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 Posted: Mon Oct 08, 2007 4:49 pm
Tinania bites at her bottom lip again, hard enough to cause it to bleed "Lucas, I'm not sure if i can do that." shaking her head, she actually squeezes his hand "I don't want to make a mistake. Not with the cost being this high." looking down at him she didn't even notice the small amount of blood running down her corner "I don't want to lose a chance with you." pulling away she turns as she wipes at her mouth.
She didn't want to see the look on his face, she didn't want to see it in his eyes when he rejected her.
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Posted: Mon Oct 08, 2007 4:53 pm
Lucas dropped his fork and stood, grabbing her shoulder and turning her around. "Look at me," He said sternly looking into her eyes. "You're not going to get anything in life if you don't fight for it... You're being selfish, and you're being a coward. I'm sorry everything was given to you I really am, because now it seems you can't do a damn thing for yourself."
His eyes did not hold rejection, they held anger.
"Did what we do last night and this morning mean nothing to you? I believe I made it clear that it meant something to me..."
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Posted: Mon Oct 08, 2007 5:03 pm
Tinania didn't say anything as she look into his eyes. Closing her eyes she couldn't move "It did mean something to me, that what scarying me Lucas. I didn't feel like it was just sex, or one of us getting out are need for sex." Opening her eyes she shakes her head "Lucas last night opened my eyes to the fact that I can still have a second chance."
Pausing she looks back down "I just, I just don't know what to do..."
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Posted: Mon Oct 08, 2007 5:07 pm
Lucas wanted to shake her until she got the sense jostled into her, but it was his habit to not harm girls that weren't a threat to him, and Tinania was far from being a threat.
"All I can tell you, is that you need to go with what your heart tells you... Nobody can decide this but you, and right now it looks like you're not going to get very far on your own. I can't help you make this choice, I'm not sure where I stand on us at current..."
Sighing he shook his head. "Look, maybe one day... We could be something... But right now, with the way you are and the fear you hold and your inability to fight past it... We're not going to get anywhere... HE will aways be there..."
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Posted: Mon Oct 08, 2007 5:17 pm
His word hit her harder then anything else. Taking a step back she shakes her head "He will not be here, he will never be here again." her voice was low, and it held anger. Not towards Lucas, but what he had said "He turned his back on me and left. He left me and took my soul with him." her fist clench as she shook her head "He will never be apart of me again. He destroy what made him part of me the moment he step out of our house."
She didn't understand why, but with each word the wall that she had put up to block others was breaking down. She was opening up revealing the anger and lost she kept bottled.
Tears running down her face she growls "I hate him, and I hate what he has made me into. I hate that I can't express myself, or show a person like how I feel. I hate that I just can't walk up and kiss you without feeling like I just got stabbed. I want nothing to do with him ever again. All I want is a chance at happiness Lucas." looking down at the ground her body was shaking badly as the anger spilled from her body.
"All i want is to be with you, even if it just for awhile. But you can't give up on me when I get scared. You have to put me in my place."
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Posted: Mon Oct 08, 2007 5:27 pm
Lucas walked up to her and hugged her to his chest. "I think I just did," He murmured, brushing her hair with his fingers. Closing his eyes he sighed a little and just stood there holding her.
He wasn't sure what he wanted anymore, but he was deteremined to find out.
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Posted: Mon Oct 08, 2007 5:32 pm
Tinania struggle in his arms for a moment before she relax. Wrapping her arms around his waist she hides her face against his chest. She was shaking as she breathes in slowly. She didn't know what she just empty her soul out like that, but it felt good.
Looking up at Lucas her face darken alittle as she looks away "Sorry, I didn't mean to explode on you like that."
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Posted: Mon Oct 08, 2007 5:44 pm
Lucas chuckled and shook his head. "It's alright, these things happen," He brushed her hair a little more before motioning at the food. You should probably eat," He told her, not knowing if she was hungry at all. "It'll do you some good if you eat."
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Posted: Mon Oct 08, 2007 5:49 pm
Tinania nods taking a seat in the chair next to the one Lucas was sitting in. Looking down at the food she actually licks her lips as she picks up her fork "This looks great Lucas. Thank you for cooking this, even if I am saying that late." blushing she picks at the food for a moment before taking a bite.
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Posted: Tue Oct 09, 2007 1:15 pm
Lucas smiled, "Thank you," He said, moving to her and placing a hand on her shoulder for a moment. He sat again, and poked at his food again. He really wasn't all the hungry anymore.
He watched Tinania as she ate, quiet for a moment before he stood up and got some wine, pouring it into a glass. He looked to Tinania. "You want any?"
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Posted: Tue Oct 09, 2007 4:58 pm
Tinania glance up from her food before she shook her head alittle "Not unless you want to see what I am like with the imp in control." crossing her legs she looks down at her already hald empty plate. She didn't realize untilt hat point how hungry she really was. Setting her fork down for a moment she looks up at Lucas smiling alittle.
"You okay, you seem distance.." she was starting to worry if she did something wrong.
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Posted: Tue Oct 09, 2007 5:01 pm
"Haha... We already know I can handle her..." Rolling his wine in it's glass he took a sip and then poured another for Tinania anyway, bringing it to her, she could drink it if she wanted. Lucas was still not used to having someone in the house that didn't drink.
"Hm? Oh... Just... Thinking is all..." He said quietly, sitting there watching her as he drank.
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Posted: Tue Oct 09, 2007 5:14 pm
Tinania sat there for a moment watching him, she glance at his glass before she look at her own. biting at her bottom lip she shook her head as she stood. Slipping into his lap she wraps her fingers around his glass, pulling it out of his hand "Sober Imp maybe, but a drunk one is dangerous." leaning in she brush her lips against his neck as she sets his drink on the table, out of his reach.
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Posted: Tue Oct 09, 2007 5:20 pm
Lucas closed his eyes as she started to kiss his neck. His arm came up to wrap around her side and he started to massage it. "Heh... I'm sure I can take her on, tipsy, sober or otherwise..." Shaking his head slowly he chuckled.
He opened his eyes and looked at his wine glass, sitting out of reach. He didn't try to get it again. But he would if he got a chance.
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Posted: Tue Oct 09, 2007 5:25 pm
Tinania chuckles as she bites lightly at his ear "I would rather not chance it. Not right now at least. I don't trust that part of me." running her hand over his stomach she pulls back as she watches him eyeing his wine glass. Arching a brow she shakes her head before she slips off his lap.
Grabbing the glass she makes her way into the kitchen, right towards the sink.
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