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 Posted: Fri Dec 01, 2006 9:59 pm
He sighs a little, "Look, I can tell your upset. I'm heading over there, ok?"
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Posted: Fri Dec 01, 2006 10:00 pm
Aiden sighs. "Fine." he says. "But my mascara's running, and i'm not moving to go clean it up."
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Posted: Fri Dec 01, 2006 10:01 pm
"Like I care about that." Raf replies, and then hangs up and goes over to Aiden's. Which takes a while on the bus >>;
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Posted: Fri Dec 01, 2006 10:03 pm
By the time Raf actually gets there, Aiden isn't crying so much anymore, but he is sitting in the corner of his bed with his knees pulled up to his stomcah.
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Posted: Fri Dec 01, 2006 10:04 pm
Rafael heads over and sits next to him, slinging an arm over his shoulder, having no idea what to say >>;
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Posted: Fri Dec 01, 2006 10:06 pm
Aiden leans his head on rafa's shoulder. "I'm sorry." he says. "Because it's my fault I like you, and I should just get over it. And I shouldn't be upset about you being with other guys because its not like you're with me in the first place, and you're allowed to be with other guys. I don't know why I'm being so stupid about this..."
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Posted: Fri Dec 01, 2006 10:07 pm
He shrugs a little, "You make me feel like an awful friend, doing something to make you feel so awful."
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Posted: Fri Dec 01, 2006 10:09 pm
"You're not a horrible friend at all." Aiden replies, actually looking at him. "That's part of the reason why I like you so much."
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Posted: Fri Dec 01, 2006 10:11 pm
"Good friends don't make their friends cry their eyes out. And if they do, they're at least there to comfort them while they do."
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Posted: Fri Dec 01, 2006 10:16 pm
"You didn't make me cry. I made myself cry, because I'm being ridicoulous." He sighs. "You're gay, so you know what it feels like to like someone so much, and know that you shouldn't, because they'll never like you back. It doesn't matter though, because it doesn't go away. It just gets bigger and bigger and bigger and there's nothing you can do to get rid of it. Nothing at all. And then you try to hide it, but you can't, and they know, and you feel terrible, because you know that NOTHING will ever happen, and notrhing can ever make it better."
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Posted: Fri Dec 01, 2006 10:17 pm
Raf sighs a bit, "Must be even worse, since I am gay, but I still don't..." He leans his head against Aiden's, "I hate seeing you so upset though."
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Posted: Fri Dec 01, 2006 10:19 pm
"And I hate you being upset because I'm upset because you don't like me." Aiden replies.
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Posted: Fri Dec 01, 2006 10:20 pm
"You're right though, I do know what it's like... and that makes it even worse, knowing you're going through that over me."
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Posted: Fri Dec 01, 2006 10:21 pm
"But it's not your fault." Aiden replies, resting his head on rafa's shoulder again. "It's not..."
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Posted: Fri Dec 01, 2006 10:22 pm
He runs a hand through Aiden's hair, "And there's nothing I can do about it either."
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