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Imagine my delight walking down the hallways of the high school this morning and being informed by one of my classmates that our math test was, in fact, postponed because the teacher was absent.

More time to study for meh... because I got home late last night.

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Well, I'm glad you at least know what answer you're shooting for. Math is probably what I'm going to major in, I wish I was better at explaining it, though.

ButterBalls, your essay sounds both impractical and interesting, but I look forward to it nonetheless.

gonk
Hush, child.

So my parents are annoyed that I don't call them very often. But the thing is, every time I call I manage to get yelled at for something. About 90% of the time it is over something that a) I have no control over, or b) I have no idea even exists because sadly my psychic powers do not allow me to stay attuned to every little thing that happens inside my parents' heads from 60 miles away.

Like today, I found out that it's my fault the campus parking service decided I did not pay a parking ticket. I have the damn receipt saying I paid. So now my parents are holding my checks hostage (they got sent to their house instead of mine because that is where my bank account address is) until I "learn to be more responsible." What the hell am I supposed to do, threaten the parking services people at gunpoint as I watch them input my info into the computer system???

It's an improvement over last year though. That's when it was my fault that my car's starter failed. Of course I regularily sabatoge my own car when it is a vital part of getting to both school and work....

Luckily, I can turn off my cell phone or ignore it when I get called at 6am to be yelled at. Plus I take care of about 95% of my own crap, including financial stuff. Next time I am picking up my own damn checks at the bank.

I've been inactive from Gaia for AGES
and missed out on ALOT of things
or
gaia's missed out on alot of things with me.
So until a week ago, the past month, i've spent being dragged into love.
I had NO ******** FEELINGS for him when I kissed him, it was out of loneliness and my lack of ability to say no.
I didn't agree to fall for him
but I did
And I feel tricked
and then a month later he dumps me
and says that he still loves me but he can't do it ;cause we don't go to the same school any more.
Obviously seeing each other once a week isn't enough
There's so much ******** more to a relationship than that.
And he can't see it.
and he's now happy and dandy with his new girl, who he see's everyday
And I'm left behind
I have no idea what to think
how to feel
how to be
how to treat him
whether to tell him how I still feel
becuase we're still friends.
and I accept that
but I feel walked all over
and I don't ******** know now, 'cause I still call him
and he still wants me to call him
and I still miss him
but I don't feel anything for him
I don't know
then there's Jon
he calls me everynight.
he's my new best friend.
Am I kidding myself about feelings for him?
or are they really real?
I don't feel like I know who I am any more.

Hehe! Teh Laurel is always correct!

This freakin vacation would be going spectacular, if my freakin' cow of a teacher didn't keep emailing me, and harrassing me about a ******** field trip that I CAN'T go on, because I won't even be in the damn province!!!! And now she's telling me that I better figure something out, because this field trip has to be done, and if I can't do it with the rest of the class, then I had better find my own way to do it, and get in contact with these places... Except I can't get to them, because I don't have a car, and she knows it!!! I also don't have any free time... Like at all. I have five classes, and they all have substantial amounts of homework. I don't have time to go galavanting all around the freakin Kootenay's. These freakin' A's that I'm getting, aren't because I've been slacking. I'm so frustrated right now. I think I just need sleep... Maybe.

That's actually not really that weird Rommie. You guys probably have similar personalities (hence the reasn you a friends) so the same guys are attracted to all of you. Of the whooping 2 guys I've gone out with one ask my friend Angela out after we broke up and the other asked her out before we met.