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Posted: Mon Mar 31, 2008 12:04 pm
Their corner of the kitchen was softly illuminated, adding a touch of color to Onora's otherwise drawn face. Shai listened carefully, with so many new words...but one struck him with ancient understanding. "Witch." For the first time, his brow was drawn flat, lips pressed into a thin line of concern. The rest of her story was a blur...something of bones and birds, boys and enchantment. As she sat her cup down again, Shai settled his hand closer to hers...not quite touching, but closer in a silent offer of comfort. Her troubles sounded dire, and suddenly his story seemed simple.
"I left..." He paused, thinking it through. In truth, he'd never been asked this question. Not so simply. "...because it was time. They had failed Him. Failed themselves." The reverence with which he spoke covered the slight sadness in his voice, and Shai's tone cracked subtly, revealing for a moment the deep, rich timbre it would someday achieve. "I was not...needed."
In four simple words, Shai revealed the deepest truth he held. If he was not needed, he had no purpose...and to be without purpose was the only death he knew. It took only a few moments for his smile to warm again. It was always there, it seemed, right below the surface.
"But, Onora, here we are needed, yes?" He turned his face to the window, overlooking the gardens, and the shards shifted gently in response. The glare kept him from truly seeing beyond the glass, but Shai knew what was out there. For them both, a second chance. "Morris, needs you? And this place?" His eyes were full of light as he turned his gaze back to Onora, and for a moment looked silently over her sallow angles. "You will protect them."
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Posted: Mon Mar 31, 2008 7:13 pm
In the the muted early spring sunlight, painted in sober fading-winter tones, Onora traced the rim of her cup with one hand. She turned the other palm up, fingers curling loosely. She looked sideways at him, the soft planes of his face and the warm smile curling over his features like it was what belonged there rather than the sadness or the vulnerability tucked into the corners of the way Shai spoke, the pitch of his voice and the words.
Here could mean something, though. He was right in that. There was a heart deep tug in the world here, something under the grousing ache of home and sickness - physical or otherwise.
A smile tugged at the corners of her mouth and then bloomed wider. "Morris needs me," she agreed. "The man can barely dress himself sometimes, I swear it to Maladine." As for the rest? Here, now - things to be done.
At the last, she looked away. Squinting into the glare of sunlight and quietly withdrawing her hand from the mutual space between them in favor of pushing back her hair, Onora cleared her throat and gripped the handle of her cup. She drained the last of the tea, leaving a thick layer of honey at the bottom.
"Protect them?" she prompted. Laughed, though slightly. Maybe, hummed in the back of her mind. Maybe you will. She turned and offered Shai a smile, this one broad and simple. "What makes you say that?"
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Posted: Sun Apr 13, 2008 12:42 pm
Shai leaned back, watching Onora in quiet contemplation until she smiled. He hadn’t thought about his reasons for speaking as he did…it simply seemed correct. He returned the smile, wholeheartedly. ”You keep safe, from she that hunts you.” He shrugged, and the shards raised slowly as he nodded towards the stairs.
”You protect your Morris, and…” Though his bright eyes were almost impossible to read, Shai tilted his head towards the tea pot on the stove. His wry smile told her that he hadn’t forgotten the near violence of their initial meeting. ”You protect you.”
He got to his feet after a moment, and took a few steps towards the sitting area the next room over. His tea sat there still, steaming on its own little plate by the fire. ”I believe…it is what we do. If not to serve, then what?” His faith in that simple thought seemed unshakable, and Shai tilted his head towards the distant fireplace with another small smile. ”Would you like to sit, Onora?”
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Posted: Sun Apr 13, 2008 6:16 pm
She turned the empty cup in her hands briefly. Sometimes it felt more like running away than anything - a hasty retreat in the cold dark night - but if that could be some kind of defense too...
Well, she thought. Why not.
Onora pushed the cup away and peeled herself off her stool. "Alright," she agreed, padding barefoot into the sitting room.
With all the grace of a gangly foal she clambered into one of the chairs and tucked her feet under herself. Her toes were cold. Wordlessly she pulled her arms inside her sleeves, making some kind of awkward tent with her night dress. She propped her chin on her knees and, between her torso and knees, out of sight, Onora ran her hands over his forearms in order to chase away clammy feel of her skin.
Her head felt stuffy, but the warmth of the room compared to the cool tile of the kitchen was welcome. "How old are you?" she asked suddenly, rather unprompted. Stretching for something to say, maybe, now that they'd done away with destinies and meaning.
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Posted: Sun Apr 13, 2008 11:01 pm
Shai followed her in, glad to be back by the fireplace. He waited for Onora to sit before settling back into his own chair...reclaiming his tea and taking a small sip. Only warm now, but he still enjoyed it.
He watched Onora bundle up, and absently glanced around for a throw blanket. Her question, however, startled him from his search. "My...age?" Shai seemed at a genuine loss, but a slow smile crinkled the edges of his eyes. "Old. Young now." He wasn't trying to be mysterious, it simply felt true. The smile faded, however, as he thought about his few short years.
"I had...a friend. Also young. For each season, I..." Counting briefly on his fingers, trying to translate the thought into numbers, Shai finally shrugged. "A season to her...was year, yes, to me. We...grew...apart."
Despite the grim words, Shai did not seem sad. What had happened with Gera was bound to happen again, and regret could not change that. The shards of the Tzohar relaxed as he settled back, nestling upon his shoulders and against his sides where he tucked into the plush chair.
He knew better than to ask the same question in return, Aki had taught him that much. Still, he was curious about the wan young woman that huddled across from him. "You look young, as well. But...is Onor...are you, ah, well? " Shai lifted the back of one hand to his forehead, as though to check temperature. He had never met Onora before, and did not wish to offend, but she seemed...what was Aki's term? Under the weather?
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Posted: Fri Apr 18, 2008 5:56 pm
Lacing her fingers against her stomach, Onora peered at him across the plane of her knees. Old. Young now. Some part of her, some small secret in the center of her, could recognize that sentiment even if she couldn't quite swallow it on a conscious level. She pursed her lips. Somewhere out there her aunt was humming a song for the gods over her baby and, closing her eyes briefly, Onora could almost hear the warbling tune of something old, something new, a gut-deep chord plucked in the darkness.
She found the sleeves of her nightdress and snaked her arms back out into the open. Onora touched her forehead with her fingertips. "I think I'm..." she hesitated. It wasn't that she was catching something like a cold or a cough from some neighbor. It was more a weariness, something coming from in rather than out. She waffled momentarily; dropped her hand.
"Something's wrong," she said with a feeble shrug. "It's been getting worse since I got here."
Morris gave her looks when she slept late into the day, came to her in the afternoon when the sun fight through the drawn curtains and hovered in the way fathers were meant to. He pushed back her hair, kissed her forehead. She grumbled at him. 'We've been here too long,' she'd said, not sure if she meant the headquarters or gaia or something more than even that.
Onora pursed her lips and looked at Shai. "Maybe it's the weather." Or any other number of things. Maybe it was something she'd caught and brought with her. She pinched the bridge of her nose between her thumb and forefinger.
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Posted: Wed Apr 23, 2008 7:13 am
Shai took the last sip of his cooling tea, and set it aside. She seemed calm for someone with a mystery ailment, but in truth, he respected that. Surely her weariness had a purpose, as all things did.
"Not sick at home? Something is...new here, then. For you." For a moment, he glanced about as though he could spot the problem...the shards lifting a bit from where they'd settled against him like fat fireflies. "Maybe not enough birds."
Again, his tone was serious, but Shai's unreadable eyes crinkled at the corners. If it would help, he would catch one of every bird, just for Onora! "When you are well, yes, then the river?" It was a gentle question, without insistence.
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Posted: Tue Apr 29, 2008 6:04 pm
Onora's hand drifted away from her nose, smoothing back her hair in a deft motion, holding it back off her high forehead. "Maybe so," she muttered, a smile quirking at the corners of her mouth, a stale hint of laughter in her words.
She smiled then - slow and easy, if a little weary behind it all. "I was surprised. There are a lot of the same birds here." She hesitated. Sometimes it's not so different here... "They look close, in any case."
The light streaming in through a nearby window drew her attention momentarily. She eyed the outdoors thoughtfully for a few seconds, fingers still tangled in her hair.
"Let's go now," she said suddenly, kicking free her feet and slithering up to stand. A walk might do her good. She looked at Shai, flushed and slightly glassy eyed. "Let me go find my shoes." Without actually waiting for an assent one way or the other, Onora wafted out of the room.
She returned a few minutes later struggling into a coat that was quite obviously second hand, too-short at the wrists and darned at one elbow, stockings pulled on under a plain wool dress. Her shoes were oddly out of place with the garments - a solid pair of half boots, tooled in a dated fashion; they were probably the only part of the thrown together outfit that Onora actually owned, rather than something borrowed or found.
"Let's go. I want to catch a fish."
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Posted: Wed Apr 30, 2008 1:59 pm
Shai opened his mouth, but Onora was already off...disappearing as suddenly as she'd appeared. He shut his mouth slowly, and smiled. If she was in ill health, he was going to suggest she bring her Morris along, as well, but Onora didn't seem like the kind of person that needed his advice. Instead, Shai gathered up their dishes and made his way back into the kitchen.
He'd just finished putting a few things into a plastic bag when she returned, dressed and ready. Shai brightened at the mention of the fish, and grabbed an empty jelly jar from the shelf as well. "Yes, Onora." His agreement was immediate, and he slung the half full shopping bag comfortably over one shoulder. "I am ready!"
Holding the door to the HQ open until Onora passed, Shai stepped out after her and took a breath. It was still cold out, but the first true wash of morning was already painting the sky. "It is not too far, with good company." His smile was warm enough to stave off at least some of the chill.
The creak of the garden gate announced company, even before Aki spoke. "Shai? Are you leaving?"
His guardian paused in the gateway to the garden, one hand still on the old metal latch. Aki's face held the cool, unreadable elven expression that marked her and her brethren until she nodded once, offering the slightest smile to Onora.
The shards of the Tzohar lifted, catching the serene pinks and golds of the early sunrise. "Aki! Yes! We leave to the river."
"We are going to the river." She corrected him absently, still studying Onora.
Shai nodded, grateful for the correction. "We are going to the river. Yes. Ah! This is Onora!" Shai settled one hand gently on Onora's shoulder, and motioned with his other hand towards the gate. "This is Aki. She is my Morris." He spoke with a straight face, but the smile was ever present in the corners of his eyes.
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Posted: Sat May 03, 2008 6:16 pm
Strange, how she could be chilled indoors and yet find the brisk morning air soothing - enjoyable, even. It brought a sharp, immediate feeling to her thoughts and successfully drove away the haze that had been edging along the corners of her mind. She breathed in deep, holding the cold air in her lungs until it burned.
The creak of the gate seemed especially loud in the crisp air. Onora's step faltered and her attention snapped around, the sudden twist of her head giving her a momentary flare of light headedness. Her hands tightened into fists like she could balance off the air if she held fast. She received the slight smile with a blank face, hard wild eyes. A moment later she glanced away, feeling ridiculous over her own flare of paranoia. Whatever this was, clouding her head and who knew what else, was making her jumpy. It was embarrassing.
"Hello," she said bluntly rather than quietly. Her gaze lifted long enough to catch Aki's eyes before it skirted away toward the tree line, the pale morning sky. She looked at Shai, mouth set in an expectant line.
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Posted: Tue May 20, 2008 4:11 pm
"Good morning." No one seemed inclined to force a conversation from Onora. Aki took one last long look at the girl before nodding, and glancing off as well in the direction they faced. "See you when you're back, then."
Shai nodded, letting his hand fall from Onora's shoulder. "Someday, I will meet your friend." He motioned as a courtesy for Onora to lead, so she could enjoy the view without his bright form in the way. The path was clear and simple, all the way distant banks. At this time of morning, it was bound to be a lovely walk.
Taking a breath, Shai smiled. "The garden...was one of the first memories. Of here. This place." He spoke quietly, a little nostalgia in his voice. "The garden and Airi..." He didn't try to hide the affection in his voice. Shai wasn't embarrassed about such things.
"Did Ono-...did you arrive in the garden?"
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Posted: Wed Jun 04, 2008 5:59 pm
Trundling down the path, they wound their way past the last vestiments of winter: yellowed stubs of grass clinging to the edge of the worn path, patchy garden beds filled with the rattling ghosts of tulip shoots and wrinkled petals from the year prior. Onora ran her fingers over the tops of the hedges they skirted past, the leaves rustling under the touch. Spring was well on it's way - green overturning the brown, the yellows, the sober grays. Summer soon, hot days and cool nights. At home they would be opening up all the rooms closed off for winter, pulling dust cloths off old tables and chairs and fighting winter-crusted windows open to the outside air.
Onora shook her head as she led the way out of the garden toward the little wood. She smelled the water before she heard or saw it. "No. We arrived in the woods." It had been cold as anything then though, she admitted, she and Morris had been soaked straight through. "I don't recommend world-jumping in wet clothes," she remarked flippantly.
The river crawled into view like a lazy animal, winding nonchalantly around one bend. The water was slow moving and clear over the shallows and small gray stones lined the bed near the banks. Somewhere in the middle, she suspected, it must have turned to rich wonderful mud, but the edges...
Onora kicked off his shoes and shed her stockings with the efficiency of long practice. Despite the chilly air of morning she immediately hopped off the edge of the bank and landed, ankle-deep, in the frigid water. She hopped around, muttering around her breath and wiggling her toes until her feet and ankles went numb. She looked to the bank, to Shai, and smiled slightly.
"Cold as hells," she informed him and then looked across the water. "I don't see many fish."
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Posted: Fri Jun 06, 2008 6:59 pm
He nodded absently as he listened, though Onora was faced the other way. Shai wondered, briefly, if nature was the true tie between their homelands, and resolved to ask every Fa’e he met if they shared this in common. ”Ah, you…recommend…too late.” The smile was obvious in his voice, even if she wasn’t looking. ”Always rain, in Elam. Always.” The young Fa’e lifted his eyes as he spoke, watching the slightly overcast morning sky beyond the dappled canopy. A tiny twist of nostalgia surprised him…not homesick, never that, but it twinged a bit nonetheless. Perhaps it was just Gera he missed.
Once they spotted the river, Shai paused, watching Onora’s actions curiously. She wiggled right out of her boots and socks, and took to the shallow water easily. Her eyes seemed a little brighter as she glanced back, and he was glad for it.
”Cold as hells. I don’t see many fish.”
Shai’s slight smile faded into a quizzical look, his spunglass hair shifting as he tilted his head. ”Onora’s hell is cold? I did not know!” He sat on a largish rock and took his own sandals off with much greater ceremony…setting them neatly aside once he finished. Stepping into the water, silently agreeing with her fish population assessment, Shai took a moment to phrase his next question.
”If Onora has hell, has she heaven?” There was a quiet, hopeful curiosity in his voice, marred by just a bit of a shiver. He wiggled his tones against the cold river rocks, and bent down to scoop up a particularly eye catching one as they spoke.
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Posted: Fri Jun 06, 2008 11:26 pm
She gave him a blank look, her head cocked slightly to one side - not unlike a hound listening at a perplexing whistle call. "Of course it's cold. What else would it be?" Onora shook her head with a sniffle of laughter and a roll of her eyes. She motioned at Shai knowingly as if she suspected he was making game of her.
Hiking up her skirts, Onora waded a little deeper in the river - eyes down and sharp on the look out for anything remotely fish-like. She held her skirt up, fisted in one hand, her hair back with the other. The stones rolled away under the numb ends of her toes, puffs of riverbed mud casting lazily about her ankles.
"Sometimes the Overworld is called heaven," Onora said matter-of-factly. "Though only the gypos and the peddlers call it that. Nine hells," she said, the tone of her voice dropping into a rolling cadence that spoke of rote memorization, a taught familiarity so entrenched that it was almost instinct. "and the three gates of the Overworld - one for the righteous, one for the faithful, one for the pure of heart. Between you and me," she remarked, shooting Shai a look. "I wonder how anyone gets through the third gate. Fish."
The last was said to a pair of slick, silver backed fish who slid out from between two large stones. The pair cut through the water like knives, darting toward the legs before they tacked suddenly and jumped away, disappeared between one blink on the next. The sight of them seemed to somehow satisfy her. Turning, Onora waded back to the edge of the river and stepped out into the faintly yellowed grass. She shook off her feet and hopped about for a few seconds until she managed to shake the pin pricks of returning feeling out of her toes. With as little ceremony as she'd flung them off, Onora threw herself onto the grass and stuffed her feet back into her stockings, though she left her shoes in the grass.
Hooking her elbow on her knee and settling her chin in her upturned palm, Onora eyed Shai thoughtfully. Her mouth was pursed into a thin line, face pinched slightly. "Why do you want to know about heaven?"
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Posted: Mon Jun 09, 2008 1:00 pm
Fish? Shai's face was blank for a moment as he considered that. The third gate was for fish? It clicked after a moment, and he smiled at her discovery. They hadn't brought a jar (not that he knew of, anyway) but at least they'd spotted a fish in the water! There was hope yet!
He continued to smile as he thought about Onora's words. She had some unusual points of view and reference, it seemed, but she spoke her own teachings well. "Ah, I see pure of heart as...more can do?...than righteous. To be righteous, must you not be all three?" He wasn't challenging her, Shai was simply musing as he turned the river rock over and over in his hands.
Finally he handed her the wet stone with a smile, stepping out of the river as well. "Reminds me of Onora." It was simple chert, half dusky green and half rust red, divided by a layer of white quartz that shot through it like lightning. "Forgive if I asked far, please. Heaven is...very important. To me." There was weight to his words, but it was his own weight. Shai shrugged. "Is it not important to Onora?"
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