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 Posted: Thu Aug 11, 2011 11:03 pm
SorceressJacklyn Millenium Joker I must admit, i've had slight trouble with things in the Wiccan belief system in the past. namely, discovering who or what my patron diety is and what form/spirit my 'guardian' takes- I read once that by focusing and being very calm, quietly meditating and being at peace in a secluded area- perhaps a bedroom- that your guardian will make itself known to you in time, but after having tried for almost 4 months every night to contact it and learn it's identity and appearance, I had produced no results. However, an image of a rotting beast made of human flesh and worms often crosses my mind.... must've been all the YuGiOh I used to play. :/ Yeah... I'm a Pagan but I'm not a Wiccan. I can't agree with some of their views. As for animals and deities, it's different for everyone. I found my deities while doing some mythology research and when I came to their pages, I felt like I was getting the loving embrace of parents I wish I had growing up. As for guardian, came in a dream. He's actually a bit odd but he's my reason to have such a love and connection to the elements. It helped focus my study on divination, chakra healing, crystal magicks, and herbalism. I mostly call myself a Hearth, or "Kitchen", Witch since it seems to be where I best draw up my power. @DSW: I'm eating way more now since I'm at the stage where the umbilical cord attaches and the yolk sack shrivels up. But at least the nausea is gone. Now it's nasty headaches. Well at least it is a healthy baby so far and headaches? Must be a pain at times. =/ Have you come up with a name already for your baby girl? whee @Ferregar: He will join Ernya and I'm trying to get him as a knight in the area. Feel free to read his bio as he is an artificially made Vestitor by German professors in the Axiom guild. @Joker: Yes, I found that picture on deviant art. It looked rather suiting for my RPC and it just looks so epic! I just had to pick that armor! XD
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Posted: Thu Aug 11, 2011 11:05 pm
Millenium Joker YES! Only dillemma now... is this... Should I make him like the build in which I DISCOVERED this feat or just make a custom player? :/
Are we talking in this guild?
I'd make him a warrior, with the dual-2hander style as a custom style. (That you're going to let my character learn too.) and make him a badass race, like the Machinima or Reaver.
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Posted: Thu Aug 11, 2011 11:07 pm
DGwar Millenium Joker YES! Only dillemma now... is this... Should I make him like the build in which I DISCOVERED this feat or just make a custom player? :/
Are we talking in this guild?
I'd make him a warrior, with the dual-2hander style as a custom style. (That you're going to let my character learn too.) and make him a badass race, like the Machinima or Reaver.
Eh? Oh, no no no- i discovered ths build playing Baldur's Gate: Dark Alliance 2. The Berserker character, Dorn Redbear, can learn the trait that allows him to weild a great-weapon in each hand. sadly, this does NOT extend to Poleaxes. :/ WTF is a Machinima or a Reaver? Is the Reaver what I'm thinking (Maze?)
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Posted: Thu Aug 11, 2011 11:07 pm
Millenium Joker SorceressJacklyn Millenium Joker I must admit, i've had slight trouble with things in the Wiccan belief system in the past. namely, discovering who or what my patron diety is and what form/spirit my 'guardian' takes- I read once that by focusing and being very calm, quietly meditating and being at peace in a secluded area- perhaps a bedroom- that your guardian will make itself known to you in time, but after having tried for almost 4 months every night to contact it and learn it's identity and appearance, I had produced no results. However, an image of a rotting beast made of human flesh and worms often crosses my mind.... must've been all the YuGiOh I used to play. :/ Yeah... I'm a Pagan but I'm not a Wiccan. I can't agree with some of their views. As for animals and deities, it's different for everyone. I found my deities while doing some mythology research and when I came to their pages, I felt like I was getting the loving embrace of parents I wish I had growing up. As for guardian, came in a dream. He's actually a bit odd but he's my reason to have such a love and connection to the elements. It helped focus my study on divination, chakra healing, crystal magicks, and herbalism. I mostly call myself a Hearth, or "Kitchen", Witch since it seems to be where I best draw up my power. @DSW: I'm eating way more now since I'm at the stage where the umbilical cord attaches and the yolk sack shrivels up. But at least the nausea is gone. Now it's nasty headaches. Hmm.... he came in a dream? How did you go about contacting him? How do you remember what he said and did? Because.... the meditation thing never worked for me. I have a vastly overactive brain (medically, the chemistry is... off) and I can almost never remember my dreams, unless something awful happens in them (like when my father blended me into a human-flavored smoothie and drank me.) Any tips on making contact? Because I've always been intrigued by this sort of thing, and to make contact with my guardian would be like a fantasy for me. Unless he's a huge d**k. :/ I wasn't trying to contact him. But he came to me not long after my first Esbat ritual after finding my deities. He and another being like him were there and I was riding him. He was huge! But now, when I need to contact him, I light a green candle (since he's that color) and take a nap or wrap a green thread/ribbon around my wrist if I'm going to sleep for the night. Look into Lucid Dreaming. It helps you remember your dreams better. Or start a dream journal to write down what you do remember and over time, you'll have an easier time remembering your dreams.
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Posted: Thu Aug 11, 2011 11:09 pm
Millenium Joker Eh? Oh, no no no- i discovered ths build playing Baldur's Gate: Dark Alliance 2. The Berserker character, Dorn Redbear, can learn the trait that allows him to weild a great-weapon in each hand. sadly, this does NOT extend to Poleaxes. :/ WTF is a Machinima or a Reaver? Is the Reaver what I'm thinking (Maze?)
No, I'm saying if you wanted to make one like that in this guild.
Those are two bloodlines in this guild. The Anima Machinima are like badass robot people, and the Reavers are a race with a special gauntlet arm.
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Posted: Thu Aug 11, 2011 11:09 pm
SorceressJacklyn Millenium Joker SorceressJacklyn Millenium Joker I must admit, i've had slight trouble with things in the Wiccan belief system in the past. namely, discovering who or what my patron diety is and what form/spirit my 'guardian' takes- I read once that by focusing and being very calm, quietly meditating and being at peace in a secluded area- perhaps a bedroom- that your guardian will make itself known to you in time, but after having tried for almost 4 months every night to contact it and learn it's identity and appearance, I had produced no results. However, an image of a rotting beast made of human flesh and worms often crosses my mind.... must've been all the YuGiOh I used to play. :/ Yeah... I'm a Pagan but I'm not a Wiccan. I can't agree with some of their views. As for animals and deities, it's different for everyone. I found my deities while doing some mythology research and when I came to their pages, I felt like I was getting the loving embrace of parents I wish I had growing up. As for guardian, came in a dream. He's actually a bit odd but he's my reason to have such a love and connection to the elements. It helped focus my study on divination, chakra healing, crystal magicks, and herbalism. I mostly call myself a Hearth, or "Kitchen", Witch since it seems to be where I best draw up my power. @DSW: I'm eating way more now since I'm at the stage where the umbilical cord attaches and the yolk sack shrivels up. But at least the nausea is gone. Now it's nasty headaches. Hmm.... he came in a dream? How did you go about contacting him? How do you remember what he said and did? Because.... the meditation thing never worked for me. I have a vastly overactive brain (medically, the chemistry is... off) and I can almost never remember my dreams, unless something awful happens in them (like when my father blended me into a human-flavored smoothie and drank me.) Any tips on making contact? Because I've always been intrigued by this sort of thing, and to make contact with my guardian would be like a fantasy for me. Unless he's a huge d**k. :/ I wasn't trying to contact him. But he came to me not long after my first Esbat ritual after finding my deities. He and another being like him were there and I was riding him. He was huge! But now, when I need to contact him, I light a green candle (since he's that color) and take a nap or wrap a green thread/ribbon around my wrist if I'm going to sleep for the night. Look into Lucid Dreaming. It helps you remember your dreams better. Or start a dream journal to write down what you do remember and over time, you'll have an easier time remembering your dreams. So first, I need to find out who my deity is.... Any tips? Also, what is Esbat? (N00bish, i know) Hmm..... I know for a fact that I AM NOT looking into Lucid dreaming- I've read about the negative effects and risks, and unless I have somebody to help wake me up when I do it, I'm not gonna try it. The dream journal may not work- all i ever really remember are things I use to write horror stories and plots/ideas for video games. :/
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Posted: Thu Aug 11, 2011 11:10 pm
Demonic Slayer Wasuken SorceressJacklyn @DSW: I'm eating way more now since I'm at the stage where the umbilical cord attaches and the yolk sack shrivels up. But at least the nausea is gone. Now it's nasty headaches. Well at least it is a healthy baby so far and headaches? Must be a pain at times. =/ Have you come up with a name already for your baby girl? whee Yeah. Doc said headaches are normal. Just to watch what I use to relieve them. And we're still working on names since we don't officially know the sex yet.
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Posted: Thu Aug 11, 2011 11:10 pm
DGwar Millenium Joker Eh? Oh, no no no- i discovered ths build playing Baldur's Gate: Dark Alliance 2. The Berserker character, Dorn Redbear, can learn the trait that allows him to weild a great-weapon in each hand. sadly, this does NOT extend to Poleaxes. :/ WTF is a Machinima or a Reaver? Is the Reaver what I'm thinking (Maze?)
No, I'm saying if you wanted to make one like that in this guild.
Those are two bloodlines in this guild. The Anima Machinima are like badass robot people, and the Reavers are a race with a special gauntlet arm.
So.... maze is no longer a viable option? ...Farewell, sweet prince. You were the love child of my brain and my wild imagination, and you shall be missed.
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Posted: Thu Aug 11, 2011 11:12 pm
Millenium Joker So.... maze is no longer a viable option? ...Farewell, sweet prince. You were the love child of my brain and my wild imagination, and you shall be missed.
Lol, you are so strange sometimes.
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Posted: Thu Aug 11, 2011 11:14 pm
Hello Children. Did you miss me?
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Posted: Thu Aug 11, 2011 11:14 pm
SorceressJacklyn Demonic Slayer Wasuken SorceressJacklyn @DSW: I'm eating way more now since I'm at the stage where the umbilical cord attaches and the yolk sack shrivels up. But at least the nausea is gone. Now it's nasty headaches. Well at least it is a healthy baby so far and headaches? Must be a pain at times. =/ Have you come up with a name already for your baby girl? whee Yeah. Doc said headaches are normal. Just to watch what I use to relieve them. And we're still working on names since we don't officially know the sex yet. Oh really? I thought you said it was a girl like a week ago. Man I feel rather stupid. =/
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Posted: Thu Aug 11, 2011 11:14 pm
DGwar Millenium Joker So.... maze is no longer a viable option? ...Farewell, sweet prince. You were the love child of my brain and my wild imagination, and you shall be missed.
Lol, you are so strange sometimes.
Maze was the b*****d offspring of my imagination, a lack of sleep, and an unhealty fascination of 'religious cyborgs' You know this, redneck. You approved him. Your character had to deal with him once, I think. :p
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Posted: Thu Aug 11, 2011 11:15 pm
satans-plaything Hello Children. Did you miss me? No. I don't know you. Stranger danger! STRANGER DANGER!!!!!!! D:
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Posted: Thu Aug 11, 2011 11:16 pm
satans-plaything Hello Children. Did you miss me? OH WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN!? *Bear hugs you while crying on your shoulder* crying
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Posted: Thu Aug 11, 2011 11:16 pm
satans-plaything Hello Children. Did you miss me? Yay! my stalker's back! lol
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