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 Posted: Wed Nov 08, 2006 10:40 am
Andie still refused to allow himself to feel sad and denied himself the right to cry. He had to be strong for his friends, and he was determined to do just that... and although seeing Chisulo in this state was saddening... he was alive, and that was what mattered most. Smile softening as his gaze became quite tender, he reached up to gently brush his fingers down Chisulo's cheek. "Would it be alright, Chisulo, if I helped you manage without it?" He asked softly, wondering how it was possible to grow fond of three people in one body in such short time, though he pushed that wonder aside with ease. Logicality didn't matter at this point, but his feelings did.
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Posted: Wed Nov 08, 2006 10:52 am
"Help me?" He asked, before chuckling. "How do you plan to help?" He asked, lifting a paw to rest it on the hand that had trailed down his cheek. He wasn't usually this touchy, but he did often make the most of his other senses when one dissapeared.
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Posted: Wed Nov 08, 2006 10:59 am
Andie couldn't help but smile a bit more, allowing the other to set a large, furry paw over his hand. Closing his eyes for a moment, he opened them to settle back onto Chisulo, "In any way that my help is needed. Mainly by just being there to hold your hand.. and whether you need me or not, I will always be here for you to lean on," He stated softly, affection drifting out in his soft tone of voice.
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Posted: Wed Nov 08, 2006 11:15 am
Chisulo smiled again, his large paw running up the other's arm, before tugging on it to pull him down with him and hold him close. "You're so sweet, Andie." He told him gently, shutting his eyes as they were little use to him. "You don't need to do something so selflessly."
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Posted: Wed Nov 08, 2006 11:21 am
Allowing himself to be tugged down without even a sound of objection, he rested his cheek against Chisulo's chest along with a hand, blushing very faintly while he gently bit his lower lip. "... But I can't just sit on the side lines and watch a friend struggle, even if they do so silently inside their mind... Its a struggle none the less and... I -want- to be there for you.." He said very softly, feeling more sane than he ever had before.
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Posted: Wed Nov 08, 2006 11:37 am
"I'm sure the others would apreciate it." He said with a soft smile. Though... it almost meant that he himself wouldn't. Though why not? Chisulo sighed softly, holding the other tightly. It may not be able to be seen, but it seemed Chisulo really was struggling inside, and just didn't wish to admit it.
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Posted: Wed Nov 08, 2006 11:47 am
Andie lifted his head to rest his chin very gently on Chisulo's chest, looking up at him while his brows gently pressed together, "I know Sabre and Jacob will... I'm not worried about them accepting my help... I'm worried about you accepting my help, Chisulo..."
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Posted: Wed Nov 08, 2006 11:50 am
"I can not, will not accept your help.. Andie. I'm sorry." He said softly, sounding a little sad to have to say it. "Unlike the others, I should bare this burden alone to allow them to live comfortably. It's what I feel I deserve."
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Posted: Wed Nov 08, 2006 11:55 am
"Then if you would like me to live comfortabley, I would suggest you let me help.. at least a little... even if only to describe something to you," Andie said softly as he leaned up and kissed him on the forehead, eyes softening. "I will be unable to live comfortabley, or even contently, knowing that you will carry such a heavy burden alone..."
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Posted: Wed Nov 08, 2006 11:59 am
"Fair enough.. I can't deny you that right. Though I must warn you.. the time is drawing nearer where i will not be able to see you again." He said softly, opening his eyes again. "As you can see, I am growing old. I'm the fastest ager of the others, as I use up resorces at a much faster rate, even to heal a lot faster. This means I will die much sooner than the others, if i remain out in the open like I am.. And If I die, the other's will die with me."
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Posted: Wed Nov 08, 2006 12:03 pm
"... Then let it be known that I do care for you, even love you, Chisulo... even if it doesn't seem logical, there is always a place for you in my heart," He stated softly as he nuzzled against him. It was true. In his own way, sexual or not was a bit more difficult for him to determine, he did love Chisulo.. seperate from Jacob and Sabre. They all had their equal amount of his love and undivided attention, and he had his own way of loving each. Though love was a strong word, there were several different types, and if he loved one beyond a friend.. he would grow to love them all beyond a friend.
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Posted: Wed Nov 08, 2006 12:17 pm
Chisulo smiled softly, nuzzling the other's forehead, before kissing his "Finger" and pressing it against the other's lips. He ran his other paw down the other's hair, before turning back into Sabre, who was barely awake, but he was more responsive than when Andie had come in here.
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Posted: Wed Nov 08, 2006 12:24 pm
Slowly sitting up as Chisulo's form slowly shifted to Sabre's form, he sat up and, still holding Sabre's hand, gently used his free hand to place his fingers to his lips, closing his eyes with a very tender smile. Looking back down towards Sabre, his eyes softened as he smiled a bit more, reaching to to gently play with his bangs.
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Posted: Wed Nov 08, 2006 12:30 pm
Sabre groaned, he eyes slowly flickering open as he put a hand to the back of his head. It was sore, but the wound had pretty much healed over from Chisulo's presence. He blinked, his eyes focusing on the greyish blob ahead of him as it turned into Andie.
"Wha.. happened..?" He asked drowsily, unaware of Chisulo's "speach". He didn't even know that The were-rabbit had taken Jacob's and his blindness to his own. But then, that was a secret he'd always keep.
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Posted: Wed Nov 08, 2006 12:39 pm
Smiling gently, Andie closed his eyes for a moment. Even though he wouldn't be able to speak with Chisulo for awhile, he could live with that, just knowing that the were-rabbit was alive. "You," A short pause as he decided to keep the conversation with him and Chisulo secret, "... got the bullet removed." He finished off softly before reaching beneath his skirt and into his pants pocket, pulling it out.
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