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 Posted: Tue Jul 26, 2005 10:07 pm
Fox is starting to think maybe accepting wasn't a very good idea. He goes and locks the door to the ekele, turns off all the lights but the ones in the bedroom. He takes off his shoes only, since the idea of being shirtless just seems like it would be begging for trouble.
He slips into the bed, facing away from Arrow, and using about as little space close to the edge as he can. he probably won't feel comfortable enough to fall asleep until after the other man has drifted off though.
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Posted: Tue Jul 26, 2005 10:09 pm
Arrow wraps an arm around Fox's waist and promplt falls into a drunken stupor.
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Posted: Wed Jul 27, 2005 7:47 pm
Fox hadn't been expecting the arm, and now he feels rather uncomfortable. Not physically, it was a soft bed, and aside from the smell of alcohol, being next to the night scout isn't bad at all, really. More uncomfortable mentally. He really isn't sure how he fells about Arrow, but he is definitely suspecting rebounding... and he doesn't want to rebound with his friend. It takes him a long time to get to sleep, but he eventually manages.
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Posted: Wed Jul 27, 2005 7:50 pm
Rayne gets up to leave with Wind still a little on the angry side. He doesn't want to talk to Wind and he doesn't want to be with Wind right now. They'd had another argument about the state of their physical relationship and he was still recovering from it. He didnt understand why Wind didn't want him that way... they were lifebonded! They were supposed to do things like that. Being lifebonded and not having sex was the equivilant of being amrried and not having sex.
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Posted: Wed Jul 27, 2005 7:55 pm
Wind looks away a bit. He can tell that the bard is still angry with him, he could have told it even if the bond wasn't telling him as much. He doesn't think he's done a good job of explaining the way he felt on the subject either. He really can't stand Rayne ignoring (or almost ignoring) him though, especially not since he feels rather guilty. He knows the bard doesn't deserve to suffer because of his own ******** up past, "Ashke?"
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Posted: Wed Jul 27, 2005 7:57 pm
Rayne looks up, the anger still apparent in his eyes. "What?" he asks, while kicking a pebble in the middle of the path. This makes him look like a two year old having a temper tantrum, but he doesn't really care.
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Posted: Wed Jul 27, 2005 8:00 pm
Whatever Wind had been considering saying, he seems to forget it because of the look in his love's eyes. He also starts picking up the fact that the bard doesn't want to be around him at the moment, which hurts, but he can't say he blames him, "I-I'm sorry. I could find somewhere else to stay the night, if you want."
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Posted: Wed Jul 27, 2005 8:05 pm
This feeling is too much for Rayne to ignore. He'd been ignoring everything else he was picking up, but now he finds that he can't. His expression softens. "No. I want you to be with me." He says. He still feels the anger, but it is fading away. "I'm being selfish." he says.
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Posted: Wed Jul 27, 2005 8:12 pm
Wind shakes his head, "I think I'm the one who's really being selfish here. I mean, even if people had just been dating as long as we have, it wouldn't be unreasonable for someone to expect more than we've done, and we're lifebonded, but..."
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Posted: Wed Jul 27, 2005 8:15 pm
Rayne nods. "And I'm being selfish because I've never had to deal with the but before. I feel like I don't love you enough... because I want something you aren't willing to give me." he says, looking down now. "I feel like I'm not being the person you deserve."
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Posted: Wed Jul 27, 2005 8:17 pm
"I'm the one who's messed up here, ashke, not you."
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Posted: Wed Jul 27, 2005 8:18 pm
"It's not your fault though... Ugh. This is frusterating." Rayne states as he slumps against a tree and crosses his arms. "I don't like fighting with you."
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Posted: Wed Jul 27, 2005 8:22 pm
"I don't like fighting with you either. I'm really sorry though." He heads over to where the bard is, wanting to take the younger man in his arms, but hesitating since, considering the nature of the argument, maybe it's not such a wise idea.
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Posted: Wed Jul 27, 2005 8:30 pm
Rayne places a hand on Wind's shoulder, to show him that being physical is still ok. "It's really not your fault, Wind." he says. He rests his head against the adept's shoulder.
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Posted: Wed Jul 27, 2005 8:32 pm
Saying it's not WindDance's fault, when he's obviously the reason they aren't having sex, seems a little strange, but he doesn't feel like arguing anymore. At all. He wraps his arms around the slim waist of the young bard, and nuzzles his hair a little.
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