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 Posted: Sun Oct 23, 2005 2:17 am
Tegral Kobei Let's hear it for Lust. ^^ The good ol' in and out, if you will. *snuggle snuggle snuggle* heart heart heart twisted heart heart heart Hidjie likes lust...Tegral LOVES lust. Lust is my middle name, baby. Ok, so I lied. Marie is actually my middle name... ninja
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Posted: Sun Oct 23, 2005 2:20 am
I don't want love. I dislike love, it's too much weakness and connection. That's why I live my life in such a way that I can and do sever ties as I see fit.
No..I don't want love, I want the earth to be swept clean. I want it to be a festering planet of blood and guts..and to have the tiny organisms feast and grow. Until maybe one day they form something better..I don't mind single-minded desire to spread oneself until the end of existance..I just hate acting as if it's something it's not.
Though even with immortality I'd lack the power to change some things...And changing one planet is so much of nothing..but being condemned to this place....bah...I just wish things were different. This world sucks.
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Posted: Sun Oct 23, 2005 2:21 am
Hmmm, which to say first. Ok, KB:
I hate being human, buddy. Hate being an animal, hate having my mind and body dictated on hormones. Note you may not know about me...I HATE, with every fiber of my being hate, being out of control. I like to logic through what ever I can. Think that's easy to do when I've got one head telling me to think and the other telling me to jump? Sheet, buddy. YOU CANNOT CHANGE ANIMALS!! You can train them, but biologically you cannot change them. You can add all these machines or pump chemicals into their bodies, but it didn't come from our own bodies so it isn't 100% biological. Best to just suck it up, smile, and move on with life.
Kobei:
I am what you would call the traditional player. I go out looking for relationships for the sheer thrill of the wonder, "How far can I go?" As soon as there's no more thrill left I boogie out of the relationship. Cruel? Mean? Damn right it is...but, I'm driven by lust...can't do a damn thing about it.
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Posted: Sun Oct 23, 2005 2:22 am
DustyMemory I don't want love. I dislike love, it's too much weakness and connection. That's why I live my life in such a way that I can and do sever ties as I see fit. No..I don't want love, I want the earth to be swept clean. I want it to be a festering planet of blood and guts..and to have the tiny organisms feast and grow. Until maybe one day they form something better..I don't mind single-minded desire to spread oneself until the end of existance..I just hate acting as if it's something it's not. Though even with immortality I'd lack the power to change some things...And changing one planet is so much of nothing..but being condemned to this place....bah...I just wish things were different. This world sucks. It does, so get used to it, ok? I would rather be in a better place, where Lust isn't a primary instinct. BUT we have to live with it. You can also LOVE someone without it being a weakness. You just have to know the boundries, and limitations, and understand that that person cannot always be there for you, and vice versa. 3nodding
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Posted: Sun Oct 23, 2005 2:23 am
I never ever claimed I wanted to be biological..It's sickening to see everything around you is insects and that you are one of them. "God" cursed us with awareness, and we blinded oursleves to it. It seems I'm justa ll too aware of how shitty this place is. I wish I was a rock....that I could be stepped on..and brought back to the earth..and melted..and all over again...Never with any of this crap.
Editaz
Why live with it? There's no reason I have to, there's no reason that I should have to live. Anything is possible..maybe I'll start something, and it'll take 300 years to finish..but one day maybe there will be someone like me with the finished pan of what I started..and maybe then that person will kill everyone and everything. It's a long shot, but so is going from a campfire to a jet.
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Posted: Sun Oct 23, 2005 2:24 am
That is bull s**t!! Love is a ******** weakness! Nothing but a bunch of ******** signals to your brain saying open your ******** heart for this person to rip it out and throw it on the god damned ******** ground and grind it into the dust!!
Two seperate ends of the spectrum here.
Love<||>Hate.
No matter what you do, you cannot have love without hate!! Love is ******** beyond reason!
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Posted: Sun Oct 23, 2005 2:24 am
Tegral Hmmm, which to say first. Ok, KB: I hate being human, buddy. Hate being an animal, hate having my mind and body dictated on hormones. Note you may not know about me...I HATE, with every fiber of my being hate, being out of control. I like to logic through what ever I can. Think that's easy to do when I've got one head telling me to think and the other telling me to jump? Sheet, buddy. YOU CANNOT CHANGE ANIMALS!! You can train them, but biologically you cannot change them. You can add all these machines or pump chemicals into their bodies, but it didn't come from our own bodies so it isn't 100% biological. Best to just suck it up, smile, and move on with life. Kobei: I am what you would call the traditional player. I go out looking for relationships for the sheer thrill of the wonder, "How far can I go?" As soon as there's no more thrill left I boogie out of the relationship. Cruel? Mean? Damn right it is...but, I'm driven by lust...can't do a damn thing about it. Once the 'Excitement' is over, your out, right? Ehh, one day you will find someone who will only give you the excitement, and it will not stop. It will happen, someday. I try to keep a relationship, as long as things do not go too far all at once. If they do, you run the risk of losing that person, and thus, the hole gets deeper everytime. I laugh at life sometimes, it's so predictable.
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Posted: Sun Oct 23, 2005 2:26 am
Tegral That is bull s**t!! Love is a ******** weakness! Nothing but a bunch of ******** signals to your brain saying open your ******** heart for this person to rip it out and throw it on the god damned ******** ground and grind it into the dust!! Two seperate ends of the spectrum here. Love<||>Hate. No matter what you do, you cannot have love without hate!! Love is ******** beyond reason! I try and not to think about things, and worry about what is at hand, like...Damn I need to take a shower, cause I stink. 3nodding
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Posted: Sun Oct 23, 2005 2:29 am
*twitch twitch*
Love sucks...that's all I have to say about the subject. I'm gona head out, atleast till this conversation is done...might go find some slave RP or something to dillude my mind for the next thirty minutes or so.
*puts his bunny ears on and does a Tom Cruise slide out the door*
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Posted: Sun Oct 23, 2005 2:30 am
Tegral *twitch twitch* Love sucks...that's all I have to say about the subject. I'm gona head out, atleast till this conversation is done...might go find some slave RP or something to dillude my mind for the next thirty minutes or so. *puts his bunny ears on and does a Tom Cruise slide out the door* Risky Buisness for the Win. 3nodding heart
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Posted: Sun Oct 23, 2005 2:34 am
What the hell was I thinking? It's stupid out there. Seriously! I felt my brain oozeing out my ear the second I started reading some of those posts!!
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Posted: Sun Oct 23, 2005 2:35 am
Bunny ears eh?
Amazingly enough I'm too.....something...to go after him...
*Starts to post randomly eating a child.*
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Posted: Sun Oct 23, 2005 2:38 am
Don't wanna know. Think I'm gona just putt around and see what kinda outfits I have to work with here. Need some new clothes.
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Posted: Sun Oct 23, 2005 2:42 am
I should totally be a slave, and get beaten up, and crap. ^^
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Posted: Sun Oct 23, 2005 2:44 am
~Pokes both men, furiously.~ Poke of DOOM.
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