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 Posted: Tue Dec 05, 2006 5:26 pm
Hmm. Sadness. For a while sadness had been all charlotte knew, it still was partially, though the degrees and kind of sadness was diffrent. The first one had been deep, so deep it hurt and made her want to fall into a black hole and never come out, anything would have been better than that and for months there was nothing but that sad outcast and remote feeling. Then that had subsided into acceptance yet somehow that had also changed into a teasing feeling. A feeling that the world was alwys going to be acknowledge and forbid her presence in it's border. The remoteness was there but never as extreme as before.
"Sometimes....sometimes sadness can't be helped. It can change but it won't go away properly unless something is solved. But sometimes the thing needed to be solved can not be solved because perhaps the sadness is merely something put onto you as a punishment, or so it may seem. And even when all hell seems to be adding onto the sorrow you know that the only reason you can't solve what causes the sdaness is because you are you."
Her voice had gone an octave higher than it should as it reached the end, almost like something was trying to burst through but something stronger was keeping it back.
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Posted: Wed Dec 06, 2006 6:35 pm
"Maybe the only thing holding you back from breaking the sadness, in the end, if you." He said. "Not who you are. No. But your attitude. If you have resigned yourself to never being happy because of who you are, then you will never be happy because its the fate you've chosen." He stared directly into Charlottes eyes. "But if you try and make things change, and you believe that they can, then there is a strong chance that you will eventually be happy. Because you didn't give up, you didn't resign yourself to sadness."
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Posted: Wed Dec 06, 2006 8:12 pm
Charlotte thought about this for a while, only able to force herself to look directly into his gaze for a few moments. How funny they had only met today and here she was letting him tell her that she needed to change her life. Was she that desperte to have some kind of social interaction?
she managed to put a forced yet hopefull looking grin on her face.
"Fine then. Where should I start Mr fix it?"
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Posted: Thu Dec 07, 2006 4:13 am
"By assessing your problems in order fo worst to easiest to deal with..." He began. "And dealing with the worst of them first. Its a tough path, but I'm know you're strong enough, in your heart, to follow it. There must be a lot to overcome... But I'll be here with you, the whole time." He smiled reassuringly at her. "Now, lets try and figure out what your biggest problem is, shall we?"
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Posted: Fri Dec 08, 2006 4:45 pm
Candycane Scartissue Of course I will, sweetheart, Mi-sook said, cradling the boy closely as she kissed all about his face, a hand moving to brush his hair back. You will never get in trouble with me, you can play in it all you'd like. I will happily play with you, she said, nuzzling her nose to the boy's neck.
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Posted: Fri Dec 08, 2006 4:51 pm
Charlotte thought about this for a while, wondering what exactly was the begginning problem. Knowing her, it was probabbly her and she sighed with frustration at trying to figure it out. Defeatedly she put her hands together and rested her head on them.
"I don't know where to begin."
He seemed so sure this was all just a thing in the mind, something that may be hard but still able overcome.
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Posted: Fri Dec 08, 2006 4:52 pm
Of course not, Kang! Mi-sook said, laughing softly as she played with his hair more, kissing his cheek. Come, let me take you somewhere where we can play, she said.
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Posted: Sat Dec 09, 2006 2:58 pm
Play? he squeaked, tilting his head. What sort of play is this? Kang tried to remember what kinds of things he used to play with, but nothing came to mind. Tell me?
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Posted: Sun Dec 10, 2006 11:48 am
Mi-sook put her mouth against Kang's ear and whispered lowly. In the snow... she said before smiling softly, kissing his earlobe. Shall we? she asked, clasping one of her gloved purple hands in one of his blue ones.
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Posted: Sun Dec 10, 2006 2:40 pm
We m-make-make snow angles? he asked, not quite pronouncing 'angels' correctly. You lay down in the snow, and you put your arms and legs out, he continued, throwing his arms in the air. And move them back and forth. It really looks like an angle. Kang nodded happily before wrapping his arms around the other. Is it very cold out?
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Posted: Mon Dec 11, 2006 11:06 am
Rainbow Lime Charlotte thought about this for a while, wondering what exactly was the begginning problem. Knowing her, it was probabbly her and she sighed with frustration at trying to figure it out. Defeatedly she put her hands together and rested her head on them.
"I don't know where to begin."
He seemed so sure this was all just a thing in the mind, something that may be hard but still able overcome.
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Posted: Mon Dec 11, 2006 11:22 am
Razor Sharp Kisses We m-make-make snow angles? he asked, not quite pronouncing 'angels' correctly. You lay down in the snow, and you put your arms and legs out, he continued, throwing his arms in the air. And move them back and forth. It really looks like an angle. Kang nodded happily before wrapping his arms around the other. Is it very cold out? Mi-sook said, putting slight emphasis on the word. And we can build a snow man, and we can have a snow ball fight. It is probably quite cold outside. Does it bother you? she asked, running fingers through his hair.
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Posted: Mon Dec 11, 2006 2:14 pm
Cold does not bother me, he replied with a pout. Does it bother you, Mi-mi? Kang tilted his head before smiling brightly to her. I keep you warm if so? he suggested.
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Posted: Tue Dec 12, 2006 10:21 pm
Charlotte thought about this for a while, placing her hands together and in her lap. How best to record or track such a thing? There was writing, a traditional method much easier for her to use than trying to type using those clanking keys on Madison's keyboard and then there was alwys just thinking about it, putting whatever she could remember somewhere easy to find.
"Fine then"
She said with a smile, happy that they were indeed getting somewhere with this 'mess'.
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Posted: Wed Dec 13, 2006 1:36 pm
Mi-sook paused in thought. She wasn't bothered by cold, she never felt a temperature difference in her whole life. Though, the offer of being kept warm by the other boy was too much to refuse, so she decided to play along. I would love for you to keep me warm, she said with a smile. Would you like to go play now?
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