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 Posted: Tue Sep 27, 2011 8:58 pm
 Alices expresion looked both sad,but as if a wait has been lifted off of her sholders. She was practicly haveing a war within herself at the moment. Her oldd ways were talling her to go far it,she knew she wanted him alot,and she realy wanted to know what he had in store for her. Just thingking about it made her go crazy. But on the other side of her she didnt want to rush for once. She didnt want to ruin what may be the only REAL relationship she has ever had. She felt utterly torn,but she didnt want her emotions to get the best of her,and she definetly didnt want to ruin the moment they were sharing. She leaned her head up to kiss him softly,she did enjoy his kiss,it felt like pure heaven to her. When she broke away from the kiss after a secound she opend her eyes and looked at him, "zero...i.....it isnt like...i dont want to....its just...i know that you wanted to wait...and i feel like im pressuring you into something you want to wait for..." she paused for a secound then continued, "...i realy do want you...but......i dont know...i just feel diffrent with you...like im a whole new person..." she knew that keeping things from him would just stress her out even more,so she thought she shhould just swallow her pride and be honest with him.
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Posted: Tue Sep 27, 2011 9:08 pm
~Zero Mitaki~ Zero nodded. Just a simple gesture of acceptance to what she was saying. He could understand why she felt the way she did. That being known, he didn't have it in his heart to continue now. Doing something in her state of confusion would be bad for her, or anyone for that matter. He still hovered over her as he spoke calmly and softly. "You seem very lost in this department right now...... Perhaps it would indeed be best if we wait for now. At least until you know that you're ready. I don't want any regrets or awkwardness between us once we do. I want it to make us closer......."
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Posted: Tue Sep 27, 2011 9:18 pm
Alice chewed her lip before she spoke, "you right...i dont want us to have any regrets..." she ment what she said,but it still felt weird to say. After that moment,and with him stil ontop of her,she huged him clos and bairied her face in his chest, "thank you..." she said,not even realising that she said it. Alice noticed that for the first day of them being together he had already gotten close to her,realy close,but she didnt mind that,she actualy felt like he could trust someone,but she still kinda kept her walls up,not wanting to make the mistack of getting close to him if he was just going to ripp her heart out like all the rest.
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Posted: Tue Sep 27, 2011 9:23 pm
~Zero Mitaki~ Zero didn't move as Alice held him. He simply looked down at her as he kept himself up, smiling lightly. He couldn't recall such a loving embrace. Most of the people he was with would use him for lust, that was all. A loving embrace felt refreshing to him, especially when he knew that what he was doing was right for both of them. He was tired of having sex just for pleasure. He needed something more, which he hoped may be from her. "Of course Alice..... Anything you need to keep you happy......"
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Posted: Tue Sep 27, 2011 9:33 pm
She sllowly let him go and smiled up at him,his comment made her feel all warm inside.She looked at him,as the moon was directly behind him,it shon appone him,makeing him look like a god,it was utterly breath takeing. She thought to herself "who would have thought that someone like me...would get someone like him..." she got lost in thought,just stairing at his magnificence. After a moment of silence she finaly spoke up ".....and you.....what would make YOU happy?" she asked him in a soft voice.
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Posted: Tue Sep 27, 2011 9:38 pm
~Zero Mitaki~ Zero smirked as he rolled over to her side again. using his hands to keep him propped up, he looked out into the starry sky as he answered. "Me? My happiness will be fulfilled once I find a lover to be with me until my last breath. I suppose I won't be happy until I've found her. However, I'm starting to feel the effects of it as we speak."He smiled brightly as he turned his head torwards Alice. he was obviously talking about her being the one he hopes to stay with. Whether he was asking too much at the time or not was still a mystery to him. However, he was determined to reach his goal of happiness, and he hoped that she could help.
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Posted: Tue Sep 27, 2011 9:45 pm
Alice looked at him a little wide eyed again. "w..w....what!?" she said a little surprised at his reply. Her cheeks burned reder then ever,she sat up and looked at the ground for a secound "...did....did he realy just...." she couldnt even finish her thought properly. She felt like a child that just found her first crush. She finaly looked back up at him, "m...me....?" she said looking like she was tearing up. Her bottled up emotions felt like they were going to overflow,she had been holding everything in for years and years,but sshe felt like everything was about to flow right out,but she tryed her best to keep everything in.
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Posted: Tue Sep 27, 2011 9:53 pm
~Zero Mitaki~ Zero smile shrunk slightly. Though he still seemed rather happy, he noticed her reaction to his bold statement rather clearly. Perhaps telling her what he had in mind so soon might have been a bit too much at one time. They just started dating and he already was talking about love and marriage. trying to drop the subject for her, he chuckled a bit. "Don't worry about it love. That may not happen for a while. I'm sorry if I was a bit too direct for a moment........"
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Posted: Tue Sep 27, 2011 10:04 pm
Alice noticed his expression change,and she soon relised that she over reacted a little. "zero...its not like that...its just...iv never had anyone say something to me like that...and actualy mean it..." she looked up at him then continued "and....i hope im that girl for you to..." she semi mumbled that under her breath, a single tear rolled down her cheek,not even a secound later she relised iit and turned her head so he wouldnt see.She realy likeed him,and she felt like she had known him forever,but telling him exactly how she felt would just scare him off,it would be totaly weird,so she kept quiet.
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Posted: Tue Sep 27, 2011 10:12 pm
~Zero Mitaki~ Zero sighed in relief as she turned away for that moment. He was afraid that he had said too much. He wasn't sure why she turned, but he wasn't about to get into it at the moment. He presumed that she just needed two seconds to readjust. He looked back up at the bright sky, mostly gazing upon the white moon. "Trust me when I say that you'll have to get use to it, because you will more than likely hear it many times after this...... I apologize in advance if it grows old, but my silver tounge tends to blurt out just about anything I feel."
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Posted: Tue Sep 27, 2011 10:18 pm
After takeing a few little breaths,reajusting herself,she turned back to look at zero, "well thats one thing we have in comen.." she said with her normal little smirk. Alice then begain to shiver,she was a tad bit cold,seeing as she not only just got out of the shower about a few hours ago,but she was still in her bikini to.she looked up at the sky aswell,conecting the stars and trying to make little pictures with them,as she use to do when she was a kid.
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Posted: Wed Sep 28, 2011 5:18 pm
~Zero Mitaki~ Zero laid back into the grass now, enjoying the feel of the cool drops of water beneath him. He scooched in closer to Alice until he was right against her, holding her hand lightly. His gaze didn't leave the sky though, still enjoying the lovely view. He decided not to get into the conversation any more than they already have. He found it more wise to wait until a more appropiate time to talk about their future.
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Posted: Wed Sep 28, 2011 5:29 pm
Alice ssat there and just enjoyed the silence.This was nice,just her and him and nothing else haveing to bother them. Soon her shivering got worse, "um...zero..can you come with me back to the house realy quickly,i want to go put on some real clothe's,its getting a little cold." she asked him in her normal voice,seeming to be compleatly back to normal .
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Posted: Wed Sep 28, 2011 5:35 pm
~Zero Mitaki~ "Oh? I could just hold you. Body warmth and whatnot. Unless of course you don't think that will work."Zero trully didn't wish to leave if not needed. He loved the moment they were having in that park alone. however, he would get up and leave if she trully wanted to. Zero turned his head slightly to her, waiting to see what she would decide.
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Posted: Wed Sep 28, 2011 5:39 pm
Alice didnt even hesitate to answer his question, "oooh that sounds even better then wearing clothes..." she said with her normal cocky smirk, "you can hold me ANY...time you wish..." she sounded like she was trying to be funny and sarcastic,which in a way she was but she was also seriouse. (Heii if i make another random RP you guiis down to do it with me? biggrin )
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