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 Posted: Mon Aug 27, 2007 8:42 am
Digital Malevolence I hate stress. I hate how my plans aren't coming together. I hate how I'm losing friends from bad descision I've made. I hate how I'm losing other friends from bad descisions they've made or are still making. I hate how my feelings wreck everything. I hate an old friend who wasn't much of a friend. I hate how my job is taking up most of my life. I hate how I have to think about things too much. I hate how I am unable to tell these things to people. I hate how slow my computer is going. I hate how things in my life or around my life have been going downhill. I hate hormones. I hate how I'm close to breaking. I hate my stubborness of not letting myself break. I hate how somethings change for the worse. I hate hating too much. and I hate anxiety and this aching that makes me feel sick and that it feels like I'm carrying a 600lb weight around by my neck. i really don't know anything about you..(well i do know that i'm here to get to know you all but...) but if i could give you some advice...it might help in getting things back together a bit.. you should look at the positive side...things you can't change right now are things you should not worry about right now....their time will come... the stuff that is to be changed you should just embrace... if you have problems with your friends and all...just explain just what is bothering you...being plain honost is probably the best...if you don't want to hurt them or anything then just tell them... anyway try to look at the things that are still fun in life and build up from that...this way you can make the best of it...and you'll see that things will go better soon xp
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Posted: Mon Aug 27, 2007 12:06 pm
Kumadude Digital Malevolence I hate stress. I hate how my plans aren't coming together. I hate how I'm losing friends from bad descision I've made. I hate how I'm losing other friends from bad descisions they've made or are still making. I hate how my feelings wreck everything. I hate an old friend who wasn't much of a friend. I hate how my job is taking up most of my life. I hate how I have to think about things too much. I hate how I am unable to tell these things to people. I hate how slow my computer is going. I hate how things in my life or around my life have been going downhill. I hate hormones. I hate how I'm close to breaking. I hate my stubborness of not letting myself break. I hate how somethings change for the worse. I hate hating too much. and I hate anxiety and this aching that makes me feel sick and that it feels like I'm carrying a 600lb weight around by my neck. i really don't know anything about you..(well i do know that i'm here to get to know you all but...) but if i could give you some advice...it might help in getting things back together a bit.. you should look at the positive side...things you can't change right now are things you should not worry about right now....their time will come... the stuff that is to be changed you should just embrace... if you have problems with your friends and all...just explain just what is bothering you...being plain honost is probably the best...if you don't want to hurt them or anything then just tell them... anyway try to look at the things that are still fun in life and build up from that...this way you can make the best of it...and you'll see that things will go better soon xp I already have, if you knew the whole situation you would agree that theres really nothing I can do at the moment. also, you can just ignore the things you cant change, or I cant change at the moment, because everyday you need to work towards them and figure out how to fix them. Sorry if it sounds like I just shot down your advice, but that is why I dont seek advice from others usually, I usually have already though about it and am traveling the way I would like and think is best. Right now, all the stress I have is piled together and the whole friend sitiuation is the current part of the stress or what I need to work on first. I have already started to fix things the past weeks or so...a year even, finally its coming together but not the way I hoped, which is why I'm filled with so much hate.
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Digital Malevolence Vice Captain
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Posted: Mon Aug 27, 2007 12:13 pm
heres another list of things I hate.
I hate how I am unable to show emotion, it makes it hard to appologize.
I hate how I'm too proud and stubborn to let my guard down.
I hate how I didn't get to say somethings to people I wished I could have but its too late.
I hate regretting things.
I hate the fourth person in my house, the one thats not part of the family but lives here because she has no where to go.
I hate how I'm more comfortable alone than I am with people.
I hate how I am most likely going to spend my life alone.
I hate how I care about the things above and below.
I hate hypocrites.
I hate politicians.
I hate how dumb and blinded more then half of the world is.
I hate ....I hate a lot of things.
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Posted: Tue Aug 28, 2007 10:08 am
Digital Malevolence Kumadude Digital Malevolence I hate stress. I hate how my plans aren't coming together. I hate how I'm losing friends from bad descision I've made. I hate how I'm losing other friends from bad descisions they've made or are still making. I hate how my feelings wreck everything. I hate an old friend who wasn't much of a friend. I hate how my job is taking up most of my life. I hate how I have to think about things too much. I hate how I am unable to tell these things to people. I hate how slow my computer is going. I hate how things in my life or around my life have been going downhill. I hate hormones. I hate how I'm close to breaking. I hate my stubborness of not letting myself break. I hate how somethings change for the worse. I hate hating too much. and I hate anxiety and this aching that makes me feel sick and that it feels like I'm carrying a 600lb weight around by my neck. i really don't know anything about you..(well i do know that i'm here to get to know you all but...) but if i could give you some advice...it might help in getting things back together a bit.. you should look at the positive side...things you can't change right now are things you should not worry about right now....their time will come... the stuff that is to be changed you should just embrace... if you have problems with your friends and all...just explain just what is bothering you...being plain honost is probably the best...if you don't want to hurt them or anything then just tell them... anyway try to look at the things that are still fun in life and build up from that...this way you can make the best of it...and you'll see that things will go better soon xp I already have, if you knew the whole situation you would agree that theres really nothing I can do at the moment. also, you can just ignore the things you cant change, or I cant change at the moment, because everyday you need to work towards them and figure out how to fix them. Sorry if it sounds like I just shot down your advice, but that is why I dont seek advice from others usually, I usually have already though about it and am traveling the way I would like and think is best. Right now, all the stress I have is piled together and the whole friend sitiuation is the current part of the stress or what I need to work on first. I have already started to fix things the past weeks or so...a year even, finally its coming together but not the way I hoped, which is why I'm filled with so much hate. i don't mind... in the same case you might just be able to take some good tips out of it...or maybe you needed nothing but a reminder... anyway...if you want to explain the situation that might even help...maybe not to me or even on a forum...but just to someone..so you don't have to stuff it all up inside... i know this sounds melodramatic and all...but its the truth ...so don't hazitate...(or however you write it...) everyone has their problems and its not stupid to be vonerable...because if so...about 80% of the world would be stupid... xp
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Posted: Tue Aug 28, 2007 11:14 am
Kumadude Digital Malevolence Kumadude Digital Malevolence I hate stress. I hate how my plans aren't coming together. I hate how I'm losing friends from bad descision I've made. I hate how I'm losing other friends from bad descisions they've made or are still making. I hate how my feelings wreck everything. I hate an old friend who wasn't much of a friend. I hate how my job is taking up most of my life. I hate how I have to think about things too much. I hate how I am unable to tell these things to people. I hate how slow my computer is going. I hate how things in my life or around my life have been going downhill. I hate hormones. I hate how I'm close to breaking. I hate my stubborness of not letting myself break. I hate how somethings change for the worse. I hate hating too much. and I hate anxiety and this aching that makes me feel sick and that it feels like I'm carrying a 600lb weight around by my neck. i really don't know anything about you..(well i do know that i'm here to get to know you all but...) but if i could give you some advice...it might help in getting things back together a bit.. you should look at the positive side...things you can't change right now are things you should not worry about right now....their time will come... the stuff that is to be changed you should just embrace... if you have problems with your friends and all...just explain just what is bothering you...being plain honost is probably the best...if you don't want to hurt them or anything then just tell them... anyway try to look at the things that are still fun in life and build up from that...this way you can make the best of it...and you'll see that things will go better soon xp I already have, if you knew the whole situation you would agree that theres really nothing I can do at the moment. also, you can just ignore the things you cant change, or I cant change at the moment, because everyday you need to work towards them and figure out how to fix them. Sorry if it sounds like I just shot down your advice, but that is why I dont seek advice from others usually, I usually have already though about it and am traveling the way I would like and think is best. Right now, all the stress I have is piled together and the whole friend sitiuation is the current part of the stress or what I need to work on first. I have already started to fix things the past weeks or so...a year even, finally its coming together but not the way I hoped, which is why I'm filled with so much hate. i don't mind... in the same case you might just be able to take some good tips out of it...or maybe you needed nothing but a reminder... anyway...if you want to explain the situation that might even help...maybe not to me or even on a forum...but just to someone..so you don't have to stuff it all up inside... i know this sounds melodramatic and all...but its the truth ...so don't hazitate...(or however you write it...) everyone has their problems and its not stupid to be vonerable...because if so...about 80% of the world would be stupid... xp over 80% of the world is stupid.
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Posted: Tue Aug 28, 2007 11:31 am
Digital Malevolence Kumadude Digital Malevolence Kumadude Digital Malevolence I hate stress. I hate how my plans aren't coming together. I hate how I'm losing friends from bad descision I've made. I hate how I'm losing other friends from bad descisions they've made or are still making. I hate how my feelings wreck everything. I hate an old friend who wasn't much of a friend. I hate how my job is taking up most of my life. I hate how I have to think about things too much. I hate how I am unable to tell these things to people. I hate how slow my computer is going. I hate how things in my life or around my life have been going downhill. I hate hormones. I hate how I'm close to breaking. I hate my stubborness of not letting myself break. I hate how somethings change for the worse. I hate hating too much. and I hate anxiety and this aching that makes me feel sick and that it feels like I'm carrying a 600lb weight around by my neck. i really don't know anything about you..(well i do know that i'm here to get to know you all but...) but if i could give you some advice...it might help in getting things back together a bit.. you should look at the positive side...things you can't change right now are things you should not worry about right now....their time will come... the stuff that is to be changed you should just embrace... if you have problems with your friends and all...just explain just what is bothering you...being plain honost is probably the best...if you don't want to hurt them or anything then just tell them... anyway try to look at the things that are still fun in life and build up from that...this way you can make the best of it...and you'll see that things will go better soon xp I already have, if you knew the whole situation you would agree that theres really nothing I can do at the moment. also, you can just ignore the things you cant change, or I cant change at the moment, because everyday you need to work towards them and figure out how to fix them. Sorry if it sounds like I just shot down your advice, but that is why I dont seek advice from others usually, I usually have already though about it and am traveling the way I would like and think is best. Right now, all the stress I have is piled together and the whole friend sitiuation is the current part of the stress or what I need to work on first. I have already started to fix things the past weeks or so...a year even, finally its coming together but not the way I hoped, which is why I'm filled with so much hate. i don't mind... in the same case you might just be able to take some good tips out of it...or maybe you needed nothing but a reminder... anyway...if you want to explain the situation that might even help...maybe not to me or even on a forum...but just to someone..so you don't have to stuff it all up inside... i know this sounds melodramatic and all...but its the truth ...so don't hazitate...(or however you write it...) everyone has their problems and its not stupid to be vonerable...because if so...about 80% of the world would be stupid... xp over 80% of the world is stupid. different kind of stupid xp but you got what i meant
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Posted: Tue Aug 28, 2007 9:08 pm
Kumadude Digital Malevolence Kumadude Digital Malevolence Kumadude Digital Malevolence I hate stress. I hate how my plans aren't coming together. I hate how I'm losing friends from bad descision I've made. I hate how I'm losing other friends from bad descisions they've made or are still making. I hate how my feelings wreck everything. I hate an old friend who wasn't much of a friend. I hate how my job is taking up most of my life. I hate how I have to think about things too much. I hate how I am unable to tell these things to people. I hate how slow my computer is going. I hate how things in my life or around my life have been going downhill. I hate hormones. I hate how I'm close to breaking. I hate my stubborness of not letting myself break. I hate how somethings change for the worse. I hate hating too much. and I hate anxiety and this aching that makes me feel sick and that it feels like I'm carrying a 600lb weight around by my neck. i really don't know anything about you..(well i do know that i'm here to get to know you all but...) but if i could give you some advice...it might help in getting things back together a bit.. you should look at the positive side...things you can't change right now are things you should not worry about right now....their time will come... the stuff that is to be changed you should just embrace... if you have problems with your friends and all...just explain just what is bothering you...being plain honost is probably the best...if you don't want to hurt them or anything then just tell them... anyway try to look at the things that are still fun in life and build up from that...this way you can make the best of it...and you'll see that things will go better soon xp I already have, if you knew the whole situation you would agree that theres really nothing I can do at the moment. also, you can just ignore the things you cant change, or I cant change at the moment, because everyday you need to work towards them and figure out how to fix them. Sorry if it sounds like I just shot down your advice, but that is why I dont seek advice from others usually, I usually have already though about it and am traveling the way I would like and think is best. Right now, all the stress I have is piled together and the whole friend sitiuation is the current part of the stress or what I need to work on first. I have already started to fix things the past weeks or so...a year even, finally its coming together but not the way I hoped, which is why I'm filled with so much hate. i don't mind... in the same case you might just be able to take some good tips out of it...or maybe you needed nothing but a reminder... anyway...if you want to explain the situation that might even help...maybe not to me or even on a forum...but just to someone..so you don't have to stuff it all up inside... i know this sounds melodramatic and all...but its the truth ...so don't hazitate...(or however you write it...) everyone has their problems and its not stupid to be vonerable...because if so...about 80% of the world would be stupid... xp over 80% of the world is stupid. different kind of stupid xp but you got what i meant yes I did. 3nodding
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Posted: Wed Aug 29, 2007 2:40 am
i hate the cunts at the metal forum..
i was reading the wacken topic...and those comments ruin metal for everyone...leave them be....stupid idiots they just b***h about everything...
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Posted: Fri Aug 31, 2007 9:32 am
Kumadude i hate the cunts at the metal forum.. i was reading the wacken topic...and those comments ruin metal for everyone...leave them be....stupid idiots they just b***h about everything... I love you. I hate it when people stare at others and especially at me.
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Posted: Fri Aug 31, 2007 9:44 am
My Hollow I hate it when people stare at others and especially at me. I hate that feeling of being watched and stared at. It really creeps me out.
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Posted: Fri Aug 31, 2007 9:46 am
The War Starter My Hollow I hate it when people stare at others and especially at me. I hate that feeling of being watched and stared at. It really creeps me out. People do that A LOT in France.
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Posted: Fri Aug 31, 2007 10:35 am
My Hollow The War Starter My Hollow I hate it when people stare at others and especially at me. I hate that feeling of being watched and stared at. It really creeps me out. People do that A LOT in France. I also hate when our goddess dumps all of us sexy, sexy people for a bunch of smell snoody rude French people. stare I R TEH KIDDING!!
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Posted: Fri Aug 31, 2007 10:51 am
Warrior of Metal My Hollow The War Starter My Hollow I hate it when people stare at others and especially at me. I hate that feeling of being watched and stared at. It really creeps me out. People do that A LOT in France. I also hate when our goddess dumps all of us sexy, sexy people for a bunch of smell snoody rude French people. stare I R TEH KIDDING!!She didn't want to. She didnt want to go but She had a choice France or Italty and she REALLY didn't want to go to Italy (is still kicking her herself for not going to Italy) and picked the place she assumed would have more Americans to blend in with.
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Posted: Fri Aug 31, 2007 12:08 pm
My Hollow Warrior of Metal My Hollow The War Starter My Hollow I hate it when people stare at others and especially at me. I hate that feeling of being watched and stared at. It really creeps me out. People do that A LOT in France. I also hate when our goddess dumps all of us sexy, sexy people for a bunch of smell snoody rude French people. stare I R TEH KIDDING!!She didn't want to. She didnt want to go but She had a choice France or Italty and she REALLY didn't want to go to Italy (is still kicking her herself for not going to Italy) and picked the place she assumed would have more Americans to blend in with. I have two words on why to go to Italy: RHAPSODY OF FIRE! Though two words help the case of France: HEAVENLY! But Rhapsody wins...
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Posted: Fri Aug 31, 2007 12:11 pm
Warrior of Metal My Hollow Warrior of Metal My Hollow The War Starter My Hollow I hate it when people stare at others and especially at me. I hate that feeling of being watched and stared at. It really creeps me out. People do that A LOT in France. I also hate when our goddess dumps all of us sexy, sexy people for a bunch of smell snoody rude French people. stare I R TEH KIDDING!!She didn't want to. She didnt want to go but She had a choice France or Italty and she REALLY didn't want to go to Italy (is still kicking her herself for not going to Italy) and picked the place she assumed would have more Americans to blend in with. I have two words on why to go to Italy: RHAPSODY OF FIRE! Though two words help the case of France: HEAVENLY! But Rhapsody wins... That's three words not two.
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