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 Posted: Sun Dec 23, 2007 10:35 pm
As i kiss you on the cheek i mumble "Its not a bad thing to be over emotional."
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Posted: Mon Dec 24, 2007 5:33 am
His kiss caused a wierd churning in my stomach. It's the same feeling as before and it frustrates me that I don't know what it is. I didn't even notice my voice raising a little. "But that's the problem! I understand almost everything people do, but one thing always confuses me and it's probably the one thing I can never have." My throat was tightening again and tears were at the corners of my eyes once more.
(I may not be on tomorrow, so I want to wish you a Merry Christmas, Happy Holidays, and a safe New Year's, zarase. ninja 3nodding )
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Posted: Mon Dec 24, 2007 8:14 am
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Posted: Mon Dec 24, 2007 9:23 am
"Who said you couldent have? now dont cry and try to smile i came here for you." I look into his eyes searching for some happyness
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Posted: Mon Dec 24, 2007 7:29 pm
I try to smile but I know it looks so petty and weak, not like my normal smiles. "But Sasuke," I choke out, "someone said that no one could ever love me. How is someone going to love me if I don't even know what love is?" I lean into his chest again and place my ear over his heart, my body shaking in an attempt not to cry...again.
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Posted: Tue Dec 25, 2007 1:46 pm
"Love is what you make of it, dont listen to others just follow what your body and heart tell you to do."
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Posted: Wed Dec 26, 2007 4:20 am
"But everytime I listen to my heart, it just makes my life worse or I almost die. Look at what happened with Gaara. My heart told me to protect you and Sakura and it almost got me kill. It also tells me not to attack the villagers when they attack me and sometimes I wind up in the hospital for a few days because of it."
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Posted: Wed Dec 26, 2007 8:12 pm
I sigh "Well i dont know..." i kiss him lightly on the lips.
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Posted: Thu Dec 27, 2007 1:10 pm
My ranting stops when his lips connect with mine. It was brief, but the contact was there. My lips were tingling because of it. Was this how you were suppose to feel when you were in love? "Sasuke, why did you come to see me?" I whispered.
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Posted: Wed Jan 02, 2008 9:59 am
I whispered "Was i not supposed to come and see you?" i shift slightly moving closer.
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Posted: Thu Jan 03, 2008 6:08 am
I shake my head rapidly, "I didn't mean it like that, it's just..." I bite my lip trying to figure out how to phrase this. In the end, I just decided to ask him that question, no matter how awkward it sounded coming from me.
"Um...Sasuke, how do you know you're in love? What's it even like to be loved?" I asked timidly.
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Posted: Thu Jan 03, 2008 10:09 am
I sigh and look up at the clouds "You never know what love is untill you loose it then you realise that yo had one of the best things in the world going for you."
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Posted: Thu Jan 03, 2008 4:53 pm
My head cocks to the side. The way he phrased it made it sound similar to what I felt when Sasuke left the village. It felt as if my heart had been ripped out. It took Sakura and Kakashi a whole three weeks to get me to leave my house. Even then, I still wasn't myself for a few more weeks. Was this because I loved him? But, love still didn't make any sense to me. "The term love still isn't making any sense to me, Sasuke. What does it feel like to you? I mean, to lose the one you think you love?"
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Posted: Mon Jan 07, 2008 6:41 pm
"I guess it feels like youve lost part of your soul. its kinda sadning to think about."
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Posted: Tue Jan 08, 2008 6:12 am
My breath hitched. His eyes were so...different. Before they were always icy and cold, but now, they look regretful and sad, lke he wishes for a chance to make things right. I smile saddly and look at the ground. "I guess love has no meaning then."
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