LJ Username: Que_Sera
mood: Concerned
Music: dark waltz
Entry style:private
Cass call me! I don't care what time it is when you read this call me ********, just ********. So apparently today was the day where Murphey's law went into overdrive.
First Professor Roberts decided that I had plagiarized my English paper becuase the wording was too unlike my normal phrasing. Like it's my fault there's only so many ways to say the same thing and have it look like I actually put effort into my damn paper. I have all my footnotes and stuff though so tomorrow I'm going to take printouts of where I took my research from and prove that he's just seeing s**t. I swear the guy is out to get me just becuase Adam was a d**k in his classes. Like all siblings are exactly alike.
Next my car broke down, ok so Crash has been a piece of junk since I bought him but dammit I need my car, Public transit in this city does not cut it for me when I want to from the apartment to campus on time. Not to mention that I can't really grocery shop or visit my parents by taking the bus.
Of course my parents aren't likely to ever speak to me again. Apparently whatever higher power is out there hates me and has decided that making me an "evolved" was the best thing to do. I'm not sure I can deal with this right now. Really I can't be randomly sporadically popping aroudn all over the place. If I was a Trekkie or something I might find this insta teleporting thing fun but what if it happens again and I ******** end up in the middle of the 401 or something? I don't even know how it works and it's happened twice today.
If my parents they'll kill me. Not joking either they pride themselves on havng a nice "clean" family history and I just screwed that up royally.
Lexi you know my dad? He shot Sassy because she had hip displaysia and he couldn't use her for his breeding program later. Nevermind that the vet saying she could still live a fairly comfortable pet life. I'm certain I'd get something less obvious than a shot to the head but still I don't, I really don't think he'd want me around with people knowing about it. Makes me sick to my stomach and part of me desperately believes that he'd make an exception for his own daughter but I dunno he's something of a fanatic.
Well at least I have the scholarship at school so if I can just keep this under control and stay in town over summer maybe I have a chance of figuring this out. I've got a chance at education still and something of a normal life until I decide what to do about this.
Cass I really need that call ok, I'm trusting you ( and all you guys who can read this) to help me get through this to figure out where the hell to go from here.
Ok secretly a tiny part of me that's not freaking out right now thinks this is sorta sweet. I mean I am now officially one of the people who gets to decide what the future of the world is. even if I got something that is useless for fighting and makes my ears feel like they do when I'm on planes. Still i really wish this could waited until i was done college and on my own.
