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 Posted: Sat Oct 09, 2004 4:33 am
AnqeIicDemise Hakan.. -Was all she said, staring after him whilst holding the box of pizza in her hands. It wasn't like him, to just walk away and leave her without a rebuttal. Something was wrong and she knew it... there had to be something she could do. The past few days she'd felt helpless... horribly helpless. Not knowing what else to do, she placed the pizza on the table again and hurried after him. As she neared him, she grabbed a hold of his arm, her steps carrying her a few steps higher so she would end up eye-to-eye with him. Fighting back the fear that had penetrated her, that aura was just horribe mind you, she forced herself to look at him. A gentle frown caressed her face, taking in the changes in silence.- please... -It was all she could say, her mind went blank. Unable to say anything else she stepped closer, giving him the embrace he'd given her days earlier. Whatever was bothering him, she knew it was eating at him from the inside.... just like being what she was bothered her at times like those.- She just had to add more emotions to his already over loaded mind, to his already over loaded heart. He, for once wanted to push her away. But he also wanted to stay just like that for the day to come. However, he couldn't do either. He couldn't bring himself to hug her, either. It was aweful, he wanted to do so many things at the moment, but there wasn't a thing he could do! It was like a lump in his through was preventing him from speaking. However, he finally managed to speak up, even if it was quietly. "It hurts.." He began shakily. He didn't mean her embrace either. "It hurts to know someone's better then you.." At least to him. "To know that your exsistance is nothing compaired to someone else." He managed to keep going, only to pause again. Finally he managed to finish his statement. "I hate him for it, it makes me feel small.. Like in his presence, I'm nothing but an ant that he could crush at any second if he wanted." Normally, that wasn't such a big deal to people. Mimi may not even understand, but it hurt him quite a bit to know these were facts.
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Posted: Sat Oct 09, 2004 4:44 am
=+(MusicBox)+= She just had to add more emotions to his already over loaded mind, to his already over loaded heart. He, for once wanted to push her away. But he also wanted to stay just like that for the day to come. However, he couldn't do either. He couldn't bring himself to hug her, either. It was aweful, he wanted to do so many things at the moment, but there wasn't a thing he could do! It was like a lump in his through was preventing him from speaking. However, he finally managed to speak up, even if it was quietly. "It hurts.." He began shakily. He didn't mean her embrace either. "It hurts to know someone's better then you.." At least to him. "To know that your exsistance is nothing compaired to someone else." He managed to keep going, only to pause again. Finally he managed to finish his statement. "I hate him for it, it makes me feel small.. Like in his presence, I'm nothing but an ant that he could crush at any second if he wanted." Normally, that wasn't such a big deal to people. Mimi may not even understand, but it hurt him quite a bit to know these were facts. -Oh, but she knew...and in her own way. Until she had reached the Hyde, Mimi had never felt the sense of belonging. She was a stranger in her Pride, a reject. Those who were supposed to love her, only taunted her, pushed her aside.- I'm sorry.... -She said quietly, unable to let go. In an essence she was comforting herself as well.- I really am.. It hurts... it stings...-Mimi added, her cheek pressing against his chest.- the way they dangle their power overhead, taunting.... only to take it out on someone else when you are unable to fight back... anything.. anything to get a responce. -She grew quiet then, closing her eyes and sighing as to regain what little control she did possess. How could they? How could they take it out on Ryoko...Why not come after me face-to-face?It was then when she began to pull away as to hide the frustration. It was a losing battle and she knew it.-
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Posted: Sat Oct 09, 2004 4:49 am
AnqeIicDemise -Oh, but she knew...and in her own way. Until she had reached the Hyde, Mimi had never felt the sense of belonging. She was a stranger in her Pride, a reject. Those who were supposed to love her, only taunted her, pushed her aside.- I'm sorry.... -She said quietly, unable to let go. In an essence she was comforting herself as well.- I really am.. It hurts... it stings...-Mimi added, her cheek pressing against his chest.- the way they dangle their power overhead, taunting.... only to take it out on someone else when you are unable to fight back... anything.. anything to get a responce. -She grew quiet then, closing her eyes and sighing as to regain what little control she did possess. How could they? How could they take it out on Ryoko...Why not come after me face-to-face?It was then when she began to pull away as to hide the frustration. It was a losing battle and she knew it.- A lump in his throat would prevent him from talking. Tears would seem to swell in his eyes, however he would blink them away for a while. As Mimi began to pull away, it was about then that he would lean forth and snag her in his own hug, a gentle embrace. It was done for a matter of reasons. She was feeling just as bad as he did, it would seem.. She needed someone too! ..He also needed to hide away tears in case they continued to come. However, he would fight back the warm liquid which would come from his eyes, even if it meant a headache later on. He didn't say anything, but this was just another case in which physichal actions were more powerful.
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Posted: Sat Oct 09, 2004 4:58 am
=+(MusicBox)+= A lump in his throat would prevent him from talking. Tears would seem to swell in his eyes, however he would blink them away for a while. As Mimi began to pull away, it was about then that he would lean forth and snag her in his own hug, a gentle embrace. It was done for a matter of reasons. She was feeling just as bad as he did, it would seem.. She needed someone too! ..He also needed to hide away tears in case they continued to come. However, he would fight back the warm liquid which would come from his eyes, even if it meant a headache later on. He didn't say anything, but this was just another case in which physichal actions were more powerful. -He wasn't the only one struggling to maintain composure. The Bagheera (at least her dark Pride) loathed the practice, labeling the action as a sign of weakness. It would be surprising to know that despite the methodical shunning and rejection Mimi had experienced she had not once shed a tear despite the urge to do so. Once, just once, she had cried. The night Sirus had arrived and he had witnessed the explosive argument between herself and Ryoko. Mimi had shed but a few tears because of it, and they were not out of self-pity nor misery but anger. And the same inexplicable loathing had come to find a place at the back of her throat in the shape of a large lump. Her battle was no longer her own... the deal Mimi had struck with the older lycanthrope in the bar room had sealed both their fates. It was no longer just her life on the stake but Ryoko's as well. Frustrated, she nuzzled against him, teeth pressing against that trembling lip stubbornly. -
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Posted: Sat Oct 09, 2004 5:05 am
AnqeIicDemise -He wasn't the only one struggling to maintain composure. The Bagheera (at least her dark Pride) loathed the practice, labeling the action as a sign of weakness. It would be surprising to know that despite the methodical shunning and rejection Mimi had experienced she had not once shed a tear despite the urge to do so. Once, just once, she had cried. The night Sirus had arrived and he had witnessed the explosive argument between herself and Ryoko. Mimi had shed but a few tears because of it, and they were not out of self-pity nor misery but anger. And the same inexplicable loathing had come to find a place at the back of her throat in the shape of a large lump. Her battle was no longer her own... the deal Mimi had struck with the older lycanthrope in the bar room had sealed both their fates. It was no longer just her life on the stake but Ryoko's as well. Frustrated, she nuzzled against him, teeth pressing against that trembling lip stubbornly. - He wasn't sure what he could do, but things were gloomy. He hated it, even though Hakan was still a little out there, he wasn't to much into casting himself into despair. It was gloomy around them, he hated it. He would die to have Mimi in his arms like this under different circumstances, however.. Simply standing there didn't seem to be doing the two any good, even though he did seems to be a tincy little bit better. He still felt as though he should move them. And so, he would try to gulp that lump down, and speak up. "K.. Kyaroru-chan.. Can I room with you tonight?" He would ask quietly. The truth was, his own was no longer fit to sleep in. But a little lie wouldn't be too bad right? "..I saw a spider in my room.. I can't sleep there." Truth was, as pathetic as it may seem to someone around them, he didn't want to sleep alone. It was many many things, loneliness was one, but another big reason he didn't want to sleep in his own room was because he'd calld so much darkness there, it was a frightful place now.. Besides, maybe Mimi could use some company as well!
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Posted: Sat Oct 09, 2004 5:13 am
=+(MusicBox)+= He wasn't sure what he could do, but things were gloomy. He hated it, even though Hakan was still a little out there, he wasn't to much into casting himself into despair. It was gloomy around them, he hated it. He would die to have Mimi in his arms like this under different circumstances, however.. Simply standing there didn't seem to be doing the two any good, even though he did seems to be a tincy little bit better. He still felt as though he should move them. And so, he would try to gulp that lump down, and speak up. "K.. Kyaroru-chan.. Can I room with you tonight?" He would ask quietly. The truth was, his own was no longer fit to sleep in. But a little lie wouldn't be too bad right? "..I saw a spider in my room.. I can't sleep there." Truth was, as pathetic as it may seem to someone around them, he didn't want to sleep alone. It was many many things, loneliness was one, but another big reason he didn't want to sleep in his own room was because he'd calld so much darkness there, it was a frightful place now.. Besides, maybe Mimi could use some company as well! -Mimi frowned a bit, mind racing. Her sister was back now and in the room next to hers, no less. Ryoko had also sensed him in her hair and was now on the look-out for the boy. If she were to inspect the room and smell him there too, they'd be dead. But then again, he had already slept in her room once, his smell was already in it. And the truth of it was she did not want to sleep alone either. Her mind would simply keep her awake all night with things that would do nothing but keep her in the state she already was in. When alone and miserable, the mind was a powerful enemy. She pulled away faintly, nodding ever so slightly. It was a risk she'd have to take then...- Just... lets not get into any battles of sorts. My sister's next door.
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Posted: Sat Oct 09, 2004 5:16 am
AnqeIicDemise -Mimi frowned a bit, mind racing. Her sister was back now and in the room next to hers, no less. Ryoko had also sensed him in her hair and was now on the look-out for the boy. If she were to inspect the room and smell him there too, they'd be dead. But then again, he had already slept in her room once, his smell was already in it. And the truth of it was she did not want to sleep alone either. Her mind would simply keep her awake all night with things that would do nothing but keep her in the state she already was in. When alone and miserable, the mind was a powerful enemy. She pulled away faintly, nodding ever so slightly. It was a risk she'd have to take then...- Just... lets not get into any battles of sorts. My sister's next door. She.. She had a sister?! She was was next door no less?! Ohh, how aweful, it made Hakan have seconds thoughts about rooming with her. No matter how much he didn't want to be alone, no matter how much she didn't want to be alone.. An angry family member just had to be a horrible thing to deal with. Esepcailly Ryoko, even though he'd never met her. Hakan began to back out, taking his gaze off to the floor. What a coward! "Uhm.. On second thought, my rooms not that bad.. I can manage.."
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Posted: Sat Oct 09, 2004 5:22 am
=+(MusicBox)+= She.. She had a sister?! She was was next door no less?! Ohh, how aweful, it made Hakan have seconds thoughts about rooming with her. No matter how much he didn't want to be alone, no matter how much she didn't want to be alone.. An angry family member just had to be a horrible thing to deal with. Esepcailly Ryoko, even though he'd never met her. Hakan began to back out, taking his gaze off to the floor. What a coward! "Uhm.. On second thought, my rooms not that bad.. I can manage.." -At first she had been willing to agree. It was too risky. But on further inspection she was turned off to the idea, something bugged and gnawed at her until Mimi shook her head and snatched his hand. If she was to become not just any other flower but one with thorns to defend herself against Daiseku, Mimi would have to start listening to that sixth sense... or as some would call it 'gut'. Besides, Ryoko had gotten into a fight with Seya, the oldest Kusanagi daughter and won-- a price that would most likely keep Ryoko in her room for a few days. Indeed, the older feline had seemed exhausted. Hell, she'd barely managed to eat a slice.- -s- No... it'll be fine. -Before he could complain further, they were at her door and she was busy opening the lock.-
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Posted: Sat Oct 09, 2004 5:26 am
AnqeIicDemise -At first she had been willing to agree. It was too risky. But on further inspection she was turned off to the idea, something bugged and gnawed at her until Mimi shook her head and snatched his hand. If she was to become not just any other flower but one with thorns to defend herself against Daiseku, Mimi would have to start listening to that sixth sense... or as some would call it 'gut'. Besides, Ryoko had gotten into a fight with Seya, the oldest Kusanagi daughter and won-- a price that would most likely keep Ryoko in her room for a few days. Indeed, the older feline had seemed exhausted. Hell, she'd barely managed to eat a slice.- -s- No... it'll be fine. -Before he could complain further, they were at her door and she was busy opening the lock.- "BuT.. But!" But! Gah, that was all he could say. It was aweful, but true.. When it came right down to it, to his friends.. Hakan was a reat big push over. With a good ammount of force and stubborness, they could make him do even the strangest things. That didn't mean he had to be happy about it though, even in this case.. He was a little bit. "Mimi!" e was begin, quietly of course. "Your sister might get mad!" Whiney, whiney! But if Mimi wasn't used to the fact that Hakan complained quite a bit by now, things would never go very far with them!
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Posted: Sat Oct 09, 2004 5:31 am
=+(MusicBox)+= "BuT.. But!" But! Gah, that was all he could say. It was aweful, but true.. When it came right down to it, to his friends.. Hakan was a reat big push over. With a good ammount of force and stubborness, they could make him do even the strangest things. That didn't mean he had to be happy about it though, even in this case.. He was a little bit. "Mimi!" e was begin, quietly of course. "Your sister might get mad!" Whiney, whiney! But if Mimi wasn't used to the fact that Hakan complained quite a bit by now, things would never go very far with them! Shh... -She mumbled, and then stopped, remembering something. Without another word she shut her door and pulled them further down the hall. From her pocket, she pulled out a large set of keys and it wasn't long before she found the master, which she used to open the door.- You're right.. she would have. -Offering him a sneaky little grin, hell she was a teenager and rebelliousness came at that age, Mimi pushed him through the door. A quick glance later, she too was in there, the door closing with a soft click behind her.- You can't keep your mouth shut long enough to let the dead sleep.
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Posted: Sat Oct 09, 2004 5:36 am
AnqeIicDemise Shh... -She mumbled, and then stopped, remembering something. Without another word she shut her door and pulled them further down the hall. From her pocket, she pulled out a large set of keys and it wasn't long before she found the master, which she used to open the door.- You're right.. she would have. -Offering him a sneaky little grin, hell she was a teenager and rebelliousness came at that age, Mimi pushed him through the door. A quick glance later, she too was in there, the door closing with a soft click behind her.- You can't keep your mouth shut long enough to let the dead sleep. "Well, sorry but if your family is mad at me the chances of us being together are slim!" He was keeping his voice down still, well around a whisper, even though he wanted to yell. Indeed, he did talk too much, and as much as he ran at the mouth, his mind was just as bad. But, more importantly! His true intentions made themselves known, even if it was made obvious previously. Now it was definet, and he was cursing himself for having such a big mouth. Also, trying to gnaw his tongue off. ][Tired.. But I don't want to stop! xd ][
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Posted: Sat Oct 09, 2004 5:41 am
=+(MusicBox)+= "Well, sorry but if your family is mad at me the chances of us being together are slim!" He was keeping his voice down still, well around a whisper, even though he wanted to yell. Indeed, he did talk too much, and as much as he ran at the mouth, his mind was just as bad. But, more importantly! His true intentions made themselves known, even if it was made obvious previously. Now it was definet, and he was cursing himself for having such a big mouth. Also, trying to gnaw his tongue off. ][Tired.. But I don't want to stop! xd ][ If that is what you are worried about, then they were slim to begin with. -She said quietly, cheeks a rosy tint.- A proper Bagheera does not date outside of the pride nor race. -Behind her, she locked the door just in case and proceeded to make her way toward the mini bar, where she stole a soda.- Then again.... -She paused, eyes on the container at hand. Mimi could feel the heat rise over her cheeks as the blush intensified.- I was never proper to begin with. -Indeed she wasn't. It was because of tha why she was at the Hyde.-
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Posted: Sat Oct 09, 2004 5:42 am
(( me too... and the folks are to wake up in about forty minutes. e.e))
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Posted: Sat Oct 09, 2004 5:45 am
AnqeIicDemise If that is what you are worried about, then they were slim to begin with. -She said quietly, cheeks a rosy tint.- A proper Bagheera does not date outside of the pride nor race. -Behind her, she locked the door just in case and proceeded to make her way toward the mini bar, where she stole a soda.- Then again.... -She paused, eyes on the container at hand. Mimi could feel the heat rise over her cheeks as the blush intensified.- I was never proper to begin with. -Indeed she wasn't. It was because of tha why she was at the Hyde.- It wasn't very comforting what she had said, but there wasn't very much he could do about it now was there? Obviously not very hungry, nor thirsty at the moment, he was tiredly plop him bum down on the edge of the bed, where he began to kick his shoes off. Not that he planned on sleeping with er, unless she invited that is.. He wasn't very sure how to reply to her statement, he could only smile. It was half reassuring, half.. Not very! "Well.. Uhm, I'm tired so.." Yeah, he was trying to go to sleep to avoid the subject. "I'll sleep on the floor?"
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Posted: Sat Oct 09, 2004 5:46 am
AnqeIicDemise (( me too... and the folks are to wake up in about forty minutes. e.e)) ][Grandma just came in..e.e; So c'mon! Let's try to wrap this up quickly.. xd ][
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