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 Posted: Tue Jul 01, 2008 12:28 am
-=Those Dark Days=-
Begins again...
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Posted: Wed Jul 02, 2008 12:08 am
-=The Beginning=-
July 2, 2008
It has already been a spell..but I've only recently decided to document how I came to be cursed with these useless spirits, Eclipse and Shadow..
Perhaps I should start out with the one that came first...the girl, my mistakened summon. Eclipse.
What began this mess with the summon was the day I was handed down an old mysterious tome of demonic origin. How lucky was I to recieve such an artifact? Well..as I was about to find out...I wasn't too lucky. My brother seemed to have wanted this to be a joke on me, or else he wouldn't have just given it to..at least unless he cursed himself too.
Well..knowing how restless I can be...I decided to look into this old tome and clean off the dust by reading it..rather than letting it gether even more dust. As expected...it was written in a language that I couldn't even begin to decipher. So..I let it rest once again on the countertop of my dresser. Days passed until I finally decided to pick it up again.
Big mistake.
Just to tickle my curiousity, I chose an entry in the tome that seemed a bit interesting...even though I couldn't really read it. Trying to pronounce the words as I read aloud..odd happenings began to occur in my home. Impish laughter was one...of course something like that didn't frighten me, I'm a demoness after all. What got me was just as I began to finish the entry in the tome, the book itself began to dim as an aura began to surround the tome. Much like a shadow, it had gotten to the point where it was so dark that I could barely make out the remaining words.
Though..when I finally came around to finishing it..the book slammed itself shut and flew out from my hands to the middle of my bedroom floor. Just as I was going to retrieve it with a sneer, all the lights went out and made my room absolutely pitch black..which was odd because even when the lights were off at night, it didn't appear this dark.
Though, I believe in the area that the book had flown to rose a pair of golden gleaming eyes. The impish laughter carried on again as whatever hade been spawned from the tome came to me.
"...you called?"
she spoke to me in a cynical voice.
"I don't know...what are you?"
was my natural response.
"You called me and you don't even know what I am?! How stupid! Calling on the unknown with no knowledge of what I could do to you.."
she sounded both appalled and angry.
So since then...she had become estabilished here, and made this her residence as well, much to my displeasure. I've also dubbed her Eclipse..and she seems partial to the name, but I'm calling the punches around here so the name stays.
At least lucky for me..she has her own bedroom to stay in so that we have minimal contact..though, I did have to figure out what she was, and through all the bickering that had occured since then I've finally figured out what she is.
A Heartless...if I could use her to my own advantage then perhaps I am not so cursed after al.l
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Posted: Thu Jul 17, 2008 1:23 am
-=Arrival=-
July 18, 2008
Again, I've only recently had the desire to document of how I cam to have these little annoyances, though I've already told Eclipse's side...it's time to tell of Shadow's.
His forthcoming wasn't....or I wouldn't consider it, a mistake like Eclipse's was. Shadow had always been a creature of my creation...I suppose sort of like the male I would have wanted to spend my life with. At least...he was constantly in my daydreams, in my own drawings. What an awkward thing to believe in, and having his presence is all the more strange. Of course..I don't feel that way about the little b*****d of a ghost.
But onwards with the story of his forthcoming..
It had been a rather simple day, Eclipse and I had started to get along by this time. We had just come back to our home on the outskirts of the port city of Priyal with a few things for the place. What I found sitting on my couch was my damn demon brother with the tome he had given to me sitting open in his lap. I was already upset at the fact that he had come into my home uninvited, which in most cases he came in that fashion anyway, but with that tome open and actually reading from it!
I suppose I had caught him halfway through the same spell in the tome that I had used to summon out Eclipse because he immediately became quiet. I threw what things I held in my arms from the port city and went after my brother, hellbent on strangling him to death. Of course...he is much much stronger than myself...so that idea didn't work so well as I found myself on the floor with his taloned foot on my back.
"You should already know better than that Toyah...why you persist is beyond me. Besides...why so serious? I can come and go in my own siblings home if I want with freedom...but now that you're back, I guess I'll get going. Later sis."
Oh his voice was enough to aggravate me to no end, but I couldn't do much against my damn brother as he left us alone with the book back on the ground. I couldn't concentrate for the rest of the day, and the tie between me and Eclipse only became all the more bitter for that time. It wan't until the stormy night that I believe my anger and rage reached it's very peak when Eclipse kept on being such a little smartass with everything I said and did. I was able to land a slap to her face before she pulled the hell out of my hair and began a small fight between the two of us.
It only lasted at most, five minutes, before the place started to go dark and things began to fly out from their places. Of course we stopped, though I was still pretty pissed when a funny thought shot through my head.
If he were here...he would be able to kick my brother's a** so fast...
Of course, I was referring to my creation, Shadow.
Almost at that same instant, everything went out and was falling as if an earthquake was occuring at this moment. It slowly ceased and the darkness that had coveted my home began to recede into one concentrated area. All that mess that was revealed once things began to appear again was created by a small little wispy orb that was floating in the middle of the living room. All that..caused by that?! I didn't know who it was until he turned to observe the two of us, his gaze lingering on my face before drifting back.
"You look surprised..."
he spoke to me in an uniterested tone.
That's when I realized what had happened...Shadow had been brought forth.
Although he looked nothing the way I had always pictured him...but nonetheless, with what wreckage he had brought with him, I'm sure this is just a peek at what real power lies behind him.
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Posted: Mon Jul 28, 2008 1:09 am
-=Sounds=-
July 28, 2008
My little heartless, Shadow has grown considerably since my last entry for them. Although there was so much intimidation and distrust between me and the two heartless...it seemed we had found a common ground a few weeks ago. IT had all happened by accident,
It is a force of habit for music to be blaring throughout the home while I'm in the middle of cooking..or showering, but mostly during my artwork time. The two shadows had been exposed to music the first day they had been introduced to this house. Of course, it is music that is expected to be in a dysfuntional home..that's right..the rock genre. Many styles live in my radio's and the racks of music I have come to collect. The two had both been curious as to what those sounds were, and what they meant..what purpose they served and of the like.
It was simple to explain to the two..and almost immediately, they found songs that seemed to calm them down, or at least make them 'happier' for the time being. I decided, as we grew closer as a family, to go ahead and praise them with radio's and devices of their own to listen to music with as well as a few records of their own. That seemed to gain their trust quite a bit...
Who knew that these heartless had a place in their empty chests for that sort of thing?
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Posted: Mon Aug 04, 2008 3:12 am
-=Heartless Cravings=-
August 4, 2008
Lately..I have been having these strange cravings...to theive something that is quite strange to steal. A Heart. Though not just any heart...the purest. I can feel the energy, the purity of each heart as they pass right by me. Dare I say, I can even taste them...and how they make my mouth water with the sweet feeling they leave. Why these cravings have shown up now is beyond me...before while I was a wispling such cravings did not even cross my mind. I was content with eating what Toyah served to eat, but now...I don't even want to look at it much less eat 'food'.
I have not uttered a word just yet to Toyah...though Eclipse already knows and she claims it to be a part of our nature as Heartless. However, I don't think she understands how bad they are getting...I don't believe even she has this sort of overwhelming desire to theive a heart...
Already I have stolen countless hearts, but with each one stolen I feel the need for more and more. It feels unstoppable...but at the same time...so utterly intoxicating. I enjoy the art of theivery...especially this form of it. As exhilirating as it may be..perhaps it is a dangerous thing to have such a power..and such desire to want to consume all the light and revert everything back into darkness...
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Posted: Wed Aug 20, 2008 9:35 pm
-=Jealousy=-
August 20, 2008
My forlorn little pest of a so called brother had grown...and he grew up much faster than I. He has gotten much stronger than myself...or at least this is how he plays to come off as, he has yet to truly face me..and not that he would want to.
But this is upsetting...all attention that was upon me, the original and pure heartless being...now ALL focused on a false little emblem! I've dispised him from the start...I knew he would be nothing but a problem to me since the beginning. Though now..reaching pur fabled LEGEND form...his appearance drastically changed and now he towers over me as if I was but a child..
That's not the only thing I dispise him for...I know what he is capable of, and I've seen it first hand. He has no idea how to have self-control! Of course..such is expected from just an 'experiment' in creating a being such as I. Though, because of such reckless behavior...I have not been able to theive many hearts without being figured out so soon. Perhaps it would do us both good if I show him the ropes...but I don't find it within me to help such a pitiful failure. Or maybe Toyah ought to do something about this problem...
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Posted: Wed Oct 22, 2008 9:13 pm
-=Sinful Desires=-
October 22, 2008
It has been a while since I've been in this 'Legend' stage and since then I've seen quite a few new things...loathed even more new ghostlings and have been able to experiment with these newly obtained abilities. Since then though...another Legend, a female, had brough me into her home and started to play quite a dangerous game with me. One that seemed to work in favor for the both of us...especially as I doubt that any other female would be able to perform the things she can and take what I dish out so well without passing out or fighting against the painful pleasures she so enjoys.
Quite a desire, and it's quite easy to see why so many other males can be taken with her..although she may not be truly taken with them. Though that doesn't give them the ok to tread into the territory I stole from another. Even if this all started out because she had such a fleeting thought that I, a demon...even perhaps incubus, was not attracted to the opposite sex. Ha...what a funny way to begin a relationship...needless to say, the first act was not an act I would ever regret or take back as well as the other's that followed after and still occur.
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Posted: Sun Nov 30, 2008 2:31 am
-=Loveless=-
November 30,2008
It's been so long since I last saw my Lilith...I miss her so...where she has gone I wish I could have too, but ah...so the world turns and we move on. Now I probably wouldn't find another intellectual quite like her in the art of seduction, but no use in waiting around for her to come back. I messed with my 'brother's' woman the other day....she didn't seem interested though, and that pissed Shadow off most definately...ah, but it was fun especially with how much of a chest she has to grab..
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Posted: Sun Dec 28, 2008 1:21 am
-=Pain=-
Decemeber 28, 2008
What had started out so refreshing has become something to endure...even I who thought I could never be so close to another being, much less in love with one..Kita who has been my focus for quite awhile has been so distressed as of late. Along with occurances since then...I've made her fearful...and..unhappy.
Where all I've wanted to do was to hav her at my side for eternity as what we had promised each other, I don't see how she could want such from me..and it pains me to know that she is no longer happy with me..but that will soon no longer be a problem to her as she deserves better than what I've done and twisted her to be.
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Posted: Tue Jan 20, 2009 9:55 pm
-=Silence=-
January 21,2009
I feel as if I have been forgotten..and I think I am right. Rather..I KNOW I am right...Shadow is gone..and DoT too..Lilith hasn't returned and Sakeri..well I just don't know. Maybe it's all for the better, I never get along with anyone...and though I have become so lonely since...the one thing I like about it is the silence that comes with it...
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