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well i achieved my special powers due to childhood cruelty... As a kid i was different (over weight, not athletic, not fast) but very agile... i could dodge with the best of them, and fitting into tight places for some was no issue for me, even being overweight.... but i could see in the eyes and hear on their voices what they wanted to do, or where they wanted to go.... i could escape, by looking into their eyes.... it was strange i could be them without being them.... even now my ability to sympathize/ empathize because when i can hear the emotions come out, i know how to react.... fellings are powerful but learning to read them is something i wish i could turn off............it is only too powerful..........

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*sigh* this isn't to anyone in particular, i just have to say this and hopefully feel better. You know how when something happens and your parents say something like, "We were your age once and know exactly what you're going through." or something like that? my mom said those words to me and i felt completely and utterly alone. the only reason i say that is because in my immediate family, i'm the only one with Special Powers. my mom was never able to do anything like i can, and she even admits it. and any of my other relatives that are capable of using it are in a completely different state and it's not the easiest task to contact them. right now my heart feels incredibly heavy because of those words. no matter how many times i hear them they always affect me the same way. and having a normal human boyfriend doesn't help a whole lot with that either since he can't completely comprehend anything i could tell him about what i can do, my own parents can't even do that and i tell them most everything.

i know it's rather common. and i was gonna say taht you're stupid for saying you're stupid, but i won't give you that satisfaction xp . but what most people don't comprehend is that there are other's out there even if they don't know who they are. but maybe this'll help others feel not so alone too.

you're quick "maybe" answers really starting to get on my nerves. then it doesn't give me a whole lot go go on after that...and it takes a few days for me to think of something else to add. well, how many of you have ever had a spirit follow them around that's had a 'crush' on 'em? trust me, if you've never heard of such a thing it's WAY more common than you'd think.

well now you have. it's happened to me a lot. and to my friends (but i never tell them because they might end up freaking out) there was several that had actually asked for my hand in marriage. all i can say about that is that an akward silence followed every time.