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 Posted: Thu Oct 09, 2008 7:26 pm
Yawgmoth's pale white eyes looked towards Seisuke and he nodded giving him the go ahead to ask him something. It was a bad time to talk to him though, he just woke up and as usual was as grumpy as an angry bear after being woken up. Finding a glass and a sink he poured himself some water and downed it quickly to un-dry his throat so he could answer when Seisuke spoke.
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Posted: Thu Oct 09, 2008 7:47 pm
What is your secret? What did you do? *he said to him in a serious tone and looking at him eager for answers*
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Posted: Thu Oct 09, 2008 7:51 pm
The Dark Titan quirked his eyebrow not understanding the question "The secret to what?" he asked flatly since he had no idea what Seisuke was trying to inquire about.
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Posted: Thu Oct 09, 2008 7:53 pm
To attract females to make them yours? I obviously am lacking what you have. *he replied to him in a short burst of words. Wanting to know*
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Posted: Thu Oct 09, 2008 8:00 pm
Yawgmoth blinked for a few moments, he couldn't be serious could he? Blinking again he started to laugh at the question. Finally pausing he snickered and shook his head "Oh man. We think you're serious." he said trying not to laugh again. "There's no secret. You just....do it. It's not something that can be taught or learned. Either you just....have the said mojo to draw in mates or you lack it and it makes things more difficult." he shrugged. "Our secret is simple. We got lucky. We just have it. We always have." he replied still amazed at his cluelessness about the whole matter.
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Posted: Thu Oct 09, 2008 8:06 pm
Im not clueless. I am though baffled at all this and mostly appaled to everything. My brain just wanted an answer directly from thought you just made even harder for me. You just think i am fool for asking such question arent you? *he said taking a drink himself looking at him quite serious and mostly i was anger behind his words but if could feel that then he must know what was he meaning *
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Posted: Thu Oct 09, 2008 8:33 pm
She tried relaxing for more sleep but when she heard voices .. her mind started speeding up finally. She was curious now. And true to herself, she could not tame her curiosity. Rising gracefully, she stretched, nearly falling over, but catching herself quickly. With a great yawn, she slowly wandered down stairs also, finding her strength slowly returning to normal. Leaning against the doorway of the stairs, she watched quietly, listening to them talk.
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Posted: Thu Oct 09, 2008 8:40 pm
"If you're asking US of all people for advice on women you must be clueless." he said with a chuckle. "You do know that we threatened to kill, rape, maim and otherwise do harm to her at first right? Ahaha. We're not the person to ask about being smooth with women. But when it comes down to it we have the skill there if we need to be less....forceful. Still, if you haven't figured that out on your own yet then you are a fool for asking. Yes. We do think that." he answered back with a laugh.
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Posted: Thu Oct 09, 2008 9:23 pm
You always.... I should have known to have asked you that will get that response from you. *he looked at him and didnt ask anymore*
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Posted: Thu Oct 09, 2008 9:52 pm
Looking between the two with wide eyes, she felt it would be appropriate now to speak. "I love you both. I love you both differently, though. And .. when it comes to romance, I need a lot of hand holding, honestly.
Seisuke-ona, when you and I spent a night together .. I was so confused. I was happy but I felt completely foolish and that, despite your love for me and mine for you, I am not experienced enough to meet your needs. I did not understand dinner, I did not understand the servants nor the atmosphere you created in your dojo .. I very much enjoyed our walk together and our conversation was lovely.
Yawgmoth, when you and I spent a night together .. everything was familiar. You were yourself, we spent time with each other doing what we always do .. talking and spending time, it was very lovely. I was comfortable every moment and .. I had not felt that happy in a long while.
I know not why I felt those ways, so differently with you both .. I .. just did." she said softly, looking and sounding a bit apologetic with her explanation, despite knowing she should not be.
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Posted: Thu Oct 09, 2008 10:11 pm
Shrugging his shoulders at Seisuke's response Yawgmoth didn't care. He could be mad if he wanted, but as his blunt nature would always show he didn't lie to Seisuke, that was the truth. Once Ziven spoke he smirked but tried to hide by turning around for another glass of water. Turning to face her after she spoke he smiled "Perhaps that is why. Most humans put on a facade, pretending to be someone the other will enjoy instead of being themselves. We have been ourselves to her every day, since day one. Sure a lot of things have changed since then but we remain with many the same ideals. Simply different feelings about things. None of it is a front though. We're not saying you put up a front" he said looking to Seisuke "Merely offering reasons why. It's just one of many." he shrugged.
Moving over towards Ziven he grinned in her direction "So we're going to assume you can hear and function properly again. We don't need to hold your wrists down again do we? While that was certainly fun for a little while we'd hoped you had calmed down by now." he asked snickering slightly at the implications behind his words.
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Posted: Thu Oct 09, 2008 10:23 pm
Ziven, litsen to me. I did that dinner thinking to treat you with what you deserved, thus i made day special in that sense. I never seek requirements from you nor i was looking for you to meet any. I love you for who you are, for what we feel together not any.more not any less, perhaps i chose wrong in putting a french theme dinner with you, I wasnt fronting anything. You know me so well that you know i dont need to show off to get you attention. I Love you with all my heart and with all my soul. Not looking for ziven to be a person i know she is not.
*He said in a calm but stern words seeking this is the time to show what he was intending*
I always been honest and truthful with you support you all this years . In the good times and the bad. I can honestly say that from the bottom of my heart. I apologize if the dinner was confusing. *he looked at them with a determined face*
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Posted: Thu Oct 09, 2008 10:50 pm
She was watching them both, listening, paying attention to every word. There was a silence after Seisuke spoke. With a small nod of her head, she slowly sank, sitting on the bottom step of the stairs, thinking a bit more, carefully choosing her words. "I must confess, even now I am confused by your explanation of our night together, Seisuke-ona. I know not the French .. I realize it is special to you and should be special to me, though I do not understand why. I am very sorry for my ignorance, I honestly wish I understood for you." she said softly, looking to him with a small, apologetic smile. "What is fronting?" she asked softly, feeling confused and frustrated with herself for not knowing. She paused a moment again, looking to Yawgmoth and bobbing her head. "Yes, I am just fine, thank you." she said softly, not quite catching his meaning.
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Posted: Thu Oct 09, 2008 10:59 pm
Yawgmoth listened to Seisuke spill his guts one more time and merely rolled his eyes at it. He sure was trying hard. Apparently he didn't know what losing meant. Either way Yawgmoth didn't care too much and since he was speaking to Ziven and not him the dark king didn't bother a response to the dojo master. Looking down at Ziven he chuckled. "Fronting is a term that means..putting up a front, like pretending. and hiding behind that pretend character to fool others. Almost like lying, only its usually used to protect ones vulnerable feelings. You could say that our tough guy attitude is a front some days. There are some days where we don't feel that way, but we act that way anyway. To protect what's vulnerable. It's also used when dating, courting others to get them to like you better by pretending to be someone they like and slowly revealing the vulnerable stuff later after the relationship is cemented. Understand it better now?" he explained nodding his head once.
Reaching his hand down to her he turned it over and opened it slowly. "You say you're alright yet you slump now on the steps. Are you sure you don't need a hand? We know Ziven looks out for Ziven so you say, but that doesn't mean can't offer does it?" he asked with a small smile.
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Posted: Thu Oct 09, 2008 10:59 pm
Fronting is another word for façade which is a mask to hide our true selves in order to appear something we are not. Litsen What it matters is that i love you, that i would go through heaven and earth just to be with you. To be there supporting, to help, to love, to care, to take your hand and make you happy. That is what it all meant, dont fluster with french, just see what i feel. See what i wanted to make you feel and see that you in the times together what it brighten my life was to see that bobbed face with a nonchalant smile and speak "Are you well?" I love you, and i cherish every moment you have been with me. I have to say and repeat myself look at the past and see how mouch i deeply care about you. Please
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