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 Posted: Mon Sep 08, 2008 8:47 pm
Lucas moved over to her again, and his hand came out and brushed her cheek. "Tinania, yes, yes I can say that I love you, because I do," He looked into her eyes so that she could see that it was true. "I fell for you, and I want you in my life, and I want Seiji in my life. He is like a son to me, and I don't want to lose either of you."
Lucas had never been so naive to think that the past wouldn't catch up with him ever. He knew that Surion would have to be faced, at some point, either to help Tinania let him go or otherwise.
He pulled his hand away slowly and kept his eyes on hers. "Yes Tinania, I love you, even if your heart belongs to another,"
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Posted: Mon Sep 08, 2008 9:01 pm
Tinania closes her eyes before she looks away from Lucas. Damn these men in her life, she hated that they both loved her. Lifting a hand, she rubs the bridge of her nose as she sighs. For once she wanted life to be simple, so she didn't have to worry. But it seem that it could never be the case for her, everytime she wants to just be at peace. She is thrown yet also hit, and this time she just didn't want to deal.
Turning away from Lucas, she moves towards her son. Looking down at the little dragon, she couldn't help but think of Surion. How they wanted kids of there own. Coughing, she closes her eye taking a deep breath.
Seiji looks up at his mother before he frowns, standing up slowly. His little leg wobble alittle as he holds onto the pen tightly "Momma? Momma?" reaching up with one hand, he whimpers again.
Tinania blinks before she leans down picking up Seiji, holding her son close "Its okay Seiji, mommy will be okay." who was she kidding? She wasn't okay at all.
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Pixie Krysta Ordreg Captain
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Posted: Mon Sep 08, 2008 9:03 pm
Lucas stood there for a long moment, he knew Tinania didn't want to touch him, he knew that she was in love with someone else. He knew he'd find a way to let all of the negative emotions out later, but right now that wouldn't be fair to do that in front of Seiji or Tinania. Seiji was going to have to be the core of Tinania's life right now, and Lucas was going to be there for her to. He had to be, it was his way.
Lucas was not a man who gave up easily, but he wasn't about to hurt Tinania if he could help it. "So what do we do now?"
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Posted: Mon Sep 08, 2008 9:16 pm
Tinania looks at Lucas, before she looks back down at Seiji "I need to be left alone, even for alittle bit. Just until I can figure out what I need to do." Looking up at Lucas, she chews on her bottom lip before she closes her eyes "Do you think, I know this is harsh of me. But I need you to go stay with your father for the time being. Or stay at Emerald Haven, just until I am able to sort this all out." looking down at Seiji, she runs her fingers through his hair. Hoping to get the young man to fall asleep.
Seiji squirms moving his head from side to side. He wasn't tired, so why was his mommy trying to put him to sleep right now? Flapping his small wing, he whines as he attempts to smack at his mother's hands.
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Pixie Krysta Ordreg Captain
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Posted: Mon Sep 08, 2008 9:20 pm
"I'll find someplace to stay, and let you know where I am," Lucas said slowly. "It'll probably be in New Haven, that's pretty neutral and I don't have to worry about my father sending goons to break my kneecaps," He chuckled and shook his head. "I'll make sure you get an address though... But... Are you sure I really need to leave? I really don't want to be away from Seiji..." Lucas said, turning to look at his son.
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Posted: Mon Sep 08, 2008 9:29 pm
Tinania closes her eyes as she nods "Please, just until I am able to figure this all out. You can come see Seiji anytime you want to. I promise, but I just need this place to myself. I need to sort this place out, start figuring out what I need to make it better. I can't do that if I am constantly going to be reminded of you then Surion." swallowing, she takes a step back away from Lucas "So yes I need you to leave, once you get to New haven you can give me the address. I will bring Seiji by."
Seiji yawns then closes his eyes, it seem that his mother's soothing strokes through his hair were doing the trick. Wrinkling his nose up, he lifts his hand to cover his eyes. His small tail swinging back and forth as his wings slowly move.
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Pixie Krysta Ordreg Captain
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Posted: Mon Sep 08, 2008 9:33 pm
Lucas chuckled, "Yeah, I can understand that," He said softly, before turning to look at Seiji and moving over to him. Leaning in he kissed his son softly. "Hey champ... Daddy's got to go away for a little while okay? It's not that he doesn't love you, but he and Mommy gotta sort some things out, and that might take awhile, so I might not be able to play with you every day... But I'm gonna try to be here as much as I can... And I'm gonna make sure that you get to stay with Daddy on occasion too, if Mommy is cool with it, okay sport?"
Turning to Look at Tinania he moved to her slowly, cupping her cheek he kissed her lightly, lovingly, but with great passion, and then pulled away. "I'll get my things, and I'll get you that address, I already know where I'll be staying..."
Pulling away he moved across the room, he stopped and looked over his shoulder. "And Nani... If you need anything, ever, don't be afraid to ask me, okay?"
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Posted: Mon Sep 08, 2008 9:40 pm
Tinania nod, not daring to say anything. She feared if she did tears would start spilling, yet she knew she done enough of that today. She was starting to hate this thing that was suppose to be called love. It was causing her heartache all over again. Running her fingers through Seiji's hair, she moves pass Lucas moving down the stairs.
Slipping into the Lucas's room she leans over the crib placing Seiji into it. She stood there for a few moment, quickly wiping at any tears that threaten to escape. Taking a few deep breaths she looks up at the ceiling.
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Pixie Krysta Ordreg Captain
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Posted: Mon Sep 08, 2008 9:45 pm
Lucas was packing, he was taking only the essientals though, and when he saw Tinania come in, he stopped, scribbled a address and a note on a piece of paper, and moved over to her, touching her arm. "Nani, this is the Address to the Guild house for the Brotherhood of Nerdeth, along with the code needed to get past the gates or send mail through. This is where I'll be staying." Lucas turned once she got the note and moved back to packing. "Do you mind if I leave some of this here? Not all of it is going to fit in my new house, the Brotherhood really only allows rather spartan living,"
Lucas hoped she didn't ask about the Brotherhood, he really did.
The code was simple, With Knowledge comes Wisdom
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Posted: Mon Sep 08, 2008 9:52 pm
Taking the note, she looks it over before nodding "Alright, I'll send word to you soon when I am able to get some stuff done here." looking over at his bag, she shakes her head before pushing her hair from her face "No I don't mind at all, you can kept as much as you need to here."
Stepping away form the crib, she moves to sit on the edge of the bed. Her eyes focus on her hands as she just looks over the note. She didn't knwo what else to say, she was near tears and she refused to cry right now.
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Pixie Krysta Ordreg Captain
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Posted: Mon Sep 08, 2008 9:57 pm
Lucas turned and looked at her, zipping up his bag he moved over to her, and gently brushed her cheek. "This isn't goodbye," He said firmly, before moving back to his bag and slipping it on his shoulder. "Care to walk with me to my ride?" He asked softly.
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