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 Posted: Wed Dec 22, 2004 8:26 am
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Posted: Wed Dec 22, 2004 9:44 am
i personally dont know exactly when i realized or anything, i didnt pay much attention to it until the last part of 8th grade (im in 9th now) and well... i dunno i guess ive slowly turned bisexual while im going out with my girlfriend, but im still attracted to her in "love" and in a sexual matter... ive started only looking at other guys and yaoi and all that good stuff recently... i dunno if i should even really consider myself bisexual, i might just be going through curiousity that will go away or turn me into something else.. i just know that right now i dont think "im not gonna do THAT with him because he's a guy" im just... open to whatever possibilities i can have, but im still staying loyal to my girlfriend... lmao i dont even know what im talking about anymore xd .. just talking about random stuff all together... well yeah... i guess ive just recently had all those weird fantasies and stuff, so i dont know whats going to happen... crying i dont know what im talking about!
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Posted: Wed Dec 22, 2004 10:31 am
I first realized I was gay about a year ago? Can't remember exactly. A few years back, I had a girlfriend that seemed like she wanted to destroy our relationship with non-sense questions. She would ask things like: Am I fat? Would You still love me if I was ugly? The question that got me was: If I were a guy, would you still love me? It felt like a brick hit me right in the face. I looked her and said firmly NO. She cried and ran off and did all that garbage girls do when they're sad. I just stayed where I was and thought about what she said, what I said, and what I was thinking when she asked the question. I came to realize that I would love her if she were a he, but in a different way...like as friends. I told her this and she cheered up a bit. Later that year, we broke up and it seriously ripped me apart. I tried to have relationships, but every time I did I kept on thinking about what she had asked and about her in general. About a year ago, I can across a website that said YAOI on the homepage. I was like wtf! I've never heard of yaoi...So I looked and found it was male-male hentai. I spent a good month or so checking out this stuff and then realized, this is me...I'm not destined to like girls. It took a better part of a year to cope with this sudden enlightenment onto the path that was there for me, but I couldn't see. I've kept myself relatively hidden, there are very few that know that I'm gay. Then on saturday, I met a guy that my friend wanted to hook me up with. We hung out, went to a club and danced, kissed, and then made our commitment to each other. That's where I am now...no longer confused and in love to boot!
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Posted: Wed Dec 22, 2004 4:26 pm
Hifay I'll go first.... My Christmas party was almost over.Everybody had left,but my best friend.I knew she was gay, and I was okay with that.I was leaning on my door,and I heard her mom honk the horn of the car.She walked over to the door, and pointed up.It was mistletoe, we laughed,and then we stared at each other for almost ever,and she leaned in and kissed me,and I kissed her back,we started to french kiss,when we heard her mom knock at the door.We immediatly satopped said by to each other,and she left. I asked her to be my girlfriend three days later. 3nodding Awww!!! That's so sweet!!!!! I wish u guys luck! heart
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Posted: Wed Dec 22, 2004 4:48 pm
Good call. Like we just "turn gay". Like we just wake up one morning and flip a coin. "Heads I go after tails, tails I go after..."...Well, ya get the idea.
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Posted: Wed Dec 22, 2004 4:52 pm
Anyways, I'd seen hints that I might've been bi for years, but I wasn't sure until I was home alone one day, and I saw the cd set for Queer As Folk. I just popped it in to see what the show was about, and soon enough, I found myself...well, drooling. neutral
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Posted: Sat Dec 25, 2004 10:00 pm
Hifay I'll go first.... My Christmas party was almost over.Everybody had left,but my best friend.I knew she was gay, and I was okay with that.I was leaning on my door,and I heard her mom honk the horn of the car.She walked over to the door, and pointed up.It was mistletoe, we laughed,and then we stared at each other for almost ever,and she leaned in and kissed me,and I kissed her back,we started to french kiss,when we heard her mom knock at the door.We immediatly satopped said by to each other,and she left. I asked her to be my girlfriend three days later. 3nodding RAWR! Anyway, i became Bi when i played truth or dare with a cute guy. He knew we knew he was gay. There was an asian, a gay, and 2 straight. After that people dared me and him to kiss. Eventually it got out of hand, and i began to be aroused by Men more and more. Girls arouse and attract me more, but guys can have their turns. I am also the youngest here, so not too mcuh exp yet. xd
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Posted: Sun Dec 26, 2004 12:10 am
well i became bi at first.......it was a dream awhile ago. about a year. thought it was nothing so i got rid of it. during the summer my thoughts of guys changed........after awhile i realized i didnt like girls as much as guys and here i am..gay. im not full open with friends. they know im bi but they dont know im really gay. they mostly accept me. my mother and her bf are homophobes and said if i became bi or gay theyd throw me out. its gonna be along time before i come out to them. a member of my dads side of the family is gay and i told her im bi and she understands and is willing to take me to a support group. im just really shy. should i go?
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Posted: Tue Dec 28, 2004 11:13 am
well i had always "experimented" when i was young but wasnt attracted to girls til i met serafina.....and i fell in love with her. thats when i knew i was bi.
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Posted: Tue Dec 28, 2004 5:17 pm
i turned bi for something i don't wanna talk about, also i had some childhood crap which is why i feel uncomfortable being it right now.
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Posted: Tue Dec 28, 2004 10:35 pm
i've always been the one to "boil the straighter noodles"
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Posted: Wed Dec 29, 2004 7:45 am
I'm still curious..... I mean, I'm majorly turned on by lesbian porn, 'specialy Yuri redface But I could never think of myself in a relationship with a girl... Of course, I'm 14, so I have I wile to figure it out.
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Posted: Wed Dec 29, 2004 7:47 am
Yumiko_Yoshihana I'm still curious..... I mean, I'm majorly turned on by lesbian porn, 'specialy Yuri redface But I could never think of myself in a relationship with a girl... Of course, I'm 14, so I have I wile to figure it out. ::nosebleed:: sweatdrop ... ::drools::
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Posted: Wed Dec 29, 2004 7:48 am
AkumaNokiri i personally dont know exactly when i realized or anything, i didnt pay much attention to it until the last part of 8th grade (im in 9th now) and well... i dunno i guess ive slowly turned bisexual while im going out with my girlfriend, but im still attracted to her in "love" and in a sexual matter... ive started only looking at other guys and yaoi and all that good stuff recently... i dunno if i should even really consider myself bisexual, i might just be going through curiousity that will go away or turn me into something else.. i just know that right now i dont think "im not gonna do THAT with him because he's a guy" im just... open to whatever possibilities i can have, but im still staying loyal to my girlfriend... lmao i dont even know what im talking about anymore xd .. just talking about random stuff all together... well yeah... i guess ive just recently had all those weird fantasies and stuff, so i dont know whats going to happen... crying i dont know what im talking about! Ahh... teh fantasies!!! lol. I get them lots... I think I'm in the exact same position as you, but I got into yaoi pretty eirly, then hentai, now I'm a full blown Yuri fanatic. I love yuri!! heart Sometimes on the internet I'll say I'm bi just to see if it feels weird, but It doesn't.... feh. I still don't know for sure, but I will later I s'pose
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Posted: Wed Dec 29, 2004 7:50 am
Iwakura I first realized I was gay about a year ago? Can't remember exactly. A few years back, I had a girlfriend that seemed like she wanted to destroy our relationship with non-sense questions. She would ask things like: Am I fat? Would You still love me if I was ugly? The question that got me was: If I were a guy, would you still love me? It felt like a brick hit me right in the face. I looked her and said firmly NO. She cried and ran off and did all that garbage girls do when they're sad. I just stayed where I was and thought about what she said, what I said, and what I was thinking when she asked the question. I came to realize that I would love her if she were a he, but in a different way...like as friends. I told her this and she cheered up a bit. Later that year, we broke up and it seriously ripped me apart. I tried to have relationships, but every time I did I kept on thinking about what she had asked and about her in general. About a year ago, I can across a website that said YAOI on the homepage. I was like wtf! I've never heard of yaoi...So I looked and found it was male-male hentai. I spent a good month or so checking out this stuff and then realized, this is me...I'm not destined to like girls. It took a better part of a year to cope with this sudden enlightenment onto the path that was there for me, but I couldn't see. I've kept myself relatively hidden, there are very few that know that I'm gay. Then on saturday, I met a guy that my friend wanted to hook me up with. We hung out, went to a club and danced, kissed, and then made our commitment to each other. That's where I am now...no longer confused and in love to boot! *mutters* lucky basterd. Jk!! Jk!! I feel happy for you!! I think its great that you are were you are!! if donly more could be as lucky as you! lol
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