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*Comes out of his cave.* You guys need to seriously chill out...

....*Goes back into his cave.*

Roy. You seem to be the only sane person here. Everyone else has gone crazy. They have some good points but you all gotta chill.

Craig sent me this, just for you guys 'cause he's been reading along with us:

Bah, thank god I am yet to be put into THE BOX OF D00M!

Heres the deal, I have been in nearly ALL feds in gaia atlest once. ((CTC=Serj/Harkton,l GWA= Dream, EGW= BK/Serj, ect,)) but there is ONE fed that I know I could have A good time, ofcourse it is BTWF.

BTWF is like my second favorite fed I have visited. ((WWHW is first....Can't help it.)) Without BTWF, I would still be writing crappy promos, leet speak, god mod without knowing what I was doing, not meet people like Matt(Rocky), Matt(Conners), Heat, Steve-o, Craig, ford, Voorhees, Ryan(Or did I meet him in CTC...Hmm.) Richard, all these guys. Without BTWF, my buddy list would be empty.

So yeah.

Meh. To tell you all the truth, I'm not leaving because of all the politics and bitching. Like Rich, I'm a patient guy. I can handle it. I may get pissed off at Ryan every so often for insinuating my brother is a mule and that I'm a whiny b***h, but my whiny bitching was more an outburst of frustration that came out like a whiny bitchrant. My apologies.

The reason I'm leaving is because I'm sick of writing. The Darson/Voorhees match at fadetoblack took me two weeks to write, and about six-eight hours every day working on and off to just barely get out two paragraphs or so. The ideas don't come to me anymore. I just sit there, staring at a word processor document that has the entrances, and that's it. Like Ryan, I'm in the BTWF to have fun. To write matches, to develop my character, to pretend I'm a real wrestler.

But I'm not having fun anymore. Sure, the fact that it seems like the BTWF is in a constant state of turmoil isn't really helping with my disposition, but if I was still having fun writing, I could get over it easily enough. Now, though, I have no desire to write anymore. As much as I don't want to leave the BTWF, I'm not going to be useful for anything. Unless anybody wants to keep me on to continue booking Re:Volution and update the site. I could probably deal with doing that. But I can't write matches or promos anymore.

It really upsets me that I have to leave like this. All the other times I've died, they were against my will. This time I'm leaving by my own violition. It's a lot different. I've put a lot of work into the BTWF over the past year. It's pretty much dominated my internet life. And it was fine. I have many more good memories from BTWF than I do the bad. And I'm disappointed that I'm not going to be around for some of the plans we had for the future.

But in the end, there's nothing I can do. Maybe I'll get the urge to start writing again someday. But for now, the creative juices aren't even there, much less flowing. I don't want to see the BTWF die. To have spent as much time as I have at this fed, to have invested so much time in it at the expense of my social life (what little of it there is), and even some of my grades, just to see it all get flushed away because some people can't get along? It's sad.

I've stuck by Rich in the past. And whatever he decides to do, I suppose I'll stick by that, too. But I can only hope that his decision is one that will help the BTWF in the end. Whether it's some booking changes to make up for the absences, or to finally put the BTWF down before it can get any sicker.

The tumor's there, guys. What you all do in the near future will decide whether it's malignant or benign.

I think we're all realizing the real deal here Heat. ninja

Alright time for me to get a word......

Blade you talk about how you book the way you like, and you don''t like the way people talk about how you book. Well the point is, you should listen to what people have to say and talk to others about plans for the month...I said it before (as the rock said) To most of us here, this is home and this is family and we all enjoy working together, and if you don''t like it, then get the ******** out... I think we do need some changes, not alot but some...

1) Someone really needs to delete some old threads that arent used anymore, like the SD HctP thread, my Bday thread, Blades Bday thread, and others like that, that dont have a point behind them.

2) At the start of every month, at least 5 people and Blade should have a meeting over Aim or MSN this way ideas are spread out, and its not just one person that takes the heat for everything...

3) A new thread should be started titled "Do you really want to be here" and the only people that should post in there are people that really want to be in this fed.

Those are just three changes I think will help this fed get back in shape..If you ask me its time to go back to the beginning and get back to the basics that made this fed what it is. I don''t want to see the BTWF go down, to many people that like it here are here and most likely will agree they don''t want to see it go down. So listen to my words, try my advice...And everyone remember that no matter what happens the blame is not on one person, it is on everyones hands.

The Charismatic Diablo is done

What's wrong with helping out people that you laugh at? Just because I find this all funny, doesn't mean I'm one to sit there and continue laughing. When my friends need help, I help them. Regardless of how ridiculous I think things are.



As ambiguous as that paragraph is, I can say this. I ran the CTC that way.



Wow. Can you say "talking out of the rectum"? I'm just saying that the BTWF has willing people. I'm not even complaining about Jin, I'm only making a joke pardon my non-usage of smiley faces and just-kidding acronyms you dolt. And where am I saying that I'll do the same for WHA? I'm not even part of the roster nor do I plan to write matches. If I did "pull a Jin" it'd be because you guys were pulling an OCW. Don't ever argue against me if you can't even begin to understand me.



Actually I pretty much had to wait about three months before grabbing that title before it was taken off of me very briefly before it came back to me. I never asked for my titles, I never even aimed for them. Never once did I complain and I had fun doing it. That's all I can say. My goal in GWF, CTC, and in BTWF was never to hold a title. It was to have fun.



Wow, emotions boiling over? Use your logic. I never complained about GWF and BTWF combining. I said I would back you up if that was your decision if you don't recall. I'm sorry if you were offended by the things I said, but I never once meant any of my words to be hostile. That's just you being hasty. Again. I sure did welcome you back, I even let you have a sub-owner status regardless of what everyone else wanted. You blew it, not me. But you were always welcome to stay. You're the one that left. I never whined about handing it over. I was using my logic again and thinking about the guild as a whole. I listened to the opinions of all my moderators and anyone on the roster. I had to make a compromise with everyone to let you on board as a sub-owner. I'm sorry for listening to people Mr. Potato Head. You preach that you listen too, so I'm sure you'd understand. If not, you're the hypocrite, not me. Stop thinking with your a**. Just because it seems like I personally hate you and Voorhees, I don't. So don't try to make everything in the past sound negative by letting your emotions get in the way.



Pardon me, but weren't you unsatisfied with GWF? Which is why you tried to let BTWF absorb it? Not combine. Absorb. Don't tell me about your success. I never once thought about giving up my own guild to run off to another. That's committment. That's also courtesy. I did leave the guild behind but I never once thought about taking it with me. My ego just isn't that big, I'm sorry.

Calm down and talk through a clear head rather than your emotions. And if you talk with your emotions, at least learn how to control them properly before attacking a guy who is merely stating things. I'm not whining, which is use of logic filtered with emotion and one-sided arguements. I'm stating things while accepting what other people think. I'm not out to point out every character flaw you have. I merely ask that you accept other opinions before actually attacking.

Metaphor: Don't be a nazi just because I'm Jewish.