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 Posted: Sun Aug 14, 2005 1:55 pm
I'm hiding under my bed now, cause I'm kind of scared, Momma yelled at me, she never yells, but she yelled at me. All I did was ask her how her visit with her parents and the doctors had been and she yelled and threw a book at my head.And then she started crying but when I went to give her a hug she told me n-not to touch her...
She scared me, her eyes were all red and smudgy with black lines comming down her face. And her words were all slurry and and and she kinda smelled like the bad man from the mansion......
I think I'm gonna go visit the park, because nothing bad happens at the park.
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Posted: Sun Aug 14, 2005 1:56 pm
Oh s**t oh s**t oh s**t, he's lost I yelled at him and now he's lost! Damnit I should have just had a babysitter watch him after that ******** meeting with my parents and the shrinks, serves me right for going out and getting plastered, I'm lucky I'm not dead. Jesus is that the door?
It is, its him... ******** hugging him and I don't think I'm ever going to let him go ever again, not once, I'm telling him its okay and that I'm sorry, that mommy was really upset last night and that it will never happen again. Goddess it will never happen again....
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Posted: Sun Aug 14, 2005 1:57 pm
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Posted: Sun Aug 14, 2005 1:58 pm
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Posted: Sun Aug 14, 2005 1:59 pm
Today momma and me watched a bunch of movies, we watched Ginger Snaps, Ginger Snaps 2, Jeepers Creepers, Jeepers Creepers 2, ROcky Horror Picture show and The Beach. They were all fun, I liked the pretty girl's hair in ginger snaps, how it had little bits of white streaked all the way through. I also liked her belly button ring. It was really pretty, Momma said I could get one when I turned twelve but til then I could get hoops in my ears!
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Posted: Sun Aug 14, 2005 2:01 pm
Momma is sick and one of her friends came over to make her feel better he was in the kitchen with her cooking something and they had left their cigarettes all over the table, I took a few of his, they didn''t look the same as momma''s though and they tasted a bit different but not bad. I hope Momma gets better soon because all she can do right now is lay on the couch. When the Sabrith lady cam over she did my makeup she put copper eyeshadow with blue green eyeliner and soft purple lipgloss on me I really liked it and she brought me an outfit that she said she made just for me it was a black skirt but all shreaded and a dark red mesh top like mommy has. I was happy that she made soemthing for me, it made me really happy.
((**The outfit and makeup is actually what Sabs would put him in according to her I find it cute**))
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Posted: Sun Aug 14, 2005 2:02 pm
Momma is still sick but she spent the whole day reading to me and Wraith. Telling us stories about princes and princesses. It was lots of fun, then we asked her to read the black book and she did, but she told us we had to remember that it was only one viewpoint and that we have to make our own decisions.
I liked the book, it was by a man named Anton Szandor LaVey, and it talked about human nature and stuff, it was really really interesting. When Momma found out that I was interested in the book and that I had already read the book that Raynair had given me she gave me soem new books and I spent the rest of the night til bedtime reading them again.
At bedtime she sang me and Wraith that song again and told us that it was from a book by a man who lost his baby.   Both of the humans were reading a lot today it almost makes me wish I could read their language. But not really cause humans are silly.
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Posted: Sun Aug 14, 2005 2:03 pm
Trinket sat on his bed looking out the window. He wondered what Orion would think of him now, it had been a while since he had seen the slightly older boy and he was beginning to get worried that maybe he never would again. He had dreamed of the other boy last night, just of hugging him again and kissing his cheek again. But it wasn''t just them in the dream and it confused him because Dare was there too.
He needed sleep, he missed his friends.
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Posted: Sun Aug 14, 2005 2:04 pm
"Gods damnit Trinket I told you a million times not to leave your wet towels on the bloody floor, it is not hygenic and it is not safe!" The door opened and Momma stood in the doorway a towel in her hand.
I nodded and went back to the book I was reading, it was absolutley fascenating. Momma had lent me the Satanic Bible when she found me reading through her 'magick' books, and I was absolutley engrossed in it. Enough so that I really didn't care about why I shouldn't have left the towel on the floor. I finished the chapter I was on marked my page and put the book down on my bed.
Momma had recently needed to buy me a new bed when mine had met with an... unfortunate accident. I had been working with candles and the bed had lit on fire just a little bit, only the corner was singed but she still felt that I should get a new bed, one that was mine and mine alone and that would last me for at least the next ten years. So while we were gettign me a new bed I got to decorate my bedroom.
A large mahogany desk and bookshelf together covered the one wall in its entirety, the bookshelf filled so far with whatever I could get my hands on, the desk absolutley tidy, a flatscreen moitor the only thing on its surface.
I padded across the floor and took the towel from Momma who was now grinning and apologized before hanging the towel on one of the hooks in my closet.
"Sabrith is comming over sweetheart"
Those words made a grin blossom over my face, Sabrith was one of Momma's friends that could always make me grin. I dug through my closet until I came to my newest creation sliding into it feeling the silk and satin caress my skin, feeling the pvc and vinal press tight against my flesh. I adjusted the the straps and buckles and walked to my vanity sitting down and preparing myself in the way both Momma and Sabrith had shown me.
I knew I was lucky to have Sabrith as a friend because she showed me a lot, like how to sew and how to mix glycerine and loose glitter just right.
Finished with my routine I went back to my bed and book Momma long since gone knowing I would be out when I heard the door. Wraith Sleeping on top of my armoire making little fluttery noises as she breathed.
I smiled and snuggles into my comforter, purple hair against black and swirls of neon green.
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Posted: Sun Aug 14, 2005 2:05 pm
Nephrenia in hyper "goth" weird girl mode was bouncing back home to her Trinket and Wraith from her Sabrith's house, glowsticks bouncing with every step, when she saw a really beautiful shinning flower sitting on a fence post. It was an irredescent blue against the rod iron of the fence. She pressed pause on her mp3 player putting a halt to the mix of techno beats and classical overtones. She picked up the flower and placed it on top of her head, pushed play once more and then headed back to the house. She payed the sitter checked that Trinket was asleep, turned out the lights and moved the flower from the top of her head down to her dresser looking at it to see if there was a root for her to put it in water or if she could just dry it out. She blinket and rubbed her eyes, looked and blinked again. The ******** thing was alive, it was breathing and it was warm. For christs sake, she had brought another one home. She smiled and put it on a purple pillow and put a drop of water in the center of the bloom watching as it was sucked in. She lit a smoke and sat on the bed removing her jewlery slowly and stripping down to a top and her underwear, "Weird s**t."
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Posted: Sun Aug 14, 2005 2:06 pm
Hands, that was the first thing he was aware of, there were hands running over his body. He opened his eyes only to see eyes lined in blue, hair soft falling down framing a soft face. His breath caught in his throat and a gasp escaped him.
"O-Orion?"
There was no answer only a persistant meeting of hands and flash tugging and pulling, coaxing him to relax under the others hands.
Hands.
Lips.
Hips.
Teeth.
Soft.
So ******** gasp of air and sit straight up in bed, wet sheets, all alone.
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Posted: Sun Aug 14, 2005 2:08 pm
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Posted: Sun Aug 14, 2005 2:09 pm
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Posted: Sun Aug 14, 2005 2:11 pm
The new boy Samsara is starting to worry me, he stays in his room all the time and just kind of ignores everybody else. It's like we are beneath him, like we are ants under his shoe. I've seen him going out at night in the middle of the night, when no decent child should be allowed outside. But I have a feeling that nothing we tried to say to him would stop him from going out. I've gotten put on laundry duty since he got here because Momma couldn't handle the fact that occasionally there will be a spot or two of blood on his sheets, I just figure he scratches in his sleep. Whatever not my concern.
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Posted: Sun Aug 14, 2005 2:12 pm
My little flower fairy thing grew kind of! Its got a body and it seems to be talking though I can't really understand it. Though that could be blamed on its being only a baby still. She is beautiful, her petals changed color and I adore her hair. She will be a beautful fairy as she grows.
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The biggest of the humans, Nephrenia, finally noticed that I have grown today. She seemed amazed by the fact that I was still alive and floating in the little dish of water she had set me in. Of course I would be I have no where else to go....
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