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Well, to steal from my blog -

"Meh. Looks like I didn't get the Gamestation job, which is a bit of a downer. I didn't expect to get it, though, really...well, to be honest, I don't expect to get any jobs. I mean, I'm not going to stop applying, but it seems like I've run out of luck lately, and I need a smidgen of that to get a job, so... I'm hoping that maybe, maybe, I'll get the job at Waterstones, because that would be great. HMV, too, but I sorely doubt that I will.

[several bits of wank, cut to spare you all]

I think I have to accept that I'm going to have to leave England, too. Which, honestly, will be the worst day of my life thus far. I've got to start accepting it, though, because...well, no loan, no job - can't exactly support myself. I need to start working out how to get all my stuff back to the States, and work out where exactly I'll be living when it happens."

(Since, you know, my mother has moved in with her fiance, and they've only got a one bedroom, nearly-no-living room place, so I can't exactly just move back in with them. Meaning I honestly believe I'll probably have to live in a box on a street somewhere.)

And, to top it all off, I'm still utterly repulsive to...well, anything that lives and breathes, and...well, it's a bit depressing when everyone hooks up with everyone else when you never even get hit on. Especially when your major goal in life - the one that you'd give up university and a career for - is to meet that special someone and start your own family.

OMFG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! blaugh
I went and saw my fave band last Saturday and it was the best one yet!!! To start my friend verbally destroyed some 17 yr olds who were way to obnoxious, then the show started and we were front and center! Like we were the exact spot where Alli, the lead vocals, leans out over the stage, so of course I got to touch his very hot body when he didn't have his shirt on 3nodding and my friend groped him lol. AND THE BEST PART: He leaned out over and was literally right in front of me and his microphone cord ended up kind of wrapped around my neck so when he went back it got caught and so I whipped it off. He apologized by KISSING ME ON THE FOREHEAD!!!!! heart heart heart exclaim exclaim exclaim Oh and I made friends with the only bouncer I've ever seen smile and he helped get me a guitar pick and I nearly got into two fights! IT WAS AWESOME!!!!! heart blaugh 3nodding rofl I'm still in heaven thinking about it all....wish you could have been there Ryu...oh! and that guy from last time that protected my sister was there and the guy that flirted with you, Ryu, the one who had that girlfriend was there hitting on my friend xp

ninja

school starts monday... crying