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well this is a lot nicer, to spend time with family! You'll never go hungry with me around, i love to cook. *Fills up a plate and grabs a fork* So what are our plans?

*Humming softly to herself, she sat down in a large chair and became lost in thought* So much has happened to me lately... can anyone ever truly understand the lengths I have gone through to even be standing up at this very moment? No... they will never understand; they will never see the truth I keep hidden inside my beating heart, nor shall they ever. If my remaining silent about the events which have scared my life mean's their happiness, then I shall keeps them hidden from prying eye's, and those who would seek to know the true me... in hopes of helping me meet my untimely demise. No... no one shall ever know that I... am nothing more than an angel in disguise.

... Home.... *Looking down slowly, her mind was filled with random images. Her hometown, burning in flames. Villagers screaming and crying, being killed ruthlessly by men on horses. A young boy leading her into the forest, dying to protect her. Meeting the kind, and becoming his daughter. These thoughts nagged at her for a while before she shook her head softly and smiled* Yes... home at last.

*Gazing out into the courtyard, her mind began to wander. A smile on her face to hide the hurt inside, she began singing softly to the wind*

Hey..yeah

I could pretend to love you
Be someone else for awhile
Make you believe you're the one that I want
Give you my heart in disguise
I could be all you've wanted
Make all your dreams come true yeah
Surrender my love at the feet of your will
Live out your fantasy for you

And you would be happy
And I'd make you smile
And I'd go on living a lie

Do you really want to give your life to
Thinking you found true love when it hasn't found you
Do you really want to give your life to
Thinking you found true love when it hasn't found you

I could make you a promise
Be all you want me to be
Give you my hand as we walk down the aisle
So you can live happily

And you would be happy
And I'd make you smile
And I'd go on living a lie

Do you really want to give your life to
Thinking you found true love when it hasn't found you
Do you really want to give your life to
Thinking you found true love when it hasn't found you

But this is not what I have planned
I hope one day that you will understand
If I could change this heart I would
And say "I love you" only if I could

Do you really want to give your life to
Thinking you found true love when it hasn't found you

I could be the one to hold you
I could be the one you need
But I could never be the one to give you everything

I could be the one to hold you
I could be the one you need
But I could never be the one to give you everything

Do you really want to give your life to
Thinking you found true love yeah yeah
Do you really want to give your life to
Thinking you found true love when it hasn't found you...

*Placing her hand on her chest, she looked down at the floor sadly as a single tear fell from her eyes*

Why... why must something so simple be so complicated?

Well that went rather nice *She was cleaning off plates in the kitchen, thinking that today had been better than most her recent days. Perhaps she had stayed away to long, but she was very happy her travels brought her home to her brother. She remembered the days growing up alone, an outcast from her family...for being somthing they were frightened of...somthing they didnt understand. The only one who really understood her and accepted her was her brother. Her best memories were growing up with him...before she was sent away. Life was hard but once she learned to use her gifts...things were easier because she could lose herself in helping others and forget about the terrible things that haunted her past. The only other person who could have helped her understand her gifts was her mother but she was...dead. *She dropped the plate in the basin and it smashed into many sharp little shards of cobalt blue. Frowning at her carelessness she waved a hand, the plate glowed and the broken shards found their way back together leaving veins of pearl where the cracks had been a moment ago.* Well that will have to do.....

*Sighing softly, she shook her head and turned her gaze towards the floor* Not unless you can change the past.