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Clasion Rainheart Captain
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 Posted: Thu Jul 29, 2004 10:45 pm
PimpGundam METAL FREAK87 Clasion Rainheart PimpGundam METAL FREAK87 PimpGundam I am depressed and I am listening to Opeth which is making more depressed. sad Hey people......hey Gundam why are you so depressed? By the way I know some music that isn't depressing. Because I have severe depression disorder. I know a lot of happy music but I feel like listening to depressing music. That's the same way I am. I listen to sad music when I'm sad. 3nodding But you aren't the only one. I think a fair amount of people here know about my and my depressiveness. sweatdrop I used to like being depressed a little bit......felt like I was surrounded by darkness and stuff...... But mine is a mental dissorder, I have medication for it. I have done VERY stupid things when I was depressed. I have a mental dissorder as well, but I'll never take medication for it. I don't tell my mother about some of my problems, but I'm pretty sure I'm qualified as clinically insane.
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Posted: Thu Jul 29, 2004 10:45 pm
Clasion Rainheart METAL FREAK87 Clasion Rainheart PimpGundam METAL FREAK87 PimpGundam I am depressed and I am listening to Opeth which is making more depressed. sad Hey people......hey Gundam why are you so depressed? By the way I know some music that isn't depressing. Because I have severe depression disorder. I know a lot of happy music but I feel like listening to depressing music. That's the same way I am. I listen to sad music when I'm sad. 3nodding But you aren't the only one. I think a fair amount of people here know about my and my depressiveness. sweatdrop I used to like being depressed a little bit......felt like I was surrounded by darkness and stuff...... Yeah, I still do enjoy it, now and then. I'm alot darker a person than I let on. 3nodding Have you ever tried to commite suicide, and not for atention but so you could escape your emotions? I have, I suggest not trying.
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Posted: Thu Jul 29, 2004 10:48 pm
Clasion Rainheart Hehe...>.>...Because I think you'd do it back if I were male. xp Yesh, I wanna. It's not a waste. o.o Besides....I have over 20k. >.> And you think I wont do it back because you're female? *licks Clasi's cheek* blaugh But, I'll feel bad if you get them for me. sad
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Posted: Thu Jul 29, 2004 10:49 pm
PimpGundam Clasion Rainheart METAL FREAK87 Clasion Rainheart PimpGundam METAL FREAK87 PimpGundam I am depressed and I am listening to Opeth which is making more depressed. sad Hey people......hey Gundam why are you so depressed? By the way I know some music that isn't depressing. Because I have severe depression disorder. I know a lot of happy music but I feel like listening to depressing music. That's the same way I am. I listen to sad music when I'm sad. 3nodding But you aren't the only one. I think a fair amount of people here know about my and my depressiveness. sweatdrop I used to like being depressed a little bit......felt like I was surrounded by darkness and stuff...... Yeah, I still do enjoy it, now and then. I'm alot darker a person than I let on. 3nodding Have you ever tried to commite suicide, and not for atention but so you could escape your emotions? I have, I suggest not trying. Maybe this is beginning to get a bit to far now......
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Clasion Rainheart Captain
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Posted: Thu Jul 29, 2004 10:49 pm
PimpGundam Clasion Rainheart METAL FREAK87 Clasion Rainheart PimpGundam METAL FREAK87 PimpGundam I am depressed and I am listening to Opeth which is making more depressed. sad Hey people......hey Gundam why are you so depressed? By the way I know some music that isn't depressing. Because I have severe depression disorder. I know a lot of happy music but I feel like listening to depressing music. That's the same way I am. I listen to sad music when I'm sad. 3nodding But you aren't the only one. I think a fair amount of people here know about my and my depressiveness. sweatdrop I used to like being depressed a little bit......felt like I was surrounded by darkness and stuff...... Yeah, I still do enjoy it, now and then. I'm alot darker a person than I let on. 3nodding Have you ever tried to commite suicide, and not for atention but so you could escape your emotions? I have, I suggest not trying. You don't have to tell me. I consider that rather weak, actually. I would never....Especially for such a reason....But I would never need to. I can escape my emotions. It's part of my mental...Um...Condition...Sometimes it comes to me in random attacks. It's a pretty horrible thing when you're with your lover and it happens....Fortunately I can control it better, now. sweatdrop
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Posted: Thu Jul 29, 2004 10:51 pm
Hem Kahn Clasion Rainheart Hehe...>.>...Because I think you'd do it back if I were male. xp Yesh, I wanna. It's not a waste. o.o Besides....I have over 20k. >.> And you think I wont do it back because you're female? *licks Clasi's cheek* blaugh But, I'll feel bad if you get them for me. sad That's better. Nyu. o.o Don't. ^^. Ish my choice, and I wanna do something nice for yew. 3nodding
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Clasion Rainheart Captain
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Posted: Thu Jul 29, 2004 10:52 pm
Clasion Rainheart PimpGundam Clasion Rainheart METAL FREAK87 Clasion Rainheart PimpGundam METAL FREAK87 PimpGundam I am depressed and I am listening to Opeth which is making more depressed. sad Hey people......hey Gundam why are you so depressed? By the way I know some music that isn't depressing. Because I have severe depression disorder. I know a lot of happy music but I feel like listening to depressing music. That's the same way I am. I listen to sad music when I'm sad. 3nodding But you aren't the only one. I think a fair amount of people here know about my and my depressiveness. sweatdrop I used to like being depressed a little bit......felt like I was surrounded by darkness and stuff...... Yeah, I still do enjoy it, now and then. I'm alot darker a person than I let on. 3nodding Have you ever tried to commite suicide, and not for atention but so you could escape your emotions? I have, I suggest not trying. You don't have to me. I consider that rather weak, actually. I would never....Especially for such a reason....But I would never need to. I can escape my emotions. It's part of my mental...Um...Condition...Sometimes it comes to me in random attacks. It's a pretty horrible thing when you're with your lover and it happens....Fortunately I can control it better, now. sweatdrop Good music is my medication smile That will get me through a lot of stuff.
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Posted: Thu Jul 29, 2004 10:53 pm
Clasion Rainheart PimpGundam Clasion Rainheart METAL FREAK87 Clasion Rainheart PimpGundam METAL FREAK87 PimpGundam I am depressed and I am listening to Opeth which is making more depressed. sad Hey people......hey Gundam why are you so depressed? By the way I know some music that isn't depressing. Because I have severe depression disorder. I know a lot of happy music but I feel like listening to depressing music. That's the same way I am. I listen to sad music when I'm sad. 3nodding But you aren't the only one. I think a fair amount of people here know about my and my depressiveness. sweatdrop I used to like being depressed a little bit......felt like I was surrounded by darkness and stuff...... Yeah, I still do enjoy it, now and then. I'm alot darker a person than I let on. 3nodding Have you ever tried to commite suicide, and not for atention but so you could escape your emotions? I have, I suggest not trying. You don't have to me. I consider that rather weak, actually. I would never....Especially for such a reason....But I would never need to. I can escape my emotions. It's part of my mental...Um...Condition...Sometimes it comes to me in random attacks. It's a pretty horrible thing when you're with your lover and it happens....Fortunately I can control it better, now. sweatdrop Yes, killing yourself is never a way out, because it makes all your loved ones sad. If you would rather think of your self than the people who love you maybe you do deserve to die. Now lets talk about something else like Shadows Fall new single, it kicks a**.
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Posted: Thu Jul 29, 2004 10:55 pm
Clasion Rainheart whee That's better. Nyu. o.o Don't. ^^. Ish my choice, and I wanna do something nice for yew. 3nodding But.......I don't even know if they will be any good on me, I mean, they may look good in the shop, but then as soon as I buy them, I may change my mind.......so I don't want you to waste your money on me. sweatdrop
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Posted: Thu Jul 29, 2004 10:58 pm
Hem Kahn Clasion Rainheart whee That's better. Nyu. o.o Don't. ^^. Ish my choice, and I wanna do something nice for yew. 3nodding But.......I don't even know if they will be any good on me, I mean, they may look good in the shop, but then as soon as I buy them, I may change my mind.......so I don't want you to waste your money on me. sweatdrop I'm buying you them anyway. xp xp So if you buy them yourself, you'll feel bad because I really would have wasted my money. 3nodding *Ish evil* >.>
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Clasion Rainheart Captain
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Posted: Thu Jul 29, 2004 10:58 pm
Hey I'm getting off for tonight. Gonna go watch ATHF (missed it at 11) Bye everyone!
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Posted: Thu Jul 29, 2004 10:59 pm
METAL FREAK87 Hey I'm getting off for tonight. Gonna go watch ATHF (missed it at 11) Bye everyone! Bye
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Posted: Thu Jul 29, 2004 10:59 pm
Clasion Rainheart I'm buying you them anyway. xp xp So if you buy them yourself, you'll feel bad because I really would have wasted my money. 3nodding *Ish evil* >.> Either way, I'm going to feel bad....I don't like people buying things for me. cry
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Posted: Thu Jul 29, 2004 11:00 pm
PimpGundam Yes, killing yourself is never a way out, because it makes all your loved ones sad. If you would rather think of your self than the people who love you maybe you do deserve to die. Now lets talk about something else like Shadows Fall new single, it kicks a**. I've always seen suicide as a very selfish, and weak think, anyhow. 3nodding o.o.....Hm...Never heard Shadows Fall. >.>
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Clasion Rainheart Captain
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Clasion Rainheart Captain
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Posted: Thu Jul 29, 2004 11:01 pm
Hem Kahn Clasion Rainheart I'm buying you them anyway. xp xp So if you buy them yourself, you'll feel bad because I really would have wasted my money. 3nodding *Ish evil* >.> Either way, I'm going to feel bad....I don't like people buying things for me. cry Should've made it a surprise, then. sweatdrop I'm still buying it for yew. xp You've already given me alot of money, so it's the very least that I can do. 3nodding
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