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 Posted: Wed Oct 08, 2008 8:32 pm
Glow shivered softly at the nuzzle. She moved back, however, as his voice became angry once more. "...Sirius...i had no idea where to look...and yes....i met Jazz not to long after parting from you...the children...are more recent. Their both grown but they are young. I never lied to you Sirius, i'd never lie...."
She began to shake with fear and sadness. "Sirius, you know thats not true...you know i would never have objected to having your children....Please, let me help. Any way i can, Sirius...i still care for you. you still mean so much to me. Please...let me help...anything, anything at all please...."
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Posted: Wed Oct 08, 2008 8:42 pm
Sirius felt release, he watched as fear settled into her. Consciously, he didn't know exactly what he was doing, but the wolf in him pushed him further, make him angry, furious. But he let that anger manipulate the poor mare, the curse made him evil. Not that before he wasn't awful and grumpy, but now, he was devilish. "You'd didn't even wait for me, Glow Heart! You didn't even give me time! I would have come back!" He mumbled softly.
"Look at you now, you're trembling because of this!" He shook the pelt from his head, and it laid against his back. His harsh black mane released, and cascaded over his neck. His voice grew soft again. "Anything, Glow? Anything?" He sounded hurt, his ears laid off to the sides, sadness emanating from his being. It was all a facade. Sirius wouldn't know, not till his subconcious did as it wished of him and then released him to wander in sadness again.
"Will you have my children, bear my children? At least let me try Glow Heart. I know that being an abomination, I cannot really give you children...." His eyes paled, he looked even more off, but he had a ratty look, his mane disheveled.
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Posted: Wed Oct 08, 2008 8:50 pm
"...Sirius..." she whispered softly. "no....please..." Anything but that...she'd have given him anything but that. "....Please...i can't...give you that...anything but that Sirius...My mate...what would he think?" She moved forward again and carefully nuzzled him.
"I wish i could have been that mare, and i wish you had found someone....I know you would have come back, Sirius,....and i know...I didn't give you time...but i was just swept away....you can't fight love, Sirius..." She said softly, trying to keep him calm. She thought she was winning this battle. That she was calming him.
Then she thought about it....guilt tore at her...but....was it possible for his kind to father children? was it really? She didn't think it was...but she wasn't sure. But if it was and she let him...Jazz would be so betrayed...She'd feel horrible...
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Posted: Sat Oct 11, 2008 5:54 pm
Sirius watched as she stumbled over words, tried to make sense of what was going on. In Sirius' conscious, his mind was plotting, digging. His inner male needed his seed to be passed, to have his children thriving on gaia. But in his subconscious, the un-cursed part of his mind, he wanted her love. He needed Glow Heart, a love he had before he was cursed. Both parts worked together, digging into Glow Heart's soft personality, making her feel guilt. "You can't fight love? You didn't fight love! You could have loved me!" Sirius moaned, but the sound was more of a howl. "Please Glow Heart, I need you. If not forever, then just for tonight...." His yellow eyes dimmed more, his eyebrows lowering in pacification.
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Posted: Sun Oct 12, 2008 5:48 pm
"...i can't...oh Sirius..." she looked away, pain in her eyes. she wanted to help him, to make him smile. She felt horrible. Was it her fault he was like this now? If she had waited, would he have been normal?
She could...just one night, let him say good by to a future that could no longer be. Let him move on. Let him do as he wished. He was right, nothing should come of it. He was...diffrent now. Right? She could let him, and then leave, go on her way. Yes...she could do that. Couldn't she?
No! Jazz. tears fell. "I can't...Oh Sirius you don't know how much i wish i could help you. But i can't...Jazz...and our boys...they'd...i could never look at them again. I want to help you but..." But her resolve was weak. It would not take much to break her now. To take her solid resolve to stay faithful and break it. She was fighting herself. Her kindness said it would be best to help him...her heart told her it was to dangerous. Her mind burned her with images of Jazz, Antirr, and Israfel.
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Posted: Sun Oct 12, 2008 6:46 pm
"If your family really loved you, they'd understand your kind nature. Your need to give." Sirius watched her mind fight with it's self. Like two angels sat on her shoulder. One for her love of her family, and one of kindness. Sirius' conscious hoped her kindness angel won.
Sirius whimpered softly, sounding awfully hurt. He had to get her to fall under his will. But he would not make her. That was bellow him.
He would soon, convince her.
Intimidate her into loving him.
If only for one night.
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Posted: Sun Oct 12, 2008 6:53 pm
"...give..." She shook her head, tears falling. "I..." she moved forward and rest her head against his neck. "...Alright..." she whispered. She couldn't fight it. A part of her would always love him, always cherish and care for him. He was in pain, he needed her. Only she could help him. It would be cruel not to. Jazz would understand. Jazz would understand.
She sniffled. "One night...I'm yours." She whispered. She tried to ignore the pelt on his back, the danger that surrounded his being. She tried to close her eyes and imagine that he was the same stallion she had met all that time ago. "I am yours." She was helpless. Helpless.
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Posted: Wed Oct 15, 2008 12:29 pm
A smile crept across Sirius' face. "Thank you, Glow Heart. I love you so much." There seemed to be a tick in his voice, a happy, sly tick. He nuzzled her neck softly.
The End.
<3
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