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"oh good i hate assinged seats."he stared walking to the nearest empty one but tripped. he got up quickly blushing. he rusumed walking to the desk. Once he got there aeonx sat on the desk part facing aiko. waiting for him to start up a conversation or..... something.

Nara nodded to the drow and to Aiko. She averted her eyes so that she looked around his cheekbones instead of his eyes to try and make him more comfortable. She had been around all types of people in her travels with her father; she knew that some of them were not accustomed to being treated as people or without fear.

She was glad that she hadn’t missed much. Golems were no issue for her and shields were what she was good at.

"What I’m looking for is better control over my emotional state without losing control of my power. So far I’m able to hold it back with my restriction and creation magic but sometimes..... I slip."

Drucilla walked slowly into the class and looked around and took the first seat she found clutching her spell book to her chest.

"My Weave loosens if im in a fight and i get knocked unconscious or under extreme pain.... And..."

Nara tightened the numbness she kept around her emotions and her face becomes placid, her eyes grow dull and empty except the gleam of a very acute intellect. Her aura becomes gray and thick to those that can see such things.

"Thinking about my parents usually makes me loose control as well."

"I shall tighten them as much as i dare to. Dad said that if i tighten more than i can handle i can place myself into a coma."

She didn't wait for him to respond, she had been asked to do something and she knew that he was here to help. She closed her eyes went to the large lock she kept deep within herself and looked over the chains that extended from the front. She grabbed and pulled on three of the seven chains that kept all aspects of her life in check and firmly in place as hard as she could, bringing them to a lock.

her skin grayed and her hair developed silver streaks. She stopped breathing and the blood in her body no longer seemed to move. she opened her eyes and looked to him. the orbs were pure gray with small silver dots in the center of each.

"Ok"

her voice sounded like a automaton.

Nara did not take her eyes off him this time. she felt nothing and did not understand why he looked down but did as he told her. Slowly she began to relax her grip on one of the chains. One link at a time the chain returned back to its original position. Her hair returned to its original raven black.

"More?"

Her voice sounded more human. a spark of life, a hint of personality.

She nodded and let the second chain go as the first. this released her inhibitions and her personality, her eyes grew deep and brown and she looks upon him with kindness now. She quickly averts her eyes from his. looking again at his cheekbones.

"If you ant to go further then i will take it one link at a time. the last string holds my mind in check.... memories and knolage of spells and things i can and have brought into this world. be very careful if you choose to go further and are sensitive to the mind."

She nodded and let one link slide through carefully and you get a memory of her at ten playing with a dog in a ally way as her dad spoke with a drow about a room for the night.

for a long while she let the chain go in one link at a time and for a long time you get different meaningless memories of her through out her life. you do not receive any emotion from any of them except your own. she had always kept the "feeling" part of emotion out because that is what controlled her power, and that is what was alwase shut down. She let go of another link and you see her father drunk and yelling at her for some insignificant thing. The memory quickly shut down.

"ummm.... this is.... hard for me. If you wish to go further i will bu...t things can get bad quickly from here on out."