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 Posted: Mon Sep 01, 2008 8:03 pm
Femmunition OutlawShadow Femmunition OutlawShadow Femmunition Yeah. =) Mmm. Dude you're making me hungry. xD then eat. cool OK. *Bites your hand* You're not very edible, you don't taste like vanilla at all. D; youll have to nibble elsewhere. and by nibble i mean errrhem. ill be good. 3nodding You suck at directions, be more specific, I think I'll just stick to traditional vanilla ice cream. *Gets 2 cones of vanilla ice cream from the ice cream man and gives one to Outlaw* xD. On a serious note: Does anyone notice how innuendo-laced this sounds? I was looking for another word that meant something other than vanilla flavor for a comeback and found vanilla sex. D; bwuhaha >=)
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Posted: Mon Sep 01, 2008 8:17 pm
OutlawShadow Femmunition OutlawShadow Femmunition OutlawShadow Femmunition Yeah. =) Mmm. Dude you're making me hungry. xD then eat. cool OK. *Bites your hand* You're not very edible, you don't taste like vanilla at all. D; youll have to nibble elsewhere. and by nibble i mean errrhem. ill be good. 3nodding You suck at directions, be more specific, I think I'll just stick to traditional vanilla ice cream. *Gets 2 cones of vanilla ice cream from the ice cream man and gives one to Outlaw* xD. On a serious note: Does anyone notice how innuendo-laced this sounds? I was looking for another word that meant something other than vanilla flavor for a comeback and found vanilla sex. D; bwuhaha >=) D< talk2hand Pssh you think you're so tough, take this: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JjQaeyhG3xE
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Posted: Mon Sep 01, 2008 8:23 pm
Femmunition OutlawShadow Femmunition OutlawShadow Femmunition OK. *Bites your hand* You're not very edible, you don't taste like vanilla at all. D; youll have to nibble elsewhere. and by nibble i mean errrhem. ill be good. 3nodding You suck at directions, be more specific, I think I'll just stick to traditional vanilla ice cream. *Gets 2 cones of vanilla ice cream from the ice cream man and gives one to Outlaw* xD. On a serious note: Does anyone notice how innuendo-laced this sounds? I was looking for another word that meant something other than vanilla flavor for a comeback and found vanilla sex. D; bwuhaha >=) D< talk2hand Pssh you think you're so tough, take this: ]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JjQaeyhG3xElmfao wtf dont show me dumb s**t like that. cuz i get so ammused by dumb s**t ill end up watching it like 5 times in a row like i am now.
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Posted: Mon Sep 01, 2008 8:25 pm
OutlawShadow Femmunition OutlawShadow Femmunition OutlawShadow Femmunition OK. *Bites your hand* You're not very edible, you don't taste like vanilla at all. D; youll have to nibble elsewhere. and by nibble i mean errrhem. ill be good. 3nodding You suck at directions, be more specific, I think I'll just stick to traditional vanilla ice cream. *Gets 2 cones of vanilla ice cream from the ice cream man and gives one to Outlaw* xD. On a serious note: Does anyone notice how innuendo-laced this sounds? I was looking for another word that meant something other than vanilla flavor for a comeback and found vanilla sex. D; bwuhaha >=) D< talk2hand Pssh you think you're so tough, take this: ]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JjQaeyhG3xElmfao wtf dont show me dumb s**t like that. cuz i get so ammused by dumb s**t ill end up watching it like 5 times in a row like i am now. lol >_> seriously i watched this one more times than id like to admit. http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual&videoid=35091007&searchid=2ccdca96-b744-44b1-b907-8f1ff11eb76a
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Posted: Mon Sep 01, 2008 9:01 pm
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Posted: Mon Sep 01, 2008 10:01 pm
niganiga. seen every one of their videos atleast 10 times.
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Posted: Tue Sep 02, 2008 4:43 am
Femmunition They're the coolest. cool xd For real though, this is for people who like to play thug, I understand sometimes people joke around: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0dRgYd5Mxs0I think it's not too late for anyone to make different choices though and God is there, just keep looking. imma b honest n say dat trakk had hit me hard... but life is too hella complicated in ma mind 2 giv a fukk wut happens anymore... n i aint sayin dat jus 4 sayin im serio... idk ***** tha 1 word fukks me up "Paranoia"
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Posted: Fri Sep 05, 2008 4:57 am
"I wanna be Black, but with my mustache I look Mexican."
rofl rofl rofl
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Posted: Sun Sep 14, 2008 12:14 am
D. Limit Femmunition They're the coolest. cool xd For real though, this is for people who like to play thug, I understand sometimes people joke around: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0dRgYd5Mxs0I think it's not too late for anyone to make different choices though and God is there, just keep looking. imma b honest n say dat trakk had hit me hard... but life is too hella complicated in ma mind 2 giv a fukk wut happens anymore... n i aint sayin dat jus 4 sayin im serio... idk ***** tha 1 word fukks me up "Paranoia"
It wasn't intented to be directed particulary at you, sorry though. To be honest, I understand you on the paranoia thing, because IRL, I'm a bit paranoid and I was a bit insecure too, but I'm trying really hard not to be, it comes from my dislike of being lead on and lying to myself. I try pretty hard not to assume things about people now but sometimes you can't help but feel certain emotions, we're all humans. I think all human beings are equal as human beings. It's ok to feel emotions. =)
I might look like I'm self-loathing, I'm not, theres a difference between hating yourself and knowing you're not perfect, admitting faults, and making choices for others and yourself. I admitt, in the past I did get seriously and unconciously arrogant, pridefull, judgemental (It's ironic how homophobic I was , xD), selfish, angry, unfaithfull, failed people I cared about, hypocritical and cowardly. There can be a time where I'll be arrogant, pridefull, selfish, judgemental, angry, unfaithfull, fail people I care about, hypocritical and cowardly in the future but I try really hard not to.. for God with God, for people (not because of what people think but people I care about), and for myself, I'll try to live life while trying to live a life with different choices in heart and mind. I'll try to be happy with what I have but that doesn't mean that there isn't room for more.
I admitt, I got irritated, angry, sad at people for breif moments, but afterwards it's done and I try not to feel it anymore. I admitt, I've been hypocritical, but just because I haven't publically declared it, doesn't mean I haven't looked at myself in the mirror, that still doesn't mean what I say isn't right or I don't mean what I say. I know I'm not perfect and I'm not pretending to be, I'm trying my best with mind and heart. I realize I might be hypocritical right now.
I acknowledge I'm not perfect, I'm not always going to be happy but I'll be gratefull that I'm atleast alive and that's enough for me to be content. Personally, I don't have a problem with homosexuality or someone being something. Criticizing someone when you yourself aren't perfect is hypocritical, criticizing someone for not caring when you don't even care about anyone but yourself is hypocritical, judging someone else when you don't want to be judged yourself is hypocritical, judging someone else for judging someone else is hypocritical and criticizing someone for criticizing someone is hypocritical, it's pretty much a cycle.
So the only time you're not hypocritical is when you accept others for who they are and accept yourself for who you are, but it's not bad to set an example with good intention, truth, actions and being honest. No one is perfect all the time, we're all hypocritical at times in some way because we do stuff when it's convenient, but that doesn't mean that you don't mean what you say. Seriously, what human hasn't been hypocritical in one point in time of their lives? We're all hypocritical, so if anyone wants to criticize me for being hypocritical, know that you're as hypocritical as I am. I've judged people for being hypocritical in the past when I was younger, now I know I'm as hypocritical as they are. I would still be their friend despite their flaws, status in society or material possessions.
Another way is to not care at all and not preach. If I had a choice to be seen as hypocritical and being selfish and not caring at all, I'd rather be seen as hypocritical. Accepting who you are yet still trying to make different choices for God, others and yourself is different from loving yourself too much or hating yourself too much. We all have faults, but if you can't love someone despite their flaws, status in society or material possesions, then you don't really love them, in my opinion. I don't think I'm any better than anyone though, I might unconciously hurt someone, unconciously judge someone, unconciously boost my ego, it's human nature but I don't mean to and try pretty hard not to. Every human is equal as human beings and we're all sinners. We all hurt, we all get hurt, we all have faults. I understand what people say might not be intentional and people joke around though.
God loves you wether or not you change, or you make certain choices. I don't have a particular goal, I don't love you guys just because God commands me to or to encourage you to come to God. I love all of you guys and girls as a person wether or not you change in anything, I'm still going to disagree with certain things but I'm going to try to be honest about myself too. A lot of people don't want pity because of pride, they want something real and not to be 'saved' or 'lead on' just for the sake of making someone feel like they did something good, to ease someone guilt, being saved or sparing someones feelings. I don't like to be pitied, but if I'm pitied then I'm pitied. I care more about what's right and someone, I don't hang out with someone out of pity or guilt, it's because I like them as a person and want to hang out with them. It's been really fun hanging out with you guys and girls in LG. If you don't love yourself for who you are, you can't love others.
Honestly, I've been angry, but tried not to be angry with heart and mind, at God for seemingly condemning people to hell for being homosexual, for every little piece of wrong, not believing whole-heartedly, everyone who's not christian etc.. I was scared of going to hell if I didn't believe in Jesus. I admitt, I've been lazy in reading the bible. While he gives you choice, it seemed like he didn't give you much of a choice, "follow me whole-heartedly, always try to do the right thing or go to hell".
I haven't admitted this IRL, I've been angry because he seemingly allowed people to suffer just so people could praise him wether you go to hell or not, but that's not true, he wants the best for people and he calls us to help eachother out, and that best is not to go to hell, God keeps his promises to those who believe in him, and thought of the dept of our need. I was mad because if he loved us so much, why create us knowing people will go to hell? I was mad because the bible and God seemed so contradicatory at times, but above all, God is supposed to number 1. He allows people to suffer to test and trial them, it's a consequence for mankind's sinfulness. As a Christian I'm commanded to love everyone, but that doesn't mean I myself don't love you guys and girls. He values choice though and he died on the cross for people. I once questioned wether God existed, he answered my prayers in a certain way in a row and the bible isn't as contradictory as I first started to believe. God helped me believe in him more, helped me change my perspective, change myself and saved me, I'm gratefull to him and gratefull for my life. You don't have to believe God or me.
This isn't to condemn, criticize or judge anyone or make someone feel bad for their actions, but people might want to think about something before doing something. If I could take back all the mistakes I've made towards people, all the times I failed to say anything, all the times I failed people I cared about, I would, I'm sorry but what's done is done.
I'm sorry if anyone ever felt critized, judged and pitied by me, but I've never pitied you guys and I don't stay in LG to just be vice-captain, I stay because I love you guys/girls and it's fun to talk with you guys. If you guys or girls want any help or talk about anything, I'm here and there (Unless the internet, my internet connection and computer crashes. I might also be busy with life like college and in certain circumstances that I'm not going to be able to use the internet.)
IRL, I'm not particularily good at conversations, nor am I particularily good at sensing others emotions. When life gets overbearing, I keep my emotions in, suck it up and let go because I know everyone gets hurt and I try hard to not let anything get to me, but sometimes you can't help but feel something and just explode.. I guess I was afraid of what people would think of me, pride. I'm a bit of a crybaby, so what but now that I look back on the stuff I used to cry about, I kind of laugh at how melodramatic I've been. I'm the one that seems to never say anything when someone seems like they're going through a hard time or doesn't help, but I'd like to, I don't know how, but I'm there.
Heres my philosophy on friendship, if you're a true friend, you'd stay with someone in spirit and still love them as a friend despite their flaws, if they're mad at you, or you're mad at them, they're sad, they're depressed, they're happy, they betray you, they're silent, hang out with different people, they do drugs, status in society, wealth and love them regardless if they change, even when they don't like you back and even when you don't talk to each other. True friends hurt their own interests for eachother, they would want eachother to be happy, if they're both happy with eachother then that's even better, but that doesn't mean that they don't mean what they say and even if you haven't talked for 9 years, that doesn't mean you aren't friends anymore but they'd still be there if they're able to or need to. Even though I don't know you guys beyond the internet, you may resent me sometimes for being a bit strict concerning things, I love you guys and girls just the way you guys are but I'm still going to disagree on certain things.
Life's too short, so take care of the people you love and keep on living even when you find nothing, you're bound to find something just keep looking, maybe it's been there all along.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BGh0CcbVoPQ
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FXqocdThk8s&NR=1
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CUcA_wGxWYw
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CHynDpYv1Gw
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Posted: Sun Sep 14, 2008 12:24 pm
Femmunition D. Limit Femmunition They're the coolest. cool xd For real though, this is for people who like to play thug, I understand sometimes people joke around: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0dRgYd5Mxs0I think it's not too late for anyone to make different choices though and God is there, just keep looking. imma b honest n say dat trakk had hit me hard... but life is too hella complicated in ma mind 2 giv a fukk wut happens anymore... n i aint sayin dat jus 4 sayin im serio... idk ***** tha 1 word fukks me up "Paranoia"
It wasn't intented to be directed particulary at you, sorry though. To be honest, I understand you on the paranoia thing, because IRL, I'm a bit paranoid and I was a bit insecure too, but I'm trying really hard not to be, it comes from my dislike of being lead on and lying to myself. I try pretty hard not to assume things about people now but sometimes you can't help but feel certain emotions, we're all humans. I think all human beings are equal as human beings. It's ok to feel emotions. =)
I might look like I'm self-loathing, I'm not, theres a difference between hating yourself and knowing you're not perfect, admitting faults, and making choices for others and yourself. I admitt, in the past I did get seriously and unconciously arrogant, pridefull, judgemental (It's ironic how homophobic I was , xD), selfish, angry, unfaithfull, failed people I cared about, hypocritical and cowardly. There can be a time where I'll be arrogant, pridefull, selfish, judgemental, angry, unfaithfull, fail people I care about, hypocritical and cowardly in the future but I try really hard not to.. for God with God, for people (not because of what people think but people I care about), and for myself, I'll try to live life while trying to live a life with different choices in heart and mind. I'll try to be happy with what I have but that doesn't mean that there isn't room for more.
I admitt, I got irritated, angry, sad at people for breif moments, but afterwards it's done and I try not to feel it anymore. I admitt, I've been hypocritical, but just because I haven't publically declared it, doesn't mean I haven't looked at myself in the mirror, that still doesn't mean what I say isn't right or I don't mean what I say. I know I'm not perfect and I'm not pretending to be, I'm trying my best with mind and heart. I realize I might be hypocritical right now.
I acknowledge I'm not perfect, I'm not always going to be happy but I'll be gratefull that I'm atleast alive and that's enough for me to be content. Personally, I don't have a problem with homosexuality or someone being something. Criticizing someone when you yourself aren't perfect is hypocritical, criticizing someone for not caring when you don't even care about anyone but yourself is hypocritical, judging someone else when you don't want to be judged yourself is hypocritical, judging someone else for judging someone else is hypocritical and criticizing someone for criticizing someone is hypocritical, it's pretty much a cycle.
So the only time you're not hypocritical is when you accept others for who they are and accept yourself for who you are, but it's not bad to set an example with good intention, truth, actions and being honest. No one is perfect all the time, we're all hypocritical at times in some way because we do stuff when it's convenient, but that doesn't mean that you don't mean what you say. Seriously, what human hasn't been hypocritical in one point in time of their lives? We're all hypocritical, so if anyone wants to criticize me for being hypocritical, know that you're as hypocritical as I am. I've judged people for being hypocritical in the past when I was younger, now I know I'm as hypocritical as they are. I would still be their friend despite their flaws, status in society or material possessions.
Another way is to not care at all and not preach. If I had a choice to be seen as hypocritical and being selfish and not caring at all, I'd rather be seen as hypocritical. Accepting who you are yet still trying to make different choices for God, others and yourself is different from loving yourself too much or hating yourself too much. We all have faults, but if you can't love someone despite their flaws, status in society or material possesions, then you don't really love them, in my opinion. I don't think I'm any better than anyone though, I might unconciously hurt someone, unconciously judge someone, unconciously boost my ego, it's human nature but I don't mean to and try pretty hard not to. Every human is equal as human beings and we're all sinners. We all hurt, we all get hurt, we all have faults. I understand what people say might not be intentional and people joke around though.
God loves you wether or not you change, or you make certain choices. I don't have a particular goal, I don't love you guys just because God commands me to or to encourage you to come to God. I love all of you guys and girls as a person wether or not you change in anything, I'm still going to disagree with certain things but I'm going to try to be honest about myself too. A lot of people don't want pity because of pride, they want something real and not to be 'saved' or 'lead on' just for the sake of making someone feel like they did something good, to ease someone guilt, being saved or sparing someones feelings. I don't like to be pitied, but if I'm pitied then I'm pitied. I care more about what's right and someone, I don't hang out with someone out of pity or guilt, it's because I like them as a person and want to hang out with them. It's been really fun hanging out with you guys and girls in LG. If you don't love yourself for who you are, you can't love others.
Honestly, I've been angry, but tried not to be angry with heart and mind, at God for seemingly condemning people to hell for being homosexual, for every little piece of wrong, not believing whole-heartedly, everyone who's not christian etc.. I was scared of going to hell if I didn't believe in Jesus. I admitt, I've been lazy in reading the bible. While he gives you choice, it seemed like he didn't give you much of a choice, "follow me whole-heartedly, always try to do the right thing or go to hell".
I haven't admitted this IRL, I've been angry because he seemingly allowed people to suffer just so people could praise him wether you go to hell or not, but that's not true, he wants the best for people and he calls us to help eachother out, and that best is not to go to hell, God keeps his promises to those who believe in him, and thought of the dept of our need. I was mad because if he loved us so much, why create us knowing people will go to hell? I was mad because the bible and God seemed so contradicatory at times, but above all, God is supposed to number 1. He allows people to suffer to test and trial them, it's a consequence for mankind's sinfulness. As a Christian I'm commanded to love everyone, but that doesn't mean I myself don't love you guys and girls. He values choice though and he died on the cross for people. I once questioned wether God existed, he answered my prayers in a certain way in a row and the bible isn't as contradictory as I first started to believe. God helped me believe in him more, helped me change my perspective, change myself and saved me, I'm gratefull to him and gratefull for my life. You don't have to believe God or me.
This isn't to condemn, criticize or judge anyone or make someone feel bad for their actions, but people might want to think about something before doing something. If I could take back all the mistakes I've made towards people, all the times I failed to say anything, all the times I failed people I cared about, I would, I'm sorry but what's done is done.
I'm sorry if anyone ever felt critized, judged and pitied by me, but I've never pitied you guys and I don't stay in LG to just be vice-captain, I stay because I love you guys/girls and it's fun to talk with you guys. If you guys or girls want any help or talk about anything, I'm here and there (Unless the internet, my internet connection and computer crashes. I might also be busy with life like college and in certain circumstances that I'm not going to be able to use the internet.)
IRL, I'm not particularily good at conversations, nor am I particularily good at sensing others emotions. When life gets overbearing, I keep my emotions in, suck it up and let go because I know everyone gets hurt and I try hard to not let anything get to me, but sometimes you can't help but feel something and just explode.. I guess I was afraid of what people would think of me, pride. I'm a bit of a crybaby, so what but now that I look back on the stuff I used to cry about, I kind of laugh at how melodramatic I've been. I'm the one that seems to never say anything when someone seems like they're going through a hard time or doesn't help, but I'd like to, I don't know how, but I'm there.
Heres my philosophy on friendship, if you're a true friend, you'd stay with someone in spirit and still love them as a friend despite their flaws, if they're mad at you, or you're mad at them, they're sad, they're depressed, they're happy, they betray you, they're silent, hang out with different people, they do drugs, status in society, wealth and love them regardless if they change, even when they don't like you back and even when you don't talk to each other. True friends hurt their own interests for eachother, they would want eachother to be happy, if they're both happy with eachother then that's even better, but that doesn't mean that they don't mean what they say and even if you haven't talked for 9 years, that doesn't mean you aren't friends anymore but they'd still be there if they're able to or need to. Even though I don't know you guys beyond the internet, you may resent me sometimes for being a bit strict concerning things, I love you guys and girls just the way you guys are but I'm still going to disagree on certain things.
Life's too short, so take care of the people you love and keep on living even when you find nothing, you're bound to find something just keep looking, maybe it's been there all along.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BGh0CcbVoPQ
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FXqocdThk8s&NR=1
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CUcA_wGxWYw
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CHynDpYv1Gw
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Jaiden Stryker Vice Captain
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Posted: Sun Sep 14, 2008 1:00 pm
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Posted: Sun Sep 14, 2008 8:40 pm
You could read 1 paragraph each day. Anyways, it isn't mandatory that you read it. It's basically like this: I've made mistakes, I'm not perfect, I'm sorry for my mistakes towards people but it's already done, if I could take certain things I've said and things I've done or haven't done back, I would and sorry if I made anyone feel like they're being criticized, judged or pitied. If you need or want any help (I don't know what I could help in though) or just want to talk, I'm here and there unless theres certain circumstances I'm in. God helped me change and believe in him. God loves you all the way you are. I love you all the way you are no matter what but I'm still going to disagree on stuff. Jaiden - To show you all, I love you guys/girls, I'm going to write an even bigger wall of text next time when it's relevant! Muahhahaaa. >=3 xD <3
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Posted: Mon Sep 15, 2008 10:36 pm
Phoenix Fist "I wanna be Black, but with my mustache I look Mexican." rofl rofl rofl who said that? O.o LOL BIG FAT LOOOOL
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Posted: Mon Sep 22, 2008 10:19 pm
Phoenix Fist "I wanna be Black, but with my mustache I look Mexican." rofl rofl rofl i get the lil spaniard stash goin when i let it grow. redface looks goofy as ******** on a skinny white boy haha
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