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 Posted: Mon Oct 17, 2005 11:30 am
Dear Diary,
GEH!! IM FAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT! Mili sais im not. Mom sais im not. and most people wouldent even notice, bu t.. Im fat! ok. Well, not realy, i realy just look like a ate a bit to much at dinner, you know, that slightly round bloated look? But it wont go away! I know a baby grows fast, but this kid must be huge to start makeing my stomach go round already.
Well.. on the other hand... Mili lets me eat more then i used to >.> No, i technicaly wont get "fat" my body burns food up to fast, but he is always makeing sure im trying to eat right!! A mango and fish sandwich with berrys and chocolate saus IS healthy.... Well.. at least i can have all the nut-cakes i want.
Mom has been busy at the clinic alot. I feel realy bad about not helping out more. Normal i do alot of the receptonist work, and help with some of the paperwork. I dont take the pictures for the photo-albums though.. my fingers always get in the way... Well, i think ill stop by there today to help out. I saw her talking to out new temp. doctor Mintaka, so mabey she wont be as busy as i thought!!
Well... i dont know if the baby is a boy or a girl... i cant deside on names.. so i thought i would try to think of a color scheme for the babies room. Wich is almost as hard! i ont know if its going to be a boy or a girl, so that labels pink and blue off. But mabey something like autum colors? Like tans and oranges? Some red and brown? I know it dosnt SOUND all that pretty, but i mean, thats my coloring, and mili's is very similar, even if he has those lovely green eyes <3
I dont know realy, i still have to talk to mili, and im hopeing he will have some input, i ahv never had to decorate for someone else!! even if it is the littel person inside by belly.. that almost makes it weirder...
OH!! did i tell you diary? I found this littel... thing, at the clinic the otherday. He looks like a big jumpdrop. Hes so cute, always bounceing around and sqeaking. I named him Chubbs! Why? Well... because hes chubby and im not good with names. Hes a littel sweet heart, i took him home and showed him around the house, then went to go find something to make a bed for him, but when i found him again, he was asleep in one of mili shoes!! Littel guy is lucky he dosnt have a nose.
I think i have found a room i want to be the nursery. Its big and spacious, and has a nice view of the clearing a ways from out house. Once again i want to make sure mili likes the idea, but it just seems so perfect, and i bet if you hang a crystal mobile next to the window i will shine some lovely colors.
Well, i think i heard mili, i better be off!!
~Love,
Faun
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Posted: Tue Oct 18, 2005 7:53 pm
Diary,
Poor Faun, she's haveing issues with her body takeing on pregnency, she keeps haveing little fits about being fat, which she really isn't but man those hoves hurt when she starts kicking at you... and its not even intentional kicks.
I got rid off al the chocolate sauce today, along with some other sweets, it kills me to do so but if Faun keeps eating those strange sandwhiches, I can't even begin to woner, the kid would come out addicted to suguery fishy food products.
Havn't spent much time out at the clinic I think Faun misses the Clinic though, strange news though. Seem's Min is getting her nose in to the office. Wonder how she's doing... I forgot! I saw Jenn a while ago! Her and Michael are haveing wolf kids! Can't let Faun know that though she would freak.
I keep thinking about the room Faun's hinted at, I saw a few paint schemes she had left laying on the kitchen table, I think the browns and reds would work, kinda fits seeing how Faun shares the colors and the kids should too. Don't know why she had those few greens laying around for though. Maybe for fun? Not sure.
Also found this strange thing in my shoe... it squeaks at me and runs away before I can catch it... I wonder if Faun's hideing animals in the house...
Mili doobee doobee doodoo!
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Posted: Sat Oct 22, 2005 2:13 pm
Quote: Mili sat quitely pouring over a book and a few test tubes quietly studying a vial of thick red fluid, a mix of something and blood.
Log Note:
Faun can't know about this, or Farland, they would kill me for this. Faun dosn't know it but I took a bit of her blood while she was asleep. I decided to test just how well demon and angel mix and so far the results show signs of abnormal and normal, it's imposible to tell.
Farland would kill me more because I'm useing her lab equipment. So far all I can find is the fluid is highly and I mean DANGEROUSLY flamable. I belive this might be part of Farlands tempor. What else what else... oh yes, Faun's blood seems to oddly act more hostile to my own, where as mine welcomes Faun's and trys to meld with it easily only to be refused by Faun's. The kids should come out fine... nothing looks dangerous... I should stop worrying. I think I should go work on the childs room, I picked up some paint last night and promised Faun I would start.
Quote: Mili closes the log and hides the vials and equipment behind the nook he made in the book shelf covering it up with his own books before skittering down to the childs soon to be room to move furniture out.
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Posted: Mon Oct 24, 2005 12:48 pm
Dear Diary.
I dont cre what mili sais!! im faaaat! It looks like someone is slowly inflateing a basketball under my shirt! ;-; I cant even fit into my streach pants anymore... The baby is growing fast. But i guess thats something to be happy about, tha means its healthy right? I stole one of mili's shirts this morning, and finnished painting the Nersury while mili was out. So i have kinda just been lounging aronud in one of milis over sized shirts and my lose shorts -wich now fit perfecly.. -.- -. Luckily it was a button up so i just put it on backwards to fit my wing through. Its rather comfortable though, so i dont mind <3
I think finnaly got it through my head im going to be a mom, I even looked through some of the extra fire proof cloth in the closet to see if i could make a baby blancket or two. Im still not sure about names though... its hard to think of something when you dont know if the baby is going to be a boy or a girl, though i think i have an idea. For a boy i like the nam Zevi, and for a girl, Dyani, but Mili and i have to talk about it more before we deside on anything.
Oh my god diary! I forgot to tell you! i felt the baby move for th first time this morning. I was just curled up on the couch eating some carrot sticks when.. well.. IT MOVED! I was so happy, i jumped up to go find mili, but he was upstares somewere, and by the time i found him, it stoped moveing... He said he wasnt sure if it was the baby i felt, sence its still so early in the babys development, but i dont know, its growing awefully fast so i think it might have been.
Well... Mili's shirt is paint-stained now... i hope he dosnt get angery...
~Love,
Faun
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Posted: Mon Oct 31, 2005 12:27 pm
Dear Diary,
Auuuuuuuuuuuuug.... I dont feel very good right now. I know it isnt morning sickness, im just SICK. My heads all stuffed up and my stomach keeps cramping up horribly. I guess its because my body is pretty much focuseing on keeping the baby healthy, and not me. I have gotten a littel bigger sence the last time i wrote to you diary, you can actualy tell im pregnant. Im not HUGE but i cant fit into my own pants anymore. I need to get some new cloths, mili is going to think im starting to cross-dress. First one of his shirts for painting the babys room, and then a pair of his pants because i cant fit into my own! Thats it, im makeing a new pair of pants tonight.
Chubbs is being a littel weird, he has desied that mili's side of the bed i his. and that mili's pillow. Is HIS. That littel ball of bounceing fluff can get possesive o.o'.
Anyway, i had my first ultra-sound today!! you couldent realy tell anything, the DR said that the baby was definatly their, but it was hard to tell exactly because the splotch on the sceen was a littel bigger then it should be. He said it was just blurred due to me fur because i couldent let them shame me -.- I think its faulty equipment. It took me a while to realy realize that the vaught distord peanut shaped shadow was a baby! But still, i wonder if it will be a boy or a girl, im realy, honestly, exsited now! at first i was a little scared, because i am probably the last person on the list of people who should be haveing babys... aside from mabey that Talon guy...
Anyway, i better be off now, i should get to makeing those pants before mili gets back so i can return his to him, hehe. Now were did i put my sewing stuff...
Love,
Faun.
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Posted: Sat Nov 05, 2005 8:55 pm
Things are getting weird around here.... first my nice white dress shirt went missing, and now a pair of jeans. At least Faun got the babies room finished, it's a lovely room, and right down the hall from ours in case the child need's us at night.
Faun got her first Ultra sound, it was so weird looking at that sceen, something tells me it just wasn't Faun's furr that made the screen look so fuzzy, but then again, maybe it is... I really don't know but it's quite strange...
On another random note that little puff ball Faun calls Chubbs keeps getting in my hair when I wake up. I hope Faun dosn't mind the Coco kitty I plan to bring home soon... hope it dosn't eat little Chubbs either or I'll be on the wrong end of Faun's hooves.
Well time to go make Faun lunch, she hasn't been to well so I think some warm soup will do her good.
Mili
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Posted: Sun Nov 20, 2005 12:15 am
IRC RP Faun: *walks in wearing her new outfit*
Mili: o.o *faint with nose bleed*
Faun: ;-; *confused*
mili: *gets up* o.o you look awsome
Faun: Thank you! *smiles happily, blushing*
( I wanted to show you yesterday, but i missed you XD )
(hehe)
Mili: *hugs Faun and nuzzles gently with a happy cooing sound*
( I have another picture of Faun on the way to, from a different artist though XD )
Faun: *sqeaks and nuzzels back, wing fluttering*
Mili: *flickers his tail about and tease faun playfully with it*
Faun: *smiles and snuggels against him, her basket0ball stomach makeing the movement slightly awkward* @_O
Mili: *laughs softly* Don't worry soon the kids will be born and we can snuggle like we used to
Fun: I hope so, though snuggeling will have to be in short sections, sence babies need to be fed often, and we will have two! *giggels*
Mili: *snickers softly and kisses Fauns forhead* And who was it who said you wouldn't be a good mother?
Faun: *smiles and curls against him* Ill still not know what mi doing XD
Mili: *scratches behind Faun's ear* Not even born and already though your thinking about feeding and careing for them and telling me off about it hehe
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Posted: Sun Nov 20, 2005 12:16 am
IRC RP Faun: Its kinda hard not to when they are constantly kicking at your insides! XP
Mili: good point ^^;
Faun: I wonder what they will look like...
Mili: *closes his eyes humming softly* Maybe a furr coat similer in color to your's but thicker like a fox and with a fox tail? Maybe some antlers if there boys?
Faun: And fox ears! *she said with a giggel, one hand reaching up to tweak his ears*
Mili: *squeaks slightly and coos at the tweaking of the ears* that would be cute
Faun: Hehe, i hope they dont have sharp teath though....
Mili: well... I am a fox... *He flashed his sharpened caine teeth to her*
Faun: I know *kisses* But breast feeding twins with sharp teath dosnt seem like fun to me ;-;
Mili: Well you dont have to breast feed them, you could just get milk formula...
Faun: True, but that stuff smells funny *wiggels her nose, remembering the one time she had been shopping a couple days ago and was looking through the baby food -had opened one of the cans of formula and got a face full of formula powder*
Mili: *snickers* It's better once it's mixed with the boiled water, but don't worry, the kids shouldn't have there caines right from birth so it shouldnt hurt to breast feed them
Faun: I hope so ><
Mili: I know so, children arn't born with teeth Faun *he chuckled softly*
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Posted: Sun Nov 20, 2005 12:17 am
IRC RP Faun: Well how an i suppose to know that!? @_@
Mili: *blinks* You help your mom at the Clinic and not once noticed children are born with out teeth?
Faun: I never realy see the children!! Im just the receptonist! I answer phone calls, and show the pregnant people to their rooms, thats all... ;-;
Mili: Oh... eh well, they don't... didn't Farland ever explain these sorta things to you when you where little?
Faun: A littel, but not realy.. I once when i was realy littel, asked if all babies were made at the clinic, and when she said no, i asked how else... and her feathers got all puffed up and she spent the next three days cleaning ;-;
Mili: ._. well ummm hmmm I guess you understand how babies are made, I really wonder why Farland would be so upset about that...
Faun: Well i do now! o.o'
Mili: *sweat drops nervously*
Faun: Yeah... "Teacher" My butt... <.< *pokes*
Mili: *looks away blushing horribley*
Faun: *giggels and turns his head back twords her, and kisses him*
Mili: *returns the kiss and smiles* Teacher or not dosn't matter, we have a family comeing soon to worry about
Faun: Yeah... we still have to go buy another cradel...
Mili: Hmmm... we could hand make one maybe?
Faun: That would be nice! Mabey two if we had time, so they would match..? *just bought the otherone out of a random furniture store, and didnt realy mean anything to her*
Mili: *nods* It shouldn't be to hard to do, we just need some wood from the forest
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Posted: Sun Nov 20, 2005 12:18 am
IRC RP Faun: Thats not a probilum, Sence there are so many trees that are in their stage of life that they could be cut down. ^.^ *wouldent cut down a tree unless it was on its last leg of life to begine with*
Mili: *sweat drops slightly knowing what Faun meant and wondered if aged wood was still good wood...*
Faun: *eyes him* its still good, as long as you make sure it isnt hollow, or had termites*
-*
Mili: Okay okay... I take your word on that ^^;
( This is the person i have the other comission comeing from http://ic1.deviantart.com/fs8/i/2005/323/9/f/HBC_1___Evangeline_by_frozenlilacs.jpg )
Faun: I have only lived ihn the woods.. My intire life XD
Mili: This is indeed true o.o
Mili: *gets up placeing Faun in the chair paceing around* Faun... should we get married sometime?
Faun: *sqeaks and just kinda stares* Married?
Mili: *shrugs* It's just a thought, I always heard it was the right thing to do if you fall in love with some one
Faun: *smiles and fiddels with her fingers* I always wanted to get married.. but i didnt know if you wanted to or not.. *remmebers all the times were she had work a pillow case on her head as a vail, and wraped a while sheet around her like a wedding dress, and paraded around the house as a child*
Mili: *sits down with Faun smileing* I wasn't sure if you wanted to, maybe... after the kids are married? Sometime around christmas?
(*just noticed big typo XD*)
( Hehe XD )
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Posted: Sun Nov 20, 2005 12:19 am
IRC RP Faun: Ohh... *smiles and snuggels against him* like.. in the snow?
Mili: *nods* Yes, though the dress would have to have a blue tint to it so it stands out if thats okay?
Faun: Would be fine with me.. though you think blue would look good? *is all read and brown*
red*
Mili: Well we could get you a red tinted dress... it would have been a light blue almost white but enough blue to stand out you know?
Faun: *nods and tried to imagine it*
Mili: *sliped off and came back sneaking up behind Faun drapeing the white blue dress over her* Something like this?
Faun: *sqeaks and hops up, going over to look at it* its beautifull!
Mili: *smiles softly* I thought you would like it...
Faun: *giggels and kisses him, then turning back to look at the dress* Though i might ahve to work to fit into it *grins and pokes her extreamly large belly, just as one of the twins gave a rather... strong.. kick, causeing her to wince slightly*
Mili: *moved behind Faun hugging very gently so not to upset the baby* Don't worry it's very easy to adjust, multiple layers, take the lower ones out for one large flowing gown
Faun: *nods and leans back aaginst him slightly, eyeing the dress*
Mili: *kisses Faun gently over and over* Now lets just hope too little kids in there give there mom some peace time to try it on
Faun: *grins* I can already tell these two are going to be trouble makers, i swear they are ahveing a boxing match or something!
Mili: *chuckles softly and massages Faun belly trying to calm the children*
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Posted: Sun Nov 20, 2005 12:20 am
IRC RP Faun: *sighs as the babies press up against the walls of her stomach, against milis hands*
Mili: *blinks and moves his hands feeling them follow* Maybe they like the feeling of something pressed to your stomach or the warmth it gives off?
Faun: Or mabey they just like haveing their father around *she said smileing, knowing that when mili talks the children quiet down as if they are listening*
Mili: *kneels down whispering to Faun and the children* Now come on you two... be nice to your mother, she's going through alot right now. We have to finish your room, a wedding, be good for mommy and daddy...
Faun: *smiles, feeling the babies shift and cuddel against eachother like a couple of puppies, and apperantly doze back off to sleep*
Mili: *smiles softly* I suapose your right about that whole they quiet when I'm around... lets hope it stays like that after birth...
Faun: *giggels* Lets hope they arent a couple of pyros like us *grins, send the last thing she needed was for one of them to burp and like the forest on fir*
Mili: Faun as much as i want to make you happy the odds are there going to be spitting fire more then we did as kids
Faun: I know... Did you know they dont make fire-proof baby bottels!? i looked everywere!! *dosnt seem to remember that people normaly dont have fire spitting babies*
Mili: *laughs and kisses Faun on the forhead* Dear... where not normal... where diffrent and last I checked not many people can spit fire so not much sale in the fire proof bottle market
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Posted: Sun Nov 20, 2005 12:21 am
IRC RP Faun: Ohh...Yeah... o.o''
Mili: *ruffles Faun's hair teaseingly* Your so naive
Faun: Am not! ;-;
Mili: *shakes his head* Are too
Faun: *sniffels dramaticaly*
Mili: *pulls Faun over to the bed laying with her kissing* Don't gimi none of that now...
Faun: *giggels and kisses back, then pouts cutely, trying her best to acthurt at being called naive*
Mili: *smiles* And being Naive and cute like this is why I feel in love with you
Faun: *grins, her tail flicking back and forth happily, littel gold hooves tucking under a corner of the sheets*
Mili: *grabs the sheet pulling it up to there chins snuggleing as best he could so not to upset the children and still be close to Faun* That and your tail is to darn cute
Faun: *giggels, her ears twiching* I think my tail looks like a powerderpuff XD Gets in the way of my pants to
Mili: *rolls over flickering his tail over Faun's body* I think I win, mines tripple yours you try wearing pants with this from the store
Faun: *smiles and pets his tail* I like your tail... *grins as she tuggs gently at his fur*
Mili: *rolls over again so his tail lay across him over to Faun to pet* Hey now no tugging on it... *he reached behind her swating her tail in return*
Faun: *sqeaks and flickers her tail, though it was rather small so it couldent go far*
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Posted: Sun Nov 20, 2005 12:22 am
IRC RP Mili: *snickers and plays with Faun's tail and 'accidently' grabs a little more then her tail teasing her some more* razz
(pic for vin?)
Faun: *giggels and snuggels against him happily*
( Yeah, it was his birthday, and i asked what he liked, and he said "boobies" so i drew a mini-comic for him for his birthday* XD
Mili: *kisses Faun gently again and again* Mmm so what should we do today? (ahhh)
Faun: *snuggels against him and thinks* well... We havnt gone for a walk in a long time.. like, outside of the clinics coutyard
Mili: Mmm that sounds good... any place exactly you want to go somewhere?
Faun: Nowere in particular, just outside
Mili: *crawled out of the bed and pulled Faun with him smileing softly* Alright then... *he walked along side Faun to the door heading out* (should we continue the RP in the guild fourm for the journal?)
( lets just keep posting here and i will vopy it into the jorunal, sence me let is being laggy )
((alrighty))
Faun: *smiles and streaches before walking out the door, her fur seeming to glow in the crisp autumn air*
Mili: *not haveing the luxery of warm furr flicked his fingers causeing a warm glow of fire to wrap around him causeing him to glow as well* It's a rather nice day accept for the chill
Faun: *smiles and settels her hands on the swell of her stomach, and flicked her red eyes across the gold and crimson leaves of the trees*
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