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 Posted: Fri Aug 25, 2006 8:41 pm
Tora threw her face into her hands. "Stupid, stupid girl!" she cried. "I don't want to feel this way anymore!"
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Posted: Fri Aug 25, 2006 8:42 pm
Omny looked inside the room she wasn't supoused to say anything, if she did things were only to get worse. Omny came inside the room sat down next to tora and petted her on the back.
*154
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Posted: Fri Aug 25, 2006 8:45 pm
Tora heard Omny walk in and started crying more. "He did love me...," she said as the truth came to her. It made her even more confused. Tora hugged herself as everything came crashing down upon her. She didn't want to be this way anymore, but she didn't know how to stop it.
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Posted: Fri Aug 25, 2006 8:45 pm
Outside in the wood Shagatsu leaned up against a tree, sliding down it and putting his head in his hands.
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Posted: Fri Aug 25, 2006 8:47 pm
She shook as Omny touched her. "I'm... glad... you'll never feel this hurt. It's... it's something... I'd never even wish upon my enemy!" she said through gasps. Tora was truly happy for Omny and Shagatsu. Now she needed to be happy for herself.
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Posted: Fri Aug 25, 2006 8:48 pm
She gave Tora a piace of paper and a slightly dull pencil. Omny didn't exacly know what tora would do with it but she just felt if you let it out in writing or in a drawing and when you re-look over it, it helps realise what happened isnt as big as it might seem.
*155
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Posted: Fri Aug 25, 2006 8:50 pm
Shagatsu got up and walked. He saw that it was dark out and found a grassy clearing not too far into the woods. He lay down in the middle of it and looked up at the stars.
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Posted: Fri Aug 25, 2006 9:02 pm
Tora took the paper and pen. Just like a little school child does, she layed her head on the table and began to write:
"Unlimited
The damage is unlimited
To everyone I've tried to help
Or tried to love
And, oh, Shagatsu and Omny, you're the latest
Victim of my greatest achievement
In a long career of distress
Every time I could, I tried making good
And what I made was a mess!
My road of good intentions
Led where such roads always lead
No good deed
Goes unpunished
One question haunts and hurts
Too much, too much to mention
Was I really seeking good
Or just seeking attention
Is that all good deeds are
When looked at with an ice-cold eye
If that's all good deeds are
Maybe that's the reason why
No good deed goes unpunished"
She started crying as she read the words she'd written.
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Posted: Fri Aug 25, 2006 9:05 pm
Omny sat back hugging her knees " could you tell me, do you think you are the only one who is hurt?" she asked calmly with a blank look on her face. As her black eyes stared at the wall.
*156
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Posted: Fri Aug 25, 2006 9:10 pm
"I feel that way," Tora said through muffled cries. "But that's just me being stupid and selfish, right? But, you got what you wanted and Shagatsu got what he wanted," she added. Tora shook a little. "I don't see how you two could possibly be hurting."
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Posted: Fri Aug 25, 2006 9:18 pm
"When I jumped of that rooth why did you jump after me getting those bruses? Becoused you cared about me and you didnt want to see me hurt, right? Did it hurt you on the inside almost loosing me like that when it wasnt your fault and it was just pure luck you were around. Imagine ifyou wernt, imagine you were at the teahouse. When you came back I would have been dead when you didnt even see it happen. Loose someone you love just like that out of no where not knowing why when it happened." She tried to explain, Omny could relate anything to everything.
*157
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Posted: Fri Aug 25, 2006 9:26 pm
Tora turned the sheet over an wrote something on the back of it.
"I've heard it said
That people come into our lives for a reason
Bringing something we must learn
And we are led
To those who help us most to grow
If we let them
And we help them in return
Well, I don't know if I believe that's true
But I know I'm who I am today
Because I knew you"
"I love both you and Shagatsu dearly, but things will never be the same between us again. It's all my fault... everything is. See what I mean by trying to do good?" "Never again..."
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Posted: Fri Aug 25, 2006 9:43 pm
Tora sat back and poured somemore tea. She drank it in silence. That's what she had now, the silence. Silence was her new friend. Tora's heart was blackend by what happened here. She wanted to go back to the way she was, but she was forever changed.
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Posted: Fri Aug 25, 2006 9:49 pm
((Man im tired! *yawn* Hows college goin for ya?))
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Posted: Fri Aug 25, 2006 9:52 pm
((OOC: It's okay. I started the 23rd and I start trainging for my new job on Monday. Thank's for asking. How's life for you?))
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