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 Posted: Tue Jan 06, 2009 3:49 pm
Anka smiled, she really didn't mind not knowing her father, who ever he was. She didn't really know her brother either, her blood brother. He was out there somewhere and Haggai's sister. Well at least her mother always seemed to keep one thing constant. She always seemed to have one male and one female. Strange.
"I wouldn't mind meeting my father but at the same time it doesn't bother me. Mother is never about and it has always been just me and Haggai and I am sure another is on the way at some point. Mother only visits on rare occassions and we do wonder if she thinks of us much at all." She seemed to have no problem talking about this and it freaked her out a little. She really didn't care much about either of her parents and more about her controlling brother who tried to act like her father.
"I know I have a brother out there, one with the same mother and father as I! Oh and Haggai has a sister somewhere. Who knows we could be aunts and uncles." She smiled a little at that thought though it also made her suddenly feel really rather old. Oh she hoped she wasn't an aunt, she was too young to be an aunt already!
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Posted: Tue Jan 06, 2009 4:07 pm
How interesting. He was certainly young, he couldn't have thought in the same way she could. Was it something born of the way they had been raised differently? "I suppose..." his voice trailed off. "If I had been raised by my siblings rather than knowing my family the way I do, I may feel the same way." his voice was curious now as he searched inside himself.
It made him very sad. "Do you ever think of how your father may feel? Your mother, for one, may have no problem letting you live on your own, without the closeness of a traditional family, but what about him?" He didn't intent to come across as pushy, or rude, just curious to see how this 'family' of hers thought. "I know if I never knew of my children, if they were alive, or dead, or I was unaware they existed..." Even now the thought hurt him. He knew it wasn't possible that he could have children somewhere, he had never coupled, but... "The thought is painful to me." He gave a small frown.
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Posted: Wed Jan 07, 2009 7:45 am
She understood what he was saying, but she couldn't answer his question. She had never met her father, she didn't even know what he looked like. He might care, he might not? Her father and her brother so he had at least one of his children, whether by choice or not she didn't know and didn't want to. The thought that her father hadn't wanted her did hurt somewhat but she found it hard to believe as her mother was the way she was.
"I can't answer your question." She contemplated how to answer his question a little better.
"I never met him or even know what he looks like but he has my brother. I don't know though, maybe he would be upset or maybe he is the same as mother. I don't know. What I do know is that I won't be like my mother. I want to find a mate and have a good family though I really don't know how it would work, as I have never had a proper family but I hope I can at least make something of it." She smiled. She didn't mind her upbringing but she knew and from what he said that others grew up with their parents and lived a much better life then she had and she wanted to give her possible future kids, if she were to ever have them, the best life they could possibly have.
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