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Posted: Mon Oct 13, 2008 3:00 pm
Zoe,
Newsflash: You're not better then everyone else. Get over yourself.
You were new and we all tried to be nice. You instantly judged all of us and act like the freakin' queen!
It is not cool to make comments, loud comments, about people whilst they're trying to perform. It is not cool to laugh at the girl who obviously has trouble reading whilst she is trying to read old fashioned poetry out in front of everyone. That sneer you seem to constantly wear on your face is not very becoming to say the least and your total lack of respect for everyone is just ******** grow up.
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Posted: Mon Oct 13, 2008 4:38 pm
Dear people,
You say that you're majoring in literature, but don't know that Frankenstein is the doctor not the demon/monster/creation.
Right then. I doubt your commitment to sparkle motion.
No love, Rose (a book/literature nerd)
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Posted: Fri Oct 17, 2008 6:16 pm
WHY DO I TREAT YOU THIS WAY!?
WHAT THE ********, DAD. YOU ACT AS THOUGH I FORGET THINGS AND GET SIDE TRACKED ON PURPOSE! THEY ONLY CALLED FIVE MINUTES AGO AT THE ******** MOST. THEY'RE NEVER DONE ON TIME, SO DON'T SNAP AT ME AND MY SLOWNESS. YOU ALWAYS MAKE ME INTO SOME HORRIBLE b***h WHO DOES NOTHING BUT TREAT YOU LIKE s**t.
I. CAN'T. ********. HELP. THAT. I'M. ROYALLY. ********. UP.
I'M ON DISABILITY FOR CHRIST'S SAKE. I'M LEGALLY A FREAK WHO STRUGGLES TO LEAVE THE HOUSE, DOESN'T THAT MAKE YOU HAPPY!? THAT I MIGHT NEVER BE ABLE TO LIVE A NORMAL LIFE, SUPPORT MYSELF, LIKE MYSELF!?
GETTING MAD AT ME OVER THINGS I CAN'T HELP REALLY MAKES ME FEEL GOOD ABOUT MYSELF. THESE ARE TEARS OF HAPPINESS, THAT I GET MADE TO FEEL LIKE s**t ON A DAILY BASIS.
AND OF COURSE, YOU'D ONLY YELL AT ME MORE IF YOU SAW ME CRYING.
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Posted: Sat Oct 18, 2008 7:14 pm
Every guy I try to date or hang out with ends up not calling me after two dates. What am I doing wrong? I know I'm not the hottest person, but I thought I was somewhat attractive. I thought maybe I had a good personality. I thought I deserved more than sudden abandonment. I feel pathetic. I just want to give up. I don't want to settle but I'm not gonna get anything good.
I'd feel better if any of these guys would tell me why they stopped talking to me.
I'm just tired of empty sex. I want someone to hold hands with. 3
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Second_Crimson Vice Captain
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Posted: Sat Oct 18, 2008 11:04 pm
WHATS WRONG WITH ME? AM I FALLING OUT OF LOVE? Do I love him?
.....and ITS COLD! D=
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Posted: Tue Oct 21, 2008 5:45 pm
Dear parents: "I'm SOOOO sorry that I interfered with plans to which I had no idea about. All I did was ask what our plans were so I could see if it was okay to go to my friends Halloween party this weekend. But OBVIOUSLY its a huge bother to even ask! Why? Because you DAD said, and I quote:"Great Sally. Just disregard all of our plans." You didn't even SAY what they were! I don't know what happens til the last second. You guys treat me like an idiot if I can't do something. I'm slow. I know that. And I'm not very bright. But I can't help it. I try so hard and what do you say to me mother? You say"I'd hate to see you living on your own." Just because I don't have the strength to open the back door. So here's to you guys. thanks for a great experiance in making me feel like crap."
Love, Your daughter
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Second_Crimson Vice Captain
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Posted: Thu Oct 23, 2008 8:41 am
Apparently every guy I meet doesn't want a relationship...they want sex. I mean it's nice...knowing that they think I'm attractive and a hot ******** it's depressing too. Does my personality suck so much that I'm just a piece of a**, or is their problem? I don't know and don't know if I ever will.
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Posted: Sat Oct 25, 2008 10:33 pm
Dear mom:
"I can't read minds! So soooorryyyy if you don't like dad buying my costume. Don't call him an a** for it! Do you think I like showing off my legs and belly button to the world? I was fine til you looked at me with that angry face you always make if you don't like something. Now I'm self-concious again. Once again mom, THANKS A WHOOOLLEEE BUNCH."
"Also, I'm extremely lonely. He said you would come back 5 days ago, and you haven't. I try not to show it, but I'm so worried about you. I'm not crying my eyes out or anyuthing, but yesturday while singing on rock band, I got to the saong "When You Were Young" and just started crying like no tommorrow. I almost failed out because my voice was getting shaky and my tears were making all the lines look blurry. I just hope your safe 3 I'm so worried about you Angel.....come home <3333" ((Not Angel in L by the way))
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Posted: Mon Nov 10, 2008 8:45 pm
I don't like hospitals, slow nurses, being hungry, stuck with loud and ignorant people, waiting for 4 hours to get a bed in the hallway...
I don't like being tossed aside, being disapppointed, or ignored by one of my closest friends...
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Posted: Tue Nov 11, 2008 12:32 pm
I hate feeling like the world wants me to disappear.
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Posted: Tue Nov 11, 2008 5:55 pm
"I hate senior crap. I hate being stressed. And I hate not having someone to talk to. Everyone I TRY talking to isn't there or they don't answer. I'm sure its not intentional and it's probably because I don't want to bother anyone. I can't trust anyone as it is. I just want one person whos always there for once. Someone who is there for most of my calls and laughs with me. I may say I have best friends, but they don't exist. I have a sister online, but I can't talk to her anymore after what happened with Angel......Sjhe says she'll be there to "support" me but won't catch me anymore and that she gives up."
"I thought she was my best friend but she isn't. My boyfriend is gone for awhile so thats why I'm upset too I guess. I just wnat someone who can give me advice and not judge me because of my decisions. Thats a true best friend. Someone you can tell anything to and they'll still look at you the same way. Sadly.....none of theme xist for me. I exist for them, but they don't exist for me. "
"I'll never find that thing. That thing that amkes me fit in with everyone else. That thing that makes eveyrthing easier. my boyfriend is there for me when he can, but he's busy like I am so......I just wnat him to come home. i feel so lonely when I don't have him to talk to. he's the only person I can trust at this point in time."
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Posted: Tue Nov 11, 2008 7:54 pm
Dear Paycheck,
I understand your reasons for leaving me so abruptly. I drove you away myself, through my own actions, and I don't blame you for leaving when I replaced you with things that were shiny and new.
I want to apologize, and beg you to come back. I need you. I need you so badly that I can't seem to function. It's becoming more difficult to eat, to drive, to relax. The only thing I can seem to do with the same fervor is work, I work in a futile attempt to hold you one last time, to draw you into my arms and never let go. But let go I will, because I must.
...It just hurts that the one you fled to, the one you went to straight after I let go, was my father. My very own father stole you from me. How could you go to him after all I went through to get you, to keep you? Why would you do this to me?
...And so I will endeavor forever to finally gain enough of you back to hold onto for more than just another couple of weeks. Enough to keep for a while, so that I may relax and feel secure.
...Until then, stop being such a dirty whore. >[
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Second_Crimson Vice Captain
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Posted: Tue Nov 11, 2008 10:38 pm
Flaky Boys:
Leave me alone. Either go out with me or don't. I don't care. Just pick one. You're worse than the crazies. At least with the crazies, I knew what I was getting. Pure, near-homicidal insanity. Now I've got ambiguity and I don't like that.
Wait, homicidal isn't good either. Tell ya what. How's about I find a NORMAL boy? Can I do that? PLEASE?
*emos*
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Posted: Tue Nov 11, 2008 10:51 pm
Dear Dad,
Please stop pissing in both of the house's public toilets at night, and leaving it. Flushing is not difficult. I am tired of having to go in the morning, flushing the toilet (before I can even go) and being assaulted by the smell of your urine. It is not how I want to start my day.
I would congratulate you on finally learning to put the seat down, although with your newly developed inability to flush, I'm more inclined to believe you simply became too lazy to put it up in the first place. And the day I sit down to a wet toilet seat is the day I will stop flushing my feminine hygiene products in retaliation.
Until that day, father, please learn that it is horribly inconsiderate and unhygienic of you not to just flush the Goddamn toilet. You won't wake anyone, and I'd rather wake up at 2AM to the sound of running water than wake up at 6AM to a scent equivalent to a week-old diaper.
Also, stop whoring my Paycheck! crying
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Posted: Tue Nov 18, 2008 6:33 pm
God DAMN it. I feel like an idiot. I'm a student; he is a teacher. I CANNOT call him by his first name. I know that. So why did I do it? I don't want to flirt with him. I have a huge-a** crush on him, but flirting could cost him his JOB and his TEACHING LICENSE. What if one of the other teachers thought it was weird? What if he stops talking to me? I need to be a little more ******** careful. I just hope I haven't cocked it up already.
Also. I HATE having crushes. Especially when none of them will ever happen, even with the people my age that I like. It makes me feel like a dumb ugly annoying b***h and I'm sick of it. I am feeling more and more like an outcast every single day, and it's really sad when the people I feel closest to in the entire ******** school are the goddamn teachers. I feel like I'm falling into this black hole, bigger than it's ever been before, and I'm not sure if or when anyone's going to pull me out.
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