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 Posted: Tue Nov 17, 2009 5:37 pm
Little Miss Fortune Divine_Malevolence I wish to tell somebody that I know in the flesh of Tabi. ...... But, all the details hold my tongue. Every bit of the story would be either unbelievable or capable of provoking a negative response. I do love the complexity, but it can make things needlessly difficult. In the very least, on my mind. @.@
I haven't told very many people about Alex... It seems like too much to explain, plus they'd probably be like "I BET HE'S REALLY A 90-YEAR-OLD WOMAN, LOLOLOLLOKLKO" or they'd claim that he doesn't exist D<My definition of negative response. And unbelievable. @.@ But there are so many arguments that I've gotta stay outta, as I don't want my tongue getting too loose. And then forcing me to explain. And then leading to possible very annoying and unrelated skirmishes. And...... @.@
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Posted: Tue Nov 17, 2009 5:37 pm
I read Fantasy/sci-fi books all the time. I do this because they are my one ticket out of this s**t of a life, even for a short while.....
ninja
on the other hand, there are some people in this world who I would give everything for to make them smile.
ninja
Most people who know me know I'm a very placid, patient person. What they don't know is that I'm waiting for the day when I lose my temper.....
ninja
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Posted: Tue Nov 17, 2009 5:38 pm
Little Miss Fortune Divine_Malevolence I wish to tell somebody that I know in the flesh of Tabi. ...... But, all the details hold my tongue. Every bit of the story would be either unbelievable or capable of provoking a negative response. I do love the complexity, but it can make things needlessly difficult. In the very least, on my mind. @.@
I haven't told very many people about Alex... It seems like too much to explain, plus they'd probably be like "I BET HE'S REALLY A 90-YEAR-OLD WOMAN, LOLOLOLLOKLKO" or they'd claim that he doesn't exist D<I found that kinda thing amusing. When I dating someone online most of my friends knew him anyway, but his brother would called me the 40 year old Chinese man. xd
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Posted: Tue Nov 17, 2009 5:39 pm
Divine_Malevolence Little Miss Fortune Divine_Malevolence I wish to tell somebody that I know in the flesh of Tabi. ...... But, all the details hold my tongue. Every bit of the story would be either unbelievable or capable of provoking a negative response. I do love the complexity, but it can make things needlessly difficult. In the very least, on my mind. @.@
I haven't told very many people about Alex... It seems like too much to explain, plus they'd probably be like "I BET HE'S REALLY A 90-YEAR-OLD WOMAN, LOLOLOLLOKLKO" or they'd claim that he doesn't exist D<My definition of negative response. And unbelievable. @.@ But there are so many arguments that I've gotta stay outta, as I don't want my tongue getting too loose. And then forcing me to explain. And then leading to possible very annoying and unrelated skirmishes. And...... @.@
What do you mean? Like when people say something like "Divine is single?" (although I doubt anyone would call you Divine in real life, but still XD)
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Posted: Tue Nov 17, 2009 5:40 pm
Shiori Miko Little Miss Fortune I haven't told very many people about Alex... It seems like too much to explain, plus they'd probably be like "I BET HE'S REALLY A 90-YEAR-OLD WOMAN, LOLOLOLLOKLKO" or they'd claim that he doesn't exist D< I found that kinda thing amusing. When I dating someone online most of my friends knew him anyway, but his brother would called me the 40 year old Chinese man. xd
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I wanna tell people about my 16-year-old Chinese man! XD
My parents know who he is, since he calls me house and stuff... but they don't know we're... an item ._.
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Posted: Tue Nov 17, 2009 5:45 pm
Secret: I'm really pissed off, because one of my friends dislikes another friend's boyfriend. This boyfriend who, while two grades lower than us, is pretty cool and most of us like him. She's the only one who doesn't and she is supposed to be best friends with the second friend. This second friend has never complained (aloud) about the first friend's choices in boyfriends, most of whom have been a lot worse than the second friend's boyfriends. In fact, this first friend is only 17 and she's been engaged like three times, but broke it off each time, thankfully.
Guess what happened today?
First Friend: "Well, I don't want to sound mean, but your boytoy isn't exactly your type..."
Second Friend: "..."
Me: "... Uh, excuse me? That sounded pretty mean."
First Friend: "... What."
Me: "He is NOT her boytoy. He's her friggin' boyfriend."
Second Friend: "Okay, we're not talking about this."
She's grateful I stood up for her, but this first girl needs to grow the ******** up. She's rude, ungrateful, presumptuous, unobservant, and I'm glad I'm barely friends with her as it is because ever since I've tried to spend more time with her and be a better friend, she's has complained about all our other friends behind their backs. Just... shut the ******** up.
Oh yeah, and I almost forgot. Whenever someone calls her out, she acts all victimized and says "Oh, so I'm not even allowed to express my opinion anymore?"
And another thing? She freaked the ******** out after her brother and the boyfriend previously mentioned made a little noise while she was making a phone call. She went off until they apologized (which was basically immediately) but she decided it would be a good idea to bring it up like ten minutes later. She was all "That's so disrespectful!!!" Guess what, screaming at your brother and his friends isn't exactly respectful, either.
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Posted: Tue Nov 17, 2009 5:45 pm
Little Miss Fortune Divine_Malevolence Little Miss Fortune Divine_Malevolence I wish to tell somebody that I know in the flesh of Tabi. ...... But, all the details hold my tongue. Every bit of the story would be either unbelievable or capable of provoking a negative response. I do love the complexity, but it can make things needlessly difficult. In the very least, on my mind. @.@
I haven't told very many people about Alex... It seems like too much to explain, plus they'd probably be like "I BET HE'S REALLY A 90-YEAR-OLD WOMAN, LOLOLOLLOKLKO" or they'd claim that he doesn't exist D<My definition of negative response. And unbelievable. @.@ But there are so many arguments that I've gotta stay outta, as I don't want my tongue getting too loose. And then forcing me to explain. And then leading to possible very annoying and unrelated skirmishes. And...... @.@
What do you mean? Like when people say something like "Divine is single?" (although I doubt anyone would call you Divine in real life, but still XD)Oh, no. If they ask that, I lead them onto a verbal roller coaster explaining that anything I could possibly say couldn't be trusted. Then prove it by telling a very believable lie that can be proved false in a moment. And then tell a truth that can be proved in a moment. And then I might hint at it, but ne'er anything more. Nerve ain't mine in such situations. And, basically anything that'd have anything to do with a relationship. *Enter.* *State that I've had no normal experience.* *Possibly get asked what the hell I mean by no normal.* *1/0.*
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An' I avoid 'em all.
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Posted: Tue Nov 17, 2009 5:47 pm
Uhhh... You're weird sweatdrop
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Posted: Tue Nov 17, 2009 5:51 pm
This I've known for a long while.
Makes it very easy to lie, as nobody knows what I'm thinking. And I don't show any signs of fear.
And I'm also very, very difficult to pressure.
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Posted: Tue Nov 17, 2009 5:56 pm
What would the world be like if Divine were not weird? gonk 'Tis part of what drew me to you in the first place. 3nodding Your specific brand of weirdness. It's so...weird. xp
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Posted: Tue Nov 17, 2009 6:20 pm
On an unrelated note, I've probably mentioned this before, but the mere knowledge that I have school tomorrow morning, next Monday, next week, or even two months from now (depending when I think about it) makes me want to jump off a cliff or stab myself in the throat. sweatdrop It's not even that there's anything specific to dread about school, really...I just don't want to go. Ever again. But the extreme to which I don't want to go is...unnatural. @_@
I don't want to go...
More and more, I find that winter/spring/whatever breaks aren't nearly enough, and even summer vacation is barely enough. (Weekends, even three-day ones, have long since stopped being more than the tiniest salvation.)
And after I graduate, there's college...which, despite how much better it may or may not turn out to be, is still school. And then, for the next forty or fifty years after that, I'm stuck in the workplace. Which, as far as I'm concerned, is the same exact problem.
And if I ever get old enough to retire...well, I'll be old. I'll have all sorts of bodily problems preventing me from enjoying all the downtime. Not to mention the fact that pensions suck. xp
I don't want to go...
I really, really dread the rest of my life. ._. It's the main factor that keeps me suicidal even when I'm not feeling down.
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Posted: Tue Nov 17, 2009 7:07 pm
I has my issues again.
Grah.
So I went to this party on Saturday. And some guys who graduated last year were there too, one of whom I had a huuuuuge crush on. [I probably was a huge creeper, but that's beside the point]
Anywhore,
they guy's hot. And in college. >.>
And since Saturday, I've been all woozy/hopeful/liking him again [I got over the whole thing over the summer].
On the one hand, I know there's nooo freakin way anything would happen.
On the other, he was sending mixed signals that night, at least I saw it that way.
graaaaah. And now I'm "hopeful" again, against my will. >.<
Just had to get that off of my chest.
Oh, and Kestin: :/ That really sucks... Maybe try to find something about school that you really look forward to? Your friends? Making fun of your teachers behind their backs?
Or just the people who reaaaally get on your nerves, that you really don't like? ...I"m not sure what else could help...
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Posted: Tue Nov 17, 2009 7:09 pm
I'm crying for the second time in a week, and I hate myself for it.
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Posted: Tue Nov 17, 2009 7:15 pm
Valheita I'm crying for the second time in a week, and I hate myself for it. *hugs*
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