Howl For The Packs

[xiAmBlack_Heartx]

Capquicen watched from the trees. Out of sight of his mighty king and the powerful guardian. But seeing as Galna was about to leave, he could just sit there and stare.
"Ganla my friend." Capquicen walked out into the clearing his pure white beauty captivating. Only, no one could see him. Only those of spirit could see him. Such as Ganla and Achmad. But he cept him self hiden from Achmad, for fear of some thing. "Ganla, please wait. I must talk to you." Capquicen cought up to Ganla, he wasn't sure if Ganla was listenting, but Capquicen spoke any way. "I ask you to please not leave Achmad. I know it must be hard, you can't have your embress, but achmad cant have his ormazd either. So he knows your pain. And then some. My master," Capquicen paused. "My former master is alone. Truely and utterly alone. HIs mate, Nevaress, she is gone. She want to live a life like this," Capquicen motioned to all the normal wolves in the clearing. "And so Achmad granted her that wish. He know she wont remember him. Just like embress. Though he was never really attached to her. There was always some one else he seemed to love more. But now, with Nevaress and Ormazd and us gone, Achmad has no one. No one at all. I know he may have seemed blunt, but he didn't want to interfere with what ever you where doing. He so despretly doesn't want to interfere. But he is lonely. He would have never told you this. It would make him sound selfish. ANd he may be alot of things, but he is not selfish.
I am not asking you to do any thing. I am just letting you know, so the rest of us and I would not have such a burden on our shoulders. I also would like you to kwen, we all miss you. Kronos, though it may not seem that way, Evay and most Lupa. He adores you as if you where Achmad." Capquicen smiled. His black eyes as dark and as emty as ablivion. But his smile as pure and true.  

[xiAmBlack_Heartx]

Ganla had finally pushed Achmad to his limits. The white shimmering aura around him shimmered and faded to black. he could feel his eyes grow cold and his throat sting with the craving for blood. He rose to his feet and stormed over to Ganla, his anger blazing.
"You Guardian," Achmad had never called Ganla that, he always had adressed him by his name or at least 'friend'. "How dare you threaten my child! He is not your to be delt with! I would not tear Embress apart if she crossed me! I am the one to deal with MY children! Not you! If he does any thing wrong, you come to me! You saw what I can do!" He motioned towards Kodiak, who had been screaming in agony thanks to Achmads simple demand. "I will punish then as I see nessecary! You lay one claw on my children, I will tare you to peices." Achamad had never gloted over his powers, but now dark, who know what would come out of his mouth. "I control Light! I manafest Darkness! I see what's been done, I see what is happening, I see what is yet to be seen! I am the one to give you the power, the Light!" Achmads anger faded, he said what he needed to ( and some he didn't). His aura shimmered back to white. Tears brimmed his eyes, he looked up at Ganla. "Take it. Take all you want. I am nothing but and empty shell, Light and Dark uses. Take what you want, take what you need, take what you don't need. Just don't let her go. Don't make the mistake I did. Don't let them slip away from you. Don't be selfish and hurt those who diserve better." His Celestial Beings(guardians) flashed through his mind. "Take what you have. Take her, don't let her go, and take what you need from me to do so. But if you have any thing agenst my children, you take it out on me. You understand?" A tear streamed down his face, Achmad turned around. "I will leave now. My son... I know he is happy with the way things are. I would reather let him be happy then be selfish and take him away from what he loves." Achmad fought the intence feeling to bawl at the mention of his beloved Ormazd. "I will go, you know where to find me. Come by when your ready to take what you need." Achmad walked few feet before shimmering and disapearing into nothing. He was gone.
Capquicen could feel his anger rising. Some thing he had never had to deal with when he was still with Achmad. Being banished to Hell would eventually kill their sanity. They will all turn into blood thirsty evil demons. That is why Capquicen must talk to Ganla now.
"Now look what you have done!" Capquicen growled through his teeth. "You have made him give up on every thing." Capquicen regained his calm and continued. "Alight, it was not your fault, it was ours," As Capquicen said that, three more wolf apeared from the tree line. One black and red, looking as demonic has hell. One beautiful, regal and dignifide. The last, silky whites with a color ful marking around one eye. They sat down around Capquicen. "We left Our Master in his time of need. I am not asking you to do any thing besides find him another guardian to keep him safe. He needs four Guardians, for he has mor to be protected, though we are no where near as powerful as you.' Capquicen smiled. "I protect.... protected, his body, cept him from any physical harm, Kronos," he motioned to the black one. "He protected Master dark side. Made sure it stayed evil and dark. Lupa," The one with the marking, "He protected his light side, kept it holy and pure. Evay, she protected his sanity and mind." Capquicen rose to his feet, all the others followed their leaders actions. Capquicen turn and began to walk away. He pause, but didn't look back at Ganla. "Do you want to know why he stayed with you, stood by your side all this time? He loved you. So deepl. But he would never dare say. He would never dare interfere with you and Embress, he know she ment the world to you. So he settled for watching from afar. Though it may make him unhappy, as long as you got your embress, he would not interfere. If only some one esle wouldn't interfere with him find Ormazd." Capquicen hinted before disapearing with the others. Going where ever they could go besides back to Hell.
But one didn't stay gone for long. The black Kronos reapeared. He walked over to Ganla and looked up at him with his red unforgiving eyes. "Okay," His voice was as dark as a bottomless pit. "To add on to what Capquicen said, Achmad did love you. He loved you enough to want to make you happy. He knew you loved Embress. So, to make you happy, he put aside searching for his son, so he could help you find embress, or at least help you gain light or some thing. He stuck by you this whole time, because he wanted to be there for you when you found her, so you could take what ever you needed at a moments notice. Notice how he always stayed close? He was so focused on making you happy, he let him self slipp through the cracks. Sure, he could have killed embress once he found her, make you greive to him, so you would go to him. But he didn't he knew you would be most certainly unhappy. So he sacraficed his happiness, so you could have you. And he would have and still will, let you take what ever you need to keep her alive or what not. That is how, unfortunetly, loving Achmad is. So selfless. It sickens me." Kronos looked up at Ganla one last time. "I hope to never see you agian." Kronos lowered his voice so he was talking to him self as he turned around to leave. "I also wish to not see that kind loving Lupa again. But no.... I'm stuck with him for the rest of eternit...." Kronos disapeared into the mist, his voice trailing off.  

[xiAmBlack_Heartx]

Achmad was dumbfounded, this was random. this was, unexpected. he has always looked up to Ganla (Literally) but he never thought in a million years he would ever look his way, let alone want to be his guardian. Achmad didn't know what to say. He didn't know what to do. Was he just doing this because his fromer guardians told him to, or was he feeling sorry for him, or did he really mean what he was saying. floods of emotions rushed over him, for all three situations. Hurt, disgust, hatred, warmth, love, meaning.
Of course Achmad wanted to say yes. He wanted Ganla watching over him. to be close to him. But there where things keeping him from darting to his answer. Embress and his other guaridians. he had to adress the more urgent one.
Achmad straightened. and looked up at ganla. "you can not do this. It was my own selfish wants that landed my beloved Guaridians in Hell!" Achmad spat out the words. "How in any ones right mind would I let that ever happen to you! Never could I see you slowly lose you mind to evil!" Achmad didn't want to yell at Ganla, but that seemed to be what it took to keep from doing what he really wanted to do. Cry. For the loss of his guaridians and for ganla, just the thought of losing him was too much for him to bare. he could reather observe from afar then have him damned to hell. he would reither suffer a life alone then seen him waste away all because of his own selfishness. Achmad could never let that happen. he would put up as many walls as it took to keep Ganla safe. And maybe, just maybe, Achmad would slowly lose his mind just like his guaridians. Karma. Oh how Achmad wished.