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Posted: Wed Aug 04, 2004 5:18 pm
 March 22, 2004[color=white] My blossom got delivered to me today. I'm so exicted!! I never thought I'd be able to get one, but here it is...in all its beautiful glory! I placed the precious flower in a vase with water, and now it's resting here beside me on my desk. I happen to get a good amount of sun here, at least...when it's sunny. Koyousei really seems to like the flower. She asked me to try to keep the flower itself once the little feien arrives. Just like a butterfly...and a child. I told her I'd see what I could do, because honestly, I'm also hoping the flower will still stay healthy once the feien is ready to leave it. Yes, I'm more concerned about the feien, but it would be nice if I could keep its flower, too. ~~~~~~~~~~I stopped by the shop today to that some of the other feien could meet my little blossom. It seems that most of them are just as excited to see what comes from the tiny flower as me! I wish I knew what to name him/her...so that I didn't have to introduce it as "blossom." Although, I've been trying to think of a few names. So far, I like the name Sora, but the feien inside doesn't seem to...I don't think. The little blossom kept wiggling, shaking a bit after I said the name, and only stopped when I said maybe that wasn't a good idea. What shall I name it, then...? Oh, I feel so bad for saying "it" all the time. I really do wish I could just give the little feien a name.
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Posted: Wed Aug 04, 2004 5:20 pm
 March 23, 2004[color=white] It seems I made a mistake by putting the feien's flower in a vase. It had completely slipped my mind that the little blossom didn't even have a stem, so it wasn't getting any water. It wasn't until last night while I was about to go to sleep that Koyousei informed of my flower's condition. I was nearly in tears to see the poor thing beginning to wilt, almost twitching. I immediately got a shallow pan of water and placed the delicate blossom on top of the water, allowing it to float until it got as much as it needed for the moment. How stupid of me!! I stayed up all night, watching the little blossom, making sure it would be okay, talking to it as much as I could. I would never be able to forgive myself if it were to die because of a stupid mistake on my part...but it seems the little feien will be okay. It wasn't until morning that the blossom had grown back to normal, and that I possibly may have found a name. Placing the blossom carefully in a little shallow disk filled with water, I had been going through names when this one had come up. Ares. The little blossom was still, unlike it had been with the prior names, like it was thinking about it. And then...it jumped. It was a little funny, seeing this tiny flower suddenly just... jump. So it seems to like the name Ares...and it was fit for either a boy or a girl. I'll have to wait until the little feien comes out, though. When it's ready, it'll appear, and tell me it's name. Oh, I'm excited!! ~~~~~~~~~~I stopped by the shop again today. I feel that by doing this, my feien has a chance to sort of meet some of the others. I just hope the little fairy isn't too shy... Most of the other feien seem very nice. I'll have to look into getting them all a gift of some kind...if only I knew what and where to get them. sweatdrop
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Posted: Wed Aug 04, 2004 5:21 pm
 March 24, 2004[color=white] The little blossom seems to be more active lately, wiggling around much more than it used to. It really seems to enjoy itself... I also think it enjoys confusing me. And worrying me. Right after I had gone to sleep last night, the tiny flower had begun to glow. Mind you, it was late, it was dark, and I was very tired from not getting to sleep the night before. Though this time, I think I got an hour before that happened. If I remember correctly, I think the conversation went something like this (with the added storytext, of course! blaugh )[color=white] I tossed and turned, trying to sleep, when suddenly a bright light filled my dreams, as if someone where shining a light in my face. ...Was I dead? Was that the light at the end of the tunnel? ...No, some somebody was about to be punished for not letting me rest. "KOYOUSEI!!" I screamed, shielding my eyes with my hand, not even opening them."Whaaaaat...?" came the tired voice of my butterfly spirit. She hadn't even bothered to get up from where she was outside the door, where she usually slept after I got a new pet that I kept in my room.Now I opened my eyes, still shielding them. ...Okay, she wasn't there. What else would dare shine a light in my face in the middle of the night? "Okay, whoever's holding that flashlight BETTER TURN IT OFF!!" I cried, sitting up sleepily.
Peering about the room, I noticed something. I was the only one in there. Confused to no end, I glanced over to my blossom, nearly blinding myself because my eyes weren't adjusted. Too bright...no, too dark. Reaching over, I turned on my lamp the stood on my nightstand, and the brightness of the flower seemed to tone down. It was...glowing...? And so, my blossom began to glow. I obviously wasn't going to get any sleep without moving the little flower somewhere else, which I wasn't about to do, so began to speak with the feien inside again. Once again, names came up, and I figured out a few more possibilities.
Lahrken, Mahlor, and Noa. And even still, Ares.
Well, I have no choice but to let it pick its own, then. Which wouldn't be bad...the little feien needs sense of independence, but I hope it remembers that it can also depend as well. With the flower glowing now, I guess it won't be much longer before the feien arrives. I can't wait! whee
~~~~~~~~~~ I stopped by the shop one last time today...at least, the last time with my blossom. I hear once the blossom starts to glow, it means that the feien inside would be arriving soon. I wonder...how soon is...soon? I had to leave the little flower with Koyousei today, having needed to take care of other business. Although, when I came back, I found the butterfly spirit reading my Japanese dictionary to the blossom. It was a little funny...however, I was hoping to keep my Japanese AWAY from my feien for the moment, so that the poor thing wouldn't get confused and not speak English. Oh well...guess it can't be helped. I wonder if that would change anything...?
Thinking about the bright glow the blossom was emitting, I couldn't help but begin to wonder again...what would the feien be like? Will it be a boy, or a girl? Will it be nice...a bully...someone wise? Will it like the other feien, or will they like it? ...Will it like...me? I can only hope that through the last few days, I'd shown it enough care. Given it enough attention. Enough love. As I sit here at my desk and wonder, looking to the glowing flower, awaiting the moment the little feien arrives, I can only feel happiness. Contentment. Somehow, I feel...wonderful...knowing that I'll help someone else live. I feel like I'm going to be raising a child...this will certainly be interesting. I just hope that it will understand when I have to leave for school or work once it arrives. I hope that it won't give my other pets any trouble, for they'll be its other guardians, its other friends.
With all this excitment I feel, I can't even think about sleeping. I will watch...I will wait. I will stay up as long as I can...so that the little feien will have someone to greet when it arrives.
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Posted: Wed Aug 04, 2004 5:23 pm
 March 25, 2004[color=white] I guess sleep was ineviatable, and had to come. I awoke with the sun this morning, managing to fall asleep while watching the blossom during the night. My cheek was resting against the desk, a blanket put over me, my arms dangling down towards the floor. My...this was quite uncomfortable. How'd I sleep like that?? Sitting up and rubbing my eyes, I looked down towards the little bloom I had only received about 4 days ago. The flower... I felt like I was about to faint. I had only slept some hours, not even the whole night, and the poor thing looked dead! How could I let this happen?? Stupid STUpid STUPI-- ...What's that leaning against the water disc...? Looking a little closer, I saw it. Blue faded to black leathery wings folded over the tiny body, the little creature hugging its knees close into the makeshift cape. Short blue hair hung just barely off its shoulders, with two longer pieces of hair falling down over its wings. Its eyes were closed, apparently sleeping. My...feien. It wasn't long before the tiny eyes slowly opened to reveal red irises, the feien's head turning so the two beady eyes could look up at its bonder. Wait...what's that red dot on its forehead? It took me a moment...that wasn't a dot. This one had a third eye. The tiny feien slowly stood up to face me, unfolding its wings. It's markings were both blue and black...another trait I don't recall seeing in the others. Very interesting...and quite beautiful. The tiny voice suddenly piped up, bringing me back to reality from awe. "Hello... My name is Ares," said the little feminane voice. So it was a she. 3nodding The little feien smiled. "My name is Neko, Ares..." I told her calmly, joy bursting throughout my soul. "Welcome to the family."~~~~~~~~~~Before heading out with Ares, something happened. Random Event[color=white] There was a knock upon the abode that Neko-chan resided in, though when the door would be opened there was not a soul in sight! Instead there stood a gift and a small letter on her stoop. The letter...[color=white] Hello Neko-chan! I heard your Feien has arrived, congratulations! Here's a welcoming present for such a royal little fairy. blaugh Nekota-kun. The gift seemed to be a rose spiraled cage that within resided a ruby butterfly, fluttering about on gentle wings. A small red bottle came with it as well, the rose elixir that the butterfly fed from.
  Aww, how sweet! Ares was gushing over how cute the little butterfly inside was. She'll have a lot of fun with this, I'm sure. 3nodding
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Just got home from the shop...agh, I'm so tired! Ares seemed to have a lot of fun, though. She wouldn't shut up abo-- HEY!!Ares My turn! whee It was so exciting!! So many other feien!! I hope I'll get to meet everyone! I got to meet Luca, and Miyako, and Aria! They're very nice. We played a princess game that Luca made up. It was kinda fun! I hope I get to play with him again some time...oh! And Luca gave me a hug! It made me feel all waaaaarm and tingly!
Afterwards, I saw a couple of darker, older feien talking. And then the male yelled at her! For some reason, I felt scared...I can't explain it...I hope the lady is okay, now. The two seemed to talk later, but I didn't see anything.
Oh! I met others, too! I met Sunil...she's kind of mean. But I like her anyway. She doesn't scare me. And Tosten!! Neko told me that Tosten was the other Neko's fairy! The one that gave me Gus (my new little butterfly)! I like Tosten. He's very nice. And he has pretty eyes! They're two colors. I also met Seamus...I think he's a lady's man! He made me feel all warm and fuzzy, too. Oh! And he has pretty glowing eyes! I'm glad I'm not the only one with special eyes...
I-- ACK!!!!!!! Oi!! It's mine for the moment! So, Ares had a great day, made some new friends, and is now excited to see who she meets tomorrow. I hope she doesn't get into any trouble...
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Posted: Wed Aug 04, 2004 5:24 pm
 March 26, 2004[color=white] I finally got some sleep last night...but only to wake up with the sun. Man, Ares needs to learn that I sleep late for a reason. Well, she woke me up, and I couldn't get back to sleep...so I'll have to give in to her demands. Ares Neko taught me how to fly today.Flying Lessons[color=white] Neko: *on the roof with Ares* Alright...it's really not all that hard...it just takes some time to get used to, alright?Ares: Alright. 3nodding Neko: *large, white, feathery wings sprout from her back, painlessly nonetheless* Now, first thing you want to do i-- ....What?Ares: eek ...Neko: *raises a brow* What??Ares: eek ; ...Neko: sweatdrop Whaaaa~t?? Is there something on my face?Ares: eek ;;; W-wings...Neko: ... stressed Yes yes, I have wings! NOW PAY ATTENTION! scream
I never knew that cats could fly. Well, apparently this one can...so I didn't know she was a demon!! She hadn't told me before! Well, flying lessons went alright...to took me about an hour to be able to do it on my own, but I can fly now nonetheless. Although, I get tired a bit easily...my wings start feeling heavy after a little bit. Neko said it was because I was pretty weak...but she said that it was easily fixable. She's going to try to make something for me later...I wonder what it is? ~~~~~~~~~~
So, I go back to the shop to retreive Ares, right? Lo and behold, I couldn't keep Tosten away from her. She was nearly covered in paint, and the older feien was STILL painting her when I got there. Hoo boy...this is going to be a rough week. But, I took a picture of Ares anyway, in all her painted glory. Might as well give Tosten some sort of momento. (Note: Picture maybe coming soon)
I spent a good deal of two hours trying to get the paint off Ares. She didn't mind too much, but complained about how the scrubbing hurt so much. Gosh, is she really that weak? That fragile? I guess it's a good thing I made what I did, then. After her bath, the poor thing was more smudged than clean...this isn't good. I hope over time she'll get clean...honestly. It's only been two days and already she's painted! gonk
After her bath, I gave Ares a very small present. It wasn't much, but I can only hope that it'll help her become stronger. It was hard, but I managed to make it...using a toothpick and tiny washers (and other tiny gadets that were very hard to find), I managed to make little dumbells and a tiny bench press, just small enough for the little fairy. It would take a lot of time, but I know she can do it. I told her only to use the little equipment only when someone was able to watch her...though I said she could use the small dumbells on her own only if she was careful. Now, I personally need some sleep...
Ares While she's sleeping, I'll write a little bit. 3nodding
I was so lonely today. There was no one at the shop, and Tosten fell asleep while talking to me! How rude...but it was okay. I'm sure he was sleepy anyway. A lot later, though, Sunil and Seamus came by! I was so happy! Too bad Tosten was asleep, though...but I got to meet Arturo. ...He's a very interesting feien. It boggles my mind the way that he thinks...but I did get to find out a lot about him. I like him though. I want to be his friend! whee
Before Sunil left, though, she said something a little strange. She said I should spend some time with Seamus...I knew what she meant, but I acted dumb to that no one would know. I didn't know how to react...I mean, was she really meaning anything when she said it?? I guess I'm scared. I asked Neko about some of these feelings I've been having, and she said it was normal to feel all warm and fuzzy towards certain people. She said it means that you like them, but different from how you like your friends. There's a difference...? But...Seamus is my friend. What if he doesn't like me like that? And Luca...why did I feel like that with Luca, too? Neko also said it's normal to like more than one person...it was something called a crush. She said that some crushes were bigger than others, and that it meant you liked that person more. It's all confusing for me...I just wish I knew.
Well, Tosten woke up and he threw paint at me, Seamus, and Arturo. And then he dumped paint all over me and Seamus!! You know what that means...it was WAR. So me and Seamus attacked Tosten with paint, too! And then Tosten was being all dramatic...and Arturo looked so cool! He just picked up a bowl of paint and dumped it right on Tosten. You should have seen it!! But then Arturo had to leave...and so did Seamus. And Tosten drew pretty pictures on me! I'm a walking masterpiece!
Neko wasn't too happy to see me all painted, though. And she couldn't get all the paint to come off...that actually makes me a little worried. I hope it comes off soon...I don't want to make Neko too angry. Oh! And she gave me something called...weights! She says it's to help me try to get stronger. I'll try to use them like she said tonight, and see what happens in the morning.
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Posted: Wed Aug 04, 2004 5:25 pm
 March 27, 2004[color=white] Wow, I hadn't slept that long in quite a while. It was actually 10am when I woke up...ah, my sleep pattern has been returned! Ares was already up, however. She was complaining about her arms and wings being a little sore. Thinking about it for a moment, I was almost going to tell her that she might have slept wrong (I'm still working on a better bed for her...she's currently sleeping on one of my larger stuffed animals), but when I remembered he flying lessons. Not having used those muscles much, of course she'd be a little sore at first...and she must had used the tiny dumbells I gave her last night. That's the only explination I could give her for her arms. She was still stained with paint, pretty bad...I tried giving her another bath, but with her natural colors being so dark, it was rather difficult, especially with the light colors staining so badly. Although, I did manage to get all the paint out of her hair...it's just stained, now. However, my hands are a bit...colored. ....I'll forgive him. Ares was lifting her weights again before we left...she'd been working hard all morning, and I had Koyousei keep a close eye on her. Poor Ares...I hope she realizes that she won't just get stronger over night. It'll take some time...maybe I'll try lifting weights myself with her, so that she doesn't feel so alone. Oh! I forgot to mention...I sent off Tosten's gift for his Summonday last night. I hope he liked it...Ares didn't do too bad with the few colors of paints I had...that, and using a toothpick to paint with. Although, after drawing the picture for her to paint, I realized that it looked more like the younger Tosten rather than the older Tosten...ah well. He still acts the same, so it shouldn't really matter. ^.^;; ~~~~~~~~~~I feel a bit bad for leaving Ares at the shop all the time (even though it's only been two days). sweatdrop She has her friends, though, and I have things to get done...it only seems logical. And I showed Ares a new way to call me if she ever needed my help to get home. At least I know that she's generally safe at the shop... Ares was sleeping when I went to get her today...found out she was eating sweets. I just hope she doesn't get any sudden sugar rushes...or even urges... (That's my job!) Although, I'm almost garenteed to know what she'll be doing when she wakes up. Once again, working away at her weights. I wonder if I can make anything else that could help her...? I should really find something to help her strengthen her wings, as well. Even my back gets sore sometimes...and it's not because of my chest. sweatdrop I managed to make a tiny bed, however, during my little bit of spare time. Finding some stuffing I had laying around to make stuffed animals with, I made a small make-shift matress with some cloth and a little thread, small enough to fill the bottom of an old check box. I also managed to make a long pillow...well, it fits the width of the little box. I had a few handkerchiefs laying around, so those will have to do for blankets at the moment. I plan to make everything look a lot better tomorrow when I have more time...I'm sure she'll like that. At least, I hope she likes it...the check box should even still work for when she grows up, providing she continues to sleep with her wings folded over her shoulders like she usually does. I moved her sleeping spot to my nightstand so that she could wake me if she ever needed me during the night for some reason. The desk was rather far...well, for her anyway. Flying that far when she was tired probably wouldn't be a good idea...especially with some of my celestrus invading my room. I found Meien sleeping on the floor the other day...almost didn't see her and nearly stepped on the poor creature's tail. I'm not quite sure how they take to the little feien yet...but I know for certain Aoshi doesn't like her...he keeps staring at her with those eyes that say "I'm going to get you...and I'm going to EAT you." Ares is still sleeping...I better take this opertunity to find rest myself. If I wait too long, she might wake up and keep me up... sweatdrop
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Posted: Wed Aug 04, 2004 5:26 pm
 March 28, 2004[color=white] A small event! Random Event[color=white] Since Ares had already recieved her flower, there would be only a small picture stuffed in Neko-chan's mailbox the next morning, addressed to Ares and Neko alike.  Awww, how sweet! I'll be sure to hang it up on the wall later. 3nodding
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So I found the picture this morning...that was very nice of them! Too cute...anyway. I have a lot to do this morning, so I'll have to leave Ares under Koyousei's charge...hopefully, they'll be fine.
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Ares I've been lifting weights again, but it's starting to get a little boring by myself. I hope Neko will help me soon...she's just been busy because she's starting school again tomorrow. I don't fully understand...she said she was done with school, but she has to go back? I wonder what's so different able this new school...maybe I'll sneak into her bag tomorrow and tag along. It will give me something to do, anyway.
Neko came home about an hour ago...she went straight to bed for some reason. I wonder if something's the matter? Maybe she just had a rough morning...after Neko came back, though, Koyousei wandered off. Aki's sleeping, and the celestrus are bothering me a little...they're looking at me funny again. Maybe I smell strange because of that stuff Neko used to try to get the paint off of me...the cerebrus doesn't seem to like it, because he started barking when I tried to walk by. I...I need to get out of here...at least for a little bit. Maybe I'll just fly over to the shop...
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It's about 5pm, and I just woke up from a nap. ...It's 5:00, do you know where your feien is? ....................Good, because I don't know where mine is!! gonk
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I must have skipped Ares' little entry...just missed it completely. I had worried for hours before I thought to look here to see if she left a note as to where she went...so I went to the shop and got her. I gave her a long lecture about going off on her own...what would I have done had something bad happened??? The poor fairy, only being 3.5" tall, could have been eaten by some animal, stepped on, run over...she scared me half to death! Although, throughout my entire lecture, she just had this...grin on her face. She couldn't stop smiling...but I knew she'd felt bad for what she did. Ares just looked so cute, though...what was I supposed to do? I had no choice but to forgive her...she promised not to go off without telling anyone again. I also made her promise not to go off ALONE, as well...if she wants to go to the shop, someone can take her there. It seems she might have hurt herself when flying over there earlier... However, now I had to inquire her about why she looked so happy.
Ares I felt bad for making Neko worry...however, needless to say, it was a little worth it, going to the shop today. I got to talk to Arturo again...he seemed a lot different since the last time I'd talked to him. He seemed...kinder. I'm really beginning to think he might think of me as a friend now...or, at least, he seems to be looking after me. He helped the pain go away from my back after I flew to the shop...I guess flying long distances will have to wait for a while. I heard that he liked to fence...maybe he could teach me! Maybe that would help me in the long run...to know how to defend myself.
I saw the dark feien again today. So he's a summoner? He must be very powerful to be able to create feien like us...but I wonder why? What's happening to the other feien? I wonder if there's a way I could help... By the way Arturo was acting around the dark feien, I can only assume that he must be the one known as Corvus. Corvus...his anger scares me, and I've never actually met him before. I wonder why everyone hates him so much...? If he truely is the summoner...there must be some kindness in him. Otherwise, he wouldn't have created us...would he? I fear for him, though...but I also fear for Arturo.
I met Gekisho today. I really like her...but she seems to like to make me embarressed. I also met Heiko...she seems really nice, but very shy. I hope she'll also be my friend! Although...I felt a strange feeling come over me yesterday, when I saw her blushing at Seamus. It was almost like...a hatred...but not. Is that jealousy...? Was I jealous...? Whatever it was, it made me realize something. I like Seamus...I like Seamus a lot.
I found out that a lot of the bonders know me somehow. I wonder why that is?? Neko said it was partly because I was very special...but I have a feeling there's something she's not telling me. No one knew I was going to have a third eye...there's something else. I won't ask about it, though...not anymore. Neko will tell me what it is that makes me so different on her own time...I know she will.
Seamus hugged me today. That's why I'm so happy...I don't know if he likes me the same, but...right now, I'm happy. Sometime, I'll get the courage to actually tell him...but for right now, I am perfectly content, knowing that he's at least my friend.
Neko: *sniffle* My little feien is growing up... *is joking*
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Posted: Wed Aug 04, 2004 5:29 pm
 March 29, 2004[color=white] Another random event! eek Random Event[color=white] Sunil I went shopping and saw a set of potions where one of them reminded me of each of us in the gang. I gave Tosten sunlight because he's so friendly and energetic, Seamus luck because he is luck, and I kept starlight because I'm a little darker than the rest of you. Anyway here is yours:  I got it mainly because you seem so sweet to everyone. But also because you seem to be in love right now with Seamus. He's very lucky. (Hahaha I made a joke, kinda! I never make jokes, kam says I don't have much of a sense of humor.) I hope you like it.
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Posted: Wed Aug 04, 2004 5:30 pm
 March 30, 2004[color=white] Ares Today was...interesting. After Neko dropped me off at the store, I had found Arturo and we talked again. He scolded me...and I don't think he likes Neko for some reason. I wonder why that is...? They've never met before, I don't think. Well, I asked Arturo if he'd teach me how to fence...so now he's going to be teaching me, demo, my back was hurting so bad that I couldn't learn very much that time. Hopefully, my back will be better soon.
Arturo made me promise to fly home, instead of calling Neko. He said he'd come with me, in case I had any problems. It's strange...he really confuses me sometimes. It's like he doesn't care, but he does? Neko said it was something called tough love, in which one is hard on the other BECAUSE they care. She said it was like helping without doing it directly...they were helping you to do it on your own. I feel like Arturo's protecting me somehow...but why? I don't mind, really...he's been reminding me of something called a big brother. I wonder if I'm like a little sister to him?
Just as I was going to leave, Seamus, Gekisho, another dark colored feien, and Corvus showed up. Corvus and Seamus started yelling at eachother, Gekisho was being her usual self, and Corvus was...acting a lot different than my previous sights of him. He was...I think...acting nice to the other dark colored feien. Maybe I was right...maybe a part of him does care? I know that he's not always terrible...I just wish the others would see the same thing. Though I think Seamus understands what I see now...
I did get to speak with Seamus...and I think I was able to cheer him up. After the yelling fight with Corvus he seemed down...but I told him I was proud of him. Which I was...I know that I would never be able to yell at the older feien like that...at least, I know I can't at this point. I think I'm getting better about being confident around Seamus now...I'm not as nervous as I was the other day. Maybe I'm getting used to it? I don't know what it was, but I was able to hug him just fine...without feeling faint from all the little butterflies in my stomach. I also kissed him on the cheek...I hope I didn't scare him. Demo, I think that he likes me too...he blew me a kiss when Proto came to get him. heart It's all so exciting, I can hardly contain myself!
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Posted: Wed Aug 04, 2004 5:31 pm
 April 1, 2004[color=white] This past week has been tiring. I've gone back to school, and it's rather scary for me...I hardly know anyone that's there. And it also feels weird, being as old as I am and being forced to go to school. stressed Remind me to have a talk with my mun, later... (Author's Note: For those of you who don't know who/what a mun is, it's the person playing the character...i.e., the author, a.k.a. the IRL Neko which would be me. 3nodding I decided for the diary, her life will include some of the things happening in mine...kinda sucks for her, since she's a several hundred thousand year old demon. whee ) During one of my classes, I heard something rumaging through my purse, making tiny little noises with the many objects inside. It's a good thing those noises were small...the only reason I heard them was because of my hyped-up sense of hearing due to me having cat ears instead of human ones. Man, hiding those are a PAIN...I hate hats, but I must wear them for now, to save the trouble of the human class to not stare or ask questions. I hate ignorance sometimes... stare But they'd freak if I told them I was a demon. I hate that part of the world in which the people there don't realize there's other creatures aside from themselves that reside outside their cities. Remind me again to speak with my mun about why the heck she's making me going to THAT school... stressed Anyway, upon opening my purse I found Ares, trying to unbury herself from the bottom of my purse. It's a good thing I don't carry anything sharp or heavy in my purse...the poor thing could have died in there if I didn't notice!! I helped her to the top, but couldn't do anything until the class was over, which didn't take that long for the lecture to end. Finding a secluded area, I talked with the little feien, wondering why the heck she snuck into my purse. Apparently, Ares wanted to see what it was I did every morning, and wanted to know why I was so tired all the time lately. That was sweet of her...although, this wasn't exactly the place for her to be. There were many people, most of them quite ignorant, so I'd have to be very careful taking her around with me. This time, Ares sat in one of the front pockets of my purse, along with my cell phone. Since the phone didn't move very much, I wasn't too worried, and this way she'd be able to poke her head out if she needed to. It was a couple of hours before my classes were finished, and my last class being in the planetarium, she was very exicted about seeing the stars inside. Perhaps I'll take her with me if I ever go star gazing again...I just hope she doesn't become obsessed with the stars like Aki is. Though, this could be good for Aki...the two of them don't seem to get along very well (or rather, Aki doesn't get along with her), so maybe the two of them sharing something in common might help a little. I dropped Ares off at the shop on my way home, and told her she should try to fly home by herself again. She knows how to call me if something happens, so I figure things will be alright. Now, I need to get working on some of this reading...and take a much needed nap. ~~~~~~~~~~Ares Today was amazing! After Neko dropped me off at the shop, Seamus showed up! We decided to pull an April Fool's joke, since today was April Fool's Day. (Neko doesn't like this day...she says bad things tend to happen to her. It's like Friday the 13th with a full moon, but not. sweatdrop ) We tied all of the drawers and cabinets closed with string. It was fun! ...Until something really bad happened. While tying up the last drawer, Seamus fell on something sharp and cut open his side...it was horrible!! I was so scared that.....that......
I saved him, though. Even with my clumsy flying, I managed to get something to wrap up his wound, and at least stopped him from bleeding. And...despite how weak I am...I even was able to pull him out of the drawer, all on my own. I was so scared...but in the end, it seemed everything turned out to be okay. And...and I think the accident brought us closer. Seamus...he....he kissed me. heart
I'm a little worried...Seamus will be growing up soon. I just hope things don't become awkward...he said he'd wait for me, after I mentioned that. He's so sweet! I'm just so happy! I wonder what will happen now?
I told Neko mostly what happened today (except for the kiss), and she said she was worried...not only about Seamus, but about me, too. I wonder why that is? She said she wanted me to be careful when I was with him...she said she was worried that something could happen to me, as well. Nothing will happen to me, right? I'm Seamus' guardian angel...so I can't let anything happen to me. I can't.
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Posted: Wed Aug 04, 2004 5:32 pm
 April 2, 2004[color=white] I finally got the items I ordered for Ares today. She was pretty excited...seeing all the paints, string, and faerie dust I had gotten her. She's taken a bit of an attachment to the magic gem, however. She said she wanted to see if I can make it into a necklace for her, or if I could help her make it into one. I'll have to talk to Em about that...see if it can be done. After hearing about the Luca incident, however, I told Ares to be careful with the dust. If that stuff gets everywhere...let's just say I wouldn't be a very happy kitty. Ares immediately began to make something out of the string I got her, though...she wanted a string for every feien she met. It was a little odd to me, but I didn't argue. Now, she was making somethough out of the string...and asked me to get some other colors, as well. So demanding! But...she did ask nicely. Unable to wait too long, I took Ares to the store with me and we picked up more colors. Funny...these colors seemed to match the colors of the other feien's markings and hair. What was she planning...? The little feien spent all day making something out of string...she wouldn't even show me until she was finished with them all. Finally, she was done...and I was quite amazed. There she was, holding tiny friendship bracelets, the delicate little weaves showing the vibrant colors...colors of each of the feien she'd met as of yet. All I could do was smile...how'd she learn to make these? No matter...she'd made them, all on her own, and they were quite beautiful. She'd even made one for herself, though only used the colors of her markings, since she had two colors. She told me that one day, she'll try to make a big one for me, so that I'd have one too. Ares...she's such a sweetheart. She was special...in more ways than one. With the order of items, I had also gotten Ares' genetic code. I can't understand all of it yet, but I can understand a little bit of it. I figured...this would be a good a time as any to tell Ares a few things about herself. A little conversation[color=white] Neko: Ares, I need to tell you a few things. It's been a week since you've arrived, so you should know...you have a right, right?Ares: Well, I would certainly hope so. *putting the bracelets away*Neko: ...It's about you.Ares: *blinks a few times* ...About...me?Neko: Yes...there's a few things I found out that you should know.Ares: *crosses her legs, sitting on Neko's desk* Alright then.Neko: It seems to have a very rare element, Ares. And I mean incredibly rare...Time.Ares: Time?Neko: Yes...time. However, your magic abilities are...well, pretty low. Your magic ability is weak...in fact, right now the only magic that is known for you is flight. There...is another, but it's unknown.Ares: I...I see.Neko: ...There's...also a small chance that you can't breed. If...they have weak magic, as well. There's a chance that no blooms would be produced.Ares: ...But...there's still a chance that there WOULD be, right? *she didn't know why this worried her, but for some reason, it did*Neko: Yes...you're not infertile. It's just...there's that small chance...I thought you might want to know that.Ares: ...Thank you...Neko: If I find out anything else, I'll tell you, ne?Ares: ...
For some reason, Ares seems down about what I told her. I don't know why...she won't tell me what's wrong. I thought that she'd be happy, finally being able to know about herself. Especially her element...the possibilties with time are endless, and I can only wonder what her unknown magic is. Perhaps she'll begin to practice things later...
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Posted: Wed Aug 04, 2004 5:33 pm
 April 3, 2004[color=white] A random event! eek Random Event[color=white] Heiko sat in the hand of Rena as she walked up to the home of Ares and Neko Girl. Rena kneeled down to let Heiko hop off. She dropped a tiny package down onto the doorstep along with a rather large note attached to it. Then Heiko jumped back onto Rena's hand. Rena rang the doorbell and ran off before anyone could answer. Heiko  Dear Ares, I am sorry for being so shy last time we met. I had a crush on Seamus, but I feel bad for it now. Please take this as my apology and enjoy it. It is some Chocolate Pocky dyed blue to match you. Heiko
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Posted: Wed Aug 04, 2004 5:34 pm
 April 4, 2004[color=white] Today, Ares and I delivered the bracelets she made. It took a little while to find everyone, but they did get delivered...I hope they liked them. 3nodding ~~~~~~~~~~A random event! eek Random Event[color=white] *There is a knock on the door and a small gift outside when you answer. There is a note on the box* Ares, thank you and here's something for you! Love, Aria
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Ares It seems everyone who got their bracelets before they came to to shop loved them. I'm so happy! I was a little worried that they wouldn't like it...
I saw Luca again today...it had been so long! He grew up, too! He's so pretty...I know you normally don't say that about boys, but he is!! Tosten and Miyako were there...and so was Seamus heart ! And Heiko... Something strange happened to Heiko today. She said she was in pain...I wonder why? I hope she'll be okay...
Oh! And I got to see Luca heal Seamus! It was amazing! I'd never seen magic before then...I wonder what kinds of things I can do? At least Seamus is all better now... whee
After everyone had left, Sunil came by. I got to talk to her a little bit...I found that she got to go camping. It sounded fun! ...But hard at the same time. I told her about my element today (I promised her I'd tell her anything I found out about myself). I wonder what kinds of things she's planning...? She seemed rather interesting in my powers...I just wish I knew them.
Neko told me I should try a few things, see if the magic would work. Perhaps tomorrow before I go to the shop, I'll try to practice a little bit. Demo, I wonder what I should do to practice...?
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Posted: Wed Aug 04, 2004 5:35 pm
 April 5, 2004[color=white] Ares Today nothing big happened, but Neko asked me to write anyway. She was I hadn't been acting "normal" for the last few days...she said I looked a bit down. Neko said that sometimes writing about it helps...so I'll see what happens.
The truth is, I am a little down, but it's hard for me to explain why. I do hide that part, but I can't seem to fool Neko at all. To be honest, I've been doing a lot of thinking about what Neko told me the other day. I've been thinking about my element, my magic abilities, and what she told me about the blooms.
Time...there are so many possibilites with Time. Sunil said so herself, and she seems to understand these things better than I do. I wonder what kinds of things I'm actually capable of...? Can I time travel? Can I quicken time, or even stop it? Can I make time slow...? I wish I knew...oh, how I wish I knew. I guess I feel a little bad because I promised Sunil I'd tell her everything I found out about myself. ...It's kind of hard for me to do that when I don't even know about myself. Though I think I'm beginning to see my potentials...
Neko said my magic ability was weak. Does that mean when I DO figure out magic, that it won't be very strong? She also told me that because my abilities were weak, creating blooms may be difficult. I guess that makes sense...she said if I were to create blooms with someone that had strong magic, there wouldn't be a problem. But someone that also has weak magic...there was a slight chance none would turn up. That...also makes sense. Demo, I guess it made me worry, finding this out. Because...it seems my thoughts were right about something...
Seamus. Part of me was also worried about him. He'll be growing up soon, I think...and I guess I'm scared of being left behind (even though he's assured me that he wouldn't). Everyone I know will be grown up before I am...Seamus is next, and then Sunil...Miyako...will Heiko grow up before me as well? I was thinking about the future when I was with Seamus today... He told me that when we're both grown up, we could create blooms together if Corvus will let us. I...I didn't say anything about that. What if it turns out that I can't create blooms with Seamus? What if he has weak magic like I do...? I'm scared...and I don't know who I can talk to.
I met Sol today, Proto's mokitten. He's a very cute cat...I was rather afraid of him at first, because I thought he was going to eat me like the celestrus are always trying to do, but he didn't. He licked me! It was kind of funny, actually...and I felt silly for being scared. I found that Sol's a very friendly mokat, and I hope he'll continue to stay that way.
I guess Neko was right. Writing about what was wrong DID make me feel better. I feel like a large weight has been lifted off my shoulders...I wish to keep it that way. Speaking of weights, I should try to lift more before I sleep tonight...
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Posted: Wed Aug 04, 2004 5:37 pm
Official Easter Gifts Post! (April 7, 2004)
Easter Event #1[color=white] There came a knock upon the front door of Neko-chan's home. But upon it opening there was not a soul in sight! Instead there was a small basket upon the stoop, stuffed with green plastic grass and nestling a single egg upon it's surface with a card beside it.  The card...[color=white] To Ares! Happy easter, Here is an egg! Did you know that bunnies don't lay them? Then why does the rabbit deliver them? Nekota won't explain it to me... From Tosten.  Happy (early) Easter From Tosten & Nekota-kun.
Easter Event #2[color=white] Very early in the morning there is a flutter of tiny wings. If you wake up you can see Luca, pink, sparkly and wearing bunny ears flying up to the house with a tiny egg in his hands. The egg is heavy and Luca is not very strong at all, so it's a lot of work. Oblivious to being observed he sets the pulsing egg onto your windowsill with a little note attached, wirtten with a pink and sparkly gel pen: "Happy Easter! This egg is magic and on Easter something cute will come out of it, if you watch it carefully. With LOVE from Luca and Anya!"  Luca's gift hatched! eek 
Easter Event #3[color=white]  *There is a knock on your door. WHen you open it there sits a basket with an egg in it and a note.* This is for Ares from Aria. I helped paint it!
Easter Event #4[color=white] You hear some quiet voices outside your front door. Hey, hey, you think anyone is home?I don't know Sunil. Just put it by the front door and ring the bell, then we'll take off.Ok!When you open the door, there is a tiny plushie Ares sitting there with a tag that reads S+K.  Happy Easter from Sunil and Kamtrouble. ^_^
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