more calm then she was before. I'm worried about Ash, what if she treats me differently now. I mean she's older then me, she could want to spend time with Io, their the same age now. She's my best friend and I don't want to lose her. At... at least if Ashy doesn't want me around anymore I'll have Kasai to talk to. That is if he'll listen to me.
I know I shouldn't be upset, and I'm actually really excited for Ashy. I... I wonder if she remembers anything. I always feel like there are shadows on the edge of my thoughts. I just can't reach them, because when I turn to look they disappear. It's the most annoying thing in the world to wonder who you are and not know. I wonder, if I asked her, if she would tell me. I mean, we share everything, but... Lyra could have been right... I mean... What if she remembers something and that drives a wedge between us. I.. I can't think about this anymore...
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Posted: Wed Oct 20, 2004 1:04 pm
Well... I've had a very interesting day by far. Fauve is now a hot to trot teenager, and while she seems a bit more calm, I think it's just a facade. Her temper still seems as hot as ever and she seems to be hiding something from me. I don't know why but I catch her glancing out at the forest and scanning the other masks.... perhaps she remembers something now that she doesn't want to share. She's talked about going to see Io, but she seems reluctant to do so. I suppose she's still feeling out of sorts, growing to the point they have seems to drain them quite a bit. I wonder what she remembers of her past, and what kind of role my guardianship will take now.. After all she's taller then me and probably well able to take care of herself now. Haisyn seems to be adjusting to Ashy's change alot easier then I am with Fauve. I guess we'll just have to see how things unfold..... Also we have a new member of our little family, his name is Uriel. I'll be giving him the journal to write in to as he feels he needs to. He's one of the Hats that we found, right now he seems quisitive and calm. Interestingly enough he seems to be.... well.... Angelic. His wings have a sort of lavender hue to them and his halo hangs a little crooked. I'll tell you more about him as I learn, but right now he seems content to hold my hand and drink in his surroundings.
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Posted: Wed Nov 10, 2004 7:41 pm
I've grown... and my mind is all fuddled up... I thought it was annoying before, having ghosts of memories sliding along the edges of your mind... but... but now it's just worse. Now I can remember, but I know it isn't everything I should know. I remember things about the others, and it breaks my heart. Io, Ashy, Zahar, Nika.... and... and Kasai...
I hate to say it.. but I feel so strongly for him. I'm afraid that after he grows, that he'll remember..... I don't stand a chance... Who could? He told me today that I was beautiful.. he was just saying it to make me feel better, I was kind of on the floor covered in pancake batter. Kasai was chasing one of those blasted hat babies.. and he kinda knocked me over... the batter went everywhere. I kinda yelled... I just hate getting dirty and it was so gooey.. Anyway.. he wiped my mask for me and told me I was beautiful even when covered in flour. I think I blushed, I wonder if you can see that through a mask?
I talked to Io as well, she said some things that really bothered me. I'm going to have to be careful who I trust, even Kasai and Ashy, they mean the world to me. I was going to go to bed and Io was attacked... Merci shot the man and Scagg and Loki managed to get him teleported away. I guess he's been here before, but I don't remember, I don't think I was around yet.
Oh.. and I cooked... guess we'll find out if people like it...
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Posted: Sun Aug 06, 2006 8:22 pm
Kasai left the planet, the b*****d. He ran away and left me, I swear I am going to make him regret it. How could he, after everything that has happened, after he fought with Cern! I cried, waited, got pissed, and now I am just cold. I made Merci come with me, we stole a small ship from the colony. Sometimes I wish Merci were more mechanically inclined, and a little less grouchy when she hasn't had coffee. She is actually becoming a fair pilot however, after the amount of time we spent on this hellishly tiny craft.
I had to leave half my wardrobe behind, and in this cramped space Inathe is getting to be a little nervous. We'll find them soon, I know we will, because if we don't we're going to die out here. Merci knows enough to keep us from going in circles but beyond that she isn't any kind of an engineer and things keep breaking. I don't think it's supposed to be used for long distance hauls. Wish we had known that when we took it...
Kasai, I swear when I find you I am going to give you a talking to you will never.. ever.. forget...
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