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Roger Dodger!!!

Hahahahahaha.. hahahaha.. ( keeps goinf for like 3 hours until i fade away)
hahahahaha.. ahem.

Excellent Ryan, Encore i say.. Bravo!!!!

Can you make me an id like you did it? with the troublemaker stuff and alll? hehehe.

Forget it, i'll copy(steal) your comic, work on it and be happy.

Can I speak for a moment 'ere?

I'd first like to apologize for the lack of card, I'm gonna modify Ryan's card to fit for Saturday, as Azure & Darson aren't 'ere right now. I know Austin was taking a breather due to being overworked, but Darson's recent death for the nth time really messed up all my plans, as usually when Darson dies, that means Mark doesn't show up either. So, right there, I'm without 3 top level storylines. I'm working to correct the damage, but I don't know...

I also want to talk about the future of the BTWF. It seems to me that 2 things are occuring:
1 - People don't like the way I book and are opening critisizing me for it without offering much in the way of solutions. People don't like the way I book... but I book how I enjoy wrestling. I grew up watching old-school NWA. I try and avoid new-age WWE sportz-entertainment booking. I think it's terribly written and has nothing to do with actual wrestling. That's just how I feel about WWE, and I will make every attempt, with every ounce of my body, to keep myself from booking sportz entertainment. I'm sorry, that's just how it is... I expect people to leave because of this, but oh well, since there's point 2.
2 - Lack of caring. I'm close to not caring anymore since it seems that the majority of my roster doesn't. They don't offer up any suggestions for booking, they don't write thier matches, and generally, it seems like most people just don't care.

What happened to the spirit that made BTWF the number 1 fed on Gaia, and no Ryan, CTC never eclipsed us. What happened to people actually giving a ********? Did you all politic your spirits out until you just decided that you'd do things better your way? Tony, I made you WHC and were about to give you the storyline of the year, and you make your own fed because you don't think I'm booking you strong enough? Roy, I try and make you the top name on Gaia and you spit in my face? Ryan, you sit there and complain about how BTWF is day in and day out, but why do you stick around? Sure, I'm probably inviting the three of you to walk out, but I need to vent, so take this as you will.

Am I a pushover? No, I'm not. I'm just incredibly patient. I deal with problems as calmly as possible, because I deal with hotheads at home, at work, in my social life, and online. What point is there to just yelling when you can work out a solution? I try not to be the Evil Dictator everyone wants Brian Blade to be... I try to be for the people. In March, EVERYONE WANTED DARSON GRAYS TO BE CHAMPION. I gave you that, and 3 months later you all piss on it as being a bad idea. I take the title off of Darson, giving people what they want, and guess what? PEOPLE b***h! FOR THE SAKE OF THE LORD, WILL YOU ALL MAKE UP YOUR ******** MINDS!

Over the last 72 hours, I've had serious thoughts of just closing down. Sure, BTWF means alot to people like Darson, Steve, Keith, Mark, Matt, Stephen, Shannon, and the rest of the people that wouldn't leave me if I put clowns in the main event, but what does it mean to you? People act as though BTWF is a family... Where's the family now?

Where's the family now?

I'm going to completely ignore what was said up above and just write stuff. That's what I've done for the past few years. Just one thing before I start.

I've eclipsed BTWF, and you know it. For a month or two perhaps.

Anyway, let's see what's happening.

I seriously still laugh at all of you. Anthony Voorhees and his group (which I help out because I've been asked) are a bunch of angsty teenagers. And are pretty stubborn. Heat just likes to blow things out of proportion because he's a troublemaker. I haven't joined their guild. I'm only a temp.

Blade is angry, mad, sad, confused. His emotions are getting the better of him at the moment. One may argue that these are when we truly shine, but eighty-percent of the time that is an untrue statement. It's our worst moments. So take a load off.

Now I know I've been insulting Blade a lot and what-not. And his two stooges (Darson and Twist). Now, let's clarify some things. I don't talk to Darson much. I haven't even personally spoken with Twist in my life. So when I make fun of them, take it very lightly.

I'm not here to insult people, though it seems that way. I don't even complain. I'm just exaggerating what everyone is thinking and doing thorough analysis of what people are possibly thinking. Sure I make it seem like that's how I personally feel, but most of the time I don't. In fact, most of the time I'm not even sure what I'm saying. Seriously. You've been listening to a guy who's been pretty clueless of everything.

Want to know why I'm still here? Because the BTWF is competent, or can be. I stay here because I know that a lot of people are dedicated. Which means I won't be writing for a federation that will slack very often. I don't want to work for Schneider's OCW because some people just don't show up or even write their matches anymore (Cough, Jin Arishima).

Sure, I don't exactly see eye-to-eye with Blade. But I respect him as a booker. Shocking as that may sound, it's true. Being a booker is pretty hard, being the owner is even harder. The guy does everything with help from his two stooges and other roster members. I mean, I may write harmful comics and destroy the kayfabe of this entire e-fed, but I still attempt to get my matches done.

I know a lot of you may say, "But I do too and I get diddly." Well look at it. For a second. Are you willing to break your neck for a title? Throw storylines out the window? Throw the fun you have writing your matches out the window? Just ignore all the backstage politics and how "mistreated" you are? Are you having fun with writing your matches? If you aren't, why are you even in an E-fed? Blade may see titles as the number-one goal in an e-fed, and the rest of you may have become mindless sheep and followed that goal as well, but I don't. I write because I'm having fun writing my match. Who cares if you're champion or not? Who cares if people think you suck at writing? Just write your matches and have fun. "Oh, it's not fun when I'm not champion, I work so hard." Well cry me a river. I work hard too and do I complain about not getting pushes? No. I complain when people are ruining my experience. Like Steve Twist, and a bunch of other random people, officially spitting on the TV title when I had it (which I guess is proof that I'm not the only one destroying title runs). You may argue that this is thinking "Isn't this caring about what people think?". No. It's more like, "Isn't this retarded? This is your federation that you take so much pride in and you go ahead and pull this? Why do you even exist? This is why most people hate you sunshine." Which is the main reason why I made my comics. Condescending people deserve to be grabbed by the ankle and pulled right back down to earth. Which brings me to my next point.

Hold on, I forgot because I'm pulling this out of my subconcious, oh yeah, I got it now. Whiners. There are the people who are on earth and seem to be burrowing into the floor purposely to keep their perspective because they're stubborn. When Darson lost the title, no respect. I guess you can say Darson cussing at everything didn't help, but at least sympathize with the guy. But everyone just burrowed into the floor to continue viewing him in the same way. Sure, I refuted him, but that's just how I am. The point is, everyone is complaining while Blade and the unrelenting stooges try to adjust to the will of the roster. But it's not good enough. Oh no, you angsty teenagers go ahead and complain even more. You must surely realize that Darson and Twist are where they are for a reason. They are willing to take the hits when they come regardless of how they feel. Want proof? Darson dropped his title. Twist? Well, whatever plans they had for him in the future are probably changed somehow. I wouldn't know, I'm not "up there". But they do think about the entire guild, regardless of how they are merely members of the roster just like everyone else. What about the rest of you whining about being mistreated? It's not for the guild as a whole. It's for yourselves. That's fine and everything. That's why you're all leaving. You may say that you're tired of Blade's booking, but he's trying. At least see that. And if you don't accept it, it's like telling a man with one leg to walk with two, even though he's trying. Sometimes conformity is just wrong, or impossible. Let's look at it this way, Voorhees and Heat, you guys actually wanted to take the BTWF title and chuck it to the floor though, at the same time, strive to be honorable? You guys aren't exactly victims yourselves and were about to become hypocritical villains in a sense. Looking so forward to the future, making a new guild, but you guys goofed around way too much. I thought you were all serious about making this guild, yet you would waste time and go Power Ranger roleplay. Do you really have the dedication to start a guild? Don't look down on Blade just yet until you're actually at the top. You can make fun of him, but you're not above the guy. He's human. It's fine to say you're not below him, but when I look at it, how are you any better? You "actually listen"? You won't go all "H"? That is fantastic for you, but don't look down on the guy for trying.

Now I may be a hypocrite about insulting Blade myself, but I was doing it only to make a statement. You can't rely on one man to run a guild. It's inefficient. You have to work WITH Blade. While you complain about him ruining the guild, how are you making it any better? By running off and making a new guild? And what if that guild fails? Run off to a new one? Run back to the BTWF? I certainly hope you guys are committed. And when I mean committed, you have no idea at all. I ran CTC "committed" and learned what the word truly meant.

Woah...how the hell do you follow that up...

(Im New! *begins laughing madly before being put in a straight jacket and dragged off*)

Jeez, that left a great impression rolleyes lol

Now hold on a damn minute. I know when the efed is in unrest because this always happens whenever I go somewhere new. It happened in GWF (NEW) and I don't want it to happen here. Look, Ryan. Voorhees may be new to efedding but that doesn't mean that he's not a good writer. You can't just write him off by saying that he's no better then anyone else. This federation is all about working together as a team/ Am I right? Yes, I am. Because what if Darson didn't want to drop the title to VOorhees. What if VOorhees never got the title. That wouldn't be working as a team. On another note, you can't say stuff about Darson because he agreed to drop the title to Voorhees.

But X has a point as well. Alot of people think taht if they don't get a title that the booker doesn't think much of them. I don't. I've been around efeds for what..3 months? I know my role. My role is to do whatever s**t the booker tells me to do and I do it. If I'm asked to drop a title, I drop it. If I'm asked to job, I job. That's what is expected in this efed, and if you can't do that? Then get the hell out.

Voorhees? Don't swear man. It's not nice and makes you seem noob-like. They all have points. YOu can't diss the legends of the business or the top guys and then think you can get away with it either. Just calm down.

Rich? I know I don't know you well and I agree partially on what you just said, but you can't b***h on Tony just because he made his own guild. Man, if you didn't read what was just said there, Tony made the guild so he could find out what it was like in your shoes. In your life. He didn't do it to spit in your face or make you angry, he wanted to see what it was like to be you. And another thing. How can you say that most people don't write they're own matches, when there are a flock of newcomers who have been so far. You've gotta use some of the talent on RE:Volution. Unless you're blind, you've been reading mine and Ice's matches, I think that was a pretty good feud we got going on there, and I think it's Madness worthy. Why should we waste a good feud like Ice VS The Tornado. When Ryan made that card earlier, he reconized some of the talent from RE:Volution and he put me and Cral in as an opener. Also Brian, Roy has a point. You gotta listen to the people. Roy said he doesn't want a title or to be a top name you can't talk it as a spit in the face. You gotta listen man.

Guys. Don't make the BTWF the epidemy of defeat. Don't let us die out like so many other efeds. If you can't get along, then keep it to yourselfs. Just don't drag us into it.

Thanks.

I'll be figuring things out @ work today.