Ujool Kyil

[Yousei Akki]

Diary, I am writing to you as quickly as I may. The strangest of things has happened to me. I have been sold. Madame Medusa has never before sold one of her Girls before. Even now I hear the soft shuffle and whisper of the others in the hall.

Lady Zariira Luana, daughter of the second House, came today and purchased my services. It was only for a massage mind you. I had barely worked on her before she was asking me the strangest questions. I admitt to being flustered by them. I've never had a customer ask me so many things before! Then, seemingly out of no where, she declared that I would be her's.

It was a warm pleasent feeling Diary. Someone really wanted me? In more then just the usual sense. She seemed so set and determined. I did not believe she would succeed, so I did not allow myself to dwell much on her descion.

Yet here I am with a small bag of possessions, hastily scribbling in you before I am escorted downstairs to be passed into anothers possession. I am...aflutter. I can't stop smiling while in private. My heart thunders with a strange excited feeling. I am a bit afraid, as I can not remember ever being outside the Black. Her plans for me also are frightening. But...I shall serve my New Mistress loyaly. Whatever she wish's I shall comply! Ah! I AM a good slave! I am a desierable possession and...I feel such comfort and joy with this knowledge.
 

[Yousei Akki]

Diary, what a twist of events! I knew I was to be a prize. But one such as this? Mistress Zariira has deemed me worthy of being her patron when she obtains rule of her House. I have not yet lain with her and honestly I find myself quivering eagerly to show my Mistress how much I adore her. She has raised me up on a level that frightens me, but also fills me with pride. I am doing my job well and I have pleased my Mistress in many ways already. Our first night together I shall endevor to use every trick of my training. I am determined that she will never experience the Loving art more worshipfully fulfilled then by me! I so swear!
 

[Yousei Akki]

Diary. I have found myself acting more out of my training then usual. Today, in the company of two guards, i went to the Market to purchase something pretty to wear of Mistress Zariira. I wish to serve her so -badly- Diary. Not since Calli have I longed for the pleasures of the bedroom. My feelings to Mistress Zariira are not to the same depth but...perhaps She will help me forget this old heart wound and move on? Could it be that..I shall come to Love my Mistress?

These are questions for later though. I wish to write about the thief Mikaril.

As I was shopping, one of my guards happened to be robbed. The thief seemed to be rather skillful and he nearly escaped. But my guards were quite attentive. Being from the Second House I suppose they had to be right? So they discovered the theft quickly, and Mikaril's fleeing form gave them clue as to who to blame. I suppose in their zealouse eagerness they got carried away. I got left behind a bit during the chase, I am not used to running you see. There was never any real need for anything more then a quick sprint in my life time.

I managed to follow them into a side allyway. The thief seemed to have lost my guards though, for he had doubled back. By ill luck, or maybe not so ill, he and I collided. Ugh. I utterly ruined my nice clean skirt by falling into the filth of that allyway. The thief was caught and we were escorted back towards my Mistressess House. Along the way though, my guards began to speak eagerly of some distressing things. While I am no innocent to the base and evil ways of males, i still found it unsettling to hear them casually chatting about the things that would happen to the small thief.

Mistress Zariira has been expressing her desire for me to act more on my own accord. So..I did. My very first order! I had the thief taken to my personal rooms rather then the dungeon. I suppose the guards had much the same thought as the thief did, for he informed me that when we were alone he would not submitt. Diary I was very embaressed by his words. I explained that my desire was only for his company. Not his flesh. Oh no! Certainly not!

Mikaril is a handsome male, do not misunderstand. If he applied a bit more to his looks I could definatly see a strong beauty. I admire Mikaril, and though our time together was short, I will always remember the thief fondly. I saw to it that he was not hassled on his way out of the House, and I am embaressed to write that I stayed to watch him leave until I could not see the green of his cloak any longer.

Mikaril, he is truely a male I can admire. Free spirited and strong. He seems like one who is unafraid to pursue what he wishes. I do wish I could be more like him.
 

[Yousei Akki]

Diary, you are all I had time to procure. I suppose a cloak would have been more rational. or mayhaps some money. Instead though it is you, who holds my innermost secrets that I took up.

Mistress Zariira has found disfavor with me. I do not quite undersand her ire. All I know is that it is due to the realease of the thief, Mikaril. Perhaps it was the whispered rumor that I had dallied with him in the privacy of my chambers? Though I am capable of servicing another male I have no desire for them. Mikaril, for all my admiration, stirred nothing of heat or lust in me for him.

Perhaps it was merely the idea that I had allowed a thief so deep into the House, then turned him loose? Diary I am not a world wise male. I see this more clearly now that I am out here amoung those of the world. Mistress Zariira has cast me out. She told the guard she did not want to see me again. So...they took me to the door..and tossed me out like so much rubbish.

Still, she did not say she -never- wanted to see me again. I am still her slave. She could have had me killed if she had the intention. So perhaps...yes..I am just being punished now. I understand this. I belong to her after all. She had wanted me before. Someday she will recall me and send to have me brought back. So I shall sit here outside her door and wait to be recalled. I am sure after a few days she will reclaim me. I just know it...
 

[Yousei Akki]

Diary. Ah..ha ha... So maybe a females wrath is brighter then a candle flames and burns longer then one too. It has been a few..weeks? Yes. yes..a few weeks now. I am not mad Mistress Zariira. I understand. I'm a bad trinket. A flawed stone. I am learning my lesson Mistress. I am still here waiting for you.

I thought I caught a glimpse of her today in one of the windows. She looked radiant, as always. I had thought maybe she saw me? If that is true maybe she will call me back in tonight..or tomorrow. I can wait a little longer. I'm a good slave. I'm a good slave.

I've traded all my jewelry away for food. I have just a single small ring left. I'm waiting as long as I can before I trade that away too. A few of the street toughs have found sport in me, but I am a good slave. A good slave. I am demur and complacent. They have seen no reason to hurt me much. I wish they would wash more often though, my tongue has a lingering sour taste on it.

I'm still waiting Mistress. I'm learning my lesson. She'll see and forgive me I'm sure. She wanted me after all. She bought me at great price. I am not expecting her favor again but surely she would not mind keeping me as a pet still. I can be happy with that. I'll be good. I'll never leave the House again. I'll stay in my room and be a good pet. I'm still here Mistress.
 

[Yousei Akki]

Ah ah! Diary! Mikaril! I saw him today. He's gone now but..he looked well. Like a dark and strong Lord. He was intimidating and inspiring. I am glad he is well. Seeing him thus I know that I would have made the same mistake all over again. How couldn't I?

Mikaril says that he will come back for me tomorrow. I smiled and thanked him but I do not expect him to. Why would he? I'm a flawed slave after all. i am sure he'll want little to do with me. Though he fed me, for this I am quite grateful. Such a strong Lord he is. I wish i had been like him. Wish I was as strong as him.
 

[Yousei Akki]

Mikaril did come back Diary. He took me to a bath house and...OH! I am clean again!! I almost wept for joy once I slipped into that blissful hot water. We were hassled by another pair of males though. It was a public bath house you see. One of them seemed quite interested in me. Again I say, I do not find males drawing in this respect. Mikaril was...well... he really is a strong male.

Diary I am so fond of him already. He is kind yet so powerful. As a thief he takes what he wants and lives his life the way he wants.

Master Mikaril... Mistress Zariira I am sure would not find fault in my deferring to a more powerful male. He is of noble blood after all. Though it was only meant to be a ruse for a short period of time..It feels so ..good. Diary it feels very good to have a Master. I miss my Mistress. I miss serving her. I miss my place. Mikaril has allowed me to serve him and I just...

I want to cry.

He has deemed me worthy to teach thievery to. Perhaps if i show that I am capable of learning new things Mistress Zariira will accept me back soon? If I become a skilled thief then surely she will deem that my time in exhile has bourn results? Master Mikaril and I are to attempt a easy theft soon. A simple sneak into a inn room to see what we may find. i am eager to show Master Mikaril I am capable of being a good slave to him. I will serve him well! Mistress Zariira will see how loyal and good of a slave i am and...and she'll call me back. Oh Mistress...My heart aches for your acceptance.
 

[Yousei Akki]

All is not well Diary. Nearly a week has passed since I have taken time to write in your pages.

Master Mikaril is poisoned. Our simple practice turned most deadly. Master Mikaril was pricked by a poisoned needle and entrapped in a magical cage. he told me to go...but I could not! I could not abandon my Master. To do so would only prove I really was unworthy! It would have been better to die then to fail again.

Somehow a mysterious thing happened. As I clung hoplessly to the magical cage's bar, I somehow...made it vanish. The one we had been attempting to rob identified me as a Spell Thief. At the time I had no time to consider what this meant. Master Mikaril and I made our escape. but all was not to go our way at that point. Master Mikaril succame to the poison as he leapt roof tops.

Diary I felt as if my soul had been twisted inside out when he fell from the roof. I found him in the street, unbroken, but unconscious. I am a weak thing diary. Both in will and mind and body. Yet still i managed to carry Master Mikaril in his armor to a potions shop. I procurred a antitoxin and managed to get him to drink it. No easy feat let me tell you! It was as if he did not wish to drink in his unconscious state. Still, I managed to administer it...then I carried him all the way to this small cave on the outskirts of the city.

Since then I have watched over him. I have removed his armor. I feed him what I can. i try to get him to drink. I have bathed his flesh in cool water to combat the fever. I have kept him clean and dry and warm when need be. I have slept at his right hand and held it tight and close to my own heart should he waken. He suffers terrible nightmares. Many times already I have had to pin him down to keep him from hurting himself in thrashing. I have held his hand, stroked his head, and I have spoken to him constantly.

Master...please...do not die on me. Come back to me please? I want to learn. i want to be a thief. I want to please you. Please master Mikaril...please...get well?
 

[Yousei Akki]

He cries. He screams. His thrashing has died down. But I have a hard time getting him to eat. I have traded away much of our ill gotten gains to purchase foods I know should be good for him. I hardly sleep in fear that he may waken delerious. He has shouted names a few times I think. I am not sure.

His fever is nearly gone though, and for this reason alone I believe he will soon come out of his poiosned nightmares. I will stay diligent and faithful at his side until he wakens. I'm a good slave....though I have not thought of Mistress Zariira once, until now this is. I should be waiting for her outside her House...but...if it is that I must become more skilled then she will not take note of me until I do something worthy of her interest.

Master Mikaril...please hurry and get better. I worry that even if he survives the poisoning that the lack of proper food and water may do him damage. Master...oh Maste. What can I do? I am a stupid worthless slave if I can not help you. This is all my fault!!! If I had not mentioned the inn. If he had not decided to teach me to be a thief. I am ruining everything! I am such a worthless b*****d!
 

[Yousei Akki]

Master Mikaril has recovered. He is awake and eating and..Oh...I am so relieved. I have sworn myself to him. It was a foolish act on my part. Motivated by my relief to see him awake, to see him alive and finally capable of getting better. I have sworn myself to his service for as long as I may. I love him.

Master Mikaril means...so much to me. If he can live. If he can recover then perhaps I can too. I will become a thief, I will use my strange power in Mikaril's service. I will make him the most well known thief in all of the Underdark. I must not fail him. I can not. if I fail master Mikaril, who has come to be so dear to me, then how can I possibly ever hope to reclaim Mistress Zariira's favor? I want to love her diary. I want that comfort that only a female can give. I want to adorn her bed and make her smile
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Oh diary. I want so badly to return to my place and to serve once again. Let me become a better slave then I ever was before. Please...that's all I ask.
 

[Yousei Akki]

Master Mikaril and I have begun to make plans for a very bold theft. This will surely be our mark in society Diary. With my strange power, we have planned to rob a Magic Shop. Master Mikaril is extremely eager. I see his health improving daily now. I have attempted to show some free will and I have drawn up small maps of the streets surrounding the shop. I have also made as detailed a map of the outside of the shop as I can. Windows and such. I even went inside once, but I fled in a fright after a few moments. I was worried I may have made a mistake. iI shall present the maps to Master Mikaril in hopes of gaining his approval.
 

[Yousei Akki]

The day has come and...Diary..I feel elation. Master Mikaril and I have succeeded in our theiving. We have made off with many special items. OH! I have pretty things again!! I have donned them all in my joy and I am hard pressed to remove them right now. With the female garments Master Mikaril purchased for me I almost feel whole again.

Yes, Master Mikaril has been exceptionally generouse. He has bought me pink and gold garments meant for a female slave. He even encourages me to wear them. I suspect he knows I favor these pretty cloths more then the drab and unflattering male garments I have seen. Perhaps soon I shall have more slave garments just as pretty as these! In the mean time...I have books!

I am all aflutter with eagerness. magic books! Within them I have already found a few references to what a Spell Thief is..and Diary I am most joyful. I have a power that Master Mikaril can make good use of I am sure! I hope he will use it. I am eager to do his bidding. I wish he would command me at times, but he is a kind Master. I understand this and Diary, I believe I love him all the more for it.

I have stolen magical spells and enchantments from the shop, and now that I have items for casting I shall apply them Master Mikaril's armor and my own clothing. Most of the enchantments are merely of durability, but there is a levitation spell I am excited to magic into Master Mikaril's boots. I hope to find him better enchantments soon.
 

[Yousei Akki]

Master Mikaril has deemed it important to leave our cave for a bit. This cave sorely lacks the luxury Iam used to. I have kinks and bruises all over from trying to sleep on the stone ground. We have tried to make it more habitable...but until I have a feather bed and a hot bathtub stocked with lotion, oil, and scents I do not think I will be really comfortable here.

Still, being with Master Mikaril makes it all tolerable. He is what helps me endure all this horrible suffering. Seeing him smile and...and just hearing that soft voice. It sooths away my own unhappiness.

Master Mikaril wishes to form a gang, and i shall support him in this and help him establish it. But first he wishes to return to his Home city and gather up his possessions. I suspect and hope he intends to move to my city permanantly. Then even after Mistress Zariira has forgiven me I shall be able to serve Master Mikaril. Perhaps I shall make a grand contact between them as Master Mikaril becomes a famouse thief!
 

[Yousei Akki]

These days of travel wear on me Diary. My feet ache and my legs throb. Master Mikaril is so silent and...strong. I have spent the past weeks attempting to walk as quietly as him. He allows me to sleep deeply each rest period, and I worry that he may not be sleeping enough at all. I do what I can with what food we have to make it appetizeing, but I have run out of ideas. So now I merely eat what we have with no fussing.

I study regularly Diary. I have brought my magical books with me and I read them over and over to try and understand them. I believe I have a novices understanding of magic. Perhaps soon i shall progress to the point where I will no longer need to steal magic in order to perform it?
 

[Yousei Akki]

Sshamath is a majestic city Diary! Master Mikaril has shown me this city of Magic, and I have obtained a special enchanntment that allows me to put more in my pouch and not feel the weight of it. OH! This is such a blessing! Carrying my books all this way has been a burden. Not any longer!

We did not stay any longer then a brief visit. I hope Master Mikaril and I may linger in the city for another day on our trip home. I wish to find a book specifically for the training of Spell Theives, or at least the study of them. I believe I am missing something important in my studies and reading and learning the route of a regular wizard is hardly going to help. I am a thief and a mage both.