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 Posted: Mon Dec 13, 2010 11:46 pm
I asked for help in this guild only for the topic to be deleted. I never had the chance to see most of the responces and now I never will. I already felt like no one cared and now I see that I was 100% right. You kept Brook's lies about her boyfriend and another man (taking my title even though the context had nothing to do with her going to hell) posted but my begging for help was deleted.
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Posted: Tue Dec 14, 2010 12:09 am
I am a sinner... "1 John 1:8"
it isn't that no one cares, but there are times a topic is deleted because of the fact that it gets out of hand and is only creating strife.
I don't know the reason behind it's deletion but I will say that it isn't because no one cares about you. You are cared about very much and we want to help you as best we can! God loves you very much as well and he wants you to succeed in your life. Just have faith and give your anger and hurt over to Him and he will help right the wrongs that have been done. God does not approve of sin but he doesn't waste the the chance to show you that when you're broken and let down the only place to look is up toward God.
Humans will fail you, it's a fact because we all sin and no one is perfect, but God will never leave your nor forsake you. If you call on the Father he will gladly open his arms and shelter you in his loving embrace. But you have to walk out your salvation by turning your life over to him and following his will and not your own.
... Saved by God's grace "Acts 15:11"
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faithful quenga Vice Captain
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Posted: Tue Dec 14, 2010 12:12 am
...yeah Dusk...just sit there and do nothing but talk to God and everything will be okay....
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Posted: Tue Dec 14, 2010 12:27 am
Van, don't be sarcastic. It's not the place for you to spread your disbelief.
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Posted: Tue Dec 14, 2010 12:36 am
...I don't mean to be Damion but the things that were just said to you make no sense....can you imagine where we would be if you would have just let Daeg keep beating you until God helped?...you'd probably be dead or insane....you can't just sit around and wait for a divine intervention...you have to move on your own.....I know you're hurting but this isn't the place to turn to....I'm right here...I'm only a few steps away anytime you need someone....I love you Damion....you're my best friend....I don't want anything to bring you down....
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Posted: Tue Dec 14, 2010 12:38 am
I can't help it Van. I want to die. i jsut want to give up on it all. Why do you keep saving me? Why won't you just let me end it? I'm nothing! I'm not worth anything. No one will ever love me like I want them to. I'm filthy. I'm disgusting. I deserve to die.
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Posted: Tue Dec 14, 2010 12:40 am
...YOU DO NOT DESERVE TO DIE!.....you're smart and sweet and the best man I've ever known...I love you Damion....I'll always love you....I know it's not much....you want something physical but I'm always going to be here for you and if I wasn't in a commitment I would give you what you want....I don't give a damn about HIV...I'm dying anyway.....I just want to see you happy....
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Posted: Tue Dec 14, 2010 12:42 am
I can't live this way Van. I'm not happy. I can't be happy. I want to die.
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Posted: Tue Dec 14, 2010 12:43 am
Damion_Dusk I can't help it Van. I want to die. i just want to give up on it all. Why do you keep saving me? Why won't you just let me end it? I'm nothing! I'm not worth anything. No one will ever love me like I want them to. I'm filthy. I'm disgusting. I deserve to die. You do not Deserve to die. He wont let you end your life because he does love you. And if i was there, i would always try to help you.
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Posted: Tue Dec 14, 2010 2:14 am
Psalms 34:18
The LORD is close to the brokenhearted
and saves those who are crushed in spirit.
Isaiah 49:13-15
Shout for joy, you heavens;
rejoice, you earth;
burst into song, you mountains!
For the LORD comforts his people
and will have compassion on his afflicted ones.
But Zion said, “The LORD has forsaken me,
the Lord has forgotten me.”
“Can a mother forget the baby at her breast
and have no compassion on the child she has borne?
Though she may forget,
I will not forget you!
God does care about you.
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iamlost4ever Vice Captain
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Posted: Tue Dec 14, 2010 2:33 am
Note: This message is for those in the last thread who were behaving rudely. You know who you are. If your innocent of these things please don't be offended.
I can see why that last thread was deleted. Too much arguing. People were being insulted, getting upset. And although I hardly know him, Cappie seems like the nicest, kindest, most caring person ever on Gaia, and when he came to resolve things and keep his guild clean, all he got was insults. So deleting it was the right thing to do.
Okay, back to you now Damion.
Of course God cares about you. God cares about everyone. Remember the parable of the lost sheep? It was a metaphor for someone drifting away from God, and God did everything he could to get the person back, even when he still had so many followers.
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Posted: Tue Dec 14, 2010 2:38 am
god does care about you.
he put you on this earth for a reason.
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Posted: Tue Dec 14, 2010 7:31 am
I cut myself again last night. I can't take feeling this way. I hate it. I hate living. I want to die so badly that I can't stand it.
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Posted: Tue Dec 14, 2010 7:34 am
Mary did you know..
damion stop this..god does not like seeing you in pain..think of van
that your baby boy will soon walk on water..
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Posted: Tue Dec 14, 2010 7:40 am
Van? No. I don't care anymore. No one cares about me anyway. No one even sees me when Van's around. I'm done. I'm done with Justice not wanting to touch me. I'm done with being ignored. I'm done with hurting. I'm done with life!
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