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nutin mucho. you?

im not a druggy though... just a stoner. i just smoke weed and sometimes drink. any other drugs ive done were just once to see what it was like, and one i did unknowingly... except for codeine which ive done like maybe 5 times recreationly. i pretty much just smoke pot... just most of the people that dont know me that well think i do all sorts of drugs all the time...

what im saying is just because ive done drugs before doesn't make me a druggy, and people shouldnt think that either. thats like thinking someones an alcoholic just because they've consumed alcohol before.

yo sis. they just trying to point fingers and blame something. there was plenty of drop outs before computers. matter fact every single person i know except like 1 that dropped out don't even use computers. and he only use computers rarely. its basically like this for me dre. i gotta have a life outside of work. if i ain't on the computer i'm outside somewhere. and just like on gaia there are clowns on the street looking for trouble that want to start something. cause they big or got a couple niggas round em they wanna talk s**t n fukk wit u. matta fact other day girl claimin she wuz blood walkin round wit 2 girls n a f** a** ***** tryin to beef wit everybody up the subway. if you hit a girl thats 2-3 years alone and if she pregnant thats an extra 1-2. the reason most people drop out is cause they can't relate. some people are these wanna be gangstas and wanna be tough so they do it for their wanna be gangsta reasons or because their stupid asses got so far back tryin to look tough that they don't know how to they gonna get through.

and most guys don't really wanna go to college. every race is more likely to go than black males. and the rate of black males graduating from college is very low.

i'm in a prep school, but imma tell you my personal reasons. I couldn't relate with high or college. too much drama. too many people talkin s**t n startin s**t. i never really got anything out of it. i was just there and just passed that was it. it didn't catch my interest. I got better grades than most people and still can't get hired by nobody. its mainly about who you are and not your grades. grades are for getting you into and thru college and into a high level job, but in the end if you don't act a certain way they won't hire you and it ain't about being proper. its about you being all together what they want you to be. you have to be that perfect "society" person. its just like fukk it. if i'm not gonna get a job even if i get through college then why the hell waste your time in high school. why suffer all those years doing something you don't want to do and never learning nothing just to end up right back on the streets. the way you are raised determines your chances of survival. and being a female gives you even more benefit.

you probably won't understand, because most guys are born in a situation where they have a chance. matter fact everyone i've seen on gaia has a chance, but I was born into a situation where i don't have a shits worth chance. i've done everything right. got the good grades. got to college, but s**t these niggas skippin class, gettin bad grades, and not doing s**t are getting these jobs like its nothing. i'm struggling sending every job on the planet applications over and over again every single month but nobody hires me. I got bills to pay, I gotta eat and have clothes and all that. when you gotta make this money to survive school starts to become too much to handle. i ain't got nobody to help me i'm on my own. i just spent my money from a loan for school stuff on my bills.

when you gettin ******** over by everyone all the time and when you gotta go through dangerous neighborhoods where you can get killed and robbed for your money you gotta get something on you. then with people disrespecting you and treating you like s**t and tryin to slap you around when you on your own minding your buisness all the time eventually you get so pissed that you can't let it slide no more and you start fighting back so they leave you alone. then their people come at you. then you gotta find out how your gonna make it through this s**t.

dre you should come see me. i'm hungry. i lost so much weight. been sick so much. need clothes. the only money i got left is whats left over from my school book money. my money is spent before i get it. and still in college. so tell me what you expect

haha shyt I feel you rippa... i've never really had a choice for shyt. i was born into this ******** up situation and i do everything in my own ******** power to make it better because my moms and dad dont give a ********

If you truly didn't have a chance then you would be dead right now, as long as you're alive you have a chance even if it's a tiny percent.

If you really wanted to get hired, you would make an effort to talk properly in an interview, if you don't really talk that way then say you don't, but you really want the job so you're talking 'properly', practice your answers and dress properly if the job requires.

Do you have a criminal record? For people with criminal records, if you wanted to get hired, the severity of the crime determines wether or not you have a higher chance to get hired.

You get a better chance if you say what you've done and are honest and you don't do that stuff anymore if that's really what you've done. In my opinion.

I live in britain so i cant drop outta skwl but i do play basketball n i fite alot sum times i win sumtimes i lose but ma crew will always stik wiv me unless there faggots so i drop em, im doin well in skwl rite now though!!!