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Posted: Fri Nov 23, 2007 9:25 am
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Posted: Fri Nov 23, 2007 10:30 am
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Posted: Tue Nov 27, 2007 4:21 pm
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Posted: Tue Nov 27, 2007 4:57 pm
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Posted: Wed Nov 28, 2007 7:13 pm
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Posted: Wed Nov 28, 2007 7:48 pm
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Posted: Thu Nov 29, 2007 7:25 pm
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Posted: Sun Dec 02, 2007 3:33 pm
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Posted: Tue Dec 04, 2007 8:24 pm
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Posted: Tue Dec 04, 2007 11:17 pm
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Posted: Mon Dec 10, 2007 11:20 am
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Posted: Tue Dec 11, 2007 10:26 pm
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Posted: Wed Dec 12, 2007 5:28 am
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Just had a philosophical dream. I was a teacher in some small town, my students was about elementary school age. It is a school night and I just got finished talking to some friends at the bar (guess it is about midnight). As I'm walking my way home I run into one of my students, she is running around in pajamas looking scared. She runs to me and tries to tell some things but she is to upset to speak clearly. I calm her down and she tells me she is looking for her friend and fears something bad has happened. I offer to take her back home while I and others look for her friend. But the look of sheer terror on her face tells me she doesn't wait to go back home. So I start to take her back to the bar become it is closer than my house or the police station and there is still lots of people there. But as soon as we start to walk to the bar we hear a woman called out the name of a girl over and over, it is a name of another one of my students. The woman is hysterical as she runs up to us, as she dose the girl hides herself behind me, the woman frantically tells me that she needs help looking for her daughter. I tell her we need to go to the bar and get people to aid in the search. She is to worried and tries to run off but I stop her. For some reason I had to make a hard choice about what to do next.
All I know is that both of them seem to be looking for the same person and nether of them can tell much about what happened. The girl fears being alone and I don't want to leave her alone. The woman is hysterical and I fear she'll get aimlessly lost in her state. The girl is calm (calm enough) and just wants to find her friend and the woman is walking aimlessly just wanting to find her daughter. I know the girl knows her why around town and the near by woods well, she'll be a great help in the search. The woman feels her daughter is nearby down the road next to a big gate. The gate is about the same distance from us as the bar, but on a darker path. Because the woman refuses to go with me to the bar thinking she'll miss a chance to find her daughter if she goes, it'll be hard to keep us in a nice happy group.
My instincts tell me to just take the girl with me and not worry about the woman, but I ignore those feelings. So I look down the road at the bar and then down the other road at the gate. I know for a fact there is lots of people in the bar and I can see a few people down by the gate talking. I feel my best bet is the bar so I tell the girl to walk with the woman to the gate and no farther and if they find nothing to head to the bar. I'm going to run to the bar get help and than run to the gate, that way they'll wont be alone for long. But as soon as I'm about to run the girl yells, "Don't leave me alone!". I try to explain that she is not alone as long as they stay together, but keep saying don't leave me.
So I think about it and figure that we'll all go to the gate and of those people are still there ask them to go for more help. The girl holds my hand as we walk and then the woman asks for my other hand as it gets darker (some clouds block the moonlight) and her hand is cold (but it is a warm night). We get about halfway to the gate when I get a bad feeling so I stop and look around. I don't like the area we are in and it feels like something is watching us. As the clouds move and more light shines again I like the area even less despite the fact it looks normal. And then as I look back I see some people from the bar in the place we just left. The girl and I want to go back but the woman demands that we keep going. I don't want to and I start to run back with the girl in hand. But soon the woman grabs my hand again tightly, pulling my arm while her nails are digging into the my skin, trying to get us to go to the gate. The girl is terrified and I tell her to run back to the people and she runs away. As I'm trying to get the woman to let go of my hand I noticed that she has no shadow and than looking at the gate I remember there is no big gate like that in town. So a break her grasp on me and run away. Picking up the girl in my arm as I run pass her. We make it back to the spot and tell the people what is going on. Some of the people look at us oddly when we tell them about the woman and point back at the gate. I look back to see if I can find the woman on the road point her out. But she is gone and so is the gate. Some of the men talk to me as some women tend to the girl. They tell me there is no way I could have seen that woman because she is dead, they found her body on the other side of town near her home not to long ago. It seems something like a large animal attacked her and killer her and both the girl's parents. They are still looking for the woman's child and husband, but going by what they found the husband most likely chased after whatever attacked them going by the bullet rounds and footprints found. No one knows about the child but they think she is still alive and just hiding somewhere. Both of them live next door to each other so the girl I'm with may know what happened, but she seemed to have blocked out the memory of the event. Then one of the men said we most likely seen the woman's phantom and she was try to take people to hell with her. As shocked as I was to hear all of that my main goal was to try and take care of the girl for the time being. Especially sense it seems I'm the only one she trusts and don't want to be to far away from me.
Then I wake up. I feel the whole point of that dream was to tell me to 1) always trust my instincts and 2) you can't help everyone even if you want to. Because if I just followed my instincts from the start I would have just toke the girl to the bar and been done with the whole thing. But I wanted to try and help everyone and ignored what I felt, almost ending badly for not only myself but for the girl too. Even if I wanted to help find a lost child and protect everyone, the fact of the matter is I'm only one man and I still need to learn the limits of what I can do because I can't be everywhere at once.
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Posted: Fri Dec 21, 2007 10:41 am
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