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Tomo sat down on the other side of the bar and smiled. "That's good. The worst hangover I ever had was when that spirit posessed me and got drunk..." He shook his head, "All the sickness with no fun night beforehand." He tapped his chin, "Kinda like being pregnant..."

Tomo laughed and nearly snorted tea up his nose. "One night hardly counts for a few months of barfing... Though," He smirked, "That was some really great sex..." He murmured, nearly purring at the memory.

Tomo blushed a little, but didn't seem that phased by her comment, "Sorry." He murmured, looking like an intelligent being once again. "Aw, but that little girl in there is so precious..." He murmured, resting his chin in his hand.

Caradoc shook his head and closed his eyes. All this talk of sex was making him inwardly pine for Ever. Where was that silly boy, anyway?

((-scowls at Ted-))

Tomo sighed and nodded, "Yeah..." He murmured, running out of things to say. He tapped his fingers on the bar, puffing his cheeks up and letting the air out slowly.

Caradoc sighed too, scratching the back of his neck. He shuddered when his fingers ran over his scar. The tissue was rough and membrane-y. Not smooth and flawless like Trian had made the rest of his skin. The synthetic skin over his shoulders couldn't be healed, so he found an even more disgusting row of stitches there.

Caradoc looked surprised for a few moments, but he smiled and lowered his arms. "Hey, love." he greeted. "If you can wait a few minutes. I'm almost done charging." he said, grabbing his chin to kiss him tenderly.

Tomo arched an eyebrow and tapped his chin. "Well, yeah... But I don't think I have to the degree that you are..." He murmured, then looked around, "Did you want to talk about it somewhere more secluded?"

Tomo nodded and stood up, taking his tea cup. "Come, then." He said, gesturing her to follow him as he walked upstairs. He walked into his room and kept the door open for her. "Okay, so what's on your mind? You can spill it all if you want."

Caradoc smiled and leaned forward, "Pretty dull. I'm getting a bit of cabin fever and terrified to go outside at the same time." He shrugged, "What about you?"

Tomo sat down on the end of his bed and nodded. "I... Understand." He said. "But I honestly don't know how it's going to end." He told her, looking down at the floor. "I'm not even sure what I'm feeling myself... Some days are easier to handle than others. Some days I feel like I can go on and heck! I even start flirting with other girls... And then there are some days where I feel like an emotional pile of s**t that will never be romantically satisfied again because I can't let her go."

Caradoc shrugged, "I told you everything I remember about the kidnapping... There are a lot of things messed up inside. Wires are connected wrong. There are moments when I don't even remember where I am... Or there are periods where I can't speak. "

Tomo was frozen for a few moments. Her confession was unexpected and so were his feelings towards it. "A lot of what you say is true." He nearly whispered finally. "But... I dunno..." He shuffled his bare foot on the floor. "I don't even know what I want to say... Let alone feel."

Caradoc smiled lightly and leaned forward to kiss Ever again, "Thanks." he said sincerely. He reached behind him and pulled out the plug. He stared at it in his hand for a few minutes, "I know I shouldn't be thinking about this but... While I was captured, Itius saw this as disgusting... I guess I never really thought about it, but..." He shrugged, "Ever, how did you feel when you found out I was a machine? What was the first thing that came to your mind? And be honest!"