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 Posted: Sun Jun 10, 2007 2:15 am
ColdHeartlessSoul x x Rainbow Teddeh x x Josh smiled, happy that his wounds were closing.
He kissed her again, having missed her lots.
"I missed you mooore.. I couldn't even sleep without you by my side.."
Josh smied once again, and stroke her cheek softly.
Then he took her hand and walked into his dorm.
He looked around, feeling at home.
Josh layed down on his bed, pulling her down next to him -
and cuddled closer to her. Icea giggled as she layed with Josh, cuddling.
"No... Stop." she said, whinning. "I really need to cover your wound up."
Her fingers tangled in his hair, her leg wrapped around his side.
Her lips pressed roughly against his.
She pulled back, resting her forehead against his chest.
"I'll finally... be able to sleep well now." Josh smiled, and held her closely.
He closed his eyes, and ran his fingers through her hair.
His other hand held onto hers, strking the back of her hand with his thumb.
He kissed her forehead, and whisperd.
"I haven't slept well in days.. i couldn't stand being without you.."
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Posted: Sun Jun 10, 2007 8:04 am
"Josh.." Icea pushed his hair back from his eyes and looked him straight in the face. "Tell me... What happened that day? Why... did you go out there? Did you expect something like that to happen? I want to know... I need to know."
Her eyes didn't leave his, she knew that if he didn't give an answer that showed just how much he really cared, not at all.
She sighed, taking in the silence.
His eyes didn't seem to want to meet hers.
Still having her leg wrapped over him, she settled it on the bed next to him, leaning up, and straddling him.
Her eyes were burning with anger.
"Well?" She said leaning over him, staring down at his emerald eyes.
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Posted: Mon Jun 11, 2007 5:58 am
ColdHeartlessSoul "Josh.." Icea pushed his hair back from his eyes and looked him straight in the face. "Tell me... What happened that day? Why... did you go out there? Did you expect something like that to happen? I want to know... I need to know."
Her eyes didn't leave his, she knew that if he didn't give an answer that showed just how much he really cared, not at all.
She sighed, taking in the silence.
His eyes didn't seem to want to meet hers.
Still having her leg wrapped over him, she settled it on the bed next to him, leaning up, and straddling him.
Her eyes were burning with anger.
"Well?" She said leaning over him, staring down at his emerald eyes. Josh pushed her over gently, laying her down in the bed next to him again.
He stood up by the bed, having needed to get away from her grip.
When he leaned over him, the pain caused him to squirm under her.
He walked back and forth in the room, calming down.
He tugged on his snake bites some, nervously.
"That guy i met in the alley.."
He clutched his fist tightly, and slammed a pounch against the wall.
Josh lained against the wall, facing away from the bed.
He rested his forehead against the wall, closing his eyes.
"..His name's Ian. Ian raped my sister.."
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Posted: Mon Jun 11, 2007 9:33 am
Icea got up and stood behind Josh.
"I'm sorry... if I hurt you a minute ago and... if I hurt you by making you tell me this."
Icea sighed, not really knowing if she could help calm him down or not.
She tried none the less. She gently pressed her body against his back, carefull not to put too much pressure on his wound. Wrapping her arms around his waist, she lightly kissed the back of his neck.
"Baby... it's ok. I'm sorry... for what happened. And... you have a sister? I never thought to ask I guess."
Sighing, she stroked his torso.
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Posted: Mon Jun 11, 2007 1:32 pm
"Icea. I'm fine.. "
He faced away, not wanting to meet her eyes.
He didn't move though, since he liked the feeling of her against him.
He then sighed and turned around and kissed her lips softly.
"Sorry I'm so odd.. I'm just a bit tired.. baby, want a beer?"
Josh smiled and walked to the freezer, and picked out a beer for him, and hander her one.
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Posted: Wed Jun 13, 2007 9:13 am
x x Rainbow Teddeh x x "Icea. I'm fine.. "
He faced away, not wanting to meet her eyes.
He didn't move though, since he liked the feeling of her against him.
He then sighed and turned around and kissed her lips softly.
"Sorry I'm so odd.. I'm just a bit tired.. baby, want a beer?"
Josh smiled and walked to the freezer, and picked out a beer for him, and hander her one.
Icea stared at him for a second before taking the beer from his hand.
She scowled at the bottle for a moment and then walked over to the sink. "You really shouldn't be drinking you know..." She said, as she opened it and poured it into the sink. The smell was strong, filling her lungs. She gripped the edge of the sink and leaned over it. Images and momemets with her drunken parents flooded her mind, all she could hear were their jumbbled yells. She couldn't make out what either one of them said, there was too much going on in her head at once.
Frustration lead her to tears. She hadn't even noticed, but a few tears forced their way out of her.
She was still leaned over the sink, her head bent down. "I really... hate it when people drink. Nothing good can come of it."
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Posted: Wed Jun 13, 2007 9:43 am
Josh quickly walked over to her, and wrapped his arms tightly around her.
He brushed away her tears, and looked into her eyes.
"Fine.. I won't."
He took her hand, and cept gazing into her eyes,
showing her that he wasn't lying.
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Posted: Thu Jun 14, 2007 10:26 am
x x Rainbow Teddeh x x Josh quickly walked over to her, and wrapped his arms tightly around her.
He brushed away her tears, and looked into her eyes.
"Fine.. I won't."
He took her hand, and cept gazing into her eyes,
showing her that he wasn't lying. Icea sighed with releaf as she looked into his eyes. She could see it, the look of promise that she had been waiting all this time to see.
She quietly cried into his chest, grabbing onto his sides to keep her steady.
The memories were still flashing back into her mind, making her dizzy and sick.
No matter how much Icea tired she could never forget what they did to her, or... what she did to them. Eventually she would be able to act normal again, after she had some time to let go of their memory in her mind.
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Posted: Sun Jun 17, 2007 1:07 am
"Icea.."
Josh sighed some, and held her closely.
"Why are you so sensitive, when it comes to alcohol?"
He was worried, seeing her reaction.
It suddenly hit him that he barely knew anything about her past.
He kissed her forehead, and stroke away her cheeks, once again.
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Posted: Sun Jun 17, 2007 8:08 am
x x Rainbow Teddeh x x "Icea.."
Josh sighed some, and held her closely.
"Why are you so sensitive, when it comes to alcohol?"
He was worried, seeing her reaction.
It suddenly hit him that he barely knew anything about her past.
He kissed her forehead, and stroke away her cheeks, once again.
Icea was surprised at his question, she blinked a few times.
"Well... My parents- they drank- They would." She found it hard to find her voice, to speak. She took a minute, clearing her throat.
"It's nothing... It's just that my parents were always... drunk.. and they would hit me... and..." Icea stopped, tears threatening to start up again, burning in her eyes.
She sighed, rubbing her eyes.
"It's nothing..."
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Posted: Sun Jun 17, 2007 12:06 pm
Josh held his hand on her shoulder.
"Continue, Icea.."
He kissed her forehead, and hugged her, waiting for the end of the story.
He hands were trembeling some, being worried about her.
He tilted her head up each time she looked down.
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Posted: Fri Jun 22, 2007 9:33 am
x x Rainbow Teddeh x x Josh held his hand on her shoulder.
"Continue, Icea.."
He kissed her forehead, and hugged her, waiting for the end of the story.
He hands were trembeling some, being worried about her.
He tilted her head up each time she looked down.
Icea sighed deeply, bitting her bottom lip to keep it from trembling.
She looked past him, staring at the wall behind him. "I don't know... if I can tell you the whole truth about my past." She could feel his eyes staring at her, with question.
Her eyes meet with the floor, avoiding his stare.
"You'd think I was crazy, evil, or... maybe even worse. I don't want you to know what I've done. I know I shouldn't keep it from you... But I believe it worse if I tell you."
She sighed, lifting her head back up. As soon as she caught sight of his face she couldn't keep the tears back. She sat staring into his eyes, returning his gaze for a minute, waiting for him to react.
"If it's what you want... I'll do it. I'll tell you everything. Even if you hate me for it. So... what is your choice?"
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Posted: Mon Jul 09, 2007 9:08 am
He held her hands closely, sitting infront of her in the bed.
he looked deeply into her eyes, which made him smile some.
He gently kissed the back of her hand.
"you can tell me everything.."
he kissed her hand once more, before continuing.
"I'd never hate you."
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Posted: Mon Jul 09, 2007 7:04 pm
x x Rainbow Teddeh x x He held her hands closely, sitting infront of her in the bed.
he looked deeply into her eyes, which made him smile some.
He gently kissed the back of her hand.
"you can tell me everything.."
he kissed her hand once more, before continuing.
"I'd never hate you." She slumped over, letting her head hang down, staring at her feet.
"Well... First of all, the reason why I don't like people to drink is because... My parents drank all the time." She started frowning at the floor, thinking of her parent's drunken state. She sighed deeply, preparing to continue. "Every day they'd do nothing but drink, slowly wasting away. It got to the point to where they would..." She stopped and cleared her throat, rubbing at her eyes. "They used to beat me and my older brother..." She had to choke the word 'brother' out. "I don't even know where he is now... As soon as he turned 18, he left and when to go to a different state with a friend of his. He said to me... that he would come back for me when he could... but- He never did." She paused for a while. "I really don't blame him. Why would anyone want to come back to that? But... that's not the worst part. One day... I just snapped. I couldn't take the smell of beer on their breath, watching them kill themselves, wondering if they would kill me first. So... I didn't just take it that time. I faught back.... I- I k-killed them." She looked up to gance into Josh's eyes, even though she found it hard to do. Her eyes were burning with tears, the memories and guilty build higher, making her chest ache.
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Posted: Thu Jul 19, 2007 3:26 am
[Im back!] Ivana looked up in the sky, thinking about Mike..
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