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 Posted: Sun Jul 30, 2006 11:07 pm
Nyl Phairen "To the rest of us. To this dojo. To me." Nyl leaned against the doorframe, unyielding. "Unless we don't matter so much anymore." -Reeve rolls over on his side, shutting his eyes- Fine. Sorry I asked, that I am.
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Posted: Sun Jul 30, 2006 11:23 pm
"No, I don't think you are." Reeve, if he'd been thinking straight, might have been able to recognize this emotionlessness as Nyl's reaction to being afraid.
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Posted: Sun Jul 30, 2006 11:24 pm
Nyl Phairen "No, I don't think you are." Reeve, if he'd been thinking straight, might have been able to recognize this emotionlessness as Nyl's reaction to being afraid. -Reeve keeps his eyes closed, wanting the whole wide world to go away- Alright then, so what if I'm not?
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Posted: Sun Jul 30, 2006 11:25 pm
Seph walked into the Medbay. He could see Nyl against a doorframe. That must be where Reeve is. He moved to Nyl's side, poking his head in.
~Nyl? How's he doing..?~
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Posted: Sun Jul 30, 2006 11:33 pm
~Not good.~ There, inside her head, Nyl's mental voice was shaky. ~I don't...know what to do.~
"You might not want to hear it, Reeve, but...the world hasn't ended. We still need you."
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Posted: Sun Jul 30, 2006 11:41 pm
Nyl Phairen ~Not good.~ There, inside her head, Nyl's mental voice was shaky. ~I don't...know what to do.~ "You might not want to hear it, Reeve, but...the world hasn't ended. We still need you." The one thing I need in this world has left me, Nyl. I don't want this world any more...
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Posted: Sun Jul 30, 2006 11:41 pm
Seph looked over Nyl's shoulder to Reeve, then placed a hand on her shoulder, squeezing a bit. He looked back at his friend as he lay there on the bed, his back to them.
"Nyl's right, Reeve. Though it may feel like it right now, you're not alone in these feelings. We still need you, Reeve.. And suicide isn't going to bring an end to anyone's problems. Depending on your belief system, especially yours."
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Posted: Sun Jul 30, 2006 11:43 pm
"It doesn't matter whether you want it or not, Reeve. It's in the world that you have to live."
~Thanks, Seph.~
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Posted: Sun Jul 30, 2006 11:44 pm
Sephiroth E. G. Mousser Seph looked over Nyl's shoulder to Reeve, then placed a hand on her shoulder, squeezing a bit. He looked back at his friend as he lay there on the bed, his back to them. "Nyl's right, Reeve. Though it may feel like it right now, you're not alone in these feelings. We still need you, Reeve.. And suicide isn't going to bring an end to anyone's problems. Depending on your belief system, especially yours." ((edit)) Belief system. All and everything I believed in is gone now. I don't want to suffer this. Nyl, I don't have to live anywhere... just give me a dagger and this can all stop....please.
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Posted: Sun Jul 30, 2006 11:48 pm
He nodded to Nyl in response.
"Then I think it's time to adopt a new belief system. With every loss there is a period of suffering. Be it physical, mental, spiritual, or emotional suffering is relative to what type of loss you bare. But we've all suffered each loss, and we're all still living. We've accepted what this world still has to offer.."
Seph took a deep breath. "Next time, when you feel like you have nothing to live for, instead of reaching for a knife.. reach for one of us. We'll do you a lot more good than a blade.."
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Posted: Sun Jul 30, 2006 11:50 pm
"I will not. Not now, not ever." Nyl's voice broke on the last word.
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Posted: Sun Jul 30, 2006 11:52 pm
Sephiroth E. G. Mousser He nodded to Nyl in response. "Then I think it's time to adopt a new belief system. With every loss there is a period of suffering. Be it physical, mental, spiritual, or emotional suffering is relative to what type of loss you bare. But we've all suffered each loss, and we're all still living. We've accepted what this world still has to offer.." Seph took a deep breath. "Next time, when you feel like you have nothing to live for, instead of reaching for a knife.. reach for one of us. We'll do you a lot more good than a blade.." -Reeve's sanity momentarily suspect, he opens an eye and gazes at Seph, his heart quavering even moreso at Nyl's reaction- Does that mean you'll kill me, Seph? Come. Do more good.
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Posted: Sun Jul 30, 2006 11:54 pm
That was a bad choice of words..
"No." His voice was stern, but it softened immediately, "..it means I'll help you live."
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Posted: Sun Jul 30, 2006 11:56 pm
I don't want help living -He replies savagely- That's what Sarya was for. I want help -dying!-
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Posted: Mon Jul 31, 2006 12:03 am
"Well you're going to have to learn to live, Reeve!" His voice was a roar. "Because people die, people sometimes never come back. If the human race went around killing themselves every time they lost a loved one, there would -BE- no human race. And you're still half-human, Reeve. Like it or not, you're going to have to adapt. There are too many people here that depend on you, even if you feel you can't depend on them.."
The anger in his voice subsided, replaced with concern and sadness. "..You've lost someone you love, Reeve. But there are still so many people here that love you.."
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