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 Posted: Fri Jun 22, 2007 3:19 pm
[[to much self confidenc= cockiness. ]]
River sat outside, it just rained, and just stopped raining. The trees seemed to wallow in self pitty and they groaned as the wind whipped around them to silence their calls for peace. The rain glittered on the ground, sun though the clouds lighing up the area for a moment before thunder was heard in the distance. River was wet, soaked actualy she couldn't remember how long she'd been sititng outside, and it was getting rather cold.
Her body shivered but her eyes stayed hot with anger, why she was angry was only because of self-hate and regardless of what anyone said it wasn't going anytime soon. Sighing deeply annoyed with herself she looked at the grey sky and smirked, Evily in an almost sad way it was Evil. "You think you are so much better then me.." She spoke softly her eyes scanning the clouds for anything, movment anything.
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Posted: Fri Jun 22, 2007 3:27 pm
"No I don't." Asphiel just came out of the forrest, his hands inside his pockets and looking at her with a stern face. Not sleeping made him do that. He stretched his hand to help her up, "We should go inside if not a fever might be the least of our problems."
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Posted: Fri Jun 22, 2007 3:34 pm
Staring she closed her eyes when he responded lowering her head, opening her eyes to look at him. It was odd of course the gloomy weather was always weird.
"..I wasn't Talking to you.." She said slowly taking his hand not willing to protest right now. Pulling herself up she was tired, too tired to walk which is why she was sitting, she was just starting to get used to not sleeping, it was normal but the affects it gave when she didn't eat where quite annoying. She stood and swayed a bit holding her head as she spoke. "What do you mean the least of our problems? I have no problem right now.." She spoke softly rubbing her eyes a bit before slowly turning around, letting go of his hand weakly. "I suppose there is no use." She shrugged and slowly took her steps towards the door again.
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Posted: Fri Jun 22, 2007 3:39 pm
"There are strange flowers growing and running around attacking anything that moves..." he took off his coat and placed it on the stand and walked to River, "I need to talk to you. Me being able to sleep again depends on it." he moved to the coffee machine to make her some coffee, maybe she'll feel better.
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Posted: Fri Jun 22, 2007 3:42 pm
She nodded to him, about the flowers not suprising. "Do to them, what I did to the Wolves." She said slowly sitting down as soon as she could watching him play with the coffee pot. " Kill them, that or do something to them." She said in a slurred tone letting her head sink to the counter, watching him with intensity.
"You are not sleeping because you need to talk to me..." She said in a bored tone, clearly not amused nor believing him much, then again he wouldn't of said it. "...Well speek then, not sleeping is a dirty habit." She scoffed lifting her head and leaning forward to listen.
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Posted: Fri Jun 22, 2007 3:49 pm
He let the machine brew the coffe and looked at her. He took a deep breath, "Can you please tell me, in normal tongue, what...exactly...you feel for me. Please be sincere..." his wings drooped even if he didn't show much emotion with his face.
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Posted: Fri Jun 22, 2007 3:55 pm
Her eyes stuck to the pot for quite some time drifting slowly to his face evetualy. "What I feel for you, and be sincere?" Her brow line creased as she shifted her body around in the chair clearing her throat to think about it.
"Well, being compleatly honest, I absolutly Loath you, and at times I've wanted to kill you, that will never go away I feel that with everyone." She paused blinking some. " I, how should I say this..Care for you, but my type of care is not Love, I can not compute that emotion like everyone else. It's a great liking for someone." She said letting her head tilt to the side. " I Envy you, I despise you and it's all because I care.about you." She inhaled sharply and sighed looking for the cup she used yesterday.
"Now, I've been fond of a few people but, no one's ever givin me anything before that was weird. I never got a chance to thank you or anything. You keep running away from me." She crossed her arms lazily. "So...anything else?"
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Posted: Fri Jun 22, 2007 4:01 pm
He didn't say a word. He turned around and served River the coffe and gave it to her. He didn't serve himself anything and just sat down and tried to act as if he didn't listen to the answer to what he asked for, "What were you doing out in the rain? Sitting in the rain is a bad habit."
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Posted: Fri Jun 22, 2007 4:06 pm
Taking the cup she set it down on the counter. He asks a question then Ignores her answer? She was pulled and yanked around too much by him to allow this.
"So, That's it? I could of said I complealy hated you, is that what you want? Do you want me to not feel this way anymore?" She asked narrowing her eyes a bit her hands travling around the warm cup. "..That's fine...That's fine I can fix that." She said nodding apparently disapointed, and sadly she knew she wouldn't do what she threated though she could act the part later.
"..I like the rain. It's the only gloom you get from a sun filled sky."
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Posted: Fri Jun 22, 2007 4:10 pm
"I don't know what you want me to say. I really thought there could be something, but if you hate me what can I do? Just remember you won't touch these sweet lips again." he looked at her cup of coffe and pointed at it, "You want something for the coffe? Or a towel? You're wet."
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Posted: Fri Jun 22, 2007 4:15 pm
"..Hmm. I knew but I suppose having hope, is hopeless." She shruged standing pushing the coffee cup away from her. " It's alright Asphiel, Don't care you don't need to waste such beautiful feelings on me." She spat spitefuly turning around, it was her time to walk away; and She wasn't going to waste time finding something to let out frustration and anger, and sadness on."...I hope--expect you to have a good day today.." Crying was never somthing she did without good reason, and this was a perfect reason in her mind. Since she was wet, the only indication of this action would be her eyes, which would eventualy stress and turn a bit red, it didn't bother her it just felt good to let warm tears fall down her face.
She walked slowly her hand on the door opening it just enough to fit through.
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Posted: Fri Jun 22, 2007 4:22 pm
"Why can't you even try! We can try!" he got up and ran behind her and grabbed her arm, trying hard not to squeeze it too hard, "I can't believe someone cannot feel love or want it. Why not me? I know we're different but I thought we had something.... Let's...give it a try..."
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Posted: Fri Jun 22, 2007 4:27 pm
She stopped and stood, still the cool wind outside making her eyes and cheeks colder then usual. "Try? Heh- Try what?" She said looking back at him rubbing an eye before pulling her arm away tenderly she didn't want him to snap it off.
" To be with you? To care more for someone?" She shook her head, "I already tried that once!" She growled out to him a hot tear falling down her face, catching her attention. How weak, how absolutly weak--letting him get to her like this, it was pathedic in her eyes.
"..I already tried, why try again? Huh, Asphiel? You can't, you already told me you couldn't!" She said closing her eyes just standing still, thinking as she trembled half because she was cold, half because she was so mad she could snap her own arm in half. "I will try, and I have tried, but you give me no reason to try again, since you are always walking away from me! Never once have I walked away from you and when I do you get angry?"
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Posted: Fri Jun 22, 2007 4:36 pm
"The laws says that we can't, but I wanna be happy and I need to be happy. Everything else goes wrong but at least I know someone cares. I really like you and I don't want to miss on that." he touched her face to clean the tears in her face, "I'll try not to run and I'll come live here even if Aitrus kills me. Please?"
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Posted: Fri Jun 22, 2007 4:40 pm
Looking down she thought about it. This would be very hard since liking someone who kills his own kind isn't the easiest thing. She was still planning on revenge but he didn't need to know how many people she wanted to kill. Shifting her dark eyes narrowed at her feet, as she up turned them.
"...Fine.." She whispered painfuly, this was going to be a lot harder then it seemed like she knew it. She was crazy and one day she could try and kill him for some stupid reason she'll just snap. She does it alot and when she gets hungry it gets worse.
"..Don't expect much." She grumbled pushing some hairs away from her face but not behind her ear. " because I will give as much as my body is capable of giving. " She said looking up at him. "..Thank my creators for making it impossible for me to do things." She said softly again confused as so what she was getting herself into. It was going to hurt. How stupid was she being right now?
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